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We are here! Today is the day I officially open the registration for my RETREAT in Sicily, Italy next June 7th-14th. Feel free to apply to the retreat HERE I have had such an amazing time sharing stories, and going live, and hopefully, you all have gotten something out of it too, and that it inspired you to explore more, whether externally or internally. :) To push past your comfort zone. To be more than your limiting beliefs. To believe in yourself. To try something new. This is day Eight of my Travel Celebration Lives and I am so proud to complete them. I also mention my pop up workshop- Soothe the Soul- happening tomorrow evening at 8pm. Link in comments. I plan on continuing these stories so feel free to... Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. You can even come each day and share them in the comments. Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Today I chat about how you can travel without ever leaving your home, and the benefit of it. I also explore the topic of releasing those nagging limiting beliefs and the things we cannot control in our lives and embracing what we can control. I also mention my pop up workshop- Soothe the Soul- happening tomorrow evening at 9pm. Link in comments. This is day Seven of my Travel Celebration Lives for the kickoff of my women’s retreat next June. A pillar of healing in my work is helping individual's rediscover joy, peace, and their authentic selves is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES! I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Friday 1:30pm Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! Official Opening! Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. You can even come each day and share them in the comments. Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Day Six Live Challenge! What are you celebrating today? Today is all about celebration! I am celebrating a year and a half of sobriety and I want you to post in the comments what you are celebrating today! Celebrating our wins. Our small successes. Our showing up and just being alive! This is day six of my Travel Celebration Lives for the kickoff of my women’s retreat next June. A pillar of healing in my work is helping individual's rediscover joy, peace, and their authentic selves is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES! I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Friday 1:30pm Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! Official Opening! Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. You can even come each day and share them in the comments.
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Day Five! This episode is all about traveling solo and the limiting beliefs that might be holding you back. I share some of my stories of my limiting beliefs and call you to question and contemplate your own fears surrounding it. I also share retreat details, and a new free masterclass that is coming down the line called The Mindful Traveler on August 12th! A pillar of healing in my work is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES. Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Schedule- Mon, Tues, Weds- 1:30 Thursday- 1:30pm Friday 1:30pm Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. This coming MONDAY registration for the retreat will be open! Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Day Four for the Travel Celebration Lead Up! I share a story that is near and dear to my heart and talk about why sharing your memories is just as important as rolling solo. Letting people in. Connecting with one another and opening the heart to lead a full life as we travel as humans together. I also talk about how when you are grieving how travel can help you heal. I share retreat details, and a new free masterclass that is coming down the line called The Mindful Traveler on August 12th! A pillar of healing in my work is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Schedule- Mon, Tues, Weds- 1:30 Thursday- 1:30pm Friday 1:30pm Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. This coming MONDAY registration for the retreat will be open! Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Day Three delves into FOMO that we feel and how when we push against that natural flow we don't bring our best selves to any trip or experience in life. I share stories of inspiration that are so moving And I also share retreat details, and a new free masterclass that is coming down the line called The Mindful Traveler on August 12th! A pillar of healing in my work is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Schedule- Mon, Tues, Weds- 1:30 Thursday- 1:30pm Friday 1:30pm Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. Doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, I wanna hear them. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. This coming MONDAY registration for the retreat will be open! Along with some other fun offerings. Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Day Two for this Seven Day countdown. A pillar of healing in my work is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Schedule- Mon, Tues, Weds- 1:30 Thursday- 5:30am Friday 9pm. Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. Doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, I wanna hear them. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well. This coming MONDAY registration for the retreat will be open! Along with some other fun offerings. Thank you to everyone who submitted stories! They are so beautiful and inspiring.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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This is the celebration lead up to my opening registration for next year’s retreat next Monday, plus some surprises. A pillar of healing in my work is Explorative Travel and what better way to gain excitement for my next year's Women's Retreat is to have seven days of TRAVEL STORIES I will be sharing personal travel stories from my past that have changed me, or have stayed with me in some way AND I want to share some of yours everyday until next Monday! Schedule- Mon, Tues, Weds- 1:30 Thursday- 5:30am Friday 9pm. Saturday 1:30pm Sunday 1:30pm Monday 1:30pm! Share with me a story from your past travels and answer these questions. Doesn’t matter if you are a woman or a man, I wanna hear them. ~ What is a travel experience that was memorable or impactful for you. Where did you go? How old were you? Who was with you? ~ Was there any fear around taking this trip or experience what was it? How did you overcome it? ~ What was a moment of the trip you will never forget and why that made a deep impact on you. ~What did you learn or rediscover about yourself? ~How did that trip change you looking back now on it? and let me know if I can share your name. Email your story to [email protected] or send me a DM. I will be sharing some live and recording them for my podcast as well.
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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How do we move again after being still? How do we slow down when we are going too fast? Sharing some of my tips here today and my story with balancing the two. Have a story of picking back up and moving again? Share it in the comments or send it to me at [email protected]
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~ Women's Connection Circle Sept 9th
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Talking about the power of following your fun after loss and why it is important. I offer some tips that helped me after finding my own sobriety and other losses in my life and how I came back to finding my fun as the beacon to rediscover the question "Who am I now?"
What are the ways you follow your fun? What is fun for you NOW? It can change and that is ok. ;)
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~ Women's Connection Circle June 17th
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Talking today about how we invest in ourselves and why it is the best decision we can make. I share ways you can work on investing in yourself for free and tips for identifying how you can be more mindful towards what you want to invest in. The subject of investing in yourself was one I was clueless about until a few years ago a friend of mine sent me a podcast on the topic. It began a huge shift on the road to becoming the most authentic version of myself, and developing who I wanted to be, and what goals I valued most to reach on my way to a more mindful and awakened life. What was something you invested in that helped you shift? Drop it in the comments below. Would love to hear!
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This episode is a love letter to myself from the past three years of the things I have learned and am learning along the way.
It's been a wild ride, y'all. This is for everyone out there on their own journey of growing up and personal development.
Enjoy, or not... :)
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~ Women's Connection Circle June 17th
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After a two year Hiatus away from podcasting. I felt called to pick it up again.
This episode is what in improv we would call a "pancake" episode. I recorded it for me, and will continue to record all of these for me as a record of my journey.
I chat about what I have been up to these past two years. It has been a doozy for sure and I continue to grow and learn. It's so fun!
A big shift in my podcast over the years has been the rise of personal development and what "moves" me is what I record on.
The theme of this show may resonate with you, or it may not. I believe the person who needs to find it will.
Ways to work with me currently~
~ Women's Connection Circle June 17th
Six week sessions.
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Welcome back all! Today I am going to be exploring more into my new found passion of Improv comedy classes and why I am here to tell all of you, to try one out in your own hometown.
On episode 158 I delved into some deep content about facing your fears and sitting with discomfort. I directly referenced Phil and I pushing past our awkwardness and joining Improv classes. It turns out I wasn't quite done with the subject, and in fact will probably record another podcast about how to make meaningful relationships as you age, which Improv will be involved in that discussion as well. What can I say... When I am into something... I am INTO it. :)
Aside from being a fun activity to participate in, Improv has helped me personally communicate better with others, and myself.
My brain feels sharper than it has in years, and Phil and I's communication has improved A LOT. We always considered ourselves great at talking, but have realized over the years that you can be great at talking, but NOT at communicating.
We talk over one another. We blame and judge. We get defensive. We assume and project. I am sure we are not the only ones. When you are with someone for a long period of time you develop habits, and patterns. These habits became apparent to me when we started taking Improv together and began working through some practices and games. We weren't listening outside of class as well as we could have been.
Improv helped us pause and instead of waiting for our turn to speak, to really listen to what the other was saying. It also revealed long standing patterns of blame. If we were in a scene together, we instantly fell into "Well, you didn't do this." or "Why are you blaming me? You weren't there either!." Sort of scenario. Those negative emotions were easy to access as we built our pretend world for a scene. For example- A married couple at a furniture store that can't agree on a couch. Normal, right?
Let me be clear here in saying that Improv comedy classes didn't entirely solve our problems. I am not saying it is therapy or a replacement for therapy. It just offered a lovely way of actually PRACTICING how to communicate better. You learn from therapy and discover how to better communicate. You may notice your own patterns or you might read concepts from books on how to shift the way you communicate. You read it, but to actually put these good habits into practice in a fun way allows you to shine light on where they pop up and strengthen better communication muscles so that you deeply know it.
It was shortly after our Phil and I's first few classes that we began to unfold. The blame game disappeared. We were listening to one another AND then most beautiful thing happened naturally...
We were playing again. Truly playing. This past year with the death of my sister Nina has been a rough one, and I have actively been rediscovering how to play and find joy. Life is hard. It is dark, and it can sometimes be easy to stay dark. It is hard to be playful after tragedy, but man is it needed. We began being lighter and not just in class. The affects lingered on throughout the week and seeped into our days and evenings, and we could not wait until the following week to play again with our new found friends!
At least for us Improv classes are pure childlike joy. It is like camp for adults!
Wanna try it? Let's chat with a veteran on the show! I am excited to announce that I have a guest for today's show, something I haven't had in over a year and a half! Feels good to speak to another human on MOTM.
On today's episode I bring on Justin Borak. Justin is an Improv teacher and actor, and has worked in Chicago for several years performing in shows at Second City, iO, and the Annoyance. Some popular and prestigious Improv hot spots around the country.
I am so excited to chat with him about how he thinks Improv spurs creativity and playfulness, how he thinks Dungeons and Dragons blends so well with Improv Comedy, and how inclusive it is in different cities. We also discuss how diverse of a crew you get when you join a class. Age, race, all walks of life join in these classes and it is a delightful way to expand your perspective and friend group. We also walk you into your first improv class and tells you what to expect, so you don't have to be nervous.
This is me trying to break down what happens in a typical class for all those who are curious but are really scared to walk into something crazy. It is harder to write, so listen to the episode to get a better idea.
A Typical First Improv Class-
You sit in the chairs waiting for everyone to arrive. Maybe you say hi to someone, maybe you don't. The instructor introduces him/herself and they have everyone then stand in a circle and play some games.
Most of these games are typical icebreaker games. Remembering people's names, passing the red ball around, Zip, Zap, Zop. They are games that are played and learned very quickly and intended to warm you up, to allow you to get comfortable so that you soon realize you are just having fun like you used to do when you were a kid. No pressure or expectation, only fun.
After that they may explain how Improv works, you might do some quick short practices with others. One of my most favorite practices the instructor lead early on - It was myself and another classmate on stage. The instructions were that we were making a bed together, and we couldn't talk until the instructor tells us to. We start and just begin to act out making a bed. Folding sheets, fluffing pillows, etc.
The real subject of this scene isn't the bed though it is the relationship between the characters and what is going on. What is their relationship to each other. Is the body language angry, happy, sad?
I liked the exercise because when you begin Improv it is hard to find words. Silence is easier and it relaxed me. It allowed me to use my body to express how I was feeling.
On your first class you may also start to delve into something called Monologue Deconstruction. I like to think of this as basically storytelling time. The audience throws out a word. Say "Beach." and one person comes forward to tell a story that relates somehow to a beach. Trying to add in as much detail as possible. Then from this story and the details, the classmates start to create scenes.
That is about it, folks. Sound scary? It shouldn't. I have honestly found the most easy going people to be in my Improv classes. Everyone there is showing up to have a good time and learn some fun and funky new skill.
Creativity sparks because everyone is showing up for one another to build the best scene possible. It is the ultimate co-op game where everyone wins.
You ready to try it? YOU SHOULD! Better yet, bring your partner, friend or family member along with you and watch your communication start to evolve and your playfulness ignite!
Yoga Sailing Retreats for 2023 Registration is OPEN!!!
Thailand- April 8th to the 15th
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Don't miss out on your chance to sail with me next year because I am not sure if I will be hosting sailing retreats in 2024 or 2025.
ALSO if you can't roll with me overseas this year, stay local! My friend Elizabeth Craig and I are hosting a women onlyTransformation Retreat near Pittsburgh. Sept 8-11th. Registration is now open and Early
Birds Registration ends on June 30th. This retreat is for the awakening woman, and we want you with us. Choose from a 2 or 3 day retreat for your busy schedule.This episode is sponsored by Steel City Improv.
"Steel City Improv Theater teaches and performs Long-Form improv comedy. In long-form improvisation, a group of improvisers take one suggestion from the audience and perform an entirely made-up show, complete with multiple scenes, characters, and ridiculous spectacles, bound only by its creators' imaginations.
Steel City Improv Theater (a.k.a. the SCIT), teaches Applied Improvisation. The SCIT knows that improv classes make you more than just funny. By applying the principles of improv to your life, you can become a better parent, mentor, entrepreneur, employee and friend. Improv teaches you to deal with the unexpected in life. You become a better listener, more positive person, and improve your ability to truly live in the moment.
Steel City Improv Theater’s philosophy is best summed up in three words: “Listen. Commit. Play.” The SCIT combined the best practices from improv training found at New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles improv theaters into the SCIT Philosophy. Listening can be a hard skill to master, but, by staying in the moment can open up a world of possibilities. Accepting others’ ideas is difficult, but committing to our own ideas can be an even bigger challenge. With improv training, we learn to break through the inner critic that normally stops us. With a sense of play, we find an endless sense of possibility and inspiration. When our teammates have that same sense of imagination, it makes the word “failure” seem less scary and more exciting.
For a safe space to step out of your comfort zone, come listen, commit, and play at Steel City Improv Theater!"
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Every year my husband and I do a sort of reset after the holidays. We aren't people who drink a ton. We stick with nicer wines and maybe a Negroni or two when out. Our diets are pretty good, and I usually only consume matcha or decaf espresso in limited amounts.
However, the holidays build and build upon these vices, and since we have been eating cleaner every year, when we have more than we should, our bodies feel it more. Sleep gets affected, memories of a story the night before are hazy, brain fog, bloating, and anxiety increases so slowly you don't realize how badly you feel. How much your body is telling you it needs a break.
So years ago, we started this "reset". It all began about 5-6 years ago with 30 days. Just 30 days of clean eating and no drinking. We adopted a diet plan called Whole 30. It began with no complex carbs, removal of alcohol, white sugar, flour etc. The first year was a success!
Every year after that first experience, we kept adding on days to this time period. 60, then 80. This year we aimed for 100 and honestly we felt so good we went to 150. I had a lot of questions along the way of why we choose to do this, what it felt like, and what I learned.
In this episode I will talk about Why we do this. What I gained (and lost) and also some substitutions for alcohol, sugar, and caffeine so if you wanna try this yourself, you are set up for success!
Allow me to say that I am not a doctor, and I am not here to judge anyone for their choices. This is specifically geared towards those who may be curious about trying a reset. Please ALWAYS consult your health professionals before beginning any diet or change to your diets.
Now we begin!
"Why do you do this to yourselves? It sounds so extreme!"
I get this question a lot. To be clear, Phil doesn't not give up caffeine like I do. He cuts back. I go all in. The reason I do this yearly is because I like to strip away anything in my system to get down to the nitty gritty of what my BODY really wants, and what serves it best. Not my mind, our minds get in the way. The key here is to get to your intuition and basic bodily needs.
We take breaks in life, in work, in our general daily habits. Why should we not take a break from substances that have a negative effect on our body? Seems like common sense to me.
This episode might not be for everyone, but I hope the people who are curious about taking a reset find some options! It is a hard subject to speak on, and it took me years to come out about our reset. Fear of judgement is a big thing that I am working on, and I am happy to announce moving past. Self acceptance and love really help :)
Let's first take a look at the main three things we removed from our diet, and some reasons why we removed them.
CAFFEINE
MedlinePlus states-
"Caffeine has many effects on your body's metabolism. It:
Stimulates your central nervous system, which can make you feel more awake and give you a boost of energy Is a diuretic, meaning that it helps your body get rid of extra salt and water by urinating more Increases the release of acid in your stomach, sometimes leading to an upset stomach or heartburn May interfere with the absorption of calcium in the body Increases your blood pressureWithin one hour of eating or drinking caffeine, it reaches its peak level in your blood. You may continue to feel the effects of caffeine for four to six hours.
What are the side effects from too much caffeine?For most people, it is not harmful to consume up to 400mg of caffeine a day. If you do eat or drink too much caffeine, it can cause health problems, such as:
Restlessness and shakiness Insomnia Headaches Dizziness Fast heart rate Dehydration Anxiety Dependency, so you need to take more of it to get the same resultsSome people are more sensitive to the effects of caffeine than others."
That last sentence is 100% true. I am now HIGHLY sensitive to caffeine. Part from removing it from my system and then experimenting with myself of what spikes my energy in the form of Whole Foods. I used to love matcha (I still miss it so so much), but I noticed that along side my regular grief I was feeling, when I would have a cup of matcha my stress levels and anxiety would spike.
I couldn't see the line between excitement, and anxiety anymore. My mind would race and I would feel... off. Not myself at all. My sleep would also be affected along with my belly. I would get the gurgles or an upset stomach. I can now feel even when I have a piece of chocolate the slight rush it gives me.
SUGAR
This is a no brainer, but American Culture in particularly forgets that everything we buy has sugar in it. Why is it bad for us again?
According to Healthline.com
Sugar can...
Can Cause Weight Gain. ... May Increase Your Risk of Heart Disease. ... Has Been Linked to Acne. ... Increases Your Risk of Type 2 Diabetes. ... May Increase Your Risk of Cancer. ... May Increase Your Risk of Depression. ... May Accelerate the Skin Aging Process. ... Can Increase Cellular Aging.The list goes on and on. Did you know, that upon visiting a doctor for a patient's first diagnosis of cancer, one of the immediate responses from the doctor will say to eliminate sugar from their diet? Truth. I have heard it from multiple friends who have had cancer, and also experienced it with my sister. First thing they say "Eliminate sugar from your diet."
You would think, if we all knew as a nation that sugar increases your risk for these things, that companies would stop adding more sugar to our food. Yeah, no. Not to get on a soap box, but I trust ZERO front labels in a store. I always look at the back and look directly to the ingredients of sugar and oil content. I am almost always disappointed. It is everywhere and it is so not our fault that we crave it because it is single handedly the number one addictive substance on the planet. When you have it, you want more of it. Try cutting it out of your diet for three days and see your cravings just.... poof. Gone.
It is the one thing we can all agree that is bad for us, but it still exists in so much of our store bought foods. I could go on and on.
ALCOHOL-
According to Healthline, Long-term effects of frequently drinking alcohol can include:
persistent changes in mood, including anxiety and irritability insomnia and other sleep concerns a weakened immune system, meaning you might get sick more often changes in libido and sexual function changes in appetite and weight problems with memory and concentration difficulty focusing on tasks increased tension and conflict in romantic and family relationshipsThis list isn't even touching on short term problems, or the break down of white and grey matter in our brains. There is a lot I didn't know about alcohol. I suspected, but didn't know. It is a touchy subject for so many people. For example, I bet a ton of people stopped reading this post or shut off my podcast episode right about now.
I don't blame them because I too was in their shoes. In the past when I heard a friend was giving up or taking a break from alcohol, I would instantly become defensive of my own habits. I would maybe say something like this to them. "Do you really have to give it up? Can't you just cut back? Why are you not drinking today? Aww that's no fun"
I don't blame myself now, because I realize it was-
A. The alcohol talking.
B. My own insecurities about my relationship with alcohol.
C. My fear of things that I knew were changing.
I have had multiple people say these things to me. Suddenly everyone has an opinion about it. Once again, I don't blame them because I see now how it messes with our heads.
I am a person who LOVES wine culture, loves it. Honestly, it takes a lot for me to even post about this, but I still haven't quite figured out my relationship with alcohol yet. I know it is bad for me, and I don't drink a lot of it when I am drinking, but I hate the way it makes me feel afterwards. That is the key thing here, how you feel after.
What did you substitute with?
Finding substitutes for these three things was a challenge, and honestly to try something like this... you need HELP. You need alternatives at the ready so that you set yourself up to succeed. Believe me, they are out there and they are great! There are so many resources now, and I wanted to stop and feature them here so you are armed and ready! It took me a few years to discover some of my favorites and here they are.
Sugar Substitutes- I spent the first two weeks avoiding fruit, sugar, or anything sweet at all to reset my palate and remove cravings. I then started introducing Monkfruit sweetener (it doesn't spike your blood sugar levels as much) and also some fruits minimally (blueberries, blackberries, raspberries, strawberries)
Alcohol- Hibiscus tea became my crutch. I would buy a ton of it and brew large batches of iced tea and hot tea with it. I love it's tart flavor. I then moved on to many different teas that were all herbal and not sweetened. I would use a French press to steep large batches. My tea cabinet is overflowing.
Hop Tea- I am so in love with these new non alcoholic beverages. They infuse all different hops into sparkling water and some teas. It is like drinking a beer without that malty taste and bloating afterwards. I am now addicted to them and want to learn how to make them myself. I like to combine them with some of my teas over ice with a lemon slice.
Brew Dog AF Beers- So good. I especially love the Elvis AF Grapefruit hoppy one! It is my favorite. I tricked so many people into thinking it was full of alcohol. They said they woke up the next day with no hangover and are now converts!
Ghia- An Italian inspired drink that is full of FLAVOR. Think bitter grapefruit blast. If this drink was made at a bar I would have no idea it didn't have alcohol in it. It is low sugar and addictive in the best way possible. Shout out to The Vandal Pittsburgh for having it on their menu!
Taking this moment to plug my sponsor for the show Open Road Bar Pgh where I procured a TON of my non alcoholic beverages. I love this place SO much because you can taste bunch of their products before buying them. Curious about the zero alcohol gin? They probably got it. They have SOOOO many options and I love that Pittsburgh,PA now has a place to turn to for non alcoholic drinks.
Food- While I am on the medical keto diet, Phil stuck mainly with the Whole 30 model. No complex carbs, white flour, sugar, etc. Mine was a limitation on how many carbs per day (20) Fat (80) and protein I could have (25grams)
Typical dishes included pork belly with steamed broccoli, a nice cut of steak, chicken thighs and veggies and large salads.
Quite a challenge but once you get in the groove, you don't notice much after a while. Although, peanut butter became my new evening ritual. 2 tablespoons with celery. So good.
Caffeine- As I said before, Phil would still indulge on weekends with a cup of coffee. I however would have not had a drop in 102 days. Matcha either. I tried, and I could not consume it. I would have a sliver of dark chocolate or Lily's chips sometimes.
Ground Mushrooms really helped me as a substitute in the mornings!
Activities- This is where that whole experiment it gets interesting. When we first started years ago we noticed immediately that we now had a lot of free time on our hands in the evenings. What was normally spent opening one or two bottles of wine with friends or with dinner, had shifted.
Honestly, THIS is the hardest part about giving up alcohol. You have to reassess what you do with your time. It can feel extremely restless, and can leave you with some darker thoughts because you just don't know what to do with yourself. I took it as an opportunity for Phil and I to spend some meaningful time together and learn something new!
Years ago it was salsa dancing lessons, then Italian lessons, yoga practice, and now Improv theater and drawing classes. We are so in love with those last two we will continue to do them.
What Challenges Did You Come Up Against During This Time?
Well, I already touched on the challenge of other people's attitudes towards this reset. It struck a nerve with a lot of people. Let me say that this is not for everyone. It may not be for you at all, but I know my own body and I know what is good for it. Yay! Achievement unlocked. That is one of the hardest things we as humans try to discover. Knowing what is good for our bodies and minds. We are often distracted, swayed, and full of substances to notice.
Some of the obvious challenges were the alcohol cravings to pass. This began in the first three days (It takes four for alcohol to leave your body, and not even completely). The sugar cravings were the worst to get past. Took about a week and change to not craving any sugar or have "Dessert" after a meal.
Boredom... this was a huge challenge, but allowed our creative selves to flourish!
So what were the benefits of doing this?
I could list a ton.
Night Sweats- One of the most acute side effects from drinking was that my night sweats disappeared after about two weeks. I would always soak the sheets in the middle of the night. I mean BAD. Try googling night sweats and you will find yourself starting to worry about your health. I couldn't stop it. I had a sneaky suspicion it was the glass of wine I had in the evening, but couldn't prove it.
Suspicion correct! After alcohol left my body, no more night sweats. My sheets are fine in the morning. It was my body trying to process the alcohol and eliminate it from my system.
Better Sleep- This alone should be a reason people try this. I would always find myself waking up around 3am when I would have a glass of wine or two the evening before. Now I sleep soundly through the night. No snores from either myself or Phil! That alone is worth it! :)
Mental Clarity- For the first few days I had a lingering headache and a bit of brain fog. Then it just... lifted. Went away and my mind was sharp as a tack. It keeps getting better too. My focus is laser.
Memories- I am getting flooded by memories I had forgotten dating all the way back to my childhood. It is incredible, it is like someone handing me a book I loved but reading years ago and revisiting it. Some are so unexpected.
Less Bloat, more Confidence- My clothes fit better. My face is more radiant. Eyes are clearer and so is my skin. I feel generally lighter.
Creativity- Our creative juices giving up alcohol were now activated. I found myself being scared to give up our ritual of having a glass of wine in the evening. What would we do with ourselves?! I long ago began the process of finding different activities to learn. To stretch our brains and find a new way of discovering play.
As we age we will naturally transition and the "fun" things we used to do which included binge drinking, tailgating, partying all night long, or dinner and gathering focusing on alcohol just don't hold the appeal for us anymore. Who are we now without alcohol in front of us or representing us. We found out quite a bit about ourselves, and discovered we are AWESOME without it.
We are actually more fun, more engaging. We are better friends and family to those around us because we are there for them when we show up and we are listening. We aren't there because there is a $30 bottle of wine on the table. We are finding other's with like minded interests that we know we can continue to enjoy as we age.
Where do we go from here?
This is the biggest question I get asked. What do we do now. I am on day 155 of no alcohol or sugar. I did recently have a decaf espresso and was pleased to announce that my mind was alright for that day. Small doses. Sugar I will continue to leave out of my diet as much as I possibly can. I know there will be slip ups and honestly sugar is snuck into every meal outside of our house, but I will stick to my guns.
As for my relationship with alcohol, that is exactly what it is. A relationship. I am trying to have a better one with it. I leave soon for my Yoga Sailing Retreats in Greece and Italy and I honestly... I am a bit nervous about drinking. I am trying to give myself some slack and know that before this, alcohol was diminishing in my life anyways. I know the reset is always there, and that I can return to it. If I have a glass of wine in Italy. I will make it a GREAT glass and leave it at that. End of story. If I don't drink during the trip, how great for me to be able to experience a new place without having it dimmed or numbed by alcohol.
Either way, changing my relationship with these substances is the whole point and doing this reset or challenge is a nice way to allow some perspective. I personally will become really excited when more restaurants and experiences incorporate different options for those on these restrictions. Especially alcohol. Stay tuned when I return home for a feature on restaurants in the Pittsburgh area serving ELEVATED mocktail options.
What about you? Any interest in a reset? Would love to know your experience!
Curious to try this reset? Come join my Transformational Wellness Retreat on Sept 8th-11th 2022. This ladies only retreat features hiking, yoga, meditation, group reiki, workshops and more. It is all inclusive and I myself will be available to hold a safe space for you if you are curious about cutting back or removing any of these substances from your life. Early Bird special is going on right now until June 30th. Price is discounted by $100. Refer a friend and get $50 off your retreat booking for your private room.
This episode is sponsored by Open Road Bar Pgh I truly don't know what I would do without this shop in town! I love that they have a tasting area where you can sample before you buy. Mel the owner is super knowledgeable about all the products she carries. Check them out and tell them Marta says hello! Special thank you to Liz Roberts for the rec!
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This is a subject I have avoided writing or speaking about. I think this avoidance was unconscious, but I am now highly aware of it. I am aware of it because at many a time in my life I have suffered from self doubt, imposter syndrome (I didn't even know that existed until two years ago), and confidence issues.
This month is particularly bad for me. I could not understand why I would awaken to dread and sadness. I felt on many days no motivation at all. I know I am still healing from grief, but it was more than that. Something was nagging at me, and I realized it was my own self doubt.
I have my sailing retreats coming up, and I am excited for them, but there is still availability for my June one. The fact that I have spots available make me feel bad about myself. "You are a failure."Another hit was a I post I put out called How To Build Your Own Toolbox, and it didn't gain much traction. "People don't care, maybe you should give up the podcast." I asked a question on Facebook and received lack luster responses. "Maybe people are annoyed with me?"
As these feelings of self doubt were bubbling within me, I saw a post from a girl who had 30,000 likes about candles of all things. I heard about a friend that is having much success hosting her own retreat.
I was seeing so much happiness online, so much success of others, that it had me questioning my own.
Now, let me pause here and say that maybe deep down I know I am enough, I KNOW I am making progress in my life. I know I am in such a better place than a year ago or even a day ago. I know I have so much love, success, and joy surrounding me.
Even then, folks... I was/am comparing myself to others, and it got the better of me.
People believe what they see. We don't know about the struggles human's face. We don't know how much it took them to announce something on the internet, or how they feel when they are offline. We don't know their loneliness or feelings of doubt. We just see the facade.
We now live in a high success/high reward culture. It is not our fault for having these feelings of inadequacy. I swear the internet is made to make you feel inadequate, so don't feel bad.
The real question is? How do we stop feeling this way? What steps can we take to feel confident, radiant, more creative, and the freakin unicorn that we are?!
"Don't compare your life to others. There is no comparison between the Sun and the Moon. They shine when it's their time."
The moment we start comparing our lives to others, we begin to feel doubt, and uncertainty, that can lead to depression, sadness, and lack of confidence.
This is the reason I wanted to be a little vulnerable here on my show with this episode. I am not immune! I get mopey and down. I feel like I am not doing enough. I haven't succeeded enough. I haven't helped people enough. I feel this so often. The struggle is real, and I know there are many others that feel the same as I do.
So what do we do when these feeling arise?
Here are some suggestions when you feel down and find yourself in the comparison game.
Shut down your internet. Take a break from doom scrolling by placing some restrictions on the amount of time you are online. Or tell the online world you are taking a week off. Being off the sauce will help you get a clear headed mind and show you the only person you are in comparison with... is yourself. More on that later. Take a long walk in nature- I am an avid believer of walking to shake off the blues, and a little fresh air will have you thinking more clearly. Look up and see the sky and know you are enough. Listen to some self growth podcasts or motivational speeches- Anything you can do to pull yourself out of doubt and into confidence is a win, and there are so many resources out there to use the internet for good. Take a shower and dress up- Really, Marta? Yes! This simple trick will have you feeling better in no time. Dressing up doesn't have to mean putting on your nicest suit or ball gown. These days I have fallen into the trap of yoga pants and sports bra. (I mean I am a teacher) but it is nice to put on some clothing that makes you feel better. Dust off that jacket or dress and give yourself a compliment! Repeat positive affirmations- I truly believe that this helps. I mean think of all the negative self talk that swims around in our brains. Where does it lead us? To being low, feeling bad, and right back into that comparison game again. Positive affirmations can help adjust the way that you think to help you feel better in no time. We will touch on more in a minute. Create a list of Daily Wins- I heard this recently on a podcast and LOVED it. I started making it a habit, because more often than not we forget the things we accomplish in the day. We focus on the negative rather than the positive, and too often we get side tracked by outside stimulation that we don't remember our wins. YOU HAVE MANY WINS! I mean, you got out of the bed, right? WIN! Write that down. It can be small or big. They all matter. Try writing your wins before you go to bed at night. Don't compare each day to the other. Each one will be different but equally important in your growth.Also, I wanted to touch on not just comparing yourself to others, but the fact that we have a tendency for self comparison. You are not beholden to things you have done in the past. I have done some incredible things in my 40 years, and sometimes instead of being proud of them, I find myself comparing the present self to what I have done! Isn't that nuts?! I know it is nuts, and still... it happens. The mind is tricky.
All the successes I have had, at one point or another I have thought to myself... "Ok, yeah you hosted that game show, You gonna do another? Make it bigger?' "You did that treasure dive... You dove the Atocha for treasure...What comes next, Marta? How are you gonna top that?" I know I am not the only one here.
Humans are funny, aren't they? You have to laugh sometimes. I personally have to steady myself often. How do I do this? Let's go back to positive affirmations. Which ones should you use? I will go over five of some of my favorites, but feel free to find inspiration for yours anywhere. Write them down frequently.
YOU ARE ENOUGH. Rinse and repeat over, and over, and over again. I use this affirmation in my yoga teaching constantly because it is a phrase that is so important. It is one we have a hard time believing. You are enough, you don't need to be more. YOU ARE EXACTLY WHERE YOU NEED TO BE TO GET WHERE YOU ARE GOING. Not the past, not the future. Now. All you have is now and you are doing it. You are where you need to be. "YOU ARE VERY POWERFUL PROVIDED YOU KNOW HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE" - Yogi Bhajan. One of my favorite quotes to remind you that you have all the power over your life. Even the smallest of changes make a huge impact. See that glass of water? Drink it. Feel better. :) I AM WORTHY OF GOOD THINGS HAPPENING TO ME. Sometimes we stand in our own way, and beat ourselves up. This happens very often, and is a whole other podcast on it's own. Just know that you ARE worthy. No matter your past, regrets you have, or the things you have done. Everyone is capable and deserving of good things. I AM NOT ALONE- This is a big one. Too often we can feel alienated from others. We feel people don't understand what we are going through. That they seem happy, and have no clue of the dread or grief that is inside us. Please know that everyone has felt this way at some point in their life, and with the state of the world currently, they have probably felt it more often than not. Repeating this phrase, at least to me makes me feel a whole lot better.Remember to be gentle with yourself, and know also that this wave will pass. If you enjoyed this, check out one of my past episodes talking about building yourself a toolbox when you feel low. It really helps me, and hope it helps you too!
I would love to know about what you would like to hear about next! Shoot me an email and say hello :) Thank you for sharing this space with me and tuning in. Feel free to review on iTunes or wherever you listen to your podcasts.
Yoga Sailing Retreat Greece- June 18th- 25th. My Sicily trips are sold out, but Greece is still open and I would love to explore with you. Come sail the seas with me. It is going to be incredible and space is limited.
For more information or to book your spot head to Med Sailing Holidays
I invite you to come join my Sunday evening Stress Relief classes. I started them for myself, and then turned them into a pay what you can class. I would love for you to join me each Sunday at 8pm EST :)
ALSO if you can't roll with me overseas this year, stay local! My friend Elizabeth Craig and I are hosting a women onlyTransformation Retreat near Pittsburgh. Sept 8-11th. Registration is now open!
Taking five new meditation clients for July. Email [email protected] if interested
As always I am not a doctor or Guru. By listening to this podcast or reading this blog, you agree not to use this podcast or blog as medical advice to treat any medical condition in either yourself or others, including but not limited to patients that you are treating. Consult your own physician for any medical issues that you may be having. This entire disclaimer also applies to any guests or contributors to the podcast or blog.
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Fear– An unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger. We are not immune to fear. It comes to us like waves and is usually unwelcome. There are global fears such as the war in Ukraine, global warming, food shortages, death. Death of a loved one, or our own amount of time on this spinning globe. I will touch on some of that later, but today I want to tackle some fears that we ourselves can have control over to allow us to stretch outside our comfort zones, try new things, and find peace and joy in our lives.
Fear stems from uncertainty and doubt. How do we face it? We have to sit with discomfort.
“Never be afraid of not knowing, find out”
Discomfort- make (someone) feel uneasy, anxious, or embarrassed
The internet has become something that has made us more afraid than ever and extremely comfortable being more than an arms length away from coming face to face with our discomfort.
Discomfort is why most of us never face our fears or step outside of our comfort zones. Think about it. Who wants to feel uneasy, anxious or embarrassed… nobody. The problem is when we avoid these feelings we create a bubble of safety around us that isolates us and keeps us fixed in our habits, patterns and zone of comfort. Let’s look at an example of this.
You get invited to a party, and at first you have every intention of going. You knew what you were going to wear, what to bring. You looked forward to seeing some friends you haven’t connected with in a while. The day of the party comes and you suddenly think to yourself. “What if I don’t know anyone there? What if nobody talks to me? Staying home and watching The Durrells in Corfu sounds amazing, I don’t have to go. Nobody will miss me.”
Now, I am not saying that a little couch introvert time isn’t needed by all of us, but I am sure there have been situations where you wanted to attend an event, and discomfort or fear of the unknown held you back.
In order to conquer and face our fear we must push past discomfort. It takes a leap of faith to delve into uncertainty… How do we deal with uncertainty?
“The unknown is just something we don’t know yet.”
This statement is 100 percent fact. Uncertainty is just having doubts about the unknown. Not knowing something gives people anxiety, it fuels self doubt, and ultimately makes them feel self-conscious and uncomfortable.
Think about it. If you know a subject very well, you would be happy to speak about it. Someone gives you a topic you know nothing about, and suddenly you are freaking out. All that is, is you learning about the topic!
How incredibly powerful is that fact?! That you have the power to shed your fears by learning what you don’t know. It is simple, yet something we overlook due to massive amount of distraction. Our minds have power over our joy and happiness, it just takes some discomfort getting there.
Here are some personal examples of this…
I decided to push Phil’s and I’s boundaries this year by signing us up for Improv Comedy Classes. Getting Phil to go was not an easy feat. He was ridiculously upset that I signed us up. He didn’t want to be put on display. When I finally convinced him to go, he was miserable, and extremely anxious the entire two hours before we went, acting like a 10 year old that is being dragged to church. Once we arrived, he was fine. I even caught him smiling a couple times. The second class was the same, only this time I caught him laughing.
Third class he was beginning to loosen up on stage, having more fun with it. Now he looks forward to our classes, and goes to shows every weekend! It is a new hobby he never would have discovered if he wasn’t brave enough to try and learn this new skill, make new friends ands with his discomfort.
He now knows the process. He knows people who are going to be there, and he is more confident because he is starting to understand improv and open up communication with others.
I use Phil because he is a classic example of someone who was extremely uncomfortable with showing up for something new, BUT after going for a while, now loves it! Improv has since improved our communication with one another, we laugh and joke more, listen more, and has brought increased joy and playfulness back into our lives. Hence, why they are sponsoring this episode.
Do you have a something like this in your life? Something you know you would love, but you avoid because of the discomfort or fear of going? How do we move past these feelings?
I actually encourage you to ask for help on this one. Working up the nerve to do things alone can be intimidating, but I know there are people out there that probably feel the exact same way and would love to join you on your new fear busting journey.
FRIENDS are the key to helping you overcome your fears. Try this…
Grab a piece of paper or a journal and write down-
A list of fears that you have. At least three activities or experiences you have always wanted to try but haven’t due to discomfort. A lists of friends or family that would help you overcome this fear or complete something you want to do.Now comes the hard part of pushing past your discomfort and ASKING them to help you achieve the results you want which can look like-
Having them do some research on the subject and explaining it to you. Asking them to listen as you talk openly about your fears to them. Asking them to go with you to a class or adventure so you don’t have to go alone.I too need those people in my life to help me break past my comfort zones and face some anxieties and fear. For all of us will just require some vulnerability on your part asking for help, which is never easy. I promise you that if you sit with your discomfort a bit, you will find the root cause and possibly overcome it.
Doing this will not only allow you to try something new, but will create a more meaningful relationships with that friend because they will feel honored that you asked them for help with this. Instant joy!
“Sometimes happiness is not knowing the whole story”
On the flip side of learning about your fears to become comfortable and more certain, there is also the possibility that you will never have understanding, or even want to know something about the larger questions of our existence. Death, uncertainty and what will the future bring cause pain and anxiety in all of us. In this case. Sitting with your uncertainty and accepting that everything will work out IS possible.
It is when we are in a state of calm peace that the nagging uncertainty removes itself from our lives and we become open to possibilities and not worry about what we can’t control.
How do we accomplish this?
For me, it was through self care. Self care in the form of movement, meditation, therapy, shadow work. This is all very healing work, and the goal of all of it is to find stillness which leads to happiness because you are pulling yourself into the present moment.
It is why I love teaching meditation with my students. I know what that restlessness feels like, and it isn’t pretty. You feel trapped in it and it feels endless. It creates negative emotions, judgement, fear, and of course… uncertainty, discomfort and doubt. If we can all learn to sit with our emotions and bring awareness to the surface, peace CAN be found.
In the end…we have this one life, and that is a gift. We should soak in every minute of it and try and spread happiness. That joy starts within by sitting with discomfort.
Recent Personal Experiences in Conquering Fear, Change, and Uncertainty
I am on my own personal journey of exploring wishes, dreams, and experiences that I had either left aside in my younger years, or never stepped up to the plate to try.
So often as adults life has influenced our opinions about what we LOVE to do. It becomes blurry, and habitual. We can sometimes forget the dreams we had when we were younger. Through deep meditation, and journaling work, almost a year later, and I now have my list of what truly fills my cup, and what is preprogrammed to look like it does. (But it doesn’t… happy hour anyone?)
After I had my list I began digging into my fears, and traumas. There was a ton of discomfort through that process, but it uncovered a lot for me and is leading me to finding more joy, peace and meaning in my life. It is opening up doors to allow me pursue my passion of helping others lead their lives from their hearts.
If you are ready to grow, break some boundaries, and open your heart to lead your life with joy feel free to ask me about my classes or my new Marta on the Move Mentorship program.
I would love to hear about something you were fearful or uncomfortable with that you pushed past and overcame. Send me an email and tell me all about it for inspiration 🙂
I am not sure if you live in Pittsburgh, but if you do check out a show at Steel City Improv, or take one of their classes. I know that they host open classes on Saturdays where you can sometimes just show up and try it out! How cool is that. Super low commitment, and you can just try it on to see if you like it. My kinda style. I even asked them to sponsor this episode, because I talk a good bit about them and use them as an example in this post, so check out their information below and try it out for yourself.
Speaking of stepping out of your comfort zone, I invite you to try my Sunday evening Stress Relief classes. They are online hosted on zoom and are a pay what you can class. Beginners are welcome. Every Sunday evening at 8pm EST
Looking for private classes? I offer meditation and yoga classes hosted on zoom to help you find balance and peace. Send inquiry to [email protected]
This episode is sponsored by Steel City Improv.
“Steel City Improv Theater teaches and performs Long-Form improv comedy. In long-form improvisation, a group of improvisers take one suggestion from the audience and perform an entirely made-up show, complete with multiple scenes, characters, and ridiculous spectacles, bound only by its creators’ imaginations.
Steel City Improv Theater (a.k.a. the SCIT), teaches Applied Improvisation. The SCIT knows that improv classes make you more than just funny. By applying the principles of improv to your life, you can become a better parent, mentor, entrepreneur, employee and friend. Improv teaches you to deal with the unexpected in life. You become a better listener, more positive person, and improve your ability to truly live in the moment.
Steel City Improv Theater’s philosophy is best summed up in three words: “Listen. Commit. Play.” The SCIT combined the best practices from improv training found at New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles improv theaters into the SCIT Philosophy. Listening can be a hard skill to master, but, by staying in the moment can open up a world of possibilities. Accepting others’ ideas is difficult, but committing to our own ideas can be an even bigger challenge. With improv training, we learn to break through the inner critic that normally stops us. With a sense of play, we find an endless sense of possibility and inspiration. When our teammates have that same sense of imagination, it makes the word “failure” seem less scary
Fear– An unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger.
We are not immune to fear. It comes to us like waves and is usually unwelcome. There are global fears such as the war in Ukraine, global warming, food shortages, death. Death of a loved one, or our own amount of time on this spinning globe. I will touch on some of that later, but today I want to tackle some fears that we ourselves can have control over to allow us to stretch outside our comfort zones, try new things, and find peace and joy in our lives.
Fear stems from uncertainty and doubt. How do we face it? We have to sit with discomfort.
“Never be afraid of not knowing, find out”
Discomfort- make (someone) feel uneasy, anxious, or embarrassed
The internet has become something that has made us more afraid than ever and extremely comfortable being more than an arms length away from coming face to face with our discomfort.
Discomfort is why most of us never face our fears or step outside of our comfort zones. Think about it. Who wants to feel uneasy, anxious or embarrassed… nobody. The problem is when we avoid these feelings we create a bubble of safety around us that isolates us and keeps us fixed in our habits, patterns and zone of comfort. Let’s look at an example of this.
You get invited to a party, and at first you have every intention of going. You knew what you were going to wear, what to bring. You looked forward to seeing some friends you haven’t connected with in a while. The day of the party comes and you suddenly think to yourself. “What if I don’t know anyone there? What if nobody talks to me? Staying home and watching The Durrells in Corfu sounds amazing, I don’t have to go. Nobody will miss me.”
Now, I am not saying that a little couch introvert time isn’t needed by all of us, but I am sure there have been situations where you wanted to attend an event, and discomfort or fear of the unknown held you back.
In order to conquer and face our fear we must push past discomfort. It takes a leap of faith to delve into uncertainty… How do we deal with uncertainty?
“The unknown is just something we don’t know yet.”
This statement is 100 percent fact. Uncertainty is just having doubts about the unknown. Not knowing something gives people anxiety, it fuels self doubt, and ultimately makes them feel self-conscious and uncomfortable.
Think about it. If you know a subject very well, you would be happy to speak about it. Someone gives you a topic you know nothing about, and suddenly you are freaking out. All that is, is you learning about the topic!
How incredibly powerful is that fact?! That you have the power to shed your fears by learning what you don’t know. It is simple, yet something we overlook due to massive amount of distraction. Our minds have power over our joy and happiness, it just takes some discomfort getting there.
Here are some personal examples of this…
I decided to push Phil’s and I’s boundaries this year by signing us up for Improv Comedy Classes. Getting Phil to go was not an easy feat. He was ridiculously upset that I signed us up. He didn’t want to be put on display. When I finally convinced him to go, he was miserable, and extremely anxious the entire two hours before we went, acting like a 10 year old that is being dragged to church. Once we arrived, he was fine. I even caught him smiling a couple times. The second class was the same, only this time I caught him laughing.
Third class he was beginning to loosen up on stage, having more fun with it. Now he looks forward to our classes, and goes to shows every weekend! It is a new hobby he never would have discovered if he wasn’t brave enough to try and learn this new skill, make new friends ands with his discomfort.
He now knows the process. He knows people who are going to be there, and he is more confident because he is starting to understand improv and open up communication with others.
I use Phil because he is a classic example of someone who was extremely uncomfortable with showing up for something new, BUT after going for a while, now loves it! Improv has since improved our communication with one another, we laugh and joke more, listen more, and has brought increased joy and playfulness back into our lives. Hence, why they are sponsoring this episode.
Do you have a something like this in your life? Something you know you would love, but you avoid because of the discomfort or fear of going? How do we move past these feelings?
I actually encourage you to ask for help on this one. Working up the nerve to do things alone can be intimidating, but I know there are people out there that probably feel the exact same way and would love to join you on your new fear busting journey.
FRIENDS are the key to helping you overcome your fears. Try this…
Grab a piece of paper or a journal and write down-
A list of fears that you have. At least three activities or experiences you have always wanted to try but haven’t due to discomfort. A lists of friends or family that would help you overcome this fear or complete something you want to do.Now comes the hard part of pushing past your discomfort and ASKING them to help you achieve the results you want which can look like-
Having them do some research on the subject and explaining it to you. Asking them to listen as you talk openly about your fears to them. Asking them to go with you to a class or adventure so you don’t have to go alone.I too need those people in my life to help me break past my comfort zones and face some anxieties and fear. For all of us will just require some vulnerability on your part asking for help, which is never easy. I promise you that if you sit with your discomfort a bit, you will find the root cause and possibly overcome it.
Doing this will not only allow you to try something new, but will create a more meaningful relationships with that friend because they will feel honored that you asked them for help with this. Instant joy!
“Sometimes happiness is not knowing the whole story”
On the flip side of learning about your fears to become comfortable and more certain, there is also the possibility that you will never have understanding, or even want to know something about the larger questions of our existence. Death, uncertainty and what will the future bring cause pain and anxiety in all of us. In this case. Sitting with your uncertainty and accepting that everything will work out IS possible.
It is when we are in a state of calm peace that the nagging uncertainty removes itself from our lives and we become open to possibilities and not worry about what we can’t control.
How do we accomplish this?
For me, it was through self care. Self care in the form of movement, meditation, therapy, shadow work. This is all very healing work, and the goal of all of it is to find stillness which leads to happiness because you are pulling yourself into the present moment.
It is why I love teaching meditation with my students. I know what that restlessness feels like, and it isn’t pretty. You feel trapped in it and it feels endless. It creates negative emotions, judgement, fear, and of course… uncertainty, discomfort and doubt. If we can all learn to sit with our emotions and bring awareness to the surface, peace CAN be found.
In the end…we have this one life, and that is a gift. We should soak in every minute of it and try and spread happiness. That joy starts within by sitting with discomfort.
Recent Personal Experiences in Conquering Fear, Change, and Uncertainty
I am on my own personal journey of exploring wishes, dreams, and experiences that I had either left aside in my younger years, or never stepped up to the plate to try.
So often as adults life has influenced our opinions about what we LOVE to do. It becomes blurry, and habitual. We can sometimes forget the dreams we had when we were younger. Through deep meditation, and journaling work, almost a year later, and I now have my list of what truly fills my cup, and what is preprogrammed to look like it does. (But it doesn’t… happy hour anyone?)
After I had my list I began digging into my fears, and traumas. There was a ton of discomfort through that process, but it uncovered a lot for me and is leading me to finding more joy, peace and meaning in my life. It is opening up doors to allow me pursue my passion of helping others lead their lives from their hearts.
If you are ready to grow, break some boundaries, and open your heart to lead your life with joy feel free to ask me about my classes or my new Marta on the Move Mentorship program.
I would love to hear about something you were fearful or uncomfortable with that you pushed past and overcame. Send me an email and tell me all about it for inspiration 🙂
I am not sure if you live in Pittsburgh, but if you do check out a show at Steel City Improv, or take one of their classes. I know that they host open classes on Saturdays where you can sometimes just show up and try it out! How cool is that. Super low commitment, and you can just try it on to see if you like it. My kinda style. I even asked them to sponsor this episode, because I talk a good bit about them and use them as an example in this post, so check out their information below and try it out for yourself.
Speaking of stepping out of your comfort zone, I invite you to try my Sunday evening Stress Relief classes. They are online hosted on zoom and are a pay what you can class. Beginners are welcome. Every Sunday evening at 8pm EST
Looking for private classes? I offer meditation and yoga classes hosted on zoom to help you find balance and peace. Send inquiry to [email protected]
This episode is sponsored by Steel City Improv.
“Steel City Improv Theater teaches and performs Long-Form improv comedy. In long-form improvisation, a group of improvisers take one suggestion from the audience and perform an entirely made-up show, complete with multiple scenes, characters, and ridiculous spectacles, bound only by its creators’ imaginations.
Steel City Improv Theater (a.k.a. the SCIT), teaches Applied Improvisation. The SCIT knows that improv classes make you more than just funny. By applying the principles of improv to your life, you can become a better parent, mentor, entrepreneur, employee and friend. Improv teaches you to deal with the unexpected in life. You become a better listener, more positive person, and improve your ability to truly live in the moment.
Steel City Improv Theater’s philosophy is best summed up in three words: “Listen. Commit. Play.” The SCIT combined the best practices from improv training found at New York, Chicago, and Los Angeles improv theaters into the SCIT Philosophy. Listening can be a hard skill to master, but, by staying in the moment can open up a world of possibilities. Accepting others’ ideas is difficult, but committing to our own ideas can be an even bigger challenge. With improv training, we learn to break through the inner critic that normally stops us. With a sense of play, we find an endless sense of possibility and inspiration. When our teammates have that same sense of imagination, it makes the word “failure” seem less scary and more exciting.
For a safe space to step out of your comfort zone, come listen, commit, and play at Steel City Improv Theater!”
As always I am not a doctor or Guru. By listening to this podcast or reading this blog, you agree not to use this podcast or blog as medical advice to treat any medical condition in either yourself or others, including but not limited to patients that you are treating. Consult your own physician for any medical issues that you may be having. This entire disclaimer also applies to any guests or contributors to the podcast or blog.
more exciting.
For a safe space to step out of your comfort zone, come listen, commit, and play at Steel City Improv Theater!”
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We all have a toolbox in our home. A toolbox is a collection of items that is there when we need it in case we have something to fix. All handy, and all in one place. It probably contains at least one of the following items- Hammer, wrench, nails, measuring tape, screw driver, etc.
We create these boxes for fixing things in our home, but have you ever thought to create your own personal toolbox to use as a coping mechanism?
I sure as hell didn't. Not until I heard someone talk about their own list of things that they held inside of their boxes. When life got hard, when they felt down and out, or at rock bottom, these things that were inside of their box were there for them as tried and true helpful things to turn towards.
I have never thought about this in my life until this past year of grief and loss, but found myself looking for information on all things healing, change, and transitions. I joined grief groups, did classes, read a ton, educated myself on growth, loss and the process of it all. I thought I could fix the situation that was happening inside my body and mind.
There was no fixing the fact that my sister is dead. I couldn't fix that, but I could try and fix myself, my relationships and more. I COULD FIX EVERYTHING! I wasn't prepared for the dark days, the lowest lows, and those high waves that crashed all around me. I couldn't swim, I just had to hold on until it passed. Sometimes it takes minutes, hours... days.
I really didn't have much to cling to when this happens. All my research and effort of educating myself didn't prepare me for these occurrences. There is something that does though, and when I learned about it, it felt like to me being in the upside down or Pan's Labyrinth. Like someone had given me a magic key. A toolbox.
Someone once told me that every person wants to change, we all want to be happy, productive, and joyful, we just sometimes don't know how. They then describe a wall that was in need of paint. You have wanted to paint it for year You were the painter and you had the color picked out. You were in your paint clothes. You set aside time to paint that wall. You open your toolbox, and all that is in there is a hammer and nails. No brush, no rollers.
You give up painting the wall. You tried, you showed up. That was enough wasn't it? It just wasn't meant to be, so you will just sit with the unpainted wall because trying again feels like too much, it is just too hard.
This is the magic of creating your very own tool box. A place you can go to remind you of what helps you. Not anyone else, just you. It is your own helpful kit.
How To Create Your Own Toolbox?
We start by making a list. Take out a piece of paper and write these things down.
What things sooth your soul? What calms you down, fills you with joy, or unruffles your feathers? What makes you feel less alone? What feels like a warm blanket and balm to your heart? What makes you feel grounded and less restless? What do you NEED right now?
Start writing this list. It may take you a few tries and you may end up removing some items or starting again. That is ok, just keep writing.
If you are feeling stuck, here are some of mine for inspiration-
~ Meditation
~ Warm bath
~ Scent Scapes (Lavender and bergamot)
~ Playing with a pet
~ Playing with a child
~ Herbal tea
~ A walk around the block
~ Tai Chi, Qi Gong, Yoga moving with breath
~ A nourishing soup or cooking
~ A Warm shower
~ A Massage
~ Affirmations
~ A big hug
~ A big cry
~ A Phone call to a close friend
~ Journaling
~ Music
~ A Nap
~ Water
~ Therapy
When I am feeling anxious, restless, or irritable I stop and think about WHY I am feeling that way and I ask myself- "What do I need right now?"
Most of the times I can't recall or do not have the energy or will power to help myself. I forget what fills me up. I just know that I am down, and I don't have the momentum to think up what will make me feel better.
This is where your toolbox comes in. It will be there for you when you need it.
Where to Keep My Toolbox?
I highly suggest making copies of your toolbox. Laminate it if you have to and carry it in your purse or wallet. Make a copy on your phone for easy access. When you find yourself in a situation that is making your uncomfortable or distressed, pull out your toolbox and complete one or two of the things on your list. Then see how you feel afterwards.
It all seemed so simple. I started doing this and I can tell you that I noticed a change shortly afterwards in the time it took for me to feel like myself again. I had what I needed right in front of me that worked FOR ME. Not something that worked for other people, but my tools that were unique to my individual character.
Can You Tool Box Change?
Absolutely! Your tool box might change, shift, and grow over the years as you discover new things that may help you on your life journey.
What's in your toolbox? I would love to hear from you and learn about what helps you cope with stress and anxiety
I invite you to come join my Sunday evening Stress Relief classes. I started them for myself, and then turned them into a pay what you can class. I would love for you to join me each Sunday at 8pm EST :)
By listening to this podcast or reading this blog, you agree not to use this podcast or blog as medical advice to treat any medical condition in either yourself or others, including but not limited to patients that you are treating. Consult your own physician for any medical issues that you may be having. This entire disclaimer also applies to any guests or contributors to the podcast or blog.
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I had someone ask me recently what the fives books that really helped me with this last year of losing my sister. I figured this would be a good opportunity to put them in one place in the hopes that the people who need them, will find them. If you know someone who is grieving and don't know how to help them, one of these or another read delivered to their house is a wonderful way to show them they are on your mind. Friends and family sent me books during this time, and I feel that more than flowers, or candy (Aside from hand written notes because I loved those) recieving the gift of a book in the mail is so lovely. Thank you to all.
#1 The Wild Edge of Sorrow: Rituals of Renewal and Sacred Work of Grief. Francis Weller
I know I should put my favorite in the bottom of the post, but I just can't. This book is everything to me. In my darkest moments it was a source of light. It is written so beautifully that I found myself not wanting to consume too much of it in one sitting. I would have to put it down so I could come back to it when I was feeling lousy or down. It is my top, top favorite. It got me through some of my lowest points of despair, and it speaks not just about my particular grief, but the grief the we as humans share everyday. Grief that connects each and every one of us. Everyone should read this book. Even those who haven’t lost someone. The world would be a much better and kinder place to live in.
# 2 Life is in the Transitions: Mastering Change at Any Age.- Bruce Feiler
This was a very interesting read. For about two years I could( and still can) feel the pressure of transition bearing down my neck. Even if my sister Nina hadn't died, I know this feeling would still be there. I think we all feel it right now. The world is a different place, and after Covid a lot of us had to rethink the way we live, what is important to us, what matters most.
If you have feelings of being lost, old patterns not serving you, wanting a higher calling, foggy, trying to get in touch with your most honest self, or truly just feel like you are ready for something different and life is leading you to that- This is a great book to grab. It solidified that the steps I was/am taking are alright and healthy. I was proud that a lot of the things I was already doing in my life were listed in the book and it helped validate those actions. I highly suggest it for anyone going through any transition, not just grief over losing someone close to you.
# 3 Set Boundaries, Find Peace- Nedra Glover Tawwab
I am about 80% through this and It is a game changer. It is for those who are ready to take a deep look at themselves and how they interact with the people in their lives. It will peel back the curtain of your healthy and unhealthy one relationships and communication. Complete rewiring of the system here. Not for the faint of heart. I learned some things about myself that I didn't know, and would like to change or shift. Be ready for some eye opening insight, and have a pen and paper handy for exercises. I suggest getting their workbook to help with this it will aid quite a bit to be able to follow along and write some things down.
#4 Say What You Mean: A Mindful Approach to Non Violent Communication- Oren Jay Sofer
“THE WAY WE COMMUNICATE WITH OTHERS AND WITH OURSELVES ULTIMATELY DETERMINES THE QUALITY OF OUR LIVES” ~ ANTHONY ROBBINS
Suggested by my therapist! Thank you Kim you are the best, and if you are reading this, I don't know what I would have done without you! AHEM. Back to the book...I bought two copies. One for me, one for Phil. We are reading this together, and it is a game changer. After loss, any loss, people may have trouble expressing their feelings. It can lead to fights, miscommunication, and a breaking down of relationships. Healthy communication is essential and it starts with YOU. Not the other way around.
This read is helping me in my own communication with myself and those I care about. It is eye opening and shows how old patterns and stuck ways that we grew up with can be hard to unravel. I will say that this book paired with the #3 Boundaries book has been extremely interesting to read for me personally. I feel like they go together really well. Prepare for that deep dive on knowing yourself. That's what brought you here, right? You can handle it ! I have faith in you! :)
#5 Comfortable with Uncertainty- Pema Chödrön
This is a work that calms me when I am feeling the weight of impermanence. When I feel lost. I love this author so much. Pema Chodron writes a lot of books, and this one isn’t so much a study read as it is a book to come back to time and time again. You can pick it up at any page at any moment of your life, and relearn or see something new for the first time.
I love it, and it is teaching me more on how to be more comfortable with the unknown. How to surrender to it and remain present and open instead of expectant or judgemental. Really hard things to swallow, but incredible to implement in every day life.
#6 The Untethered Soul- The Journey Beyond Yourself -Michael Alan Singer
Marta, I thought you said FIVE books. Nope. Sorry! I had to put this one in there. This is a gorgeous read that will make your heart open and feel more alive that you have felt in years. It is a quick read, and a lovely way to heal your deep soul. If you are looking for a gift for someone or yourself... this is it. Beautiful writing.
Notable mention to these books-
Surviving the Death of a Sibling- T. J. Wray
There aren't many works that are this specific and I like this one because it speaks directly to losing a sibling and how that differs from other losses. I read this shortly after Neen's passing and it helped not feel so alone. I was told about this book from a friend who also lost her sister. Thank you so much, Martina.
What am I currently reading?
Quit Like a Woman : The Radical Choice to Not Drink in a Culture Obsessed With Alcohol.- Holly Whitaker
Every year for a certain amount of time I give up alcohol, sugar, white flour, and most caffeine. Last year I created my 3 To Be Me Journey Course around these habits. I am taking this year to work on me more, so will not be offering that course at this time. (I am only offering one on one meetings and workshops) My goal this year is 100 days! I am three days in and feeling good. 60 pages into this book, and it is extremely informative about changing my perspective on alcohol. A really great read if you are thinking about taking a break, or giving it up entirely.
These are my favorites! What are yours? I love learning and hearing from you all about what has helped you on your path. If reading isn't your thing, grab an audiobook! I love listening to them when I take a walk.
Much love and light!
~M
Looking for some stress relief? Join my pay what you can class on Sundays at 8pm EST online. Perfect for beginners. We breathe, stretch, focus, and relax.
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