Episodes
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By the end of the year we usually take stock of the past, and meet maybe (with some disappointment and frustration!) the gap between our previous new year’s intentions, goals, and maybe our own personal expectations. The energy of innocence, hope, youth, dreams, vigour is something that will always co-exist and lie in contrast with the energy of salt, mud, wisened protection, aged bitterness, the rubber meeting the road.
Maybe what’s stopping us from a real fresh start, or fresh feeling with life, is the closet of old dreams, deflated, when the wind, “was knocked right out of us” and just the nuanced history of hard things happening to us and around us, and our conscious self doing it’s best to “catch up” with ourselves and where we’re really at, alongside the truths in the dreams of where we want to be.
This podcast ep covers an exercise that reviews not only gratitude of the past year, but the underlying more secret disappointments we have had, and considering if there are underlying patterns and themes of desire, wisdom, worldly truths that hold a larger realization, truth and meeting of where you really are right at this moment. This transcendent ‘knowing’ is tempered by the acceptance of the heart, but also acknowledging the true callings/desire of the will (A mind-heart-will resonance so to speak).
Episode actually has ASMR-like quiet times for when we journal/write alongside each other. Hope this serves you well .
For reference for folks following along
Step 1
Write 10 disappointments/failures/things from the past year/the past in general
What did you want from it really?What actually happened? What truth was revealed from your exploration?Step 2
Notice patterns from your list, are they usually around a certain theme? Is there an underlying real need from defeated dreams? Is there a pattern of lesson from the realizations? Which numbers feel like they’re more “loaded”/more baggage?
Don’t math it, listen to the ache/notice rather than solveStep 3
Walk it out: what is the core truth of where you are at? the base of the tree? Shadow and light, rubber and road: digesting a transcendent and integrated truth: will (desires, dualities) heart (acceptance) and mind/soul (+transcendence). How do you feel? How to support this?
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For our second outdoor episode! hang out with Maria and Charm Aradia (@charmaradia the practitioner behind @kandeladia), and some park cats as we talk about Charm’s wisdom journey, and some basic invocation techniques. Charm has a lineage of closed practice, so what is disclosed is a curious peek into a muddy, elemental and rooted practice that is not only local but is also respectful of the sensual and the transitions of ash/death. Very hilarious park-events-bonus-only-done-in-live recordings happen and I can assure you that if you want a very easeful talk, that speaks frankly but also directly about the mystical experience (especially with intention candles!) then this is a must listen for you.
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intro, beginnings in candle makingbeginnings of kandeladiaintentions of sharing her practice, not a businesstaboo practice while also always having been like thisclairs reopening, managing “turning off”choosing to transmit light, but being fully in the mud (rocknroll vs cozycats)sex is important! setting intentions, abundance candle misunderstood?basic candle magick, energy exchange, boundaries, contractsancestral lineages and final wordsConnect with Charm!
https://www.instagram.com/kandeladia/
https://www.instagram.com/charmaradia/
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A long overdue episode! Maria takes everyone on a tour of books, lineages and wisdom bodies that are good foundational starting points for spiritual practice. We cover the major categories of: Personal Development, Psyche Adjacent, Spiritual, Podcasts and Special Mentions to present a wide base of development that is most appropriate and integrative for every person/soul. Maria basically does a really good synthesis of each lineage mentioned, and “contraindications” of why something may not “work” for a certain person in their specific path. Wisdom is something that is very difficult to steal from you and has a very prescient form in one’s energy, if you need something to gift to loved ones (including yourself) consider this a holiday list.
(Note: A lot of these have free access versions online)
PERSONAL
- Tony Robbins RPM, core beliefs and archetypes
- Peter Crone and working through major BS
- Esther Perel emotional paradox of security and intimacy > John Wineland and the polarity pole (consider Deida and masc practices, EMBODIED THO)
- use sa femme and women w wolves but I also want to recommend dark femme books, and pleasure politics to really untangle unconscious biases about listening to ur pleasure, chaos, menstruation etc
- Non violent communication (NVC, note: decolonial)
PSYCHE
- it didn't start with you, epigenetics
- Jung: man and his symbols
SPIRITUAL
- Mantak Chia and TCM
- Osho orange book
- Quantum Healing (basic BASIC energy healing)
- Babaylan sing back (local indigenous)
- ARNOLD MINDELL and processwork: shaman’s body esp. on intuition + basic shamanism; really good at explaining listening to signs and holding process rin for class/cultural conflict + leadership
- my grandmothers hands — decolonized body, racial work, REALLY good handbook, I’ve had friends have such a difficult time working thru this one but really body poetics and leverage, Resmaa Menakem
- Ken Wilber Integrative Model of Consciousness
- Paul Chek — esp if ur in PT, HTEMBH, a lot of free content, good at pattern weaving
- Visionary Iching — for folks with geomancy leanings
- Energetic herbalism — for kitchen witches
Steiner how to know higher worldsStalking The Wild Pendulum: On the Mechanics of Consciousness by Itzhak Bentov.PODCASTS:
- aubrey marcus - strikes a balance of reltability, depth, good interviewing
- paul chek - strong arz
Bonus
- Alchemist ni Coelho
- Adiyogi Sadghuru
- Gabor Mate: myth of normal, when the body says no
- Caroline Myss sacred contracts
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In this episode of Integrated Awakenings we have a Philippine functional mushroom pioneer Jillian Sagum talking to us about her relationship with nourishment, and trusting synchronicities to manifest access to wild, ethically sourced, and the heart aligned business that she has today. She walks us through her unique experiences of sharing a lot of food wisdom during the height of the pandemic, as well as some more familiar experiences around Ayahausca, dream downloads and discerning the integration and call to spirit. Jillian has a steadying patience and quiet willingness to show up for what would be “muddy” work, that might be just the assurance you need during chaotic times. If you’ve been curious what spiritually makes, mushrooms that bloom earth violet — then this is the episode for you.
Episode is in taglish :)
Covers:
birth of a business: my daughter a miracle baby, and her clean well-beingdream vision of earth violet — the earth as one, st. germaine , and transmutationbeing overly an empath during a collective purgelions mane from a half-aborigine woman big business transition to shopeepregnancy as the catalyst to awaken, a simultaneous public invitation for all others to walk with herfacebook posting and health conversion, planting seedsbulacan and shamanic ayahausca retreats, the scent of lion’s manesharing, powerful impact to nerves and mental clarity doing personalized herbalist consultations, and complimentary medicinelistening to spirit in creating custom blends for illnessesTCM, holistic approach: water, movement, job, health? a mirror of mecompassion to everyone’s process, intention > diet contenttrusting your own sincerity with venting“just high all the time” when! you meditate anywaygoing back to center, knowing how to go back—-
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OUR FIRST OUTDOOR Atmospheric podcast ep! Come hang with Maria and Lilay habang pinaguusapan ang mga bagay tungkol sa pagagawa ng sining tungkol sa ating mga puki, pagtatahi, at ang simpleng kapasidad ng pakikineg sa mga istorya. I personally feel really expanded by this conversation, as a very real practice of pakikinig at pagpapakilala sa sarili, at pagsasabuhay ng mga intention mo sa paglilikha at paghahabi kasama ng mundo. We talk more about her previous and current works, and trade stories on how we came about accepting our creative natures. If you’re up for company sa may sunken garden with surprise puppy (and kitty!) visits, then this is the episode for you.
Covers:
papaano natagpo ni lilay ang theme ng pukimenstruation! papaano tayo sinocialize about our puki“bakit walang mga lalaki sa feminist theory na pa workshop?”on Storiesthemeless-ness, being a platformwhen did lilay start wanting to ask questions? listen to stories?working with textile, meditative processesdomestic, home, communal arts, culinary-textilespakikinig sa inner voice, discovering joy sa artchanging my lens, space and speaking outintentions & the art worldclosing thoughts: on showing up!—-
Collaborate with Lilay!
https://www.instagram.com/lilaypinay/
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Hot off the press we’ve got a very important solo-cast with Maria: talking about Life Transitions and the cycles of time. A lot of folks have a lot of tangled up grief and emotions around transitions: from being a child to a teenager, to what does adulthood even mea? what and where are the elders supposed to look like, why even bother looking forward to aging? The thing is most of these life cycles, are paradoxically, not going to change! They are an eternal constant, visible in the iching, the tarot, the way seeds are planted, grown, fruit and are replanted again. To think in terms of rhythms and cycles is also to be attuned to the natural breath of the universe, no matter what society, situation or problem you may have. If anything it’s what’s always been there so why not we have a listen?
This episode doesn’t have much of an outline but key terms are:
maiden, mother, crone (triple goddess archetype)initiations and rites of passagearchetypal seasonswhat counts as “adult” now?anachronisms-----
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In this new solocast on Integrated Awakenings, we have Maria walking us through a new way of thinking about the energetic body. Instead of thinking of chakras specifically or thinking of auric layers, we talk about the major systems that make up and fuel our energetic body, referenced and synthesizing multiple energetic body systems. We talk about major considerations with: natal energy, land/ecosystem energy, relationship energy, the “pregnant” energy of projects and intentions. If you are someone involved in bodywork or simply want to have an integrative and energetic view of what “feeds” your system, then this podcast is sure to be some food for thought.
Yes po 201 is a joke kasi di po ito 101 mej advance pero also basic AHAHA : >
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Intro into why this topic(?) (!)Overview of: natal, land, relational, intention based energiesNatal energy and the initial catalyst of historical traumaLand energy and akma/appropriate ecosystems for certain kinds of makeup. Body alive, plugged and compatibleRelational energy, transcendent versions and how we make “room” in our bodies for folks’ energiesEnergies from major projects and intentions, how we temporarily make room, nest cocoon, and shift energies for them General notes on being able to increase the bandwidth of energetic receptivity, not being attached to the “high” of a catalyst/transformation, radical honesty to what is stressing/changing in your system——
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Have you ever felt a violence possess you and felt overwhelmed, bad, unacceptable? let’s Unpack that. In this juicily thorough episode we have Vicky Marquez, a great thinker and friend to walk us through why is it really that we feel uncomfortable about power, justice, gender, oppression and all manners of Systemic Violences, and what it has to do with both our personal and collective healing. We touch topics both personal and collective, around neurodivergence upto violence portrayed/normalized in genre/gendered media and arrive at such vast viewpoints with how to consider feeling so viciously violent.💥
As usual, we weave healing themes around spiritual lineages, philippine context and catholicism and just very accessible skill-issue pa-“tool-kit” that helps anyone re-orient and even become a splendid ally to any feelings that have extra teeth.
Episode is in taglish
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intro, defining terms~ violence for babiestrauma reactions, fight / flight / freeze, absorbing violenceintegrating one’s throne; why is it “lower vibration?”, martial disciplineschristianity, surrender re: BDSMwhat makes YOU violent? quote unquote “bad guy”, fueled by spitesomatic expression, and alchemizing a fuel from inis etc a deep sense of justice, responsibility, authority, sovereigntymars in libra, what if our mars is constipated? and verbal expressionas a traumatized, colonized country, specific languageevolved vs unevolved ver, iching martian roots surgical wounding, correction, knives and piercingnessnice dobbermans, how comfy are we with bickering and debates?castrated outlets, numbness, how many fucks do you talaga?belated defense of younger versions of you somaticallydefense as an expression of love, argument as an act of faith and love, modellinghow: radical ally of yourself, allow yourself to believe and love ang inaawayan moallowing folks to be angry for you and at you in a healthy way, curiosity & wisdomanger is the same as sadness just a dif direction, its quite vulnerableSKILL ISSUE! NVC (non-violent communication), research, relationship practicehow stories can open you, media consumption, integrating anima-animus jungian loresasuke, fightclub, windbreakers, solo-leveling and other violent mediaactualizing vis a vis receptivity, discoursin bout equalitya prophet energizes and criticizes, respectful trustful loving way in releasing violencelast thoughts: playfulness, healthy parenting authority,——
Follow Vicki’s substack:
www.vmarquez.substack.com : hyperfixations
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Podcast Episodes Mentioned:
Filipina Anger atbp with Vonne Ledesma
Destroyer, Killer Archetype, First Ray
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Hello and welcome to a thorny banger! This is honestly a very tricky topic to discuss as most folks can have a lot of built-up trauma around money, systemic power struggles, and perceptions with income classes that’s just got it good. As much as spirituality and Love steeps all things, very “societal” constructs: like classism and privilege are these very real karmic-imprints/thought-forms/collectively-shared-baggage that can’t be just philosophized away but is something that needs to be seen with utmost clarity, compassion and alchemy. A very human integration to say, spiritual experience.
Consider this podcast episode a primer to reflecting about one’s own privilege, how that shows up “karmically” for different folks, and how money-position-power can be something that is wielded with utmost compassion (while also clearing the imprints of how previous owners of these things, or nakagawian/nakasanayan ways of doing things) can also really offer a giant shift and deep deep freedom.
This ep is partially in taglish!, some cussing too
ANNOUNCEMENT: The podcast will be also be releasing every other week now to give more space to collaborate with guests and to sustain the depth and quality of our episodes. If y’all noticed some of the recent episodes released are also longer! (upto 2hours!) so do know we want to offer long-term value to our community and thus the change of pace :)
Ep covers:
more comfort but also more karmic cache?, isolationunequal capacities to do community workspiritual pracitices born out of certain kinds of populations, economicsintersectional privilege x non-duality and non-judgementprincess~royalty imprints & slummingshaming/masking one’s own privilege/truth, performance/presentation of rankemotional skills from impoverishmentdesire for achievements to be mine, desperationprivilege for good***spirituality is a privilege! you can earn/build up privilegebeing exposed to kindness, affording kindness, emotional sensitivityrelearning a relationship to money, internalized oppressionmoney has memory, exchanges can FEEL good being specific with our rage/hateshame: being open, and alchemizing with past hurtstraumatic shame in the body not the mind, delayed alchemydefine what privilege, true luxury-abundance is for youwhat do you actually want?fulfillment is an inside jobfilipino privilege “3rd world” but? Lovedclosing——
Recommended Read:
Sitting in the fire : large group transformation using conflict and diversity by Arnold Mindell
Mentioned Episode
Azaza: On Manifesting
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Featured: Where are You Now? for your timeline and goals
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Today we have a long-awaited guest, a long time collaborator of Maria, Anna Dominique Santos, an artist-healer from Bulacan comes to talk on the show about the spiritual aspect allowing yourself to be a conduit of Art and a creative force. We also talk about the usual hang-ups of student’s and client’s she’s come to address and talk about the power of a radically compassionate and authentic art practice. If you know a side of you that’s a frustrated creative then this is very much a potent podcast for you.
Note: this podcast is in taglish, and in some parts has extra doge and rain effects
Covers:
flowing water, seasons of art pain point ang art?does it have to be finished or grand?kindness and deep listening to yourselflabel of “artist”, art as connectionart as craft versus art as processcommon narratives against creative energy and how to shift these narrativescuriosity and a nurturing capacity, lived practice to actually physicallize self-lovefear of own power, courage to connectcreativity: a relationship to awe, being inside a mysteryFollow Anna:
https://www.instagram.com/artbyannadominiquesantos/
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Hi! This episode doesn't have an ep intro so that it's optimized to be looped when you're sleeping or resting, or when you feel like you want to actively journey/visualize reclaiming your own energy.
This is specifically designed to help folks recharge, outside the bounds of time, as well as to tap to their original frequency, supportive energies, and their innate magick, dimensions/levels/versions that are wildly and innately magickal.
This is a multi-layered recording so it is more enjoyable with headphones/earphones. Feel free to "lean into" whatever energy bed/ energies feel like serve you best.
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PREVIOUS ENERGY BEDS
Inner child, general health
Sexual Trauma
Past suicidal ideation- allying shadows
Traumatic Memory Deletion
CPTSD
Sleep inductions
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Hi and welcome to an exciting episode from Integrated Awakenings, we have a special guest Amara Strand, a wonderful contemporary example of enlightened living, talking to us about Advanced Dreaming techniques. We both share expanded experiences, immense downloads, and specific technique developments when transitioning and weaving alongside the different dimensions of the dream realm!
Whatever the level of exposure one has to dreamwork, this episode is sure to expand and empower your authority and capacities in whatever level, portal, dimension of dream state. If you've ever wanted deeper sleep, better energetic hygiene, relatable (or maybe not so relatable) stories of shamanic dream shenanigans, then this is a great primer/jump off point on how to powerfully go about your advanced dreaming practice. If you've been a long time listener of Amara's or Maria's, I also assure you that this episode has a beautiful synergy of energies that can certainly open you up to possibilities and self-mastery that can be lying dormant and awaiting for your willing openness.
Covers:
Benefits of Advanced Dreaming
Physical Recuperation, Condensed Learning
Extend your ability to grow psychologically, magically, spiritually
How to invoke more mastery in your dreams
Having a genuine neutral and rested state, discernment
Processing, processors
Dream hygiene
Dream yoga
Tips for safe dreaming
Cross-transferrable fundamental techniques
Dream shielding, passive spells, purity of intentions!!!
Create a dream protector or device
Wake up, Grow up
How to ground into physical reality after intense dreaming:
Value your waking life, anchoring to it
Retrieve your soul, processes for waking up
Techniques review: focus, time/space, condensing, discernment, true face?
Consent with walking into other's dreams
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Amara's Mention Dream Inductions from Youtube:
Release
Wealth
Lucid Story
More from Amara:
amarastrand.com
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It’s been a while since we had a magick episode so let’s do comeback with a banger: Let’s Interrogate What Really Is The Source of Magick, and what is really holding you back from having an infinite tap to it? Is it a thing you buy off the shelf? Something specially gifted? Something unconditionally and totally faced? Are we sapped of it by the dredges of bad thought-loops, and vampiric societal assumptions? What does it really mean to be aligned with your magick or to become magickal? Why is the Summary Full of Questions and Interrogations?
Go find out:
What is Magick? What’s the Loophole? What’s that Really? (+Filipino)Would you bend reality without losing your mind?Do you want to have a direct link to infinity?What are your reasons for asking that?What’s your crowbar?What is it yanking open?Where did it die? Where did you sell it?Are you begging someone to see you?Have you ever put a reality in danger?Would you be willing to die? “Finding the Fck Out” ?What Miracles have happened to you? What is the quality of your Thought forms? The Dream of LimitationsIs that Really a Leap of faith? Did you try That out? Did you Ride that? Is that Necessary? Where? Huh? Omni-efficient?Who is considered an enemy? underserving?——
Episodes Mentioned:
Basic Metaphysical Techniques
https://open.spotify.com/episode/52wEspLr8pAJfHniLIZRT0?si=4d5602f2b855493a
Self-Authenticity / Reclamations
https://open.spotify.com/episode/32MtMR08hwGGlbgStbS1Oi?si=4c5d5ae67def4819
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Continuing an old series (since feb pa!) — the creative process as spiritual discipline. In this episode we’re talking about how to feel very enabled and liberated to translate our curiosities and creativities in between creative mediums and expressions. We’ll talk about how that might just bust you out of a creative rut, and also activate parts of you that have felt dormant or under stimulated and raring to be expressed and wonderfully integrated. We also walk ourselves through some simple processes and frameworks that would help enable us to straddle different modes of creativity easefully and talk about cool prompts and questions that would help frame this creativity as a spiritual process within itself.
If you tend to have all the hobbies, or are wildly interested in different things and trying to make sense of your multi-faceted creative spirit, then this is the podcast for you! If on the other hand, you’re still kind of wading through the idea of trying vastly different things and mediums, then this is STILL the podcast for you (HAHA).
(This ep was recorded feb 2024)
Covers:
Intro, total theatermastery from a comfort zone translated for a new thingleading interest with fun, genuine curiosity, a heightened sensitivity become a better person? your art grows???being Total in one’s process, all encompassing and all involvedpermission to be all out, weird?, deeply shameless ideas that incite and excite, or provokes questionart as a gift, as an act of devotion, an everyday/folk creativity in life. it’s okay for life to be richer, and to be more personal, authenticprocesswork’s sense channels, explore other modes of beingexperientials and learning by doing (pedagogy) demo lab: heartbreak, sacred ask: can we genuinely meet a question?demo maria: game design, demo sample: international cooking/traveling, costumes to pass as...exploring your edges, circumambulating a theme/questionbravery and honesty in process,.. we need everybodyPrevious Episodes on Creative process:
Somatics
https://open.spotify.com/episode/6rJIGKwtouW9VSoaNJaNBF?si=9ec59d31bbf447c3
Writing
https://open.spotify.com/episode/7mxfADzVzOjNJV6V1sswTf?si=a48165f5be7e4c4b
References Mentioned:
Arnold Mindell: Dreambody and other books
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Manifesting! Money! Miracles! Is always a high priority for so many of us. In this episode, we tackle alongside our guest Azaza, common blocks, belief systems and nuances that usually brings practitioners out of alignment. Wether it’s your definition of abundance-plenty, generosity, or perceptions about fate/deservingness, we’ll definitely be introducing shifts into that language. If you’ve ever wanted to hear us walk around the topic of “manifesting”, or in desperate need of a miracle, then this is the episode for you! thanks for being in resonance, with such generous realities.
note: episode has a lot of tagalog in the latter half
Covers:
intro“manifest” as a word, co-creation, alignment of blueprintslet’s start: a basic process for understanding your needs and desiresscience of vortices, time-streams, cultivation, harvest, hooking vs quantumleapshow to quantum leap, defining what success is to you? how about peace? a big life? why? colonialism? culture? expectations by/of what?what you do vs what you DON’T donothing is wasteful in nature & literal, you can’t do it aloneimagination, belief, impossible things are muscles you exercisemanifesting dumb things, “serious” things, for other people grace, nasa tao and gawa nasa Diyos ang awa if something is misaligned, your desires are being combed out/sinuskulay, what did you NOT like?specific and unattached, discerning if the opportunities is for you, trusting the long-term benefitsexecutive function to make so many decisions, and the space for planning/seeding/germinating seedsdelusion as manifestation, just cause something is not tangible doesn’t mean it doesn’t evokesex magick, sacral, eros, mind/heart/eros paths of manifestingwhat chakra do you ground in? complex energy bodies, saan ka? Will-body basefor ace spec people: sensual joydeep state of gratitude, or DUMB luck, how willing are you to accept? control and comfort with a type of love, love from strangersmaria and azaza share some synchronicity stories: tickets, traffic etc——
Episodes mentioned:
Azaza on Priestessing
https://open.spotify.com/episode/3OiSfsf9l0cmS7ydjUDojU?si=b40315b461d34b8c
Azaza on Kink
https://open.spotify.com/episode/1FQOqpZRC15expX1FdRdNX?si=c32d0d80c0334659
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I CANT BELIEVE I HAVEN’T HAD AN EPISODE ON THIS. In this ep of Integrated Awakenings Maria covers a few unexpected examples of how spirits/god/love “sees you” and your truth. Often times, a radical self-knowing and acceptance, is cushioned with out accountability, or the emphasis of being able to advocate your gifts and your work. Maria covers the necessary labor of coming into really knowing oneself, and finding the language of temperance to meaningfully participate in the world around you. They also cover some recent collective initiations around the HARA-it’s potent shadows, as well as being able to temper it’s teethful strength with the heart of the maiden-empress. (taurus scorp axis). If you’ve been needing to resource and root back to yourself lately then this is the ep.
Covers:
intro‘something majorly wrong about me’/ the curse is a gift you must learn to wieldmaria example & chaospwede mo naman hanapin sarili mo pero kasama mo naman sarili mo paratithe most expensive thing you can do, is what feels like play to you unsung traits: invisibility, plainness, simple beautynecessary temperance and advocating for ones giftswho am i when the social goop is so AMORPHOUS?who am i when i am so Multiple?what if you just go Total? Absoluteritualized killing, violence, wow I have violence too? death energies…heat,hate, heat wave, detox, strength & temperance.heart-warrior archetypes, matriarchs and mama maryclear seeing, heart led, but your will?mentioned:
Multiple Selves
https://open.spotify.com/episode/3fSJywVxzxpgpBi5Nh2g5l?si=ed4f3b65e9e749f7
Soulful Business
https://open.spotify.com/episode/6v5ptfUINbTu91zMh58KZk?si=8e97ff8a394b44e4
Who’s screwing you? Screwed by Janelle Monae
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Z2MfAx1nJ09NzGjodnvRW?si=3256f88eb79747e3
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In this solo-cast of Integrated Awakenings, we’ll be covering very useful developmental concepts with regards to how and why parents seem to be such a source of disappointment, trauma and unhealthy patterns we bring even to old age. Is adulthood always marked by this loss of innocence? Does anybody ever really grow up? What if our parents still act like children, what grief is that now? This episode offers a spiritual dimension to the natural projection and individuation of the psyche, and how our early symbols of divine mother/father/parent/love always have a fall from grace when we realize their very present humanity.
If you find yourself dealing trapped in cyclical parental dynamics (from any end), or meeting the grief of adulthood, then this episode will surely offer you holistic insight.
Covers:
intro, natural rhythms, natural projectionsfantasy, unan/uni/pillow as early childhood consolationthere’s nothing wrong with projection/pedestaling/mythic love it’s not All of Love thoughrelease all judgement with regards to pace to when this happensconnect this to more journey/depth podcast eps that connected with inner child, divine femme/masc processthe masculine and vulnerable anger, twin faces of anger and depressioncrisis and thunder as a calm opportunity for changethe grief of the lack of eldership/wisdom keepers on a societal level, generational disappointmentcomplex mom story and how it’s okay to be a bad parent lack of language, coexisting with the dream/ephemeral and the reality/imperfection——-
Other Episodes Mentioned:
Child
https://open.spotify.com/episode/2yl7UtvhVokRLdEqwBNU1U?si=2f727fe6c7714784
Divine Mother
https://open.spotify.com/episode/6ut017B0xQUJBJJj1ycY5M?si=138dba685abf4e74
Divine Father
https://open.spotify.com/episode/4t6odRKwunCq3Zu6JWwGvp?si=7fd8842e1c0849d9
Divine Marriage
https://open.spotify.com/episode/3noVUCDTW2hUyM1V88Buew?si=87e48669bc254678
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In this new podcast episode we have as our guest, Nix, a practicing korean folk-shaman and anthropologist sitting us down and easefully combing for us the core differences in thinking around western and eastern mystical-spiritual practices. We have a holistic discussion on how western philosophy may relate to things via pictures (the snapshot of a situation - eg: a tarot spread) versus the dynamic and relational philosophy of taoist-confuscian-shamanic iching reading of the same situation. ( a moving picture, eg: fengshui, an iching cast).
In this episode she also shares some of her unique practices, as someone who has grown up in the Philippines and is also a considered a “feminine” practitioner of “masculine” disciplines/texts, AS WELL AS other significant practices such as exorcisms, numerology, dream interpretation and modernizations of these practices and more.
If you’ve ever felt confused by traditional chinese medicine, want to reconnect to the energies and general philosophies that are the bedrock of east asian mysticism and medicine then this is a great place to start! (A good grasp of western tarot though would be best) I can also vouch that nix emits such a grounded and clear state of being that was such a joy to be able to share with the rest of the audience. Please enjoy!
PS: this is in taglish, also we talk slightly fast with dense info so feel free to pause very generously
Covers:
Intro, backgrounder on Nix’ experiencekorean shamanism is more traditional since neo-confucianism didnt happen in korea (too strict about gender roles instead of it being symbolic)collective > individual, re-balancing a system/body harmoniouslyrelational eastern astrology vs western astrology4 elements vs 5 phases (even vs odd, static vs changing) western one life and swift results vs reincarnation (eg: bonsai)stills/snapshots vs a moviehow the elements are different between systems emotions with regards to organs and temperaturespleen, horror and ancestors, indian and sanskrit influencesdiabetes viewed in west vs eastdreamwork, special dreams, kitsune etcattracting spirits and ancestor worship, animal associationssigil craft, warnings against cults, eternal change, syncretismquestions > comfortable answers, numerology and punscollective reading (with a demo constructive and destructive spread)not! final thoughts——
If you have specific questions for nix/want to reach out please do message maria and we’ll let her know!
If you want a chinese astrological reading, or access to the holistic healthcare clinic of her mother I can link it to you once yall message.
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This is not a podcast ep! THIS IS A POWERFUL SESSION. In this episode we have Maya Banawa conducting a healing ceremony for Maria’s voice, intuitively feeling into, and sharing her process of guiding people into unlocking their authentic voice. For this session, what was released were warrior chantings, ancestral rememberings, child embracings — and meanderings around frogcroaks and what is really considered “a bad romance”. If you feel like you are drawn to creatively express and heal via your voice, AND/OR you want to listen into the navel root songs of a warrior heart tribes arriving, then this is the podcast in you. Our authentic soul’s music, invites your soul’s music too. (PS: maria considers this part of creativity as spiritual discipline series: this is a demo for song and sound)
Covers:
Intro, invoking the sun and environmentSelecting a song and reflecting on it’s depth and meaningWhat is a “Bad Romance?”, projections, judgements, wantingListening and Journeying with “Genuine You” (00:48min mark)Toning for organs and body Warrior chants with assisted drumming (includes ancestral healing and innerchild work)Closing RemarksPoetry/Rap enchanting chantings (1hr:59min mark)---
Maya’s Socials, book her to unlock your own sound
instagram.com/mayasongbird
instagram.com/genuine_youniverse
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In this very special episode we have Puki Maanawhari, a punong babaylan (with 11 years of experience) residing in metro manila, binabaylan mother of the coven of modern babaylan and alabays (babaylan in training) and very important resource with regards to babaylang history and experience. We cover very important and a wide range of topics with regards to babaylan terminology, initiation, their traumatic history, it’s accessibility, and it’s aesthetic appropriation in the arts and in queer terminology. This is a very candid approach with regards to having a working relationship with land spirits, rituals, and the realities of guarding a closed practice. If you are any type of healer, in the process of decolonization, and/or simply curious about the lineage/culture of magick that is held by the babaylan in the philippines and south east asia then this is a must-listen for you.
As this is an often marginalized culture, I would like to personally request listeners to come to this with an open and receptive energy, as well as to be a respectful advocate of indigenous healing practices, cultures and who and what is considered “babaylan” vis a vis terms like “shaman” “energy healer” etc.
This ep covers:
differentiating babaylan: indigenous practitioners, women shamansthe marginalization panawag tawag session, sapi ng ancestral fore fathers and fore mothers puki’s series of strokes as shamanic initiation, her “tupadan”spirit guide = gabay, abyan, gabyandianmasalanta, maria makiling bundok at dietyskipping generations and baon: a physical stone of heritage (like darna)knowing names like estrella, tagsagod kalibutan, guide of the universepreparation for panawag tawag sessions and other requirementsvery specific direct relationship with a lineage and not just a symbol/archetypehow does spirit/babaylan lineage see us now? fall and rise of babaylan populationprotection protocols of earning wisdom, and indigenous knowledge, this research is for you not for us?spirits need our help too! some of em depressed af, the broken nerve in metro manila area lineage of babaylanculture that is rooted in place, international lineages, are you the “power”, spirits choosing locationseveryone can be babaylan: primary and secondary babaylans, proper use of the word divine feminine practice, history of male babaylans (decoys) and trans, queer baylansakashic records /taga-alam access, lgbt icons “asog”/katalonan, ambaling lagi/lagun, masculine female trans-masclocal myths and elementals being misrepresented, humans colonizing a spiritual world?, speaking for the land and to genuinely ground a “colonized” bodyco-existing with spirit and it’s not make-believeclosing invitations!—
References
Babaylan Sing Back by Grace nono
Multiple soul ep: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3fSJywVxzxpgpBi5Nh2g5l?si=e54adce1177d4fee
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