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What does the Eighth Sphere, patents for nanotech in experimental gene therapy, WEF futurists predictions of biology and technology interfacing with Artificial Intelligence by 2030, and the Mystery School gnosis of the solar system planets as schools have in common?
Listen and find out!
This could well be my last podcast... ENJOY!
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The non-human forces that control the simulation we perceive as 'reality' have a multidimensional perspective. They compartmentalise the game so that their hybrid, sycophants and puppets all get to know smidgens of the true nature of the game, often giving them each different roles to play. The further you go from the capstone of the pyramid of control, the less you know about the true nature of the game. David Icke so succinctly made this clear back in the 1990's.
Today, the game is being played on many levels in order to confuse and misdirect the populace into chaos. Out of this chaos comes the order of the masters of the game. In this podcast I describe how the chess game being played are multi-tiered, and that if one game is lost, there are many others being played simultaneously in order to achieve the desired outcome.
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In 2018 a work colleague introduced me to Dark Journalist (Daniel Liszt). My world has never been the same since. If there was a missing puzzle to my conscious awakening experience, my understanding of the machinations of the global deep state around events, hidden technology, mystery schools, the UFO file, history and so much more, I found it. Dark Journalist is a tour de force whose research and guests he has on his youtube channel have propelled my conscious awakening process into the stratosphere. Like David Icke, his recall on facts, names, historical events and the people is astonishing.
It is thanks to Dark Journalist that I have been introduced to the work of Dr. Joseph P. Farrell, Elana Freeland whose research was integral in the writing content of the novel I started writing in 2019/2020, Rigmarole, with Dick Swabb. In this podcast I share the deep insights brought about by the work of Dark Journalist, his research and his incredible three hour videocasts that are always mind blowers!
Enjoy!
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My understanding of multidimensional living has gone bananas since 2020 and my writing of the book A Dance called Dwarka. I have had multidimensional experiences all my life, but haven't had the wisdom to acknowledge them. My possession experience in Dunedin and the aftermath when I wrote two text books full of horror/macabre short stories, channelling my consciousness from another level of existence in the form of Buford Somerset, set the tone for what was to come for me. I didn't know what was happening, nor did I understand the nature of why it happened till 2020/2021.
Recently I have had the feeling that dreams aren't creations of our subconscious minds, but actually our awareness in other bodies, parallel universes. When our bodies go into stasis, rest, rejuvenation, our conscious minds shut down and our consciousness 'awakens' to its multidimensional nature (in my perspective). In this podcast I ask some deep questions about this startling insight, was Edgar Allan Poe on the money?
'All that we see and seem is but a dream within a dream.'
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If you have listened to my podcasts, then you knew that this was coming. As deep and real as I have gotten in bearing my creative processes, my conscious awakening, and allowing the readers of my books, followers of my content a chance to know more about me in order to understand why I'm an idiot of historical proportions, I had to take it a step further. God is a comedian playing to an audience to afraid to laugh - Voltaire. This saying from this extraordinary man is tattooed on chest, virtually over my heart.
I needed to let my inner muppet out and I did, BIG TIME. In this self-depreciating, humorous and insightful podcast (and video) you will see/hear a clown at work, offering some nuggets of truth, some realisations at work, and tales crafted with observations that may well apply to anyone who dares listen.
This is going to be a regular gig for me... stay tuned for future episodes of a conscious awakening creative imaginist dressed like he's just walked in the door from Burning Man...
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In 2021 after having the back of my heart opened life began to look very different for me. I began to see the exploitive nature of some people I was following on youtube, I had bought a course that they stipulated would with the correct adherence create the lifestyle I wanted in order to have my time back, become successful and have enormous abundance come into my life. What they didn't sell in their marketing pitch was that you have to exploit the most vulnerable in the conscious awakening community to have that lifestyle.
I realised that my work was simply enough. Expressing and understanding the multidimensional nature of my work meant that I was honouring those forces that wanted to manifest in this frequency band, and by doing that, I was having enormous personal growth. It was a stunning achievement for me, and in essence, my creative process became more about trusting my choices to create rather than creating a 'digital nomadic' lifestyle and abundance that came from scrupulous means.
This an honest and real look into my discovery of multidimensional life.
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If we peel back the layers of what personas we wear (all created due to environmental, societal, ancestral and parental conditioning) and be still, there is a being that's always constantly observing life. This being has many names. Soul, source energy, spirit, just to name three. It's ever present and it focuses its attention through the lens of our bodies in order to experience this frequency band called reality. In the early 1990's I had my first ego death after allowing the spirit psilocybin mushrooms come into my body and create what to me now was an interpersonal relationship with my soul. Together we had a symbiotic connection that eroded my ego and I remembered what I was, where I had come from and what I have always been. I took the spirit of that plant medicine with me back home.
Years later, I often struggle to remember what I truly am due to the distraction that compile endlessly day in, day out throughout my life. There have been moments when I have a break from the depth of the distraction, and in those moments I see source energy everywhere, abundantly clear and ever present. In this podcast I relate one of those experiences, seeing someone as they truly are, and recognise myself in that moment.
A feast for the ears this one!
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With the implementation of the fake health crisis (a ruse for implementing Agenda 2030/The Fourth Industrial Revolution and the Transhumanism. All the same thing) and it's consequent failure to capture the minds, hearts and souls of the ENTIRE global populace, the CIA began to drip feed UFO (or as they have rebranded them UAP, Unidentified Flying Phenomena)footage to the mainstream everything via 'bobo's' like Jeremy Corbell, Tom Delonge and George Knapp (whose distinguished career as a journalist seems to have ended). Naturally, the message began to gain global traction in 2021, but still fell short of it's desired affect.
What they aren't tell those who are listening is that there is a history of technological advancements, man-made, and secret tech that the Nazi's were experimenting with during WW2 that was light years ahead of everyone else. What happened to that tech? The patents? The research papers? It didn't get into the hands of George Patton's Third Army and then get whisked away to the USA? Eventually finding its way into the hands of private Defense Contractors who just so happen to have their bases around Military installations would they? Locations like Coronado in California, and AUTEC on Andros Island sure are close to 'sightings' and 'footage' or UFO's that have been leaked into the mainstream media via Corbell and Knapp. Coronado being a private defence contracting hotspot and AUTEC being the USA militaries underwater Area 51. Just a coincidence... nothing to worry about then.
The truth is not out there... it's right under our noses...
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Given the nature of my childhood trauma, I was programmed with software (yes, I consider the emotional experiences and their reverberations that came with these experiences as a form of uploaded software... it's simulation theory solidifying into an Elon Musk wet dream right here baby!) that made me feel unsafe when someone was real, authentic and vulnerable with me. Those three concepts are now the tenets of all my inter-personal relationships. If I don't have them, then the people I am addressing don't see a lot of me. In 2021 I had a message that it was 'safe' to open the back of my heart after decades of having it closed to the world.
What happened next for me was revolutionary. I saw the world and my connections in a way that honoured who I had become, who I intended to be and who I was. Levels of integrity went off the charts, sensitivity went from empathic to hold the phone batman... I need to recalibrate here. It was a beautiful and powerful exchange. With the proceeding months, I have found a sense of calmness, strength and connection to nature like I have never felt before exuding into my being. In this podcast I share the trembling first steps on the process of what happened when I consciously opened up to allow energy to meet me, and I it in a powerful and present way.
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Practicality and Spirituality go hand in hand in this dimension. We live in a simulation where the greatest growth possible is not achieved by going into the mountains to meditate, but as George Gurdjieff made clear, by being immersed in everyday life. Our greatest test is LIVING amongst the illusion and evolving through it. To do this I feel we must have a balance of inner work with outer work. We have to be in the world, but not of it. Holding down work, a job, a life, and also spending time contemplating, meditating, practicing spiritual techniques that allow us to navigate this illusion, all the while knowing that it is just that.
In this episode I explain my process and understanding of this feat. It's not easy, it takes skill and persistence, integrity and determination. However, it is achievable. There is a grace in embodying your spiritual nature while focusing your attention through the lens of the genetic spacesuit we call a 'body' and living, expressing, creating, being of service to your fellow living beings. I share my experiences freely...
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It took me some time to understand the power of my own ability to create. It took even more time to understand the power of the heart vortex. If you look at the HeartMath Institutes research on the living beings (man or woman) heart you will find some of the most interesting and profound electromagnetic properties, and even more profound changes in resonance when you begin to transmute all your intentions through this vehicle. I for one have done my best to follow my heart since 2020, trusting, feeling into the space. It's a revolutionary act.
In this podcast i detail what it means to me to do just that, follow it, how this decision has changed my life and what it means to me moving forward. Enjoy!
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In late 2020, here in Aotearoa. New Zealand a friend of mine had the second event on his property where conscious intention, plant medicine, service to others, and celebration of life were melded into a vibrant energetic dance. It was a a transformative and sacred experience for many who understood the power of bringing all these aspects of life together. For me it would be a life changer. I had never taken Huachuma, the grandfather medicine of San Pedro cactus, but that night with the reverence like I had for no other plant, I ingested a brew that healed my shattered heart and connected me to a greater sense of purpose in life that had been lost to me since March 2020.
I have been to two more Healing Hearts ceremonies with clear intentions and a strong focus on service to those who participate. The medicine that I have taken has only accentuated the level of integration with deep knowledge always available to us, and this has often come from the conversations I have had with those at the ceremony. Through this experience, I have come to understand what my dear friend Tabaash means when he says, 'One life, many bodies'. We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively (thank you Bill Hicks).
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The New Age movement in my perception is a cul-de-sac for consciousness, a trap laid to distract attention away from truth. In this movement there has been a plethora of information about Starseeds, Soulmates, Twin Flames which in my opinion has been spouted from the mouths of spiritual egos whose grandiose vision of these experiences is like a Hallmark card library. We are all Starseeds (same infinite intelligence created us from the same energy) Soulmates are often not a Mills and Boon experience and Twin Flame energies rarely meet up in my opinion.
In this podcast I denote my experience of all three and share my perception of how spiritual egos virtue signal these three notions in order to get subscribers, for videos to go viral and sell courses. I have a different take on these three topics. Hold tight!
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Many years ago David Icke brought to my attention that everything was UPSIDE DOWN, an inversion of balance, love, harmony and life. The Death cult that ran a system of control that humanity adhered to fed itself through deception and distortion of all that enriched the heart and connection to source energy. Since 2020 this inversion has gone gangbusters. Chaos and confusion reign supreme. Ordo ab chao, order out of chaos is bringing about drastic change through repercussions that ripple down through out global society. How do find balance and harmony again? I share my experience with dealing the inversion in 2020/2021 and where I see this millennia long lunacy going.
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I see little green men... AS IF. I don't. I have however been in contact with intergalactic peers for decades. My cosmic initiation into deep connection with beings from all over the cosmos began even before the day when the Pleiadians who Barbara Marciniak channels introduced themselves to me in the mid 1990's. My experience of cosmic connection has been varied. Guidance, craft interactions and visitations, I've had many.
In this podcast I share what it means to me to be a contactee, how this has shaped my writing processes, how it has assisted in my creative endeavours and how discovering my galactic family has brought me to where I now in my deeper understanding of my place in the multiverse.
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I've lived several lives in my fifty years incarnate. I look at the life I have lived and see so many facets of a life that seem to me like they have been lived by someone else! I have been harangued by shadow beings, been possessed by an infuriated spirit, have had parasitical entities attach themselves to my energetic body numerous times, and had three years of insane succubus visitations all in one life!
In this podcast I share my experiences that have given me empirical insight into the realms beyond the five senses, how they have shaped my conscious awakening, and how this has assisted in some of the short stories and novels that I have written.
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In this nanosecond we find ourselves moving through in eternity, there is a movement within from the new 'rock stars' on social media to find your passion and monetise it by bringing value into the lives of those you influence. To me, this has always felt exploitive. Preying on the most vulnerable who are finding their feet as they begin to remember that they aren't their self-identity, but an eternal being experiencing existence from a point of attention. Passions shift and change throughout our time incarnate. I have had many avenues where I have invested my energy while being driven by my excitement.
I too got caught up in the dazzling dream of following my passion in order to bring value into the lives of others... and get rich doing it. But what if we followed our passion because it was simply our purpose to do so, and did so because we LOVED the feeling of the action, not the destination? In this podcast I strip away the glitz and get back to basics, my own experience and inspirations that move me. It's more personal than instructional. Keeping it real.
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In my early twenties I embarked on an experience that was well beyond Terrance McKenna's 'heroic dose' of psilocybin mushrooms with the intention of knowing my true nature. The genie was let out of the bottle (my spirit left my body) and went back to where it had come from, which made the journey back unbearable, and being stuffed back into my vessel (body) was horrific. Since then I have discovered that the true nature of spirit is always and ever present in the moment, never diminishing, constantly aware of itself. The need to ingest consciousness altering substances has become a distant memory.
The levels of uncertainty and anxiety across our planet since 2020 have made those of us who are sensitive look to create stronger boundaries, and look to hold the light in this age of transition as we cycle through the Yugas. I rediscovered my reverence for the intelligence of plant medicines in 2020 as they appeared in my life once again. I began to build relationships with two forms of medicine, my ingestions being mild, my integrations enormous. In this podcast I share how this journey brought me to deeper connection to nature and a feeling of stability when the world was chaotic.
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I have been a contactee all life, yet it would be in the mid-1990's when that I began to understand who was guiding me towards spiritual awakening. A group from the Pleiades made themselves known to me one afternoon in Nelson, New Zealand in a way that I have detailed in both video and now in this podcast. It was a truly mystical experience! This group of beings has led me towards enormous growth and understanding, and also a memory of living in Pleiades star system which is part of my alias's (Teal) story arc in the novel Sanctum, denotes this knowledge.
In this podcast I share anecdotal stories about my connection with Matariki, acknowledging the humour, compassion and keys that have been presented to me which have allowed me to continue my journey of recognition of being part of a galactic family...
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Carlos Castenada wrote about the art of stalking the shadow in his books while under the tutelage of Don Juan Matus, an experience where see ourselves in others and embark on healing the shadow through mindfulness. In 2021 a catalytic experience brought me into the awareness of this process consciously, and as a consequence of this, enlightened me to the fact that I had used my creative power for thirteen years to stalk my shadow via my books.
In this podcast I tell of the triggers that brought me to this awareness and how the realisation of my life's work brought me to this greater level of healing that I have experienced due to writing these books. Acknowledging the purpose of Oho Ake Books Limited as an endeavour that not only let my spirit soar, but also aligned me with my higher purpose.
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