Episodes
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Episode #3 - Building Healthy Relationships After Abuse
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Need help rebuilding your relationships and setting boundaries? Listen to Dr. Gionta share what key elements should be found in relationships after abuse.
Hearing other’s stories, experiences and perspectives can give you courage to get the help you need. 🌺
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Episode #4 - Setting Healthy Boundaries with Dr. Dana Gionta
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Reclaim your power, Set Boundaries.
Our podcast features insightful discussions with experts, therapists, and survivors who bravely share their experiences and perspectives.
Hearing other’s stories, experiences and perspectives can give you courage to get the help you need. 🌺
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Episode #5 - Family Systems with Margaret Bailey
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Our podcast features insightful discussions with experts, therapists, and survivors who bravely share their experiences and perspectives.
Hearing other’s stories, experiences and perspectives can give you courage to get the help you need. 🌺
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#6 Wendy's Story of Overcoming Sexual Abuse
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Listen to Wendy’s personal story of her first memory of sexual abuse by her father and her journey to healing and eventually why she started HEAL.
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#17 – Why Setting Boundaries Is So Hard - Part I
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Why is setting boundaries so hard and what barriers stop you from speaking up? Letting go of your ‘old roles,’ separating yourself from the abuse, and finding your true authentic self is vital to learning how to set boundaries.
Have you ever found yourself in a situation where someone said something offensive to you and you did not know how to respond? And there was that awkward pause in the conversation.
Or maybe it happens to you a lot and you don’t know why. Well, get ready because this episode goes deep into what holds you back from setting boundaries and it’s not just about knowing the right words to say, it’s much deeper than that.
Let’s be honest, the thought of setting boundaries is uncomfortable for anyone, and especially for survivors. You might think it is so much easier not to say anything and continue to let others treat you horribly but actually that route takes so much more effort and diminishes your self-worth.
At the end of the day, people just want to feel they are respected in all their relationships, but why is it so hard, especially for survivors?
In this episode, which is part I of a 2-part series, I reveal what barriers stop you from setting boundaries, and dive deep into how the ‘roles’ you took on after the abuse affect you, how a victim identity can overshadow asserting your needs and why tapping into your authentic self helps you to set clear boundaries.
Today, you will hear about:
- [2:43] The boundaries we set or don’t set showcase the insecurities and strengths we feel.
- [8:32] If you blame yourself for the abuse then it is really hard to set boundaries … because you start to see yourself as the problem in arguments, disagreements, misunderstandings.
- [16:08] The Struggle with a victim identity is that as a survivor you can often internalize the role of a victim, … When you view yourself primarily through the lens of your victimization, it becomes challenging to assert your needs and limits.
- [20:38] …You will find setting boundaries to be more comfortable because you will have a healthier self-worth and that brings about self-respect and when you respect yourself, you will respect your needs and how to express them.
- [24:19] You can control how others treat you now as an adult by healing and restoring your self-worth.
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and get ready for your next breakthrough learning about why setting boundaries is so hard!
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#16 – Self-Acceptance and Self-Love
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
What self-acceptance and self-love is, why they are challenging for the survivor community and often overlooked, and how you can achieve them.
What is self-acceptance and self-love? It’s accepting all aspects of who you are and understanding your worth as a person.
Abuse creates a false narrative where you might feel flawed or that something is just inherently wrong with you. And this distorted self-view is a significant barrier to self-love and self-acceptance and reaching out for help to heal.
If you feel you are inherently flawed (and this is because of the abuse), then you believe you cannot change your circumstances and are stuck forever in this cycle of a distorted belief system. The reality is the only thing that is flawed – is your belief system because it is false.
Abuse is someone taking advantage of their power over another person not because their victim is flawed, it has to do with proximity and access to you as well as arrogance, power and manipulation.
So, if you are ready to embrace who you are without judgment, accept your imperfections, and experience a balanced and healthy regard for yourself, then this episode is for you.
That’s what today’s episode is all about. So, take some ‘me’ time, put your headphones on and listen in private to a message that can help you learn how you can experience self-acceptance and self-love.
Here’s a glance at this episode…
- [3:35] Self-acceptance is recognizing and ‘accepting’ all aspects of yourself, including your strengths, weaknesses, and everything in between.
- [6:48] Self-love can give you inner peace understanding your worth is not dependent on external validation or achievements.
- [9:57] The abuse creates a false narrative where you may feel you are to blame or are just inherently flawed… The reality is the only thing that is flawed – is your belief system because it is false.
- [20:43] Changing your mindset from self-rejection and self-hatred to self-acceptance and self-love takes work and practice.
Isn’t it time you learn how to love yourself?
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and get ready for your next breakthrough with learning about what self-acceptance and self-love are, why they are challenging for survivors, and how you can experience them!
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#15 – Parents are Protectors for our Children
The Wendy M. Johnson Show
Parents are Protectors for our Children: Parents roles, past trauma risk factors and how to protect your children
Parents are our first line of defense to protect our children, yet their past trauma can be a risk factor in the way a person parents. Knowing what you can do to protect your children is crucial in stopping the cycle of sexual abuse.
Understanding the critical role of you as a parent in preventing abuse in your children’s life is such an important privilege.
The abusive “family belief system and environment where the abuse occurred has a role in the disruption of relationships of the adult survivor. Past trauma of sexual abuse along with other types of child maltreatment, neglect, and adversities create risk factors that disrupt a mother’s ability to comfort, nurture, care for, and protect her child…The risk factor includes understanding that sexual abuse can be passed forward into the next generation, as well as the belief system that sustains it.” (1)
As parent survivors, we are the number one defense to protecting our children. Do not let your own abuse cause the cycle to continue but let it be a catalyst to stopping it.
So, what can parents do to protect their children? Get the help you need for your own healing journey, get help to protect and prevent it from happening to your children and learn to communicate clearly with your children about what abuse is and how to report about it if it happens.
That’s what today’s episode is all about. So, take some ‘me’ time, put your headphones on and listen in private to a message that can help you learn what you can do to protect your children.
Here’s a glance at this episode…
- [4:00] Parents are our children’s number one protectors against abuse
- [5:56] When you are a survivor of sexual abuse your children can become a high risk for being abused.
- [12:32] One of the risk factors stemming from childhood sexual abuse is that re-victimization to women and their children, is likely to occur when mothers continue to have a relationship or contact with the perpetrator who sexually abused them
- [20:15] As a parent you need to be a communicator. A healthy communicator.
Take your healing seriously – the next generation is counting on it.
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and get ready for your next breakthrough with learning your role as a survivor parent, overcome sexual abuse risk factors, and learn how to protect your children!
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Episode #14 - Roadblocks for Survivors: Stigmas, Backlash, and Judgement
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Roadblocks for Survivors: Stigmas, Backlash, and Judgment
Stigmas, backlash, and judgment hold survivors’ captive from moving forward and overcoming their past.
Stigmas have been around since the beginning of time against a victim of sexual violence.
Globally, these attitudes and beliefs perpetuate victim-blaming narratives.
Does this sound familiar? ‘What were you wearing?’ ‘Were you drinking?’ ‘Why would you make up a lie like that?’ ‘I personally know this person; he would never do that.’
These questions or comments imply that the victim's behavior or choices somehow justify or invite the abuse, placing the blame on the survivor rather than the perpetrator.
The same response has been occurring for hundreds of years. When will society’s responses ever change? I believe, one healed survivor at a time.
Stigmas are a societal creation which means it can be changed. As more and more survivors do the work to heal and not stay bound to the effects of the abuse of their past we can change and demand the narrative to change.
Why would a person blame a child for their own abuse or TELL THEM they are lying? Why wouldn’t an adult investigate beyond asking the perpetrator if they did abuse the child – which of course the perpetrator will deny.
Society is ‘lazy’ and complicit when it comes to dealing with sexual abuse. They are so worried about ‘what other people will think if there is a perpetrator in their family’ then the effects it may have on the child brave enough to speak up!
Backlash is real. I was ostracized from my family after I refused a simple bribe from my mom to keep quiet and ‘make things go back to the way they were.’ When I refused, I was ostracized, as well as lies were told to my extended family and people my parents knew.
Judgment is a fear that can last a lifetime and stop a survivor from reaching out even to trained professionals or support networks.
So, what can you do about stigmas, backlash, and judgment? You need to be able to identify what they are and how they affect you and understand there are many ways you can tear down the societal walls that hold you back.
That’s what today’s episode is all about. So, as you are going for a walk, or working out, or just having some alone time, put your headphones on and listen in private to a message that can help you overcome these societal barriers.
Here’s a glance at this episode…
- [4:37] What is a Stigma? … “Stigma is a societal creation” that involves “stereotypes, prejudice, and discrimination.”
- [10:00] Self-stigma is the interpretation and internalization of negative stereotypes, which may cause negative emotional reactions, such as low-self-worth, poor self-belief, and failure to seek help
- [19:52] Backlash can manifest in various forms, such as threats, intimidation, blackmail, physical harm, or social and professional repercussions. Survivors may fear that speaking out could lead to further harm, loss of relationships, job security, or damage to their reputation.
- [34:17] Fear of being judged creates barriers to survivors coming forward and seeking support.
Take your healing seriously. Don’t find yourself in the same exact spot you are in today, next year.
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and get ready for your next breakthrough with learning how you can overcome stigmas, backlash, and judgment.
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#13 – Healing Styles: Knowing your learning style can help you break down barriers to healing.
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Healing Styles: Knowing your learning style can help you break down barriers to healing.
Unsure of your healing style? Here’s what you need to know.
There’s a phrase that gets left out of the conversation regarding the healing journey that can hold you back.
The phrase I’m referring to is ‘healing style.’ Ok, I made up the phrase but the reason this is important to know is because at the entry point of healing, or starting up again, or if you feel stuck, knowing your learning style can serve you by helping you have a breakthrough.
But what is your healing style? It means in what way do you learn best?
If you believe healing is a personal and private matter, chances are going to a support group for community encouragement is not going to be a comfortable choice for you. Even the thought of a one-on-one therapist or coach is too overwhelming.
So, you don’t move forward thinking these are your only choices. But you desire to heal and learn and overcome. Your healing style might prefer reading a healing program or joining a self-study program so you can learn in your own private space.
It’s all about breaking down the barriers that are holding you back. Not knowing your healing style can be holding you back from progressing.
The question is what is your healing style?
And that’s what today’s episode is all about. Finding out your healing style can be the breakthrough you are looking for. So today, I’m going to walk you through different styles to help you find a way to make the process a little be easier for you.
This episode might be a catalyst to get you thinking about why you are not progressing and to help you move in a different direction. So pop in your earbuds and give it a listen!
Here’s a glance at this episode…
- [7:30] A ‘healing style’ refers to … approaches you find … comfortable for your …. recovery. When it comes to healing styles, I am talking about the best way you learn.
- [8:15] When the methods used in healing align with your personal style, healing feels safer … can lead to greater openness and vulnerability.
- [9:40] Identifying your healing style empowers you to take control over your recovery process.
- [10:47] By identifying your healing style, whether it be through reading, watching videos, engaging in community support, or one-on-one settings, the healing strategies can be tailored to fit your specific needs … which can accelerate the healing journey.
- [24:28] When you are involved in healing practices or programs that match your healing style or offer many different styles, you are more likely to stick with the program.
So, if you want to know the benefits of understanding your healing style, and the different types of healing styles you relate to and are ready to break down barriers holding you back, then this episode will help give you some ideas on what you can do.
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and get ready for your next breakthrough with learning your ‘healing style.’
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#10: Self-Sabotaging
Have you ever felt unworthy of love or happiness? Do you feel you are incapable of reaching your goals? Have you ever had thoughts that you can never heal from your past abuse? These are examples of negative self-talk that leads to self-sabotaging behaviors.
Self-sabotaging behaviors are created by our traumas and how we respond to them.
Negative, harmful, and limiting thoughts about yourself lead to destructive emotions that cause you to avoid personal growth, well-being, and healing.How do self-sabotaging behaviors form? Through a series of events and responses:
Abuse/traumatic event occur Reaction (thoughts, feelings, actions) Original coping strategies (to deal with trauma) Deep seated fears, insecurities and unresolved trauma form Internalized into the subconscious Triggers created Sabotaging behaviors form (procrastination, perfectionism, resist change, low self worth, indecision, etc.) Affects quality of life, increased anxiety, depression, negative self-talk, etc.
The HEAL Self-Sabotaging CycleWhen it comes to self-sabotaging behaviors identifying its origins or trauma event is the first step. Understanding your reactions to the traumatic event and your coping strategies to the trauma help lay the foundation to overcoming them.
Identifying the fears and insecurities that developed helps you to do a deep dive into what is happening in your subconscious mind.
This helps you to understand your triggers and why they formed. Then you can see your self-sabotaging behaviors and how they have affected your life!
Once you understand how they are formed, you can overcome them!
But I’m not going to lie. It can be an uphill battle. So, in today’s episode I help you streamline your experience with self-sabotaging behaviors by helping you find a path – quicker – to overcome them and move closer towards the life you deserve.Today, you’ll hear about:
- [5:12] What self-sabotaging behaviors are and how they prevent you from achieving your goals
- [8:33] Examples of self-sabotaging behaviors including procrastination, isolation, learned beliefs, negative self-talk, substance abuse, etc…
- [12:25] The process of internalizing … self-sabotaging behaviors can be a means to exert control in a life where you felt powerless or to punish yourself due to misplaced guilt or shame associated with your abuse.
- [26:03] Through these reframing exercises, you can recognize and adjust distorted thought patterns that contribute to your emotional distress and self-sabotaging behaviors.Listen in and learn about what self-sabotaging behaviors are and how you use them in your life. Learn how they ‘really’ affect you, and how to overcome them. Yes, you can overcome self-sabotaging behaviors! I share many different strategies to change what is holding you back.
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What are triggers, how they affect you and mastering how to overcome them.
Have you been battling with living with triggers for years or decades? Stuck not knowing how to overcome them or manage them or if it were even possible.
Well, look no further. I’m thrilled to share with you a whole episode on triggers and how to overcome them.
Triggers can be the biggest barriers that hold people back from getting the help they need.
Does anyone like triggers? No.
But they are real, and the biggest misunderstanding is that they will never go away – that is false, because the trigger phase is a temporary phase of overwhelm which can be managed.
Triggers do not have to last a lifetime or decades. If you want your life back, you have to work for it, and you have to work hard.
Today’s podcast episode is to help you overcome and manage triggers so you can feel more in control of your life. You’ll hear about:
- [9:03] What triggers are and examples that include sounds, smells, sights, or emotions connected to the memory…
- [13:21] Why we use triggers…the brain doesn’t just record the trauma event but it also records the sounds, smells, touch, …
- [14:46] What the brain is trying to tell us through triggers…it is trying to protect us … but can become defective…
- [15:58] How triggers affect us…they can influence your emotions, your social interactions with family and friends and box you into a life…
- [20:55] Strategies to overcome triggers…with a therapist or without a therapist…
Needless to say, it is great news to know that you do not have to suffer from ‘triggers’ as you have been. There are answers and strategies! 🙌
And this episode, will help give you some ideas on what you can do. 😊
Listen in, get ready to take some notes, and learn how to take control of your life and manage your triggers like a boss!
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