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Welcome back fam! This week Jackie Hill Perry joins me again for part two of our podcast. In this episode weāre talking about Christian content creation, conviction, repentance, and what it looks like to stay faithful to God, even when the algorithm is loud. We also discuss why some content might be getting clicks but isnāt making disciples, the temptation to chase platforms instead of the presence of God, and the difference between strategy and surrender. I pray this episode encourages you, and draws you closer to the Lord!
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This week on In Totality, Iām joined by one of my best friends and someone I deeply admire - Jackie Hill Perry. This conversation is one of those that stays with you. We went deep into what it really means to surrender, not just in the big ways, but in the quiet, hidden corners of our hearts, letting God touch on the places we try to hide-- where pride, fear, or even self-protection still live.
We talk about the kind of hunger that leads to holiness ā the kind that comes when we deny ourselves and draw near to God in intimacy, even through something as simple (but hard) as fasting. If youāre tired of glossing over your heart and ready to let God examine every hidden corner, this conversation is for you!
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This episode is one of the most honest ones Iāve shared. Over the past month, Iāve felt the weight of the Lordās discipline, and not in a way that pushed me away, but in a way that pulled me back to truth.
I was in a rut. I was complaining, easily offended, and frustrated with God,but what He showed me was deeper than my emotions. He showed me that I had stopped guarding my heart (Proverbs 4:23), and because of that, pride, bitterness, and cynicism were sneaking in quietly.
In this episode, Iām talking about what it really looks like to guard your heart not just from toxic people or outside voices, but from your own thoughts, offense, and the lies that subtly disconnect you from God.
This isnāt just about discipline - itās about intimacy. Itās about letting God confront whatās trying to corrupt you and choosing closeness with Him over comfort.
If youāve been feeling dry, defensive, or distant from God - this oneās for you.
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My friend, Hayley Mulenda & I sit down to unpack what Godās been teaching both of us-- discomfort is a discipline, and avoiding it might be the very thing holding us back from intimacy with him.
Today, we live in a world where everything is designed for speed and convenience. Amazon delivers in hours, food shows up at our door, and even spirituality seems available at the click of a button, but when it comes to following Jesus there are no shortcuts.
In this episode, Hayley shares how a health scare forced her into a season of total dependence on God, and I talk about how the Lord is looking for even more intimacy with us in this time, and what itās like to feel stretched by the weight of the calling. If you feel like God is requiring an increase in intimacy and dependence on Him, this one's for you!
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The past several weeks have been a lot! Multiple car accidents (yes, including a deer collision), parenting chaos and disappointments that hit me hard. I found myself frustrated, exhausted, and honestly asking God: āWhy is this happening?ā
But in the middle of the mess, the Lord impressed something powerful on my heart:
āIām not trying to destroy you. Iām trying to weaken you.ā
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In this episode, I sit down with Brenna Blain for one of the most honest conversations Iāve had on the podcast. We talk about what it really looks like to follow Jesus while still battling mental illness, trauma, and temptation. Brenna shares her powerful story from growing up in church as a pastorās kid, abuse, same-sex attraction, and deep seasons of depression.
We talk about what it means to suffer well, how motherhood can actually disciple us, and why Godās goodness doesnāt always look like the comfort we expected - yet we hold fast to the promise that God heals always, even if itās not on this side of eternity. If youāve ever asked, āCan I still love Jesus and feel this broken?ā this episode is for you.
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In this continuation of last weekās episode, my mom, Ms. Yvette and I move past trials weāve faced together and into the transformation weāve witnessed. We talk about cultivating a lifestyle of prayer, learning to listen for Godās voice, and how true healing happens when we yield to His presence.
Tune in to hear how the Lord has taught us both to walk in humility, steward our relationship differently, and grow together in grace.
Whether you're longing for guidance in your walk with God, or simply a reminder that change is possible through Him, I pray this episode draws you closer to the heart of the Father.
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In this deeply personal and long-awaited Motherās Day episode of In Totality, I sit down with one of the most important people in my life - my mom.
This conversation is raw, honest, and full of the kind of love only a mother and daughter can share. We open up about our journey together - how my mom came to know Jesus, how our relationship has evolved over the years, and the very real struggles weāve faced as a family. I share openly about my battles with mental health, and my mom shares how she leaned on the Lordās strength and wisdom to walk with me through some of the darkest moments of my life.
This is a story of faith, perseverance, and the kind of love that covers even the hardest seasons. Whether youāre a mother, daughter, or someone in the middle of your own healing journey, I pray this conversation brings you hope and reminds you that God truly meets us in every valley.
Content Warning: This episode contains sensitive discussion around suicide and self-harm. Listener discretion is advised.
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In this weekās episode of In Totality, Iām back with my dear friends, CD and Melody Fabien, for Part II of our powerful conversation on purity, obedience, and trusting God in the waiting. If Part I stirred something in your spirit, this next part goes even deeper.
Weāre talking about what it really looks like to walk out a set-apart relationshipāone that honors God even when itās countercultural. From setting boundaries to choosing obedience over ease, this couple shares how their faith shaped their love story beyond just waiting for marriage.
I pray this episode encourages you to lean into Godās process, even when it feels slow or misunderstood. Heās not just preparing the promiseāHeās preparing you for the promise.
If youāre in a season of waiting, dating with intention, or learning how to surrender your timeline to God, this oneās for you.
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When God writes your love story, it looks different from the worldās version ā and itās worth the wait.
In todayās episode of In Totality, I sit down with two of my dear friends, a married couple whose very first kiss was at the altar on their wedding day. We talk about their individual journeys of salvation, the seasons of preparation God led them through, and the faith it took to trust Him every step of the way.
Their story is powerful, but itās important to remember: while this may not be exactly what God is specifically calling you to do in your waiting season, He is calling all of us to live lives of obedience, faith, and consecration.
We dive deep into what it means to honor God not just in dating, but in every part of our walk with Christ. If youāve ever wondered if itās still possible to live set apart in relationships today, this conversation will remind you: it is, and itās beautiful.
Whether youāre single, dating, or already married, I pray this episode encourages you to trust God's timing, obey His leading, and believe that His plans for you are better than anything you could write on your own.
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When my son was diagnosed with autism at age twoāand later with Fragile X syndromeāI entered a kind of grief I wasnāt prepared for. It wasnāt loud or dramatic. It was quiet, slow, and deeply sacred. It was the grief of letting go of the life I imagined and learning to embrace the one God was writing.
In this deeply personal episode, I open up about the pain, surrender, and beauty that come with raising a child with special needs while clinging to faith in Jesus. I talk about the silent ache of broken expectations, the sacredness of honest lament, and the unexpected closeness of God in the middle of it all.
Grief doesnāt always come from deathāit often comes from the loss of an idea, a dream, or a version of life we thought weād have. But even there, God is present. Even in our most unspoken sorrows, He is faithful. And even when healing doesnāt look the way we hoped, He still gets the glory.
If youāve ever carried a grief you didnāt choose, or wrestled with faith in the face of lifeās hardest questions, this episode is for you. May it remind you that youāre not aloneāand that hope still lives here, too.
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In this episode of In Totality, Iām talking about what it means to truly live as a sacrifice for God.
As Christians, we love the idea of purpose, calling, and blessing, but what about surrender? What about the moments when obedience costs you relationships, opportunities, reputationāor comfort? Scripture tells us to offer our lives as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to Godā¦ but are we really willing to endure suffering and persecution for His nameās sake?
Whether your walk with Christ means walking away from whatās easy, whatās popular, or what makes sense to the world ā itās worth it! If youāve ever wrestled with obedience when itās hard, or felt the weight of standing firm in your faith, this conversation is for you!
Tune in and be reminded: He is worthy of it all!
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In this episode of In Totality, I had the pleasure of speaking with Carl Lentz for a vulnerable, honest, and meaningful conversation about grace, redemption, and what a renewed faith looks like.
This is Carlās first time on the podcast, and we didnāt hold back. We talked about the power of Godās correction, and the process of rebuilding faith, and what it means to live fully dependent on God ā even in the private, hidden places too.
If youāve ever felt disqualified, distant, or unsure of how to move forward with your faith, I pray this episode reminds you: God still calls, covers, and invites us to walk with Him toward wholeness.
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Have you ever felt on fire in your faith, only to wake up one day and feel like God is distant? I know I have. It can be confusing, discouraging, and even a little scary. But hereās what Iāve learnedāthese shifts arenāt random. Theyāre part of the faith journey.
In this episode of In Totality, Iām diving into the spiritual cycles of consolation and desolationāthose seasons when God feels incredibly close and those when He seems silent. Why does He allow these shifts? What is He teaching us in them? And how do we keep trusting Him when we donāt feel Him?
I want to remind you: God is just as present in the silence. If youāve been walking through a dry season, questioning where God is, or just trying to hold onto faith when things feel uncertain, this episode is for you! Tune in now!
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In this weekās episode of In Totality, Iām back with my good friend, Preston Morrison, host of The Leaderās Cut podcast, for Part II of our conversation on walking the narrow path as a follower of Christ. If you thought Part I was powerful, you wonāt want to miss this!
Weāre diving even deeper into what it means to fully live a life that reflects Christāno matter the cost. Weāll talk about the challenges that come with obedience, and practical ways to stay committed to Godās Word.
I hope this conversation encourages you to stay faithful, even when the journey feels challenging. Choosing Godās way leads to true purpose, peace, and life in Him.
If youāve ever wrestled with what it looks like to live set apart, this episode is for you!
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In this weekās episode of In Totality, Iām joined by a very special guest, host of The Leader's Cut podcast, Preston Morrison! Iām so excited for you guys to listen in as we dive into what it really means to walk the narrow path as a follower of Christ. Choosing to live for God isnāt always easy ā it requires our obedience, willingness to sacrifice, and a personal commitment to knowing His Word. Together, weāll discuss how to stay rooted in truth when the world tries to pull you in different directions, and what it means to live your life as a daily sacrifice for the Lord.
I pray this conversation encourages you to stay faithful, knowing that the narrow path ā while challenging ā leads to the fullness of life that only Jesus can give.
If youāve ever felt the tension of trying to honor God in a world that doesnāt always understand, this conversation is for you!
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In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually wasā¦ and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on Godās strength.
Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isnāt just believing in Godāitās trusting Him completely, with everything, even when it's hard to do.
If youāve ever struggled with self-reliance, or the fear of letting go of control, this episode is for you!
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Welcome back to In Totality! Have you ever found yourself so caught up in the busyness of life that your time with the Lord becomes more about what you need from Him rather than just truly centering Him? Thatās where I found myself at the end of last year, and I knew I needed to step away. In this episode, Iām sharing why I took time off from social media and the podcast, what God revealed to me through a week of prayer and fasting, and how Heās calling us to a daily dependence on Him. Fasting stretched me, refined me, and renewed my heartāand maybe it's something God is calling you to as well. What would it look like to truly depend on the Lord daily? Tune in and letās talk all about it.
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After taking time away to rest and seek the Lord, Iām coming back with a renewed heart, deeper conviction, and fresh perspective. This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with Godāfully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). It hasnāt been easy, but God has been refining me so that what I pour out is pure. I pray this season edifies you as much as it has stretched me. Season 2 starts Tuesday, March 4th!
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Join me, Megan Ashley As we gear up for a much-needed seasonal break, I wanted to leave you with something specialāa Best Of episode showcasing the most impactful and encouraging moments from this season of In Totality.
This year has been nothing short of phenomenal. We've had conversations that inspired, challenged, and uplifted us, featuring guests I deeply admire, love, and pray for. Iām so grateful to every single person who joined me on this journey and to each of you who continue to show unwavering support.
While I take this time to rest and recharge, I hope this episode reminds you of the powerful stories and insights weāve shared together. Iāll be back refreshed, filled, and ready to bring you more of what God is doing in and through me. Until then, enjoy the best of In Totalityāyou wonāt want to miss these highlights!
Some Episodes highlighted
- 51. Discerning Truth (Ft. Philip Anthony Mitchell)
- 52. Faith and Politics** (Ft. Justin E. Giboney)
- 53. One Year of In Totality: Reflections & Gratitude
- 54. Daddy God** (Ft. Toni Collier)
- 50. Faith Through Affliction
- 49. The Gift of Rejection (Ft. Nona Jones)
- 48. Embracing Humility
- 47. Being a Sanctuary (Ft. Pricelis Dominguez)
- 44. Growing Through Faith (Ft. Dinorah PeƱa)
- 46. Fight for Female (Ft. Lisa Bevere)
- 39. Keys of Discernment (Ft. Jerry Flowers Jr.)
-33. Fundamentals Of Faith (Ft. Dr Eric Mason)
- 45. Spirit-Led Resilience
- 42. Church Girl (Ft. Dr. Sarita T. Lyons)
-21.Friendship, Faith & Forgiveness (Ft. Trinity Mitchell)
-29 How To Tell The Truth (Ft. Preston Perry)
- 27. Unwavering Faith Pt 1 (Ft. Jackie Hill Perry)
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