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NAIMAKIKAZARI - Naruse rears his ugly jealous beast 3.0 and itâs perfect and cool as usual. DUHH
NAIMAKIKAZARI MANGA
The story is getting goooooood. Im actually narrating it this time so it will be somewhat better. My point is to improve so letâs try and do that.
If you like manga, basketball manga, romance manga, high school manga, then this is probably one of the most popular and no one has narrated it yet and theres no anime soooooo LETS DO THIS TOGETHER.
This video is a preview for tonights chapter. I MIGHT DO 2. if I do two the second will be rough af. But it looks like a fun one so we shall see.
CHAPTER 21 IS VERY DRAMATIC.
letâs get through it together lol.
www.youtube.com/@sexcult1 Just come to the live area i will prob have technical issues for 15 mins. So 12.15am XOXO
Love Verity and DJ Foxy Moron who made the video xoxo. Ill be reading for around one hour. until 1.15am (ISH)if i do chapter 22 then 30 mins longer. or less 20 mins.
See u in 10-20mins
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A NON-FEMINIST FIGHTS FOR HARDCORE FEMINIST RIGHTS 1.0
A man walks into a diner in Germany,
and walks straight up to the waitress and says to her âIâll have a coffee without cream please.â The waitress looks at him and with a smirk says. âWell, Iâm sorry sir, but we donât have any cream. But we have milk, so, you can have a coffee without milk?â At that, they both laugh and the scene ends. That is a metaphor for feminism for me.
And that is the reason why I know being a feminist will never get us anywhereâŠ.Itâs process is literally a joke. Time to think of another way that doesnât leave us âwithoutâ all the time, in a âcomicalâ or maybe delusional, way.
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PROPAGANDA
The above video was my first attempt to make propaganda. It started to go viral on YouTube almost instantly and I was completely banned from YouTube with refusal of giving me back any of my hundreds of videos of content and never allowed to use the platform again (with the same phone number and email). Why?
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DIDDY ISSUES
Puff Daddy Freaks out over life senten ce imprisonment
Above is Puff Daddyâs girlfriend Cassie. I assume she is the girl being sung about in the Weekndâs track The Hills. Itâs rumoured she may have been the muse for that entire Weeknd album, Beauty behind the Madness. She was also the first lady to take Diddy to court for Rape, intitally being called a liar by most including Kim Kardashian, however, not any more.
Your man on the road he doing promo (Diddy)
You said keep our business on the low low
Iâm just trynaâ get you out the friend zone
âCause you look even better than the photos
- ie. The photos Diddy was sending around to everyone starring Cassie having sex unwillingly with male sex workers as he masturbated and watched. Diddy, did this often to many women, circulating the pictures of his ventures via text from what he called his Freak-off parties, to his greater circle of friends and enemies too.
- Lyrics from The Hills by The Weeknd
(the lyrics in the video above are wrong for problematic. But they are close enough, and you can just hear the correct lyrics. I was being lazy and didnât make a new video but the lyrics are also below this article too. I realised this track is about Puff Daddy and his freak-off crew)
The track I have posted above in the video is called PROBLEMATIC by Ye & Ty on Vultures 1. The name Vultures and itâs greater meaning speaks for itself, especially now after all has been revealed of Diddy Dearest, Sean Combâs, abuse of innocent women and men.
I loved this track so much that I did a podcast for the examination about it, deep diving into it lyric by lyric, but I thought it made me sound a little too âwhite girl,â and I decided not to post it. No one needs to hear that.
There is a line in it that caught my attention straight away. It is when Ye raps/sings, âI just fucked the world raw she need a morning after. And then the morning after..â
These lyrics haunted me, and I felt they meant more than the words being sung on track;an encrypted metaphor. So I listened harder and understood it better, but the spiritual understanding of it came as soon as I first heard it. Itâs sadness and portrayal of a fearful revelation, perfectly portrayed by Ye as performed on the Vultureâs 1 track.
These lines meant something to Kanye that had alot of sadness and pain. It definitely caught my attention enough to dissect the whole track. And this is what the track portrays, in my opinion..
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TOTAL
WAR
Why did I love her? And why do I not now?
Well, maybe because that time is over for me? Possibly I donât need to hear the message Lana Del Rey has to give anymore?
I donât think Lana Del Rey even needs to hear the message that Lana Del Rey has to give anymore, because Lana Del Rey is probably dead. Or so it seems...
That look in Lizzyâs eye during the Coachella show this year, I knew she didnât mean it anymore. Lana Del Rey was NOWHERE to be seen in those eyes. She looked very uncomfortable âweekend at bernie-ingâ this Lana Del Rey character that once came so naturally to Lizzy Grant.
I know that will be the last time we see Lizzy Grant try to perform the already deceased Lana Del Rey ever again. Unless sheâs some kind of masochist.
That Laura Palmer time of both myself and Lizzyâs lives is over. We are all dead now, we all saw that angel on a string as fake as those vipers dressed in empaths clothing. We all wondered aimlessly into a new world through force, not of our own will.
Furthermore, us lonely women all entered that world by force anyway, and it tormented us as part of some ignorant bargain we had made with it. At first, it caused us many a mood swings and feelings that could lead to killing people for asking a question. We never really became apart of that world either, not completely, still feeling like an outsider. The Lana Del Rey world Iâm talking about that is.
The Lana Del Rey world, can also be called the Marilyn Monroe world, the Princess Diana world, the Molly Bloom world. And woman who felt power like it was a hit of a very addictibe drug once and stopped at nothing to get it back and keep it under your control (which you can never do so you are doomed from the start).
That is what Iâm talking about when I say Lana Del Rey world, and you must play a version of yourself to remain in this world, you canât be yourself naturally. This has been what Lana Del Rey has represented for me all these years.
In parallel Iâve been living in this world side by side with Lana for a long time. Ive been in denial, but this came to an end maybe three years ago and I finally got shoved onto a path of re-discovery about one year ago, and Iâve been on a journey ever since to figure out where Iâm at now.
I have an idea and itâs not the most fun but itâs me and Little Danica and that is never that bad, as long as we are together. (My inner child).
All the lonely women can play these characters very well, but the world always won in the end.
Thatâs why Iâm here now writing this blog, and thatâs why Laura Palmer was in that red room with the angel and thatâs why Lana Del Rey was on that stage in Coachella performing really badly. Thatâs why we are all here now laughing, no longer in denial.
But will I ever feel as excited about life as I felt in that world? I think about this question a lot, and it seems unlikely. This makes me sad.
Will Lana, will Taylor, did Laura Palmer? She is the only dead one out of all of us, however, sheâs also not a real human being. I donât have the capacity to even fathom a metaphor for that right now.
I want to take a closer look at the slow death of Lana Del Rey as a case study and maybe find some answers in it for me and how to get to the end of this seemingly endless journey.
Lana released an album in 2020/21 called Blue Banisterâs. As a real life case study example of what this change does to someone and how humanly fucked it can be at first until we get used to the light, Iâm going to take a look at this album, which I think was Lana Del Reyâs good bye album. Also look at some performances at the beginning and at the death of Lana. And those times in Lizzyâs career as Lana Del Rey where she just couldnt become that character for whatever reason that day, and the struggle she endures while trying in front of a audience of watchers on.
Playing a character that is not who you actually are can serve its purpose, while it serves its purpose. But over staying its welcome can land you straight back down into the cave again watching the shadows and thinking they're realâŠâŠâŠDELUSION SETS IN EVENTUALLY.
BECOME HUMAN
From Birth to Death///LANA DEL REY
Case Study///
This secions is referring to the second video below
This was the first time Lizzy Grant introduced the world, on a larger scale, to the exciting and fucked up character of Lana Del Rey. A character she played phenomenally for many years before and after this performance. Some days, I could tell she just didnât have it in her to become Lana, i.e., Lizzyâs first Saturday Night Live appearance as Lana Del Rey:
(SNL appearance in video below. Lizzy struggles to become Lana on this night early in her career).
That aside, and only one of a few bad performances of Lana Del Rey. In the video below, Lizzy literally transforms into Lana on this night for a long time, bats swinging, singing with vengeance in this performance. The words and experiences of Lana Del Rey so perfectly tacky, becasue they are honest and uncool and portraying perfectly that feeling powerful people have on young beautiful girls. Itâs intoxicating and the lonely girls will compromise all their foundational boundaries to get a piece of it. To get that next hit.
Lizzy beauitfully stayed in character of Lana for the next 10 years after this performace, inspiring all the lonely girls that were stereotypically not stereotypical around the world listening to her. (For better or for worse).
Lana Del Rey takes centre stage here and on into the future. Representing all the lonely women, still alive and those now dead, that came before us.
LIZZY GRANT PRESENTS LANA DEL REYâS INTRODUCTION TO THIS WORLD. A STAR IS BORN.
This performance encompasses everything Lana Del Rey stood for, honesty, provocative language and concepts, the darkness, beauty, dysfunctional powerful men, the innocence and the sadness of the beautiful tragic woman. Not forgetting the loneliness also of the beautiful tragic woman, the loss of power, denial and most importantly the uniqueness of this woman too.
And of course, the video games.
THE VIDEO GAMES ARE NO MORE
The video below displays what I think will be the last time Lizzy Grant plays Lana Del Rey, or attempts to anyway. This performance tells me that Lana may have died a long time ago.
Lyrics from her last album also suggesting so. Lyrics such as:
Whenâs it' gonna be my turn? âŠ..Donât forget me..
These words conveying her need to for Lana to die, while also conveying her fear of being forgotten at the same time. (The reason why she held on long after Del Rey was already dead).
As you will hear in this next video, she literally sings the track, Thereâs a Tunnel Under Ocean Blvd.
This Coachella performance (or part of it) below, was half Lizzy Grant, half undead Lana Del Rey, and itâs a right mess.
The album before âTunnel,â called Blue Banisters, I knew was Lana Del Reyâs last real goodbye album. It was perfect. Lanaâs best work besides Honeymoon, which is on par with Blue Banisters (both unpopular albums of hers).
This death is especially heard during track three, called Arcadia. A song indicating that Lana is going to heaven, after giving a big fuck you to America on her way out.
âIâm leaving like as I was 5 foot 8, west of bound, plus the hate, that they gave, by the way, thanks for that, on my way, Iâll pray for ya. You will need a miracleâŠ..America.â -
Arcadia LDR.
LIZZY GRANT PRETENDING LANA IS STILL ALIVE
She may have realised Lana is dead dead by now, but the show still had to go onâŠâŠand it didâŠ
This is a dismal show for a main stage, headline artist Coachella performance. However, Lizzy can not help it, Lana is just dead and gone.
Lizzy probably didnât discover this until she was on stage. Thatâs kind of a nightmare, though. However, coming out of denial is always a good thing, even though it quite often doesnât feel that way at the time.
In any case, thinking back to the masterpiece that was Lana Del Reyâs last glorious album Blue Banisterâs, and itâs beautiful track number 3 called Arcadia, celebrates the life and now aftermath of Lana Del Rey. Her departure to Arcadia was equal parts a relief, bitter-sweet and a little tormenting.
WHO ARE WE AND WHERE IS OUR IDOL?
Now that Lana Del Rey is gone, we are left alone with Lizzy Grant.
âŠ..Hey Lizzy.
Who the fuck are you??!!
You ARE NOT the woman who sung, âboy, you're so dope. Your love is deadlyâŠ.â And you are not the woman who asks the boy you were dating, âI heard that you like the bad girls, honey. Is that true?â
No,no. NO!
Hmm mm. Itâs confusing to hold onto a narrative so tight for so long, only to realise it no longer exists to serve you and validate your existence anymore. Itâs a beauiotful expricne to identify with an artist so meaningfully and allowing it to guide you but it can also get toxic and lead to ther cave sitatuion also. That doesnât mean you donât badly want it to exist still. (I mean, I badly want it to exist still).
But as I said, music canât be controlled, and Lanaâs music was a narrative that is now in the past only. Itâs literally history for me now. I can no longer live alongside of it. (And hide behind it). I have a map of Arcadia on my bedroom wall now. (Iâm still trying to find her).
So whatâs nextâŠ.
This chapter, Total War, is about my Lana Del Rey days, in all their beauty and nightmares. All the colours and the darkest, dark days of my life also. This chapter is trying to tell you a story about a time in my life where I had become aware of this evil nature I possessed, but I had not labelled it âevilâ yet. I just thought it was my power, and it was to be used when absolutely needed only. (Not yet aware that it should never be used). Only when I was the victim of course! But, who was the judge and jury of that decision?
Me!
Uh huh, thatâs where things went wrong.
This chapter is a part of my non-fiction philosophical reflection about a six-year period of my life, in which I fought a war and didnât die. (But oh god did I cry). I canât say that others around me were so lucky though.
All the characters are real, but protected with fake names. Most of them. I think so, anyway.
I believe Iâm not brave enough yet to write what actually happened without hiding behind this conceptual bullshit you hear in this chapter. Concepts are like little shields to protect you from actual reality. (They are the shadows in the Cave). Concepts allow you to be general and meaningless, while sounding super deep and meaningful.
Yeah, well, it's not easy. I'm reading a book I love, and recording it as an audiobook with my commentary. It's a great book for writers, but itâs not like books on writing like the book called, On Writing. Which is a great book that I still follow the rules of right now! I cherish it.
No, this one is a bit different. The writer goes through this book about fiction narrative, suffering the same predicament the reader may be suffering at the time also. The lessons come in these creative ways she manages to evolve, intuitive practices throughout the book, practising new techniques in prose. These insights inspired by the stories she had told about herself, that had come from the section of the book before it. Pondering on how she can get vulnerable when she writes.
Anyway, It will be easier to understand if you decide to listen to the book. I'm putting it up in full once I finish it in full. If anyone is a writer, you may be particularly interested in this one. Itâs a relatively unknown book so far. I think it will continue to grow to become a classic. It is quite old now though.
In this book, in the second section, she states:
Pleasure, freedom, torment and emptiness, is what I want my writing to express. But I donât know if I ever have expressed it.
This woman is some kind of spirit animal of mine, because she really hits that identify button hard.
I love to identify with words and sentences, and itâs not hard to write sentences that people will feel a deep affiliation with though. Itâs no secret (itâs just people choose not to notice this, out of fear), that most of the time if you write from the heart, NON-CONCEPTUALLY, you will achieve this connection with the reader.
Consequently, in the search for how to become the writer, the writer of this audiobook wants to become. She accidentally becomes it, by writing about wanting to become it.
Go figure.
Maybe Lizzy and I will also stumble across ourselves soon, too. My hope is that she already has.
R.I.P Lana Del Rey
By Vivian(V)Verity
Xoxo
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Copyright Danica Conwell 2024 all rights reserved.
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MOLLYâS
EVIL. VIDEO
GAMES
Part 1 and Part 2 - I have marked where Part 2 begins if you read Part 1 last blog xoxoxox
FOR THE
LONELY GIRLS WHO
SEARCHED FOR POWER
âŠAND FOUND IT.
The podcast is a representation of the seeking of this power. By DJ Foxy/Moron.
MOLLYâS GAME âŠ.
WHAT REALLY HAPPENED BETWEEN MOLLY AND THE FBI?
So, I watched this interview this morning, obviously YouTube has been reading my WhatsApp messages, because I keep getting videos about women who have started their businesses and itâs gone wrong for them. YouTube probably has some aGENDER, to keep women in their place (I donât know really, but itâs a bit strange that I suddenly start getting fed all these horror stories, when Iâm already at the end of my rope with this start-up stress. YouTube will be there to push the chair away apparently).
There is a vast interest for labelling women (yet again), as a âwitchâ, manipulator, seductress ect.
There are still men out there beating their wives, children, boyfriends, girlfriends ect. However, we are focusing mainly in on male issues?
Oh the whole, âmen are beating and raping their wivesâ story is so laborious.
Again, we are focusing on the male problem, over the female problem ie. the high suicide rates of males. Really? You donât think women equally want to kill themselves? The rate hasnât increased for women because ITâs ALWAYS BEEN HIGH. Iâm not classified as a feminist these days because I donât align my values with 80% of theirs, but you could mistake me for being a hardcore one still. My life revolves around the healthy evolution of women but in different ways to the feminist agenda.
However, if I talk to a male about equality in the work place, and say there obviously is an over-representation of men in basically every industry. The uneducated ones will deny it with no evidence for this response because itâs undeniable.
And the educated ones will say that women donât want to work. Iâd like to know where these educated men get that statistic, because itâs a fact that 4% of 3.5 billion dollars in venture capital went to female-run start-ups last year. (Another statistic to enthral me with hope).
By and large, Iâve let my thoughts run away with me and this was not what I intended to write about, and anyway Iâll save it for a book Iâm thinking about writing (what seems like it could be a book anyway). A book on modern misogyny. I want to include the many creative ways it is playing out in society today, and the not-so-creative ways. But hey! The good old-fashioned ways still work boysâŠâŠ.mahahahahaww.
A non-feminist writing an extremist feminist book. Well, it is what it is.
I was GOING to write, in this blog, about a woman called Molly, and why I thought she was a lying, manipulative whore.
So, I shall continue to do soâŠ
(jk) I was watching episode after episode yesterday of A Diary of a CEO. A show I will say is really trying not to be misogynistic. They are obviously going out of their way to represent females equally to the men they interview, which can come off patronising, however, if I write this the uneducated male will say, âyou damned if you do and you damned if you donât.â âŠâŠ..No, there is a way for this to work without being patronising or misogynisticâŠâŠI promise you there is.
I know this is a marketing strategy to get the females on his side, because he is young and a millionaire; one can lose touch with reality living in a dream.
Down here on earth, where there are frustrated educated women the situation isnât so easily remedied. Alot of women would disagree with me, their response being, âwell, at least heâs trying.â To that I would reply, âHave you heard of the term, âtry hard.â A âtry hardâ never helps anything, itâs a form of people pleasing, which ACTUALLY IS a form of manipulation. (Donât get me started on the rampant gaslighting going on at the moment).
Dr Peter Attia is a hormone doctor from America. (He is friends with Rick Rubin and is using that Andrew Huberman idiot to piggyback some traction off of; good on him). I cried (not heavily lol, just brought happy tears to my life) when I heard him criticising the dodgy science around the treatment of menopause. And No, I didnât have PMS, I am overcome with emotion when I see extraordinary occurrences or legitimately sad things. The situation with female health is sad, women are dying because of it. But save Palestine! Your mother is a woman, your sister is a woman and this is your family, and these companies are attempting to kill them by not attending to their health issues or just not caring. There are so much unnecessary suffering from women going on out there right now. This issue will always be the most important issue.
Iâm human, and Iâm not a sociopath.
Dr Peter Attia describes the science around the menopause studies, the worst blunder in medical history ever (well, since hysteria and the whole burning witches thingâŠ..However, it is just as corrupt).
This is the video that made me cry seeing a male stand up to the patriarchy for us. So well.
What is the difference between The Diary of a CEO (TDOACEO) host and Dr Peter Attia? For starters, maturity and life experience. Dr Attia is older, has daughters, and is a hormone doctor, his understanding of women and his education levels combined make for an unbiased and informed opinion on just about anything. One of the only benefits of a formal university education, if you donât think you are born with the gift of critical thought, you have to learn to think this way, by writing essays. Some people may be born with an intellect capable of picking up this kind of thinking without education or practice, but most are not.
People in the business world deal with a different kind of smart, and itâs the kind of smart that allows you to become a millionaire and stay there, only on the up. (Mostly, but even Warren Buffet has had his bad years).
I love when millionaires say, âonce you make your first million, itâs easy to make more after that.â Like they are saying something super intuitive, but really itâs quite obvious why it would be easy to make more after your first millionâŠâŠ..Because you have a million dollars and the wisdom of how you came to acquire that million dollars to make more.
As I said, itâs a DIFFERENT kind of smart. However, itâs the kind of smart that runs our world currently and there is no room for any other smarts when it comes to money, power and glory.
Itâs a similar thinking to that of chess or poker. How can I outthink the guy next to me. Itâs a game, a competition and are you good at video games?
I heard you like the bad girls honey
Is that true?
-Lana Del Rey Video Games
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This brings me to the real-life âLana Del Rey type,â who I saw interviewed on the TDOACEO (the diary of a ceo) last night.
It was a great interview with a woman who was born to a family with no money, her brothers were high achievers at school, and she was not.
But she was emotionally intelligent and was âborn to run,â as Bruce Springsteen would describe it.
PART 2
PART 2
This brings me to the real-life âLana Del Rey type,â who I saw interviewed on the TDOACEO last night. It was a great interview with a woman who was born to a family with not much money, her brothers were high achievers at school, and she was not.
But she was emotionally intelligent and was âborn to run,â as Bruce would describe it.
Mollyâs story is very entertaining because it involves all the usual things that an interesting story contains. Mystery, âthe outsiderâ who gets to see the inside, the rich and famous, âthe eliteâ, violence and verdict.
You may have seen the film, Mollyâs Game. I have never heard of it, but I gave up on the film industry, Hollywood especially, a long time ago. Plus, even though the book sold 10 copies only, I think the story is meant to be told live. It was very engaging as told in narrative by Molly herself. I always prefer the story from the source to itâs book interpreted narrative, Mollyâs story still had spin told by her, but I like hearing people tell their story. The most ordinary seeming person also has an engaging story, itâs how you tell it and how much it effected you in how well or not well it is received. It has to mean something to be engaging.
However, if the narrative is real enough to trick my brain into thinking it is real, thatâs probably propaganda, and I do love propaganda as much as itâs ruined my life. However, if I have been tricked into thinking itâs real, then this simply means that itâs a super competent narrative.
While I liked partially listening in on this story Molly was telling, there were quite a few holes in it. I understand she probably had time pressures, which may have accounted for all the âcut to the chaseâ jumps in story.
I would have enjoyed the story more if the subtle linear notes had also been included, not just the action scenes. However, even the stories she does get to tell about her roller coaster ride of a nightmare experience with a semi-predictable outcome, are very engaging. (Predictable to me now as a mature adult, but this narrative was one that played out in my life many times over when I was 20 to 27, ignorant to or not caring about the end result).
MOLLY TELLING HER STORY IN A SHORT
I could tell which stories were the truth and which stories were glazed over a little to make herself seem more heroic. However, the truthful narratives could have been just as heroic, but it would have put Molly in a place of anti-hero or a human being, which possibly is too much for Hollywood or the entertainment industry.
In my favourite films, the main character usually is just as evil as their enemies. And most great films I know play to this narrative.
Most humans I know who I admire are evil. Evil is honest.
Itâs starts off as a very Lana Del Rey-esque storyline, it reminds me of that song Lana has that goes:
When I was a waitress wearing a tight dress, handling the heat
I wasn't famous, just listening to Kings of Leon to the beat
Like, look at how I got this
Look how I got this, just singing in the street
Down at the Men in Music Business Conference
I felt free 'cause I was only 19
Such a scene
White Dress is the name of that song, however, not the only relevant comparison. Compatible also, is Lanaâs mysterious relationship with Harvey Weinstein and her intoxication on his lifestyle and power he possessed. She obviously grasped onto this power very strategically. Itâs all very reminiscent of the start of Mollyâs story.
Molly gets invited to be a waitress at a poker game in LA with her boss who she thought was firing her, and he was, but ends up giving her another job at this exclusive poker game instead, because he liked her personality. Attendees of this poker game included Leonardo DiCaprio, Ben Affleck, various billionaires, well-known bankers and movie producers, basically a very âeliteâ group of men.
This âelite vibe,â was like a narcotic to Molly, and she instantly (as women usually do to get their way), learnt how to manipulate the men in the situation in order to groom them and make her presence in their life feel indispensable. The art of seduction comes to mind. (Ok maybe not all women would think to do this, but the few who want more to life then is offered to us as women would).
I donât know enough women to know this for sure, but Iâm pretty sure all women have done this at least once In their lives to some varying degree. I did to a very dangerously high degree, and I wasnât messing around. I was in full seduction manipulation mode and I got the job done. However, much like Molly, the ending to the story was less than ideal.
Mollyâs narrative plays out like a semi well-written Netflix original movie script, because I do believe sheâs decided to tell the myth over the actual story. I believe that in the actual story, Mollys completely evil from day one to when sheâs sitting in that chair on TDOACEO being interviewed by the ignorant misogynist (lol Im kidding I donât think that about him, however boys like him need to watch their actions when dealing with female issues. Itâs akin to âpositive racismâ).
A woman who goes that far for power, canât be a good person. This is played out well also by Lana Del Rey, with lyrics like:
You talk lots about God
Freedom comes from the call
But that's not what this bitch wants
Not what I want at all
I want money, power and glory
I want money and all your power, all your glory
Hallelujah, I wanna take you for all that you got
And Molly did take these men for all they got. Molly was determined and went on to do the impossible in New York City (NYC) some years later. However, I can completely understand how she made it possible. The pursuit of power is like no other, and you will always find yourself going against everything you ever stood for to get it.
When Mollyâs LA poker waitressing/ event holding job came to an end, she goes to university in the city. However, she wasnât done with the power poker world yet, still not having hit rock bottom on the power drug yet, the cravings worsened. Molly couldnât stand to go on as a regular human after such a thrill. Also, the thought that itâs still all going on out there without her, was enough drive to get exactly what she wanted and also didnât want.
Molly knows no one in NYC when she arrives, and she goes from knowing no one to holding $250,000 buy-in poker games only reserved for the most powerful poker players in NYC.
Iâm thinking at this point, this woman doesnât give a fuck about poker. She uses this knowledge that powerful rich people play poker, to meet the rich and powerful and groom them.
By this point, she knows the power drug is the real reason why sheâs taking these huge, mostly illegal risks but is probably being clouded by mania. She also starts stepping on the toes of the Italian Mafia, who eventually come visit her and bash the fuck out of her for doing so.
When you need power, you will get to places and do things most people would find impossible or just very dangerous, to have it. Think about a junkie, ever watched Trainspotting?
Iâve been there with chasing that power drug, I have this theory that the non-chemical based addictions are so much more worse than the chemical ones. Because denial is much higher in these cases, because the reasons for taking such huge fatal risks in your life and hurting people is not as obvious as shooting up Heroin. And there is a answer to how to get off Heroin, thereâs no rehabs for a power addiction. But there are many women who have one, and we are all very dangerous people to know at our peak. Mostly to ourselves, and our boyfriends. (Poor boyfriends).
I have done the impossible, and I've been that person to get to where I want to be, despite the haters and the odds stacked against me. The hunt for power is boundless, and it knows no limits. But are your intensions good or bad? Thatâs where we hit a cross road and things start to pan out very differently.
Hallelujah, I wanna take you for all that you got
So, long story short, she puts on this big $250,000 buy in game, some idiot loses 100 million dollars in this game, and the stakes start getting higher for Molly. At this point, Molly is a multi-millionaire herself and an evil bitch, as she tells the story during this period, being mean to her boyfriend (see) and the Mafia bashing her ect.
Italian mafia come at her, and so do the Feds. They freeze all of her accounts and stop her from leaving the city. She borrows money and leaves anyway and goes back to her parents, but she is arrested in Colorado shortly after she arrives by the FBI. She gets charged with a possible sentence of 90-years in jail and it stares her directly in the face.
This is where Hollywood started to take over in her narrative, in my opinion. Molly claims that they offer her a deal, they say she can keep the money (30 million dollars) and she wonât go to jail, if she tells them info about some of these billionaires that played at her games.
Molly claims NOT to have TAKEN THIS OFFER LOL. I donât think she did either. Unnecessary. She knew this straight away. Then the story goes she miraculously gets a warning instead of the 90 yearsâŠâŠ.WaitâŠ.WHAT??!
In this interview she is saying some bullshit like she would never have snitched on the billionaires, the oneâs she once groomed and manipulated and whom she described as âpety and insecure.â
Nah she LOVED THEM!
My guess, is that she would have found out what the FBI wanted, gone and called whatever billionaires they were interested in. She would have blackmailed them by saying she would give up said information on them if they didnât influence or pay a bribe to the judge, who possibly could have been at these poker games himself, there is a good chance she knew this judge who was hearing her case. But whoever she had to get to influence this verdict obviously did so, and she was saved without snitching. And I believe this was the right this to do. They shouldnât have got off scot free, they were also there playing illegally with her, so they should of helped her.
This way she gets to look like a loyal bitch to the billionaires and elite, by not snitching and the story ends in her being a woman with a heart of gold who really âcares.â
Fortunately for her, the billionaires likely ran a large sanction of the corrupt FBI to also. She would have known there were many options for her, either way.
The FBI arenât very smart. You think they would have better strategies than that to get her to talk. Seems strange. But I never underestimate a cops stupidity. No offence to the smart cops.
By the way, I canât be 100% sure this is how the original story played out, but if she hadnât thought of that, and I did in a heartbeat of hearing it, then Iâll be damned. I stand corrected, and Molly risked a 90-year jail sentence for the love and care for the billionaires. (Thatâs not even half believable.)
This story resonated with me, because I have always felt like that outsider like Molly, who was desperate to get inside for the power, doing the most nasty and abusive things to myself, and to those around me to get it. Especially to men.
This was all because of that day at Newtown High School of Performing Arts, as I stood in line to see the vice principal, as usual, to get my fraudulent early leave certificate signed off or my leave early pass with a fraudulent letter from my mother.
I knew the principalâs office very well. I was a concerning student to my principle, who thought I was wasting a spot being there because I wasnât contributing at all to any performing arts at the time. That, and I used to fight with my french teacher a lot. I really hated her, but I canât remember why. Looking back she seemed pretty cool.
My principle issues aside, I still managed to talk my high school principal into allowing me to come to school late every day at 10.30 am, because I lived so far away. (I guess I did, but as if that was her issue, she granted me this privilege though. I still donât understand why to this day. I should have been a lawyer really).
However, on that day in particular, I forget what I was doing in the principles office that day, but it was a lot more crowded than it usually was. It must have been recess.
I was In line that day in the office at school, two people were ahead of me, when I looked over to this senior who looked like Drastic from Heartbreak High. He was staring at me really intensely. I didnât know what to think, boys in my own year at high school showed no interest in me whatsoever, the opposite! So I wasnât used to this attention. It became obvious to me, why he was staring at me and I was hit with this blast of power throughout my brain, by the fact that in that moment, I possessed a massive amount of power over this senior boy.
I think the boys in my own year never showed any interest in me, because the popular girls from my year hated me and I was considered social suicide to show any interest in. Lol.
However, the senior boys and girls didnât know me, so I continued to target senior boys from that day onwards and lead them on until they got tired of me and realised I was just a tease. I guess I was, but it was worth it, it made my life worth living, but it was probably the beginning of my hate for men. Because I just started seeing them as a tool I could use to get power from and they ceased to become human to me anymore after a while.
That power that came over me, by Kieran (The Drasic guy, I ended up knowing his name for he was also in the principles office a lot too, he was a bad boy lol), checking me out super intensely, was actually something I was really scared to explore, even though I really wanted to. Thankfully, I didnât have the confidence to explore it too deeply during high school or my teen years. (Which Iâm thankful for, because being a stupid teen seeking that kind of power from men, could have got me into some dangerous situations).
However, that hit of power I felt as a 13-year-old girl, NEVER left me and when it came to the right time to start hunting it again, I still didnât really have the confidence to pursue it to itâs full capacity, but the amount I did pursue it, accounted for my intense Xanax addiction for 10 painful years, starting at 21 years old.
That first power hit was brutally intoxicating and it set me on a path to find this sense of power anywhere and anyhow I could ending in PTSD, death and just nothingness. It was truly the beginning of the end for me.
I chased that power for a good 18 years after that incident and it nearly killed me; I'm surprised every day I'm still alive. Especially after the dark predator years, with my Dr Evil-esque need for WORLD DOMINATION. This was my whole life up until only a couple of years ago.
I do believe Molly being put in her place by the law and the Italian mafia humbled her, and I donât blame her one bit or judge her for doing what she did and seeking that power. Iâm glad she did. What was the alternative? Live a normal boring life? Thereâs no competition for which choice wins for women like Lana, Molly or I. We always take the latter, just in different ways.
I probably always will, just maybe for different reasons these days. Ill choose the good path over the evil one, itâs much more substantial.
Open up a beer
And you say, "Get over here
And play a video game"
It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you wanna do
I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It's better than I ever even knew
They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody, is loving you
Well, babyâŠ
NOW, you do.
-Lana Del Rey
Video Games
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MOLLYâS
GAME âŠ.
WHAT REALLY HAPPENED BETWEEN MOLLY AND THE FBI?
So, I watched this interview this morning, obviously YouTube has been reading my WhatsApp messages, because I keep getting videos about women who have started their businesses and itâs gone wrong for them. YouTube probably has some aGENDER, to keep women in their place (I donât know really, but itâs a bit strange that I suddenly start getting fed all these horror stories, when Iâm already at the end of my rope with this start-up stress. YouTube will be there to push the chair away apparently).
There is a vast interest for labelling women (yet again), as a âwitchâ, manipulator, seductress ect.
There are still men out there beating their wives, children, boyfriends, girlfriend ect. However, we are focusing mainly in on this. Oh the whole, men are beating and raping their wives story is so laborious. Again, we focus in on the male problem, over the female problem. Iâm not actually classified as a feminist these days because I donât align my values with 80% of them.
However, if I talk to a male about equality in the work place, and say there obviously is an over-representation of men in basically every industry. The uneducated ones will deny it with no evidence for this response because itâs undeniable.
And the educated ones will say that women donât want to work. Iâd like to know where these educated men get that statistic, because itâs a fact that 4% of 3.5 billion dollars in venture capital went to female-run start-ups last year. (Another statistic to enthral me with hope).
By and large, Iâve let my thoughts run away with me and this was not what I was intended to write about, and anyway Iâll save it for a book Iâm thinking about writing (what seems like it could be a book anyway), a book on modern misogyny. I want to include the many creative ways it is playing out in society today also, and the not-so-clever ways. But hey! The good old-fashioned ways still work boysâŠâŠ.mahahahahaww.
A non-feminist writing a extremist feminist book. Well, it is what it is.
I was GOING to write, in this blog, about a woman called Molly, and why I thought she was a lying, manipulative whore.
So, I shall continue to do soâŠ
(jk) I was watching episode after episode yesterday of A Diary of a CEO. A show I will say, is really trying not to be misogynistic. They are obviously going out of their way to represent females equally to the men they interview, which can come off patronising, however, if I write this the uneducated male will say, âyou damned if you do and you damned if you donât.â âŠâŠ..No, there is a way for this to work without being patronising or misogynisticâŠâŠI promise you there is.
I know this is a marketing strategy to get the females on his side because he is young and a millionaire; one can lose touch with reality.
Down here on earth, where there are frustrated educated women, some of us might be watching this show and thinking a push this obvious to benefit women to keep things âequal,â between the sexes, he isnât realising is coming off a touch patronising. Some would reply, (if they could read minds, because the comment before was just a thought, not a statement), âwell, at least heâs trying.â To that, I would reply, âHave you heard of the term, âtry hard.â A âtry hardâ never helps anything; itâs a form of people pleasing, which ACTUALLY IS a form of manipulation. (Donât get me started on the rampant gaslighting going on at the moment).
Dr Peter Attia is a hormone doctor from America. (He is friends with Rick Rubin and is using that Andrew Huberman idiot to piggyback some traction off of; good on him). I cried (not heavily haha just brought happy tears to my life) when I heard him criticising the dodgy science around the treatment of menopause. And No, I didnât have PMS, I am overcome with emotion when I see extraordinary occurrences or legitimately sad things. The situation with female health is sad, women are dying because of it. But save Palestine! Your mother is a woman, your sister is a woman and this is your family, and these companies are attempting to kill them by not attending to their health issues or just not caring. There are so many unnecessarily suffering from women going on out there right now. This issue will always be the most important issue.
Iâm human, and Iâm not a sociopath.
Dr Peter Attia describes the science around the menopause studies, the worst blunder in medical history ever (well, since hysteria and the whole burning witches thingâŠ..However, it is just as corrupt).
This is the video that made me cry seeing a male stand up to the patriarchy for us. So well.
What is the difference between The Diary of a CEO (TDOACEO) host and Dr Peter Attia? For starters, maturity and life experience. Dr Attia is older, has daughters, and is a hormone doctor, his understanding of women and his education levels combined make for an unbiased and informed opinion on just about anything. One of the only benefits of a formal university education, if you donât think you are born with the gift of critical thought, you have to learn to think this way, by writing essays. Some people may be born with an intelet capable of picking up this kind of thinking without education or practice, but most are not.
People in the business world deal with a different kind of smart, and itâs the kind of smart that allows you to become a millionaire and stay there, only on the up. (Mostly, but even Warren Buffet has had his bad years).
I love when millionaires say, âonce you make your first million, itâs easy to make more after that.â Like they are saying something super intuitive, but really itâs quite obvious why it would be easy to make more after your first millionâŠâŠ..Because you have a million dollars and the wisdom of how you came to acquire that million dollars to make more.
As I said, itâs a DIFFERENT kind of smart. However, itâs the kind of smart that runs our world currently and there is no room for any other smarts when it comes to money, power and glory.
Itâs a similar thinking to that of chess or poker. How can I outthink the guy next to me. Itâs a game, a competition and are you good at video games?
I heard you like the bad girls honey
Is that true?
-Lana Del Rey Video Games
This brings me to the real-life âLana Del Rey type,â who I saw interviewed on the TDOACEO (the diary of a ceo lol) last night.
It was a great interview with a woman who was born to a family with no money, her brothers were high achievers at school, and she was not.
But she was emotionally intelligent and was âborn to run,â as Bruce Springsteen would describe it.
MOLLYâS GAME IS TBC NEXT BLOGâŠ.
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BORN FREE
IN THE NEW WORLD ORDER
- COMING DIRECTLY TO YOUR FROM YOUR SMART
PHONE (i assume)
Summarizing (in fairly clear English)
Slavoj ĆœiĆŸek, gives a YouTube lecture that is relatively short, on freedom, and I will summarise
each paradigm withinâ this blog
I sped the dialouge in the video up, obviously. Just reiterating.
I will also give some opinions or agree/disagree
However, first, I will present some quotes I love from ĆœiĆŸek so if you donât know him this will give you some what of an introduction.
If you are unaware of the kind of philosopher Zizek s and what perspective he comes from (he is one of the great philosophers of our time and is still alive and is from Slovenia, which is a very forward-thinking area of the world in my opinion), hopefully, these quotes will give you an idea of who he is and his position politically.
He is a Marxist and probably an atheist of some kind, and he is a lover of German philosopher Hegel (Phenomenology of the Spirit), and psychologist Sigmund Freud (a love we share; Freud is very important in my opinion):
ZIZEK SAYS:
âPerversion is to be looked down upon, but hysteria is celebrated instead.â
âBill Gates and Elon Musk are the truly dangerous ones in my opinion. All they want is socialism.â
âExperts are by definition the servants of those in power; they donât really think, they just apply their knowledge to problems defined by the powerful.â
âThe proper way for the woman to test the manâs love is thus to âbetrayâ him at a crucial moment in his career.â
âAnd this is what we should do today when we find ourselves bombarded with sensationalised images of violence, war and conflict. We need to âlearn, learn, and learnâ what causes this violence.â
âA BREAKTHROUGH HAS TO APPEAR AS EVIL FIRST. EVERYTHING IS EVIL IN ITâS FIRST STAGESâ
- SLAVOJ ZIZEK: Giving a lecture on Adam and Eve, evil and knowledge at NYU. (With a feminist lecturer who (from what I could tell) lived in Brooklyn Williamsburg. She was the cause of it getting super white and politcally correct and causing all the interesting people to move to Austin or thereabouts)
A LETTER TO NYU BY VIVIAN V
DEAR NEW YORK UNIVERSITY CIRCA NINE YEARS AGO, Can I just condemn you please NYU? Circa nine years ago, for having all men ask Zizek questions (which is fine) and then, as the last male asks a question, the speaker announces, âno sorry! There hasnât been any females asking questions yet, so we will go with this woman here pleaseâŠ..Please this woman wants to ask a questionâŠ..shhh.â And I assume she has comes up to the mic and then she speaks, and I wasnât watching just listening, and I hear a males voice again, and think, what the hell? Ohhhh because, it is a trans woman.
So, no females asked questions that day.
I have no dislike for the trans women, what I didn't like and what I found to be insulting and patornising about that incident, was that they made such a big deal out of allowing a female to ask a question and shirâŠâŠ..For it to not be a female. Why is it ok for men to patornise women using transwomen as their weapon to do so? Because this is what that felt like it was. I can't help but feel its a new wave of mysogony. Like, there are females in this room, but we are going to choose the woman who was born a male and make a big deal about allowing her to ask a question, but the woman born female, no we would never do this for you. You are females are all adults, you should have asked questions when you had the chance too. (Which I agree with......But doesn't that go for the transwoman as well? Don't you idiots or love equality and all that shit?).
Love V xoxo
PREDATOR
(I was nine years ago!)
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Side note concerning the snake from Adam & Eve: I think that the tree of knowledge of good and evil, is misplaced in the Garden of Eden, obviously. Is it a portal? And if this is true, is the snake constantly sitting on the edge of good and evil? How horrible this would be.
I personally feel, I have sat on the edge of good and evil for a few weeks like the snake, and while it was (kind of) bliss, a lot of the time, there was something fundamentally wrong with this cautious feeling of bliss I was experiencing.
My Pre-Frontal Cortex (PFC), which is a very strong part of my brain that monitors actively all my actions and/or choices, was talking to me, but it had been turned down. Because little did I know, I was losing feeling in my Frontal Lobe (FL), dulling the voice of my PFC, as my FL slowly went numb. By the end of (I think around) one week, (Iâm not sure though because I was fast losing track of time), I felt like I had a hole in my brain, on the left side (my left side) of my head, just above my head to the front a little (my FL).
It was so obscene, I remember texting a friend and saying, âI have a hole in my head lol.â
In any case, this I canât prove to you, you just must believe in the authenticity of my words, which I donât expect you to do.
By and large, because it had dulled the usually very active part of my life and body, my PFC, things started going down-hill very fast after that. I ended up in the ultimate place of knowledge and good and evil yet again, where the snake sat that day when the snake met Eve. Sitting on the tree of knowledge of good and evil, in psychosis, slowly being pulled down to hell by the evil of my spirit. (I donât expect you to believe this either, but it happened).
If you have ever been in a psychosis and remembered it, you would understand what I mean, but maybe never likened it to Adam and Eve (lol) metaphor/snake metaphor. I love metaphor.
There is a room in The Vatican, where the pope goes every week to worship his and their God, or whatever. The room is dominated by the snake. The snake is gliding over the top of the church ceiling in a beautiful stained-glass artwork, and the snakeâs fangs are spearing down into the sides of the stage, which is where the Pope sits, in the middle of the fangs. Behind the Pope, there is a huge (in my opinion) ugly big sculpture of what looks like Jesus raising from the dead or hell maybe, and there are all these dark figures trying to pull him back down(that was my soul during this process, and the snake was my PFC). I assume and what it looks like, is the snake is freeing Jesus from hell, like the snake freed Adam and Eve from ParadiseâŠâŠ. I donât know thatâs what I conclude.
Long story short even though itâs already long (it was the wrong guy-aiaiaiiiiiâŠ..You will only get that if you are a really big Taylor Swift fan soz), I was raised up from evil thanks to the strong reason of my PFC, and my soul at this point, is so used to listening to it, it did in the end. It rebelled at first a few times, but luckily it was talked sense into, and I came out of this hell that I had got myself into. (It was circumstantial).
How did this start: Short answer, ALOT OF EMOTIONAL PAIN. Maybe the worst melancholy and emotional pain Iâve ever been in, in my life, in very short time (5 seconds until psychosis started). It came on very fast, and I believe I probably have PTSD from it, because Iâm still recovering two years later.
Since then, the snake has always been a point of fascination for me in the parable of Adam and Eve and particularly the relationship between Eve and the Snake. My Reflection called Predator (Conwell 2024), has me explaining a six-year period of my life in which I was at war, metaphorically likening it to the relationship between Eve and the Snake and the Snakeâs relationship with reality. Iâm featuring a reading of it by Samantha, a partitioned audio book reading of my non-ficton reflection called Predator, on this podcast, chapter by chapter over the next two monthes. I only write non-fiction. I have done one chapter, a few out of order here and there, but starting from one and going through not until the end. Itâs not finished yet, well maybe it is. You tell me.
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SLAVOJ ZIZEK ON DIFFERENT PARAGDIGMS OF FREEDOM
(video for this lecture can be found on YouTube and watched before or after. Itâs of no matter)
A explanation of Slavoj Zizekâs explanation, from my perspective (however, I tried to just interpret it with no bias, if I have an opinion I will state that before I write it and you can choose to read it or not. Comment freely but not free(you must be a member to comment), if you agree or not with me or Zizek)
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INTRODUCTION - THE SLAVOJ ZIZEK HOW TO BECOME FREE LECTURE & BLOG ABSTRACT BY VIVIAN V
Zizekâs main point over all, seems to be that freedom has rules one must abide by in order to truly be free. Which is an ironic or self-contradictory point, and I think Zizek enjoys this about it.
I personally, have understood this for some time, however I have never explicitly thought about it in so many plain words, but I would always agree feverishly that discipline is freedom. Because it is! I felt it and it was beautiful. It was the beginning of my main breakdown/breakthrough I think, experiencing freedom in such a free-less existence. âI was milk without the cream.â
However, discipline allowed me to just be black coffee for a short moment or two and it was nice. Xanax, used to give me this feeling also and it used to corrupt me with power and evil-ness.
What kind of freedom do I dream of? Usually the freedom of a man. And a man may say to me he doesnât feel free, but I would reply that from observing a manâs life in comparison to mine, the man seems more free.
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Paradigm 1. FREEDOM AND LANGUAGE
Great artists, philosophers, and poetâs, especially poets, have a beautiful way of saying so much without saying the actual main point of the thing they are saying. This is usually in protest to something bigger than the person, poet, musician, artist, who is saying the beautiful metaphor non-main point thing (lol)
I was reviewing a Kanye West track called Promlematic, and one line stood out to me and made me ponder millions of words, it goes,
âI just fucked the world raw, she need a morning afterâŠâŠ..But then the morning afterâŠâŠâ
The multiple dots represent the time Kanye takes in-between singing the first line and the second line, as written. The second line he sings, isnât as confident and powerful as the first line he sings. The second line is sung with an almost defeatist sounding voice. Like, things didnât go as the way I wanted or WORSE, as Zizek is stating, they are going the way Kanye wanted.
Zizek toys with the idea that decisions have to be concrete, âdo or die,â to embody true freedom. Although, freedom comes at a cost. That cost is called, massive responsibility. And not many of us are willing to take on the responsibility of our âfreedom of choices.â
Kanye fucked the world raw, what did he expect? You do that, and if you are a fertile male, you are likely to knock the world up. And sure, you can ask the world to take a morning after pill, but what if the world leaves you hanging. What if the world decides, ânah, Im going to have this baby.â However, the world is your side bitch, and you are married man with four children waiting at home.
OR WORSE, as Zizek states, what if she does take the morning after pill (what Kanye wanted), because she donât want to have your baby, then reports the incident as rape, because she never gave you consent toâŠ..
You see where Iâm going with this.
Many, many, pathsâŠ.
I guess you can see how many words I already have got out of those two beautifully sung lines of language.
Zizek states that people donât want the responsibility of freedom when push comes to shove. They really just want to be validated BY ANYONE, that the thing they are doing that is most comfortable (probably for their ego), is the right thing to do. Most people are unknowingly not free and never will be, brutally controlled by their ego. If you are controlled, you are not free. Even by yourself.
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Paradigm 2. CAN WE CHANGE THE PAST?
We change the past by constantly re-interpreting it through art. Contingency. The French revolution.
Zizek is saying that science has been pretty convinced that freedom of choice doesnât exist. Most peopleâs choices are determined by something, usually environmental or nuture, aspects of our childhood and then into our adult lives.
Made stronger by Libet (1916) when he famously did an experiment using the scientific method, in which he would ask a random participant to push a button seemingly to their own contingency (random event, unpredictable in nature aka free will), and every time they did, there would be a slight pause in their brain half way to making the decision, and then the decision was made.
Libet, used this to prove that if a small choice like pushing a button is controlled by the neuronal processes of our brains before we make the choice, this cancels out any evidence any one human lives with free will. Because, it is the neurons in our brain making the decision not our free will. Zizek rebuts this, and I tend to agree with him.
Mostly because, I would think that a personâs neuronal processes is still them, therefore it is still technically a choice made out of THEIR free will, if no outside forces are controlling it.
Zizek rebuts somewhat differently. He uses the example of Shakespeare. Stating that Hamlet should not be seen as a work of art at face value, because we have been re-creating Hamlet for many years since Shakespeare first wrote it. The re-creation of this work, has added meaning upon meaning to it until today, we now have a piece of art because of the re-interpretation of it. But in the re-creation of this work, in all kinds of abstract ways across cultures, we are inevitably changing the past. I believe this is Zizekâs main point.
Concluding then that we canât scientifically change the past, but we literally can. (Whatever that means).
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Paradigm 3. WHY IS FEMINISM SO DIVERSE?
This question is answered by Zizek, first using a joke as the leading metaphor to make his point. (uh oh). The joke is not at all funny, and Itâs in some German film I never heard of.
Itâs used to describe feminismâs âsymbolic impactâ on women, and feminists over the years.
A man walks into a cafĂ© and asks for âcoffee without cream,â and the waitress replies, something along the lines of, âwe donât have coffee without cream. This is because, we donât have any cream. However, we have milk, so you can have coffee without milk?â
And I guess this is the punch line.
But how on earth does Zizek use this random, un-funny, yet slightly witty (if I have to say something good about it), joke, to describe feminism?
Well, very competently actually.
He is using the original black coffee as a metaphor for being a human woman. And the cream and milk, as all the variations of this woman, or of the different embodiments of what a woman can or more so, CANNOT be.
Meaning that Feminism IS always taking preference to focus on what could have been, but is not, time after time. This is symbolically, and literally, how feminists see their lives as women since becoming feminists. Feminists, tend to see their lives as symbolically a life, âwithout milk,â or, âwithout cream.â
I assume, he is concluding that this is not a productive way to be, and it is a form of self- imprisonment, Maybe, the reason why women, or feminists, have been getting more crazy and angry over the years, since attaining some freedom in the 1960âs. The being without mind frame, is seen as a loss, obviously, by the feminist. A loss is never satisfying for anyone.
Zizek goes on to use the example of scientists, who for the most part are determinists. Yet, the very nature in which they argue with each other and rebut each otherâs ideas, is symbolically an act of freedom.
Freedom of speech and thought.
He doesnât explicitly link feminist to this analogy, probably to stay on the safe side of all those angry women âwithout,â coming at him. However, I assume what he is concluding is that feminists are also able to freely express they are âwithout creamâ or âwithout milkâ etc. And by this fact, they are already exhibiting the freedom in which they continue to protest they are âwithout.â
This is a great philosophical conclusion, because it offers the audience a lot more interesting questions to ponder about women and feminism along with it. He also doesnât conclude with any matter or fact answers with this feminist question. This is because, I assume, he is a male, and by restrictions of being a male when it comes to this topic, his âfactsâ about feminism shouldnât really exist, let alone be expressed. So, he is smart by doing this and respectful to women and feminism.
However, I get the feeling he wants them to quit moaning now.
Do I agree?
Iâd like feminism to progress further than is has already today. Feminism, has the theorists waiting to progress it, but most of the time feminism rejects these progressive theorists, thus failing to progress feminism. For example, theorists like Luce Irigaray and her Difference Feminism.
Feminism, has the opportunity to set women free with Irigarayâs hypotheses, and Iâd go as far as saying, her tested theories on difference have been significantly measured and shown that this way of thinking about women and men, will work in solving the gender war, if we implement is more strongly in society. It will set women free, if they arenât already free, which letâs face it, its Zizekâs stance.
However, this is not the pathway feminism is willing to take responsibility for yet. The feminist movement today would rather dwell on the past (but I do not blame them for this, but feminism does it in a conservative way and we need progression). Feminists preferring to take the #metoo style pathway for now, which is basically preferring to stay as an embodiment of âcoffee without cream.â
And this is why personally, I no longer identify as a feminist.
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Paradigm 4. LIBERTY AND FREEDOM
HIEGEL - ABTRACT AND CONCRETE FREEDOM
Freedom is conditional. Which technically is again a contradiction to the notion of freedom of as we understand it.
Liberty is the ability to live âfreelyâ within the society you belong too.
Zizek first makes a distinction between what liberty is and what Hegelâs âconcrete freedomâ is. Concrete freedom, is the freedom we mostly practice today. It is freedom lived under the rules of the law and of the social norms which the people set for themselves. Itâs a somewhat controlled freedom, that most people enjoy.
Liberally, one can say things like, âI donât like vaccinations because I donât have the freedom to choose.â However, taking the liberty to have your vaccinations, is giving other people the ability to live freely in a world without disease and therefore, it is the right thing to do, free or not. This again, an example of concrete freedom.
A good and even more modern example of this freedom, is Jordan Petersonâs rebellion against the Canadian government, concerning transgender people and the laws that were introduced forcing people to refer to transgender people the way they want to be referred to.
(I assume either as man or woman, despite their assigned gender at birth. And I also not to be abused verbally, would be part of it, which I know Canada has had issues with when it comes to minorities in the past. The last government before that, was not treating trans people or sex workers well. She was making their lives very dangerous to live, by putting so many restrictions on sex work, we had an influx of Canadian girls come to Australia. (Sex work is a job a lot of transgender people were forced to do in Canada, because no one in 9-5 jobs would hire them, and back then there were probably no transgender brothels, so the streets where their first and last choice of hustle. This obviously comes with many dangers that escorts never have to face).
Peterson argues that this law takes away his freedom of speech and I assume choice. However, the bigger picture says to me, so I am restricted to not hate on a minority by law, well fine, I wouldnât do that even if I didnât have those restrictions/laws in place, so I canât see the harm in it. I can only see the good that underlines it. However, it is of my opinion that the more restrictions put on people by law will cause more rebellion of that law. Restrictions = chaos, this has been demonstrated time after time. And it is of my opinion this is because if a corrupt system brings in restrictions on their people it is not for the good, and this essence of the corruption is felt by the people and causes resentment and therefore a chaotic system.
However, Peterson was more focused on his loss than the loss of others in his rebellion against it but this speaks to my point, the discrimination have even got worse once this law came in and this may have been the secret point of bringing in the law in the first place. Judging by Canadaâs past governments, I wouldnât be surprised.
Nonetheless, Peterson didnât see the liberty in the implementation of this law, he wanted to exert his freedom over it.
But is true freedom when âcalled to action,â more important than the liberty of concrete freedom itself? I guess this all depends.
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Paradigm 4. FALSE FREEDOM
This is about âbig brotherâ basically. The utopian Metaverse, Cryptocurrency, China ect. Zizek is not a futurist thank God, but he might be overally cautious about technology, heâs probably right about cryptocurrency. Cryrptocurrency, probably is this perceived anonymous currency option that they are using to highly regulate everyone.
Tech talk in philosophy does bore me at this point, I havenât got to a place with it yet where it has sparked any interest in me yet.
AI singularity interests me, I really wanted to write a sci-fi about it called E.V.E. Where humans are Adam, God is maybe the Earth, the snake is still the snake, and the red apple isâŠ..
I donât know, P Diddy? It isnât a book I will write.
In any case, Zizek doesnât like where the economy is heading, he is very pessimistic about it and a self-proclaimed neurotic to the core. So, this is a typical opinion probably about ânew thingsâ by neurotic people. I am neurotic, but Iâm not so much a pessimist, but more of an ACTUALIST. I might be a techno-pessimist.
ANYWAY.
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Paradigm 5. CYNICAL REASON
This paradigm reminded me of the step in NA that I was on when I decided to give it a break. It was step 6 and it is, We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
Zizek explains, that cynical reason is when we know what we are doing wrong and how to fix it, yet we do nothing. Even going as far as to display in large ways that we know EXACTLY what is going on, publicly, yet we still do nothing.
This also reminds me of Q anon and that crew. The idea is there and the solution even, yet no one from that crew is winning a Nobel Peace Prize anytime soon. In fact, I foresee a lot more losing than winning from that crew in the future.
Zizek uses art as a scapegoat for this behaviour, he tends to pick on artists and poets, but there are much more obvious examples of cynical reason in the world in my opinion. Perhaps, thatâs the white guy philosopher in him? I only say that because, Socrates picked on artists in The Republic. Philosophers tend to have issue with artists. It might come down to something as juvenile as competition. They are all men after all.
Not that women arenât competitive, of course they are, but men are just lower in emotional intelligence is my point.
NEXT!
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Paradigm 6 â FALSE PEACE
Acts of charity will never be enough. Because it is a cure and not a prevention and obviously prevention is better than cure. Zizek also explains that it can be used as a means of corruption to hinder other cultures while benefiting from it.
We need to work together universally to put a stop to things like immigration, hunger, sexism, child slavery and dictatorship etc. We know this but we arenât going to do it because power is more of a priority for most of those who hold the power, more than âpeace.â If you havenât awaken to this fact yet, well I donât know what to sayâŠ.
Im all for dropping out of university these days, if you want to, usually it is a better idea. But got those who think peace is the war on terrorism or Ukraine winning a war against Russia (say that sentence 10 times in a row before you have one more opinion on it), or allowing immigrant into your country. Please, go back to school. This is what Zizek would explain as false peace.
Peace = What is causing immigration? How can we stop that and so on. The root cause, not the side effect of the root cause. Thatâs too temporary to be crowned as an act of peace.
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Paradigm 7. VLADIMIR PUTINâS PHILOSOPHY
Zizek says he is a danger to the world. Makes sense.
Any person or group opposing the American Government or system right now seems to be the more dangerous system now. It is becoming clear, that this could be part of the new world orderâs plan. I have believed this about Donald Trump and his âfightâ against the CIA. His very PUBLIC fight against the CIA that seems to make him more and more popular.
PROPAGANDA.
It is a beast, and it is coming for you, well it has come for you and now itâs your job to break free from it. Good luck because itâs basically impossible unless you get lucky and then when you break free from it, you got a chance in hell those around you also will, so thereâs only so much you can do as one person, if anything. So, you must sit back and observe the destruction unfold before you. Or you can also, like Lenin, go away and, âLearn! Learn! Learn!â
This has been my choice, and Iâve accepted that I will be hated mostly because I see past the propaganda. Iâve been thinking about starting a propaganda style band for the west. Like Laibach, but for the west. Make humour out of the very serious and fucked fact that the west think we are not under a fascist regime.
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Paradigm 8 - THE WAR IN UKRAINE
âNot a cold war, now it is hot peaceâ
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I
LOVE
PROPAGANDA
Propaganda is a bitch, but it works, and I like functional things. PRODUCTIVE things. I love things that deliver what they promise.
However, this is a message to the people:
(Pictures above, a page from my self-help book)
I see my â5 steps on how not to suffer,â (not the title, but itâs the marketing hook) self-help book being sold in Target, K-mart and Big W to mothers and losers.
All heart, no soul.
That's what it takes these days!
I meanâŠ..That's ALL it takes these days. No one ever wants to get better.
Lol. FunnyâŠ..No no.
They just want to be sold a narrative of Utopia that aligns with their current unaligned value system (sometimes non-existent value system..... Perfect, even better). âWeâ are making it so easy for âthemâ to take us over.
WE!! ALL ARE THE JEWS at this point.
Utopia is the Hitler.
The government is the SS.
And, Social Media and your phones are our concentration camps. Ill post this to Facebook, YouTube, and Instagram also after this because if I donât, it wonât get seen.
Next, blog will be called:
MY PIMP HAS FIRE IN HIS EYESâŠ..NO, REALLY, I SAW IT.
OR
MY PIMP CARESâŠ..NO REALLY HE DOES
Working title.
This is a chapter from my reflection Iâm ready to publish TBH. This chapter will actually be edited, but this is a first draft. It needs refining, and itâs super honest, which Iâm thinking twice about lol. But here it is anyway. In all its gore and glory.
Johnny Gore and glory. Johnny is wrong, Iâll just call him the Sadist.
Johnny Gore does rhyme with the actual personâs name. I was just going to say their real names, but I donât think Iâm that much of an evil bitch. Iâm not an evil bitch these days at all. ACTUALLY. Femcel, from 13 to 30, BUT NOT I'M RIDING HIGHER.
Between space and time.
I murdered my ego, and then he murdered my ego when he was murdered.
Vivian V xxx
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AN IMPORTANT
MESSAGE FROM
THE DEAD? HUH?
WHAT. THE.FUCK.AM.I.SUPPOSED.TO.WRITE.HERE??
This bloggers block Ive found myself in is crazy because thereâs so much to say! Like, oh my F God! Including, everything that is said on the podcast, and a lot is said, a lot was edited, and I wanted to beep a name out, but I canât be too sure if it ended up happeâŠ
-
EG0-DEATH
COACHING w/ Vivian V -
NOT TODAY HITLER
EPISODE 1 - SHIFTING QUADRANTS ASAP!
COACHING & PSEUDO-SCIENCE W/ VIVIAN V - leads to a clip you can watch more if you DARE choose!
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WELCOME TO COACHING AND PSEUDOSCIENCE w VIVIAN V
Coaching Hitler - Incels & Femels enter into "Ego Death Coaching" /w me Vivian V
I'm Vivian V and I'm a Incel and Femcel Ego Death coach, on a mission to bring in some light to these suffering beings. Therefore, making the world a better place for us all. Especially the ""Cel.
I used to be a Femcel, and I can tell you, it is a dark dark path to find yourself on! And not even a fun dark path, a literal just straight up worst time of anyone's life. Incel or Femcel, they are both equally not walking around thinking their life is just so beautiful.
I'm not sure if I even knew what Beautiful really was until I killed my Femcel Ego that fateful day in 2014. Incels and Femcels are usually very lost, miserable, resentful and manipulative people.
If they don't get help to rid the of this corrupted ego they possess, they can end up killing themselves at a higher risk level than most other personality types. While also making other people's lives around them miserable at the same time. Typically, these types, if support to start living a different way isn't given to them, they will end up with no one around them. Including themselves, which is where the suicide part will eventually come in.
WE DON'T WANT THIS.
Because there is another way, and I'm happy to take them on and coach them to move forward and slowly fall back down to reality and emerge as human once again.
I didn't realise there was another way to live until I had an accidental sober spiritual awakening when I was at the height of my pain as a Femcel.
I guess you could liken this expericne to a DMT experience, but mine didn't come from taking DMT. Mine came from the excruciating pain of being a Femcel/Predator for 15 years. This spiritual awakening and death killed my Femcel ego, and I was finally free! And the new world I entered into was so fucking beautiful, it was astonishing!
So for this, I know there's another world beyond corrupt fucked up ego driven living out there for everyone, and it's so beautiful and so cool. It's still life and its still challenging and nothing will ever be perfect! However, as a post Femcel turned Human Being, I now see life's challenges as beauty upon beauty and find gratitude in them all! It's a life void of sinicism!
This makes it hard to communicate sometimes to 90% of the population. However, it does leave me with the knowldge of how to guide a willing participant to their ego death, and I hope to achieve this every 14 sessions with Incel/Femcel.
This and I also have done a psychology at university and taken coaching lessons with the DR Kâs coaching program, learning specific coaching skills. But in no way is any advice I give on this channel to be taken as medical advice for anyone watching, if you are feeling suicidal please see a licensed professional asap.
This is posted for awareness and entertainment purposes only.
If you want to take a coaching journey with me, if you are tired of your incel/femcel ways or any life problem causing you to feel lost or suffering than please email me at [email protected].
In any case, everythign can be likened to beauty once you shed yourself of any Incel or Femcel tendencies.
Ego death is where these types of people will find any happiness or fulfilment, or belonging they seek, and I'm going to coach them to achieve being free from these kinds of beliefs about their lives. While at the same time, also reaching a personal goal. However, I assure you, they will get A LOT more than that. They will gain things they didn't even think they needed to gain, but once they have them, or killed them, they will wonder how they lived any other way.
THIS I PROM PROMISE.
Love Vivian V
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A BILLION DOLLAR
NARRATIVE
âŠâŠâŠ BUT,
DOES
IT COME AT A COST?
Taylor Swift is a Loser⊠âŠ
âŠ.Figuratively Speaking
But her daddy planned it that way.
I wonder when it was, that the penny dropped? When âtheyâ decided, âYEP, the loser is more popular than the mean girl?â
NOTE: CAN I JUST SAY THAT THE SUBTITLES ARE WAY INACCURATE AND MAKE ME SOUND LIKE A RACIST LOL. FUCKING CUNTS. THE WHOLE BROTHERS THING I DIDNT SAY that. I said Im way too uncool to hang out with those legends. They are all LEGENDS! lol. Fkin CC. Go away. lol
Had to add thatâŠ.
THE LOSER
TAYLOR SWIFT IS A
LOSER~!!
The loser is always the star of the high school movies (besides Clueless). Paris Hilton was already doing a perfect âCherâ from Clueless impression that was likeable. Furthermore, Britney Spears played a good pretty-dating-the-hot-guy, prom queen heartbreaker, so that was taken. (Oops I Did It Again⊠Lucky⊠Slave⊠Break the Ice - She was always a sex kitten babe from Oops onwards).
Yet, if you ever have watched a Paris Hilton documentary, you will see that Paris is an actual loser. Sheâs a geek! And a nerd! Who just happened to be tall, skinny, blonde, and fit that âprototype,â with an endless amount of money behind her forever more. And Andy Warhol as a mentor⊠BITCH.
No, I really like Paris. Always have. Sheâs very entertaining, and I appreciate her production of entertainment sheâs produced for the public, now for 20 years approx. Sheâs been releasing quality content for a LONG time. And I do think people are starting to realise that entertainment is a product, just as much as a physical thing is that you hold. (Maybe it's just me who has just realised that! But, Iâm a slow learner). And itâs to be acknowledged.
Then we had The Singer, but only runner-up (the Olivia to Britneyâs Taylor, so to say), Christina Aguilera. Her last name is more than one syllable and too hard to spell, âNOT WHITE ENOUGH TO BE QUEEN!!!â - I'm trying to think who it would be yelling this IRL⊠Oh! The people who decide who wins Grammys? Yes.
Pink was the rebel outcast, and Beyoncé was (at the time) the acceptable Black pop star (Apparently! However, I liked her sister Solange WAY better. Hell, I liked Tracy Chapman and Brandy WAY better).
Mandy Moore was a weird one, wasnât she? I have a theory that she wanted to be an actress but went the pop star route because sheâd rather fuck Diddy than Weinstein⊠bahahahaha.
If Mandy had a smarter PR team like Taylorâs, she could have been Taylor. ANYONE CAN BE TAYLOR. Letâs get that straight. And Taylorâs journey to be where she is now has been A LONG ROAD. This bitch, may have been born privileged from the start, but this bitch has worked. Even Suge Knight acknowledged this in a recent interview from jail (God, he really is a God. Slight chance he was sucking up to the owner of Republic Records (RR) too, to make money when he gets out or to make money now even. Stay quiet about Diddy, and get end less supply of chocolate for entire jail sentence. OR. If this owner of RR is a Freemason, they would probably get his sentence reducedâŠâŠ.Yeah prob that over the chocolate thing haha).
Thereâs a reason why Taylor is besties with Ryan Reynolds and his Gossip Girl actress âIT girlâ perfect super-rich NYC schoolgirl with a heart of gold (Serena? I forget if that was her name) wife Blake Lively. Ryan Reynolds, is an entrepreneur genius! Not just some over acted version of Deadpool. Who I also assume is leading this new era of Taylor Swift success into the âbaby billionâ dollar status it currently stands at.
Underneath it all, Taylor is a definite âKaren come Femcel,â she HAS to be, itâs why I relate to her so well. (I used to be a Femcel, I no longer identity. Iâm now a Positive Techno-Optimist).
I can see Taylor Swift being more the Aimee character of that âKim Kardashian diss-tract,â Thank you, Aimee, than Kim Kardashian (KK). KK, was always the loser out of all the Kardashian sisters, who happened to be better looking than all of them though. I doubt she was a bully, Khloe and Kourtney were, however, I never saw Kim like that. (Same story with Paris and Nicky. Paris isnât a bully, Nicky seems like a bitch). She was just standing up for her then, husband, Kanye West against a very powerful force from Taylor Swifts end to end Kanye Westâs career. Which I believe Rick Rubin fore saw and told KK
and Kanye what they should do. I donât think it was Kim, and I wish Rick Rubin would come to her defence with that. He was there! (If you donât know what Iâm talking about, see this video. And I disagree, Kim doesnât owe Taylor anything).
TAYLORâS THOUGHTS
OVER THE LAST
TWO YEARS
âPlease, Iâve been on my knees, change the prophecy. Donât want money, just someone who wants my company.â
âMy boy always breaks his favourite toys. He told me Iâm better off, but Iâm not. Iâm not⊠Iâm not.â
âNo small-town hopes and city dreams, Iâm there most of the year because I hate it here.â
âHow much sad did you think I had?â
âIn plain sight, you hid, but you are what you did. And Iâll forget you, but Iâll never forgive.â
âScreaming, âfuck you Aimee,â as the blood was gushing.â
âI love you, it's ruining my life.â
âIâll sue you if you step on my lawn because Iâm fearsome, and Iâm wretched, and Iâm wrong.â
âIâm miserable, and no one even knows!â
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These are just a few lyrics taken from a few tracks from Swiftâs latest album. If someoneâs life was this bad in their head, they would have topped themselves by now, wouldnât they? Or at least have a hideous heroin addiction.
But Taylor has not done or got either of these two things. Oh, itâs that narrative thingy. Cool. So, who is Taylor Swift?
WELLâŠ.
..I doubt we will ever know until some tell-all documentary comes out when she is well and truly irrelevant in 20 years. FINALLY, WE WILL HAVE THE ANSWERS. But will we care? Some donât care ALREADY!
I think Taylor Swift is most comparable to Suge Knight, within the music industry, except instead of a gun in her motherfucking belt, she has a watch around her neck and a killer narrative killing all her competitors one⊠by⊠one.
âWhoâs afraid of little of meââŠâŠâŠYou should be?â I guess so then!
Bang bang, smack, ouch.
In This Bizarre Twist of the Pop Culture Narrative
Taylor Swift emerges not just as a reigning queen but as a cunning (self-proclaimed explicitly) mastermind. She is definitely the new Suge Knight, orchestrating her empire with precision, her weapon of choice a meticulously crafted persona that disarms critics and seduces fans. Her lyrics paint a picture of vulnerability and heartbreak, but behind the scenes, she has a team of business minded strategic geniuses, manipulating the industry with her narrative and semi-strained (these days) smile.
Her alliances and feuds are calculated moves whispered in her ear by Raynolds and her daddy, playing her like she is the king being protected on a chessboard, where they make sure they are always ten steps ahead. The collaborations, the public appearances, the boys, the social media blitzâall pieces of a grand scheme to maintain her music career dominance and keep her competitors âoff her lawn.â
And what about the Curious Case of Taylor and Lana?
Enter Lana Del Rey, the melancholic songstress whose brand of nostalgic sadness seems worlds apart from Taylorâs polished pop aesthetic. Yet, their friendship is splashed across headlines, with Taylor ensuring the world knows they are BFFs. Why? Itâs another marketing narrative to add to her public persona, deepening it and enrching it with the depth of Lanaâs career so far. I assume Lana agreed to this, but she is worth more than that and her career shouldnât be used as a marketing tool to enrich the narrative of Taylor Swift (personally, this is my opinion). By aligning herself with Lana, Taylor taps into a different segment of the music audience, one that values authenticity and artistic depth.
Lana brings an edge to Taylorâs pristine image, lending her credibility among the indie crowd. Their union is a merger of brands, a mutual reinforcement of their personasâLana, the tragic artist, and Taylor, the versatile chameleon. Together, they create a narrative thatâs as compelling as it is calculated, ensuring that both remain at the centre of the cultural conversation.
However, this meticulously engineered reign is not without its repercussions. As Taylor Swift continues to weave her intricate web, the facade of perfection may start to show cracks. This cry for help hard not to hear from the new albumâs lyrics.
The constant reinvention and strategic alliances can lead to a perception of inauthenticity,
causing some fans to question the genuineness of her art and persona. Her calculated moves might win battles in the short term, but they risk alienating those who crave authenticity and sincerity. Moreover, the pressure to maintain her throne through such strategic means can take a toll on her mental and emotional well-being, potentially leading to burnout. As the lines between her true self and her public image blur, Taylor may find herself trapped in a narrative of her own making, a puppet master ensnared by her own strings. In the end, the ultimate challenge for Taylor Swift will be to balance her cunning strategies with a return to genuine artistry, lest she becomes a victim of the very game she has so masterfully played.
Well Taylor, itâs ok come with us, we think normal girls are boring anywayâŠ.
You loser!
Vivian V XOXOX
Music by YE AND TY ON VULTURES 1
BACK TO ME
AND
PPROBLEMATIC
AND THE KNIFE - ALBUM DEEP CUTS.
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THE SQUARE ROOT OF
YOUR
SOUL
This fascinating episode i explore the unique intersection of pop culture, philosophy, and mathematics. Diving into the profound insights and life lessons from Taylor Swift, Terrence Howardâs portrayal of Iron Manâs James Rhodes, and the enigmatic concept of the square root of mathematics. 2.
Episode Highlights:
âą Taylor Swiftâs Philosophical Narratives:
âą Analyze the themes of self-empowerment, love, and personal growth in Swiftâs music.
âą Discuss how her lyrics reflect existential and feminist philosophies.
âą Explore her evolution as an artist and the philosophical messages in her journey.
âą Terrence Howardâs Iron Man Role:
âą Examine Howardâs portrayal of Rhodey in the
context of loyalty, duty, and moral integrity.
âą Discuss the philosophical implications of his characterâs decisions and relationships.
âą Contrast his interpretation with Don Cheadleâs later portrayal, focusing on the philosophical underpinnings of both performances.
âą The Square Root of 2:
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THE SQUARE
RROOTT OF 2
(ITS NOT WHAT U THINK)
Delve into the mathematical mystery and philosophical significance of the square root of 2.
âą Discuss its historical importance, from ancient Greek mathematics to modern-day applications.
âą Explore its symbolic representation of irrationality and how it can be metaphorically linked to the unpredictability in Swiftâs lyrics and the complexities in Rhodeyâs character.
âą Cultural Impact and Personal Reflection:
âą Reflect on how both Swift and Howard influence contemporary thought and cultural discourse.
âą Discuss what we can learn from their artistic expressions about identity, resilience, and societal values.
âą Contemplate the philosophical implications of embracing the irrational, as represented by the square root of 2, in our own lives.
Lost?
well, toughen up!
Vivian V x
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YOU FUCKING FED!
âAnd if I die tonight make sure that that my kids are rightâŠ.â - Ye sings on track from new album Vultures 1 Beg Forgiveness. I hope Ye doesnât get killed, but all the people who did this before him have. aka John LennonâŠ.
The words of Kanye West in 2022 in this video, aimed at some of his peers in hip hop, including to and explicitly to Puff Daddy, on Drink Champs Podcast.
This interview, which was taken down because (as it was stated) âKanye was anti-Semitic,â being the reason. However, now Diddy has been arrested, is it now clear why this was taken down yet?
??????
It was put back up when the government realised no one was noticing the good or the truth Kanye was spreading during this timeâŠâŠ.I noticed it and I stuck with Ye the ENTIRE TIME THIS WAS HAPPENING. I have always believed in Ye, since I was told about his genius when I was 21 years old. A LONG TIME AGO. If I stuck with Kanye West, I knew I was sticking with the strength.
This is why this diss battle between Kanye, Kendrick and Drake is important. If Kanye is involving himself in it, then it is important for the people.
If Kanye West re-releases the track from Pablo âNo more parties in LAâ with Freddie Gibbs rapping on it now. IT IS IMPORTANT FOR THE PEOPLE.
The artists listed on this poster can be trusted at this timeâŠ..beware of fake profits.
The Diddy trials are important for the people. The information there is to gain from following that trial and all the information surrounding it, including the Kendrick and Drake diss battle IS IMPORTANT information for the people.
We are in World War 3 NOW. Itâs them verses us. The people are us and them is BIG CORP, BILLIONAIRES, CIA ect.
PROPAGANDA is âthem.â
In an information war itâs the people verses the Propaganda and whom it is, who is pedalling it. Which Ye has also informed us is.
Jeeeeezus. Yeeezus. Wakey wakey people we need you!
This album by Future and Metro Boominâ also holds A LOT of information that the people need right now. It is called âWe still donât trust you.â Kanye West recently remixed Like That from this album with the lyrics, âI just fucked your bitch in a Sean John tank top.â - Think about what âI just fuckedâ is metaphor for and think about who the âBITCHâ is he is referring to. Sean John is Puff Daddy, if you didnât already know.
Itâs not fair that they started world war 3 without telling us. THAT WAS POOR FORM. However, the signs and LITERAL INFORMATION LIKE YE STATED IN THIS INTERVIEW I POSTED are there for you to have and use as a weapon against themâŠâŠ.. Very few people are picking up their weapons. This is war, you must fight. PICK UP YOUR FUCKING WEAPONS. god.
(And I urge you to watch The entire interview from this Drink Champs, and all interviews from this time (end of 2022, Jan 2023), Especially the Lex Friedman one, and all the impromptu ones Ye did with random paparazzi especially the last one before he disappeared to Wyoming to chill after the craziness, when he is wearing a balaclava at the front of a church)
WAKE UP PEOPLE
You want the truth?
Well it comes and you donât take itâŠâŠ
So what do you really want?
Vivian V.
i will always be honest and try and represent the truth as closely as possible and critically think about all I post. SO HELP ME GOD! (im not Christian lol)
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DEATH, CANCER, RELIGION, BLOOD, FINGERS, TEETH, DATING, FUNERALS, GRIEVING, FUCKING, TEARING, SCARING, SCLUB7, RAPE & A HAND TO CATCH THE BLOOD
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This podcast has Samantha reading to you, the plan for a reflection called Predator I have been writing for two years (too long).
I want to start talking about the reflection more, because I want to hold myself accountable to finishing it. The more people know about it the more likely I am to achieve it. They sayâŠ.
Samantha, is about to read to you the plan I wrote out, in an attempt to organise my thoughts surrounding the war I had just been in with Victim X for six years. The plan I have recorded for this podcast, outlines how I started writing this reflection, also the reflectionâs mentors and encouragers, its muses and it outlines exactly what I reflect on within the book in three words (mostly) or less per concept. This war was awe inspiring and the main inspiration for this non fiction/fiction, narrative novella/reflection called Predator that I have written.
Think about The Parable of the Cave by Plato, from book The Republic.
Remember that part where he has to go back down into the cave once he has left? This is where the war will start for us, and it can get pretty intense. Going back into the cave is a necessary process, and although seemingly quite brutal, leading you to feeling variants of sadness so painful you never knew this kind of pain even existed. This pain actually ends up becoming one of the most exciting and wonderful feelings defining the best times of your life. (Weirdly enough). It definitely has become that for me in hindsight.
The Parable of the Cave. Maybe the most important parable to hear, read and understand that's ever been written.
However, war is war, and considering my war ended two years ago now, Iâm ready to find the peace now.
The peace that should come after such a meteor strike that was this six year war called âmy life.â The chaos that plummeted down upon me, so fast and so real as I waited for it to ruin me, and at times willed it to ruin me even. It was pain at itâs most primitive and universal. It was nothing short of true beauty.
BRING.IT.ON. I willed it into my world.
I was never going to turn down a life offer like this! I had to experience it, and the alternative was not for me.
So when itâs your time to experience this war, and everyone will cross this path at some point in their life in one way or another, I advise you to just say yes! Embrace it, and have the courage to experience it. It makes you human, more human than ever before, and if you are over the age of 30. itâs time and this might be what you will expect to experience during this timeâŠ..
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Why is my book about a war? What war? WW2? Even though Hitler is mentioned as a supporting actor in this reflection, he is simply a faze of my life, in which I was a mini-Hitler.
(Sans the racism entirely, but the need for world domination, power and drugs, all are pretty similar).
I call this war, The Ego War and we all go through it. I seemed to have gone through it a little more intergalactically than I hear others have. People talk about ego death likeâŠâyes it happened when this bad thing happened to me in hospital ectâŠblah blahâ and nothing about them has seemed to change much. Nothing except, they are a little less hateful than before they were, before their said âego funeral.â
My whole world was turned around when I killed my ego and I didnât even know I had to kill it when I didâŠ..I just did.
I donât know what force In this world thrusted me violently into a new dimension where the murder took place. This was not a hallucination because I was not on drugs at the time. At the time I was in a state I would describe as âhyper-fearfulâ and I was âhyper-panicking,â talking without breathe on the phone to my mother in the backyard of our 150 year old inner city house I lived in with two gay guys, one was in my band and the other was very special to me. He probably doesnât know it or wonât ever know. He was the type to probably tell me to shut the fuck up if I said this to his face anyway, which would have made me like him even more.
He introduced me to this world called âbeing who you are,â simply from him, being who he was. He was super educated, very good looking and articulate, but he also would fuck up alot without shame, and need help sometimes very openly (the opposite to myself).
He wasnât the coolest guy in the scene, but he was definitely one of the smartest and most in sync with the patterns of the world. When I lived in share houses, I tended to need a lot of time alone, because in those days peopleâs energy used to drain me. However, I think I now need it as fuel these days.
Iâve transferred from an introvert to extrovert over the years.
The brain and body seem to adjust to be able to survive in the environments they are put into to make my life easier.
The body and brain are your friend and I have not been a great friend to them back over the years I have to admit. However, that has never stopped my body being ride or die for me, and I plan to start taking care of it a lot better soon. Itâs my turn to give back to my body after all the years itâs given me.
Back to my gay housemate no.1 though, he introduced and explained to me the beauty of Lana Del Rey, and was never offended of me being weird freaky little me that I am. I tend to agitate people with my freaky real personality a lot, but not him. He didn't even notice, he just accepted and lived his life like people should do and accept the way you live yours. Why does everyone need to be the same? He was the beginning of some change of thinking I was having that led to my impromptu ego death at that house the day my gay housemate went to Japan, and my friend Steven and I had advised him to not take non-prescribed âdexiesâ on the plane with him there.
At the time I was also dating a university professor who was 30 years older and married AND in a band - - - (Well how unusual this might be destructiveâŠ.).
Who proceeded to make my life hell (again, âshockingâ), in some incel-esque kind of way. I still canât tell if he hated women or not. He was a sex addict, and even though he had been clean from heroin addiction for around 30 years when I met him, he was evidently still triggered by women.
He used to be in a well known Melbourne band and still was making music under that name at the time. They were very well known and respected band in Melbourne. My boyfriend was well known also for writing and being in and apart of the concept for a seminal cult movie classic starring Michael Hutchins about the Melbourne music scene in the 1970-80âs called Dogs in Space).
Basically this meantâŠ..he could still get pussy. Things like that get men pussy almost forever more. If I was a dude, Iâd be in a band so fast, because it increases your ranking from a six to a nine! (And if the band is successful, you go straight to 10 very very fast. You are instantly dating Gigi Hadid and Taylor Swift at the same time, in no time. One hundred per cent truth).
Being a young early 20 something powerless girl, hating myself and the world, having imposter syndrome to another level and Femcel that I was, I needed this manâs power. So I took it.
Incelâs are a great source of power when you are a Femcel. (Not advice or advisable, just a fact).
I wonât say it wasnât a mutually emotionally abusive relationship, because it was. However, he was older and smarter than I, so I came out of that one worse off (overall I won though because I ended up in recovery and it was because of my incel boyfriend and the pain the relationship caused me to have the spiritual awakening and start recovery. My incel boyfriend, who was already in recovery for heroin addiction and had been in recovery since he was 30, took me to my first meeting which was the beginning of life no. 2). During the relationship however, I lost control and the power and I lost that battle (but I won the war).
However, the moments of power I did get from him were enough for me, and when I broke up with him I was the most emotionally healthy I had ever been in my life and I broke it off with him because that was a time when I had killed my ego already many months before and I was just slowly backing out of this web of chaos and destruction, that I had internally caused myself over the first 24 years of my life, he was apart of that mess.
This back tracking started with the execution of some people in my life. Some of them exited of their own free will, which made things easier, they were not able to handle the changes I was making to help myself (because they knew they were changes they also had to make). Destructive people stick with destructive people, no shit, thatâs obvious. You stick with your own kindâŠâŠâŠ.but who do the loners stick with?
I have always been a classic loner.
Loners are usually the Taylor Swifts of the world, they canât connect with people organically so they do it through art, fame, false narratives and power.
I know that Swift is a made up character, but this is because her life was centred around a career in which a character is necessary or you would probably go insane, and maybe you do anyway. From such a young age Swift has been violently sheltered. Sheâs a bit of an emotional retard because of it, she canât just walk outside her front door and see whatâs going on in the world, which Is the so important to do to understand the world, and to work out how the world is going, what itâs up to and how we can support it. She goes from sterile environment to sterile environment. This to me sounds like a very much needed holiday of mine! I like to holiday in sterile environments.
This reflection is very important to the progression of my life. I surmise that I wonât actually finish it until I LET GO.
Let go of what? The life Iâm living now of course.
I must reincarnate soon, because I will die dark and alone on the path Iâm on now. Dark, alone and longing for that time in my life that I was actually living it.
Help! Iâm still at the restaurant
Still seating in the corner I haunt
Cross legged in the dim light
They say âwhat a sad sightâ
I swear you could hear a hairpin drop
Right when I felt the moment stop
Glass shattered on the white cloth
Everybody moved onâŠ.
I stayed there
Dust collecting on my pinned up hair
They expected me to find somewhere
Some perspective
But I sat and stared because Iâm right where
You left me. - Taylor Swift Right where you left me
NO ONE! Wants to end up like this Taylor Swift track,
wait thereâs moreâŠ
Sheâs still 23 inside her fantasy how it was supposed to be
At the restaurant
When I was still the one you want
cross legged In the dim light
everything was alright
I could feel the mascara run
You told me that you met someone
glass shattered on the white cloth
everybody moved on..
âŠ.Yeah, so basically this reflection is that restaurant. In a way. But this restaurant used to be so exciting like Dennyâs when I was a little girl or Sizzler, I LOVED those restaurantsâŠ..they were justâŠ..special and different.
As I got older, they started to seem unimaginative and overly priced. So I stopped going to them.
I feel like that metaphor is self explanatory, I wonât go onâŠ.
___________________________
I have been writing this reflection in hope that the answer comes to me, how was I going to get up and just walk out of that fucking restaurant without completely falling apart?
I think the answer is, that there is no way to walk out of the restaurant at that point, without looking like a complete mess. Also, feeling like no one in the whole world loves me anymore, 100% love-less and also feeling like my life has become empty and meaningless and all these people are watching the ship go down, so I wait until they leave, but the staff are there still, and they donât care about you, they are just living their lives and me being here is hindering them from doing that. (To be honest, Im not sure what that last part is a metaphor for, maybe you can figure it out and comment me??).
This war is a fight between me and Victim X. A worthy component.
I hate to sound 12 years old but, she started it. She did though, and I reluctantly, at first, accepted the invitation because it was some-what intoxicating.
A few days before this happened I had an amazing awakening experience where I apologised to my little child for hurting her over the last 15 years of my life and that was the day my inner child came back into my life and sheâs been there ever since.
Everything was perfect and simpleâŠâŠ..for a few days anywayâŠ..However, itâs me and Little Danica these days after all that (and Tommy my cat).
I also have been mending my shadow intently for four years, however, my ego is no where to be found still since the war ended and Victim X lost.
However, I do think I will find my ego again once I leave the restaurant. Sheâs all flowery and brand new somewhere out there growing like a lotus flower, waiting for me to leave so she can rekindle with the group, and the shadow then can also re-join once the ego does. However, itâs just me and Little Danica right now, and has been for a long while and although Little Danica is very very tough, I can feel her starting to break now, and the search for the answer becomes a little more serious this year.
Then from no-where a few weeks ago, the answer just came to me, along with the reasons and everything!
It was a very obvious answer, as it usually is. I was in the shower, where all sorts of crazy spiritual things tend to happen to me, visitations mostly.
I know how to fix all of this after that, I know how to let go, why and move on peacefully. I also know how to finish the last chapter of this reflection also.
The plan for the last chapter of this reflection would be read like this by Samantha, after this realisationâŠ.
PLAN - LAST CHAPTER OF PREATOR - A REFLECTION OF A WAR
* Broken spirituality
* The inner childâs pain
* Child abuse
* Self abuse
* Old habits die hard they just need to die
* Time to find the ego
* My shadow waits
* The clarity is granted
* The path has opened up
* Courage
* Facing fears
* Trusting my inner child
* Letting go of control
* Letting go of victim X
* Victim X will always be apart of me (just not in the restaurant)
* The unknown
Luv Vivian V x
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I will post the stats up later todayâŠ..
MODERN ABORIGINAL AUSTRALIAN GENOCIDAL GOVERNMENT POLICY &
WHY YOU SHOULD NEVER LISTEN TO THE GOVERNMENT ON ISSUES RELATED TO THE ABORIGINAL PEOPLE OF AUSTRALIA
THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS OF THIS COUNTRY
This is a free podcast and blog because this narrative needs to start circulating asap for the safety of the owners of our country the Aboriginal Australian people.
The owners were here 75 thousand years before white people. That is where the argument should start and end. Why are statistics even necessary we know that this is a fact. This is all that should need to be said.
I wasnât raised prejudice, and I have no idea what it feels like and misunderstand it completely. Im glad about this, but it also really hurts me when these injustices occur, because I can not understand why a person or group would do this to other human beings, despite the fact that they are wrong and THEY KNOW IT.
Is it ego? Someone enlighten me as to what the hell goes through the mind of a prejudice person. I will probably never understand it.
BE HONEST. NO SHAME. I think these are two steps to getting out of the prejudice mind frame.
Anyway, I will post the stats for the non-believers or for the prejudice.
Something tells me ego plagues the prejudice and hi-jacks their brains so that they cannot see anymore. However, Iâm still going to try because this is human life we are dealing with and itâs far from just.
I wanted to get the video out asap, itâs long over due tbh. Stats will come later. I highlight the stats vocally in the video.
Vivian V
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1 The War Between One
The failures
And the challenges,
The brotherhood,
and the betrayal.
The fear,
the mortality,
and the realisation that you never
wanted to live without that person.
However, not knowing that
until they were gone.
Forever.
2 My Soul-mate cat
My soulmate cat
drags me to school,
To learn about traditional love,
and thats its ok to have rules.
He teaches me undeniable love
and I must just jump in my arms of my soul mates and take what I want.
Also, always coming back for love, even against all odds.
But not for my soul mate cat, my soul mate cat taught he to always have faith
and that a kiss is enough.
My soul mate cat has taught me to believe in love.
3 I remember when..
I remember when I was five years old and my mummy
was going crazy and I escaped to my grandparentâs house.
I remember when I was 10 years old I loved the Spice Girls and
wrote Ginger Spice a poem when she left the band.
I remember when I was 15 years old and I was sad,
the saddest in the land.
I remember when I was 20 years old,
I was trying not to be human, and i was succeeding
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