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  • We’re reacting to the shocking true story of the Bergholz Clan, a radical Amish cult led by a man who declared himself a prophet and claimed only he could interpret the Bible.

    As control tightened, the group began attacking other Amish men and women, forcibly cutting off their sacred hair and beards—a deep act of humiliation in Amish culture. The leader even took photos of the attacks, which ultimately helped land him in prison.

    This story is told by his former right-hand man, who bravely left the group—but is still shunned by his family to this day.

    Different group. Same patterns of power, fear, and control.

    #BergholzClan #AmishCult #HairCuttingAttacks #ExCultStory #SamAndMelissaReacts

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this episode, we react to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 23, and reflect on the heartbreaking loss of Garrison Brown. Our hearts are heavy for the entire Brown family and for anyone who has experienced the pain of losing someone they love. This tragedy reminds us how fragile life is and how important it is to hold our loved ones close and check in with each other—often and without hesitation.

    If you're struggling or know someone who is, please know that you're not alone. Help is available.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    Call or text 988

    Available 24/7 – free and confidential support

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this episode, we dive into another story from How I Escaped My Cult — this time focusing on NXIVM, a group that didn’t claim to be religious, but promised personal growth and empowerment.

    We break down how NXIVM used the language of self-improvement to lure people in, and how, despite the different promises, the control, manipulation, and abuse were alarmingly similar to what we’ve seen in religious cults.

    Join us as we talk about the red flags, the psychological tactics, and why no one is ever "too smart" or "too strong" to be targeted by a high-control group.

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 22, Kody Brown finally opens up in a way we’ve rarely seen before. He admits that he truly did love his wives — and that their leaving shattered his ego and confidence.

    In today’s video, we react to Kody’s confession, where he shares that his sense of self-worth was built on constant validation from his large family. Now, after even pushing Robyn away, he claims he’s finally in a place where he can be happy in a monogamous relationship.

    Is this true growth... or just Kody rewriting the story to protect his pride? We dive deep into the emotional fallout, the power struggles, and what this means for the Brown family moving forward.

    👉 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the bell so you don’t miss our next breakdown of Sister Wives!

    #SisterWives #KodyBrown #SisterWivesReaction #TLC

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Cody's Struggle with Monogamy and Family Dynamics

    00:03:06 Communication Breakdown in Divorce Proceedings

    00:06:03 Challenges of Celebrating Valentine's Day in Polygamous Families

    00:09:00 Navigating Plural Marriage in LDS Belief

    00:12:20 Valentine's Day with Cody and Robin

    00:14:59 Mary's Spiritual Release and Breaking Free from Cody

    00:17:53 Debate on Marriage: Cult or Commitment?

    00:21:02 Cody Confesses: The Truth Behind His Angry Words

    00:24:07 Cody and Robin's Marital Struggles

    00:27:24 Farewell and Thanks for Joining Sister Wives Journey

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  • La Luz del Mundo is one of the largest religious organizations in the world—so how did it end up at the center of shocking abuse allegations and cult accusations? In this episode, we react to a powerful “How I Escaped My Cult” story from someone who grew up inside La Luz del Mundo.

    We explore what makes a church cross the line into cult territory: Is it the teachings, the control, or the corruption of leadership? Can a religion still do good while being built on abuse and manipulation?

    Join us as we unpack this emotional story, compare it with our own experiences, and ask the hard questions about faith, power, and control.

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 The Mega Church Cult Dilemma

    00:02:39 Parallels Between LDS and Restorationist Churches

    00:05:19 Uncovering Secrets of the FLDS Church

    00:08:07 Psychological Manipulation within Religious Structures

    00:11:01 Navigating Manipulation and Abuse in High-Demand Religions

    00:13:42 Warren Jeffs and Nasson's Persistence from Prison

    00:16:32 The Power Dynamics in Harmful Groups

    00:19:19 Examining Leadership and Control in Religious Organizations

    00:22:14 The Complexity of Recognizing Cult-like Behavior

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, we watch as Janelle begins a new chapter of her life in North Carolina, surrounded by love and support.

    Meri starts to question whether her relationship with Robyn was ever genuine—or just something she clung to in order to stay connected to the family. Meanwhile, Kody baptizes Aurora in her church… but uses the exact words from his former faith.

    Why is Kody still relying on the language and authority of a church he claims to have left? Is this about spiritual connection—or lingering control?

    Join Sam and Melissa as they break down all the emotional, spiritual, and relational layers in this thought-provoking episode.

    👀 What did YOU think about Aurora’s baptism? Drop your thoughts in the comments!

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • At just 15 years old, Lu Ann Cooper was forced to marry her first cousin within the Kingston Group—also known as “The Order.” Trapped in a system of control, secrecy, and abuse, Luann felt suicide was her only way out. Leaving wasn’t even an option—until one day, it was.

    In this powerful interview, Lu Ann opens up about her heartbreaking experience as a child bride, the emotional and psychological toll of life inside the Kingston cult, and what gave her the courage to finally escape. Today, Lu Ann is not only a survivor—she's a leader. She co-founded Hope After Polygamy, a nonprofit that provides scholarships and support to others leaving polygamous groups.

    ✨ This is a story of pain, resilience, and purpose.

    🎓 Learn how Luann is helping others reclaim their education and their future.

    🔔 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and share to support more survivor stories and raise awareness about life after polygamy.

    Resources & Links:

    🔗 https://runsignup.com/Race/Register/?raceId=176282

    #KingstonGroup #ChildBride #HopeAfterPolygamy #ExPolygamist #CultSurvivor #LuAnnCooper #TheOrder

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Escaping a Polygamous Community

    00:07:30 Family Dynamics and Arranged Marriages

    00:15:33 Early Marriage Expectations in Kingston Group

    00:23:43 Life in the Kingston Group: Work and Marriage Expectations

    00:31:50 Living Through Abuse and Planning to Escape

    00:40:18 Struggles of Leaving a Religious Order

    00:48:14 Standing Up Against Kidnapping Threats

    00:55:49 Unexpected Paths to Love and Marriage

    01:03:35 Allison's Adoption Journey

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  • In this episode, we react to the explosive final season of Big Love — and wow, the Henricksons are truly in freefall. Now that they’re publicly out as a polygamist family, the backlash is intense, and the cracks in their relationships are impossible to ignore.

    We break down everything from Marge’s underage marriage at 16, Barb’s spiritual awakening and desire for the priesthood, to Nikki’s desperate attempt to claim the “first wife” spot — even using her daughter’s adoption as a weapon. And of course, that wild final scene…

    From our personal experiences with real-life polygamy, this finale hits hard — and shows that when it comes down to it, polygamy is often about power, control, and justifying anything “in the name of God.”

    👉 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more deep dives and reactions from an ex-polygamist and a former mainstream Mormon!

    #BigLove #Polygamy #ExMormon #FLDS #HBO #BigLoveFinale #SisterWives #ReactionVideo

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Big Love Season 5: The Fallout of Polygamy

    00:04:36 Margie's Journey from Polygamy to MLM Success

    00:09:19 Bill's Relationships Under Scrutiny

    00:14:16 Nikki's Desire for a Traditional Wedding

    00:19:16 Mary's Journey of Self-Discovery and Faith

    00:24:16 Controversy Surrounding Bill's Polygamy and Mormon Identity

    00:29:12 The Dramatic Escape and Safe Haven

    00:34:26 The Controversial Finale and Character Storylines

    00:39:19 The Unexpected Conclusion of Polygamy Storylines

    00:44:01 End of Discussion Invitation for Comments

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  • In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult, a chilling story about the Pilgrim Family—where one man used control, fear, and spiritual manipulation to turn his own household into a cult.

    This is a powerful example of how cult tactics don't always require thousands of followers—sometimes, it's just one family suffering in silence. We break down how abuse, isolation, and twisted faith can be used to dominate and destroy lives—and how true bravery is found in those who choose to leave.

    If you've ever wondered how cults form behind closed doors, this one hits hard.

    👉 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and share if this message resonates with you.

    #CultSurvivor #PilgrimFamily #SpiritualAbuse #HowIEscapedMyCult #FamilyCults #ReligiousTrauma #CultsExposed #ExFundie #FaithManipulation #SamAndMelissa #CultReaction #SpiritualManipulation #ReligiousControl #FreedomFromCults #BraveSurvivors

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Escaping a Family Cult: The Pilgrim Family Story

    00:02:58 The Rise and Fall of Papa Pilgrim's Cult

    00:06:08 Psychological Manipulation and Isolation

    00:09:25 Manipulation and Abuse in Isolated Families

    00:12:57 The Tragic Role of Mothers in Facilitating Abuse

    00:17:01 Surviving Abuse: A Story of Courage and Resilience

    00:19:33 Fear and Family: The Decision to Stay

    00:22:35 The Escape and Shelter by a Christian Family

    00:25:39 Overcoming Cults: The Power of Self-Liberation

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  • Bill Henrickson gets a revelation to run for senator in Season 4 of Big Love—but is it really divine inspiration, or just pure manipulation? In this reaction video, we dive deep into the chaos Bill causes as he chases political power at any cost.Not only is he hiding the fact that he’s a polygamist, but he’s also concealing a child out of wedlock, publicly sacrificing his loyal friend Don, and dragging his entire family through a mess of secrets and lies. Bill claims it's all for his "vision" of the future—but everyone around him is paying the price.📺 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more Big Love reactions and deep dives into polygamy and power.#BigLove #ReactionVideo #HBOBigLove #Polygamy #BillHenrickson #TVReaction #Fundamentalism #MormonDramaJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

  • In this video, we react to the harrowing story of someone who escaped the Nuwabian Nation—a cult led by a self-proclaimed prophet who built a compound in Georgia to expand his twisted empire. While preaching spiritual enlightenment, he created a system of polygamy where only he could take multiple wives—many of them underage girls. He manipulated his followers, exploited their labor, and drained them of their money, all while hiding behind religion and charisma.

    #cultsurvivor #NuwabianNation #PolygamyExposed #EscapingCults #SamAndMelissa #ReactionVideo #ExFundie #truestory

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 The Disturbing Rise of the Nwabian Nation Cult

    00:02:45 Ansaru Allah Community in Brooklyn: A Story of Isolation and Control

    00:05:33 Manipulation and Isolation in Cults

    00:08:22 Control and Manipulation Tactics

    00:11:24 The Mysterious Move to Georgia

    00:14:22 Inside the Inner Circle and Secrets Revealed

    00:17:18 Resilient Sheriff Challenges Compound

    00:20:11 A Father's Awakening and Standing Against Abuse

    00:23:00 Arrest of York and the Fall of the Compound

    00:25:56 Engaging with Our Community

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  • Season 3 of Big Love is an absolute whirlwind, and the second half takes the drama to a whole new level! From Nikki’s nonstop betrayals to Barb’s heartbreaking excommunication, and that one cursed letter that seems to destroy everyone in its path—there’s way too much to unpack. Join us as we break down the never-ending twists, turns, and emotional rollercoasters of this wild season. Buckle up, because Big Love is showing no signs of slowing down!

    👉 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more deep dives into polygamy in media and real life!

    #BigLove #HBOBigLove #Polygamy #TVDrama #mormon #ExMormon #SisterWives #realitycheck

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  • In this video, we react to "How I Escaped My Cult" and the shocking story of the Word of Life Christian Church. What started as a small congregation quickly spiraled into a place of fear, manipulation, and abuse. With public humiliation, forced confessions, and extreme indoctrination, this church controlled its members to devastating effects.

    Join us as we break down how faith can turn deadly when power goes unchecked, and why even well-meaning people can be pulled into destructive belief systems. Let us know your thoughts in the comments — we’d love to hear from you.

    #WordOfLife #ReligiousTrauma #CultSurvivor #HowIEscapedMyCult #FaithAbuse #ReligiousManipulation #CultReaction

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 How Word of Life Christian Church Controlled Its Members

    00:03:21 Power Dynamics in Religious Groups

    00:06:34 Arranged Marriages and Control in FLDS

    00:09:49 Influence and Control Tactics within the FLDS Church

    00:13:15 Decline of the Community and Increasing Desperation

    00:16:24 Struggles of Leaving a High-Demand Church

    00:19:51 Controversial Punishments and Group Dynamics

    00:23:23 Religious Justification for Abuse

    00:26:53 Coercion and Control in Religious Groups

    00:30:22 Closing Remarks & Looking Forward

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  • We're diving into the dramatic start of Big Love Season 3, and tensions are running high. Roman Grant's trial is shaking up the community, and Nikki's desperation for her father's approval leads her to betray other women. Barb faces a frightening cancer scare, Margie struggles with the loss of her mother, and despite it all, Bill is still determined to court Ana as a fourth wife. The weight of polygamy is becoming impossible to ignore — even Bill starts questioning if he's a good man for living the principle. Join us as we break down all the drama, heartbreak, and tough questions in this intense season opener!

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Intense Start to Big Love Season 3

    00:04:43 Examination of LDS Membership Dynamics and Social Pressure

    00:09:34 Evolving Perspectives on Racism within Mormonism

    00:14:35 Complex Family Dynamics

    00:19:31 The Influence of LDS Church Standards

    00:24:25 The Controversy of Polygamy and Celestial Kingdom Beliefs

    00:29:41 Family Secrets and Manipulation

    00:34:38 Life in the FLDS and the Absence of Birth Certificates

    00:40:15 Nikki's Realization of Her Father's True Nature

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  • In this video, we’re reacting to "How I Escaped My Cult" Episode 2, which covers the chilling story of Angel's Landing. Unlike many cult leaders who seek massive followings, this leader kept his group small — using manipulation and control for financial gain through life insurance scams. As ex-members of high-demand religions, we couldn’t help but draw comparisons. How does this kind of manipulation differ from what we experienced? Or does it? Join us as we break it all down and share our thoughts.

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    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Inside "How I Escaped My Cult": The Angels Landing Episode

    00:02:52 The Art of Manipulation by Cult Leaders

    00:05:29 Manipulation Tactics and Sarah’s Move to Kansas

    00:08:27 Manipulation and Abuse in a Cult Environment

    00:11:27 Unraveling a Mysterious Financial Trail

    00:14:07 Prophetic Predictions and Mysterious Deaths

    00:16:46 Breaking Free from Manipulative Control

    00:19:43 The Case Against Danny Perez: Identity Change and Escape to Mexico

    00:22:36 Manipulating Money with Life Insurance Fraud

    00:25:23 Expressing Gratitude and Support

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  • The Big Love Season 2 finale is an absolute rollercoaster, and we’re diving into all the drama! From Bill trying to convince his wives to support his gaming business, to Alby poisoning Roman, to Sarah completely losing respect for her family, and Barb questioning everything about polygamy—this episode is packed with tension, betrayal, and major turning points.

    Join us as we react to the chaos, break down the characters’ choices, and give our insight as former members of polygamous and Mormon communities. Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and share your thoughts in the comments!

    #BigLove #BigLoveReaction #Polygamy #HBO #Mormonism #ExMormon

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Big Love Season 2 Finale Breakdown

    00:03:54 Sarah's Struggle with Family and Relationships

    00:07:43 The Dilemma of Raising Children in Polygamy

    00:14:59 The Impact of Weber Gaming and Family Dynamics

    00:16:00 The Fallout of Weber Gaming Idea

    00:19:52 Barb Embraces Polygamy

    00:23:43 Nikki's Secret Gambling Addiction Revealed

    00:28:00 Symbolism of the Hat in Mormonism

    00:32:17 Betrayal and Power Struggles at Juniper Creek

    00:36:26 Thank You and Closing Remarks

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  • Tony Alamo and Warren Jeffs—two self-proclaimed prophets who built their empires on fear, control, and manipulation. In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult: Tony Alamo and break down the disturbing similarities between Alamo’s group and the FLDS under Jeffs. From isolating their followers to taking child brides, both men used their so-called divine authority to justify unthinkable abuses. How did they gain so much power? And what can we learn from the survivors who escaped? Let’s dive in.

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    Chapters:

    00:00:00 The Parallels Between Warren Jeffs and Tony Alamo's Cults

    00:03:39 The Rise of Susan and Tony's Ministry

    00:07:13 The Dangers of Blind Faith and Manipulation

    00:11:00 Impact of Religious Beliefs on Parental Decisions

    00:15:30 Manipulation and Abuse Using Scripture

    00:19:04 Impact of Family Betrayal and Emotional Abuse

    00:22:45 Manipulation and Justification within Religious Groups

    00:26:15 Exposing the Crimes of Warren Jeffs and the FLDS

    00:29:53 The Conviction and Martyrdom of Warren Jeffs

    00:33:31 Finding Hope and Happiness Beyond Fear Tactics

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  • In Big Love Season 2, Episodes 5-8, things take a dramatic turn as Bill secretly courts a potential fourth wife behind his other wives’ backs—because honesty in polygamy is apparently optional! 😳 But that’s not all—this stretch of the show also introduces a new polygamous group that feels eerily similar to the real-life LeBaron cult, known for its extreme beliefs and violent history.

    Join us as we break down Bill’s shady decisions, the terrifying new group, and how these storylines connect to actual fundamentalist history. Is Big Love more realistic than we thought? Let’s talk about it!

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    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Bill's Secret Courtship and New Polygamist Group

    00:03:06 Bill's Polygamy Dilemma: The Fourth Wife Controversy

    00:06:05 Navigating Polygamy: The Challenges of a Fourth Wife

    00:09:06 The Role of a Bishop and Mormon Teachings on Marriage

    00:12:22 The Challenge of Polygamy and Relationships

    00:15:37 Father-Son Bonding in Mormonism

    00:18:39 Capture of Warren Jeffs and FLDS Ties

    00:22:00 Power Struggles and Leadership in Juniper Creek

    00:25:18 Analyzing Rhonda's Controversial Survival Strategies

    00:28:30 Brief Conclusion

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  • In this video, we react to How I Left My Cult and its episode on the FLDS and Yearning for Zion Ranch. The documentary does a great job covering Warren Jeffs’ rise to power and the experiences of his 8th wife and her son, but one thing stood out to us—how it makes it seem like the FLDS is down to just a “handful” of people. The truth is, the FLDS is still thousands strong. Join us as we break down what the show got right, what it missed, and what’s really happening with the FLDS today.
    #FLDS #WarrenJeffs #HowILeftMyCult #ExMormon #cultsurvivor


    Chapters:
    00:00:00 FLDS History and Warren Jeffs' Impact
    00:02:45 Exploring Different Perspectives: Vicky and Wendell's Stories
    00:05:30 Polygamy Beliefs in FLDS vs. LDS
    00:08:20 Warren Jeffs' Capture and the Impact on FLDS Members
    00:11:27 Leaving the Church: Family and Emotional Impact
    00:14:50 The Impact of CPS Raids on FLDS Families
    00:17:51 Ranch Raid Revelations
    00:20:39 Leaving the Ranch: Vicki and Wendell's Journey
    00:23:45 The Enduring Influence of Warren Jeffs


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  • In this episode, we dive into Big Love Season 2 and unpack the aftermath of Barb’s "Mother of the Year" disaster. Is she finally realizing she never truly wanted polygamy? Meanwhile, Roman Grant continues to run Juniper Creek like his personal kingdom—but now, there’s a new prophet on the run, and the similarities to Warren Jeffs are uncanny. So, which real-life group is Juniper Creek actually based on? And why do these polygamous leaders always have underage brides?

    Join us as we break it all down and compare Big Love to real-life polygamous communities! Let us know your thoughts in the comments!

    #BigLove #FLDS #Polygamy #WarrenJeffs #ExMormon #CultSurvivor #SisterWives #Mormonism #ReligiousTrauma

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Big Love Season 2 Tensions Arise

    00:02:46 Struggles and Challenges in Polygamous Relationships

    00:05:54 The Complexities of Living a Plural Marriage Life

    00:09:10 Handling Family Jealousies in Plural Marriages

    00:12:20 The Bridal Registry Book: A Creepy Tradition

    00:15:20 The Impact of Polygamist Practices on Public Perception

    00:18:17 Rhonda's Spiritual Awakening and Inner Conflict

    00:21:17 Advocates Helping to Escape Polygamy

    00:24:24 Exploring FLDS Family Dynamics

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