Episodes
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Hi friends! This week is just talking! We talk a little about my dad, my feelings, me losing my tik tok account and a few things I'm working on in recovery today. I'm no longer committing to releasing an episode every other Monday. This podcast has been very healing for me so far, and I thank you all tremendously for being here listening, helping me heal. I want to spend less time on this podcast and more time exposing my story in different ways. My life is changing, the chapter is changing too. Turn on your notifications if you don't want to miss an episode! I honestly don't know when or how often I'll post. Anyways, I appreciate you all so much! Much love, Kibbi Linga
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Hi friends! This week I really wanted to dedicate the 8th episode to Sam, an 8 year old victim I remember to one of my family's sacrifices. But I don't really want to talk about his whole story podcast format, perhaps another way another time. But I do talk about Sam a little as well as my experience with the authorities. Both topics are heavy for me. I love and won't betray Sam. And I want justice so bad but have been unable to get it the traditional way. I recently heard another survivor say "exposing the truth is justice, because we were trained to be silent." I love that! I haven't been able to find justice the traditional way, but you all likely know I heal when I share my story, maybe I'm already on my way to justice. I don't know, but I do believe God will serve my mother justice, His way. There's not much else I want to get off of my chest about my story in podcast format, so I plan to change the direction of She Got Away podcast soon. I'd rather be in discussions and interviews with people while I share deeper, more intimate parts of my story somewhere else. I have recently guested on the imagination podcast where I talk about Sam and more of my story in detail which I'll link below. Thank you all for being here, a part of my healing journey while giving the kids a voice. Much love! - Kibbi
imagination podcast (guest): https://youtu.be/n7nMGE7beOY?si=QOiH4XU8112qhCy7
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Hi friends! This week I talk a little bit about my healing after my years in denial about the satanic ritual/ritual abuse I experienced. I recap last episode and briefly explain how I fell into denial, talk a tiny bit about my long and ongoing recovery, and I answer some questions from you guys! Such as triggers, guilt, and forgiveness. Thank you all for listening and being a part of my journey. Much love! - Kibbi L
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Hi friends! This week I air out my dirty laundry. I was in denial about the truth, satanic ritual abuse, for around 15-17 years. Today I share my experience with how I fell into denial: I was brainwashed into denial and I used many self destructive coping mechanisms to stay there. Two Mondays from now, July 8th, I'll share how I recovered from all of the self destructive behaviors that I engaged in during my years of denial. There is always beauty on the other side of pain, there is always hope, and recovery is always possible-in my opinion. Much love! Kibbi Linga
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Hi friends! This bonus episode, (outside of the bi-weekly schedule) I talk with a very special person, a dedicated advocate for survivors, Emma Katherine. Emma is the host of the “Imagination Podcast,” where she gives survivors a safe, accepting and loving space to share their stories. When meeting Katherine, I was so intrigued with why she was so passionate about us survivors. As a child, I dreamt of meeting friends as an adult who would believe me and listen to me. A lot of you are a dream come true. I also thought my family was the ONLY family in the world who did these evil things! I asked Emma to join us so I could openly ask about her passion towards advocating for survivors as some well as her thoughts on the topic. We also talk about how her experience has been since opening up a podcast about this dark topic. I experienced satanic ritual abuse (or ritual abuse), but have not done much studying of its origins as I've been so busy healing. I'm now at a point in my recovery where I can see how wide spread this is, and Emma helps explain and show this to us. Thank you Emma for having us survivors’ backs and for coming on “She Got Away”! The children love you too! I’ll be back Monday, June 24th with Episode 6: I’ll probably be talking about my years in denial. I’ll see you then! Much love, Kibbi
Below are links so you can find Emma! The Imagination Podcast Instagram- https://www.instagram.com/yourimaginationisreal/?hl=en Emma Katherine/ The Imagination Podcast Twitter: https://x.com/theemmapreneur The Imagination Podcast Rumble https://rumble.com/c/c-2872106 The Imagination Podcast Youtube https://www.youtube.com/ @theimaginationpodcast The Imagination Podcast Tik Tok https://www.tiktok.com/discover/the-imagination-podcast
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Hi friends! This week I dive into my faith after religious abuse. My faith is constantly changing as I navigate life after satanic ritual abuse and religious abuse. I'm very grateful to be able to connect with my higher power after 17ish years of denial, 17 years of putting my faith on a book shelf. I could talk about this topic for a long time, I love faith! Today, I revisit childhood and my relationship with good verses evil, how I put my faith on a shelf during my years of denial, and how I regained faith in order to escape the cult and recover. My favorite part of faith is my relationship with my higher power, whom I choose to call God, or Our Creator. The only one I fully trust. The only source that I trust enough to to give my will too. His way, not mine. Much love. Kibbi
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Hi friends! This week I do a half hour dive into my journey with dissociative identity disorder, or D.I.D. It's a long story, but as always, I do my best to sum it up for you! This week I explain how my D.I.D. was formed, how I discovered it and what I did to overcome it by coming out of the state of confusion I was once in. I briefly explain my once 3 separated personas, Kibbi, Paige and Tuna. This is only my experience with D.I.D. and everyone's is different! This podcast will now be bi-weekly but still released on Mondays, only every other Monday! (4pm PST) Much love, Kibbi
Below are my socials and a few free resources:
Tik Tok Sharing Story: https://www.tiktok.com/@kibbi.linga
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga?igsh=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
Art instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga.art/
Art Website: www.kibbilinga.com
Art Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kibbilingaspillsart/
Twitter: https://x.com/KibbiLinga
FREE resources for childhood trauma or sexual abuse:
Adult Children of Alcoholics and Dysfunction (12 steps) https://adultchildren.org
Survivors of Incest Anonymous (12 steps) https://siawso.org
National Sexual Assault Hotline: 1-800-656-4673 (U.S.)
RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network): www.rainn.org
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Hi friends! Today I'm sharing with you a little of my process of going from denial to truth, mostly in 2019, as a satanic ritual abuse survivor. It was quite a journey, and I'm so grateful I get to share it with you. I love the topic of "denial." It's another topic I don't think society talks a lot about! I could talk about denial for hours and hours, I know how powerful it can be. And I love truth! Thanks for listening! Xx Below I have linked my socials, art website and interview with Kelly:
Tik Tok Sharing Story: https://www.tiktok.com/@kibbi.linga
Interview with Kelly Dillon in April, 2024:
https://youtu.be/x1Z4bgoenIM?si=MaerZ34Y1LOEQNhx
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga?igsh=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
Art instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga.art/ Art Website: www.kibbilinga.com
Art Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kibbilingaspillsart/
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Hi, I’m Kibbi! Join me on episode 1 of "She Got Away.” I’m so glad you’re here! During this episode, I’ll introduce myself, briefly go over the meaning and controversy around this type of abuse, give you a basic timeline of my life as a survivor, and answer some common questions from you guys! I’m really excited to be here as it was a childhood dream to become older, an artist, and “tell on my mom.” Although excited, I’m nervous too, as I’m breaking the silence about my own family. Welcome to the beginning of my journey of speaking out about of my experience with Ritual Abuse. Each episode I will continue to answer or re-answer questions from you guys, and I’d love to hear your questions, too! This show comes out weekly, Mondays at 4pm PST. Much love. <3 Kibbi
Links:
Tik Tok Sharing Story: https://www.tiktok.com/@kibbi.linga
Interview with Kelly Dillon in April, 2024: https://youtu.be/x1Z4bgoenIM?si=MaerZ34Y1LOEQNhx
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga?igsh=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
Art instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kibbi.linga.art/
Art Website: www.kibbilinga.com
Art Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kibbilingaspillsart/
Twitter: https://x.com/KibbiLinga
