Episodes
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This week on Brolapse, I finally sit down with the filthy legend himself: @F1LTHP1GS. Formerly one half of RUBBERP1GS, heâs back with a solo mission, a rebranded identity, and a whole new wave of dirty, unapologetic kink. We talk about the breakup that sparked a rebirth, stepping into the spotlight alone, and how gear, submission, and self-doubt all shaped his journey to becoming the alpha bottom we now know and drool over.
We dive into popper training, piss-soaked latex fantasies, and how true submission doesnât mean giving up control â especially when it comes to fists, feet, and full-body rubber sweat sessions. From solo cam shows to inflation play with aquarium pumps, this is a brutally honest look at what happens when you stop holding back and start creating exactly what turns you on.
Heâs thoughtful, twisted, and hot as hell. This episode is for the gearheads, the power bottoms, and the sick little voyeurs who love watching a new identity take shape.
đ§ Listen now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Audible, and YouTube â and donât forget to share it with your filthiest friends.
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This week on Brolapse, I sit down with the stunning and soft-spoken Rock Biggsâfist pig, bodybuilder, and unexpected mental health icon. We finally connect after a series of near-misses (including a heartbreaking one at Darklands), and what unfolds is one of the most vulnerable conversations the show has ever hosted.
We talk about the first time his hole got fisted (even if he doesnât quite remember it), the ways addiction and autism shaped his early sexual journey, and how he balances public attention with private healing. From pre-shoot rituals to avoiding go-go boxes at fetish events, Rock opens up about the anxiety behind the persona, and what it means to show upâon camera, in community, and for himself.
This isnât just a sex talk. Itâs a survival story. And one Iâm honored to share.
đ New video episodes drop Fridays at 8PM
đ§ Audio available everywhere podcasts stream
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This oneâs personal â and DEEP.
Iâm joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet â the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so⊠uniquely talented đ
We talk about:
đ§ What really happened during my surgery and why Iâm basically built like a medical anomaly
đ Why not everyoneâs colon is made for deep play â and how to respect your anatomy
đ The dangers of over-douching, high-pressure shower shots, and how to prep without wrecking yourself
đ The risks of chemsex and why using while playing can literally silence your bodyâs alarm system
𧏠The difference between prolapsing and going deep (and why theyâre not the same)
đ„ Why kink-aware, LGBTQ+ friendly doctors are crucial â and how to find one near you
đ Plus: Colostomy porn, my mother listening to Howard Stern, and saving the planet one clean-out at a time
Whether youâre a seasoned player, just starting out, or curious about how to take care of your body while exploring kink, this episode is full of expert advice, gut-punching honesty, and more laughs than youâd expect from a colon resection recovery story.
This is the episode the community didnât know it needed. Raw, informative, a little ridiculous â and absolutely essential.
đ§ Listen on YouTube:
â https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaâ
đ§ Listen on Spotify:
â https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapseâ (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đ Apple Podcasts:
â https://apple.co/408WLLXâ
đ» Amazon & Audible:
â https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseâ
đ New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đïž Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!
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This oneâs personal â and DEEP.
Iâm joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet â the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so⊠uniquely talented đ
We talk about:
đ§ What really happened during my surgery and why Iâm basically built like a medical anomaly
đ Why not everyoneâs colon is made for deep play â and how to respect your anatomy
đ The dangers of over-douching, high-pressure shower shots, and how to prep without wrecking yourself
đ The risks of chemsex and why using while playing can literally silence your bodyâs alarm system
𧏠The difference between prolapsing and going deep (and why theyâre not the same)
đ„ Why kink-aware, LGBTQ+ friendly doctors are crucial â and how to find one near you
đ Plus: Colostomy porn, my mother listening to Howard Stern, and saving the planet one clean-out at a time
Whether youâre a seasoned player, just starting out, or curious about how to take care of your body while exploring kink, this episode is full of expert advice, gut-punching honesty, and more laughs than youâd expect from a colon resection recovery story.
This is the episode the community didnât know it needed. Raw, informative, a little ridiculous â and absolutely essential.
đ§ Listen on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa
đ§ Listen on Spotify:
https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đ Apple Podcasts:
https://apple.co/408WLLX
đ» Amazon & Audible:
https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse
đ New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đïž Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!
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After surviving colon perforations just months apart, HungerFF and special guest @Barcelona_FFun (aka Saul) reunite for a raw, emotional, and deeply human episode of Brolapse. From their very first collab in a white Airbnb to crying during their first post-surgery fists, this is a no-filter conversation about identity, injury, recovery, stigma, and the intimate power of community.
Both performers reflect on losing parts of themselves â and finding new strength in what remains. Saul shares how being shunned by his local scene after surgery exposed the darker side of the kink world, and HungerFF opens up about how his injury redefined who he is beyond his hole.
If youâve ever felt like you had to rebuild yourself from nothing â this oneâs for you.
đ§ Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa
đ§ Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đ Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX
đ» Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse
đ New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
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In this deeply personal and emotional episode of Brolapse, I open up about the traumatic medical emergency that changed my life: a colon perforation that happened just days before recording. I walk you through the harrowing series of events â from a seemingly normal shower before a shoot with Ashlll Bay, to the moment I felt something pop inside me, to the emergency surgery that followed.
I talk honestly about the physical and emotional aftermath â the unbearable pain, the Baker Act hold, waking up to a colostomy bag, and the crushing fear that I may never fist again. I share what itâs been like adjusting to life without the part of me thatâs defined so much of my identity, how Iâm learning to be âRyanâ without my hole, and how Iâm trying to stay creative, positive, and connected to my fans in this forced downtime.
Youâll also hear about the memoir I just completed, why this podcast is more important than ever, how Iâm navigating grief and identity, and the outpouring of support Iâve received â from GoFundMe donors to exes, friends, and even The Howard Stern Show and H3 Podcast, who both invited me back on to share my story.
đ A must-listen if youâve ever faced a life-changing moment and wondered: How the hell do I move forward from here?
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đ New video episodes every Friday at 8 PM
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đ„ Early video access for Spotify subscribers
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đïž This week on Brolapse, Iâm joined by the sweet, slutty, and savage RyanPupXXXâfresh off a trip to Fort Lauderdale where he painted my apartment and got his hole painted in return. We dive into it all: his first time getting fisted during a massage, double fists and pool balls, writing phone numbers on the bottoms of shoes, and why his hole deserves an award for versatility.
We also talk about what it means to be a verse fister, curating the perfect orgy, and his upcoming panel at the JustFor.Fans Conference. This episode is messy, fun, and full of genuine love for the craft of fisting.
đ„ Full video available exclusively on HungerFF dot com!
đ§ Listen on YouTube: â https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaâ
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đ New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM
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In this special episode of Brolapse, I'm sitting down with Mike, aka Mr. Hankey, the mastermind behind Mr. Hankeyâs Toys, to discuss one of the boldest collaborations in adult toy historyâthe HungerFF Prolapse Dildo.
We dive deep (literally and figuratively) into the design process, the challenges of recreating anatomical realism, and the wildest fan reactions to this one-of-a-kind toy. Mike shares how his company revolutionized the oversized toy market, why platinum-cured silicone is the only way to go, and the unexpected controversies and knockoffs that surfaced after launching this groundbreaking design.
Topics include:
đč How the HungerFF dildo came to lifeâpitching, sculpting, and perfecting every detail
đč Why this was the first prolapse dildo ever made and the marketâs reaction
đč The science of hyper-realism: life casting vs. sculpting from images
đč What makes a toy body-safe and the dark side of cheap knockoffs
đč How one fan managed to use it backwards and fooled everyone
đč Could we go even bigger? The future of the HungerFF dildo line!đĄ If you've ever wondered what goes into crafting the most extreme, innovative sex toys on the market, this episode is a must-listen. Go big or go home, right?
đ New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM!
đ„ Early video access for Spotify subscribers
đ„ Full video available exclusively on HungerFF dot comđ§ Listen on your favorite platforms:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaSpotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseđ Like, subscribe, and leave a review to keep Brolapse thriving!
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This week on Brolapse, Iâm joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral momentâThe Liftâwhere he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.
But thatâs just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have about body types in the kink world, and the frustrating trope of people wanting to be âtrainedâ overnight. We also discuss the intersection of his drag career and fisting identityâhow Alotta McGriddles has become a staple in NYCâs fetish scene, hosting events that blend humor, shock value, and deep community ties.
Expect candid talk about industry gatekeeping, unrealistic beauty standards in porn, and how social media influencers have impacted the evolution (and regression) of adult content. We also reflect on what it means to be an authentic creator in a space oversaturated with polish and pay-per-view gimmicks.
If youâve ever wondered what itâs like to live at the intersection of drag and hardcore kinkâor just want to hear two fisting legends swap insane storiesâthis is an episode you donât want to miss.
đ§ Early video access for Spotify subscribers!
đ„ Full-length video exclusively on â HungerFF dot comâ
Follow Wrecked It Ralph / Alotta McGriddles:
đ X (Twitter): â @WreckedIt_Ralphâ
đ JustFor.Fans: â justfor.fans/WreckedIt_Ralphâ
Subscribe & Listen:
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đ§ Spotify: â https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapseâ (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)
đ Apple Podcasts: â https://apple.co/408WLLXâ
đ» Amazon & Audible: â https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseâ
đ New episodes every Friday at 8 PM!
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In this second half of my interview with Finn Vortex, owner of FistTheory.com and moderator of multiple fisting-focused Facebook groups, we dive even deeper into the evolving world of online fisting communities.
We discuss the impact of Telegram and Discord on the fisting scene, the challenges of moderating large groups on Facebook, and the fine line between education and censorship. Finn shares insights on how these platforms influence safer play, community-building, and the visibility of fisting culture.
We also talk about:
âą The history of Fantastic Friends, one of the earliest fisting groups on Facebook
âą How new fisters experience peer pressure in online spaces
âą The role of social media in normalizing fisting without drug use
âą Trans inclusion in the fisting scene and the communityâs challenges in embracing diversity
âą Finnâs big plans for the future, including kink education, coaching, and potential fisting retreats
And of course, we exchange a few deep personal techniques. đ
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In this eye-opening episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Finn Vortex, a fisting educator, moderator of multiple fisting Facebook groups, and the creator of FistTheory.com, one of the most comprehensive educational resources on fisting. Finnâs journey into fisting isnât like mostâafter surviving a carjacking and gunshot wound to the chest, he underwent life-saving surgery that quite literally rearranged his insides. Now, years later, he reflects on how that trauma may have played a role in his ability to take deep fists.
But Finn isnât just a deep playerâheâs a dedicated educator. We dive into the early days of online fisting communities, the gaps in fisting education that led him to create Fist Theory, and his mission to provide scientific-backed, structured learning for newcomers and veterans alike. He walks me through his process of developing coursework that covers everything from anatomy and physiology to lube science, toy safety, and injury prevention.
We also explore some of the biggest misconceptions in the fisting world, including why the idea that âfisting isnât like pornâ might not be entirely true, how communication failures lead to most fisting-related injuries, and why intermediate-level players are often at the highest risk. Finn shares his thoughts on the dangers of insertable toys, the problem with âlimit pushing,â and how fisting tops and bottoms often bring their traditional sexual roles into play in ways that donât always serve them.
In a candid discussion about chems in the fisting scene, we talk about the real risks of meth use, how poppers impact the body, and Finnâs surprising personal experiences with chem useâspoiler alert: his first time involved a Mormon fisting party and a painful Trimix injection gone wrong. We also cover harm reduction strategies, including why doctors often know shockingly little about extreme anal play, and how the fisting community is stepping up to educate both players and medical professionals alike.
This episode is full of wild stories, deep insights, and a whole lot of nerdy fisting knowledge. Whether youâre a seasoned player or just curious, Finnâs wisdom and humor make this a must-listen.
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In this special episode of Brolapse, I take a wild, no-holds-barred trip down memory lane to revisit some of the most viral moments of my career. From pickup truck fisting to prolapsing for Howie Mandel, these are the videos that not only broke the internet but also left an undeniable mark on the fisting communityâand, in some cases, pop culture itself.
I kick things off by diving into my very first viral hitâthe Pickup Truck Videoâa spur-of-the-moment scene at FistFest that, unbeknownst to me at the time, would revitalize the event and inspire an entire generation of fist pigs. Then, we revisit the infamous Easter Bunny Video, where I got fisted stupid while birthing colorful eggs out of my prolapseâbecause why not turn Easter into a holiday of hardcore kink?
But nothing could prepare me for the Clash of the Titans video, my most notorious creation to date. Shot at FistFest, this scene featured extreme prolapse play so shocking that it ended up on The H3 Podcast and Howie Mandel Does Stuff, leaving celebrities like Sharon Osbourne, Heidi Klum, and Sofia Vergara absolutely speechless (or, in some cases, horrified). The impact of this video was so intense that even the cameraman fainted after filming it!
I also break down the Dumpling Video, a COVID-era masterpiece that took gay Twitter by storm years after its release, sparking reaction videos, shock memes, and countless requests from fans trying to get their hands on it. And, of course, I canât forget the Lunch Punch Date, an unexpectedly viral moment from Pornhub that left viewers both fascinated and traumatizedâleading to some of the funniest hate comments Iâve ever received.
What makes a video go viral? Is it pure chaos? Unfiltered authenticity? Sheer audacity? Maybe itâs a combination of all three. Tune in as I reflect on what made these moments legendary and why my approach to content has always been about pushing limits while never taking myself too seriously.
đ§ Listen now and relive the moments that made HungerFF a viral sensation!
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In this episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Eva Salyerâgraphic designer, artist, and a key part of the HungerFF.com team. Eva has been shaping the visual world of gay porn since 2007, working with major names like NakedSword, Playgirl, and TimTales. But her journey into adult industry design started in a way only she could pull offâwith Jameson, a random online job listing, and a little bit of fate.
We dive into her wild origin story, her experiences in the adult industry, and how she stepped up to keep HungerFF.com running while I was in treatment. We also talk about her powerful, raw, and emotional paintings, her journey through addiction and recovery, and her YouTube channel, where sheâs building an audience through art, authenticity, and sheer creative force.
Other topics we explore:
đ„ The unexpected ways AI is changing adult content branding
đ§ How DJing, graphic design, and painting all connect in her creative process
đ The real impact of sharing art that reflects pain, trauma, and survival
đĄ The dream project sheâd build if money was no object (spoiler: itâs peak Eva)
This episode is a love letter to creative resilience, reinvention, and finding real, meaningful collaborations in a world that often feels transactional.
đ New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM ESTâfollow to stay updated!
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Ever been ghosted by a hookup after waiting hours with high expectations? Yeah, same. In this episode of Brolapse, Iâm channeling that frustration into Fisting Pet Peeves Vol. 3, where we dive into the most annoying, cringe-worthy, and downright rage-inducing habits of fisting tops (and bottoms). From guys who think watching one porn video makes them an expert to the âjust relaxâ brigade, Iâm not holding back. If youâve ever been left high, dry, and mildly traumatized, this oneâs for you.
Weâre tackling lazy tops, lube-phobic hands, and the âIâm too scared to punchâ crowd, plus why insisting bottoms always travel is peak selfish behavior. Expect sarcasm, brutal honesty, and some hard truths, because if you recognize yourself in any of these pet peeves⊠you just might be the problem. Donât worry, thoughâthereâs still time to fix you. Tune in, laugh, rage with me, and donât forget to subscribe for exclusive early video access on Spotify before the full episode drops on HungerFF.com this Friday at 8 PM!
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Whatâs worse than a bad fisting session? A bad fisting session with zero communication, dry-ass hands, and a top who thinks depth charging is the only move in his playbook. This week on Brolapse, Iâm diving deep (but not that deep) into the biggest fisting pet peevesâstraight from the mouths and holes of the piggiest sluts in the game. From tops who wonât wash their damn hands to those who call you âbossyâ just for asking them to fist you right, weâre unpacking it all. And yes, Iâve got a lot of thoughts.
Silent tops, lying-ass âversâ bottoms, and lube-wasting disastersâthis oneâs got something for everyone. If youâve ever had a frustrating session, youâll relate hard to these horror stories. Plus, Iâm throwing in some real talk on how to fix these mistakes and make your hole-hungry adventures even better. Donât miss this one, and remember: Wash. Your. Fucking. Hands.
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In this unique episode of Brolapse, HungerFF takes listeners on a poetic journey into the world of fisting. Inspired by his chaotic yet structured approach to life, he explores AI-generated fisting poetryâeach piece offering a sensual dive into themes of deep insertion, prolapses, double fisting, and even the ultimate triple fisting experience. From playful musings to intimate reflections, HungerFF shares his thoughts on how these erotic verses capture the raw emotion and euphoria of the experience. He also delves into the creative process behind generating these poems and how AI tools can be used to enhance storytelling in unexpected ways.
Whether youâre a fan of fisting, poetry, or just curious about the intersection of kink and creativity, this episode offers a fresh and provocative perspective. HungerFF encourages listeners to join in on the fun by sharing their own fisting-inspired poetry, whether self-written or AI-generated.
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In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF sits down with BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz, the hosts of the fisting podcast Such FFun, to discuss the origins and evolution of their show. The conversation explores themes of fisting, personal identity, and the balance between education and entertainment in podcasting. BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazz share insights into their creative processes, the importance of personal connections to their subject matter, and the challenges of engaging guests in meaningful conversations.
The episode dives into various themes, including family dynamics, personal expression, and the impact of Such FFun on the community. The guests reflect on the importance of open-mindedness in family relationships, the role of art in self-expression, and the memorable guests who have influenced their podcasting journey. They also discuss the pressures of representation within the fisting community, the challenges of addressing taboo topics, and their personal experiences with vulnerability, recovery, and mental health.
The discussion highlights the role of niche podcasts in fostering community connections and concludes with a look at BigButtGeek and Jazzmatazzâs future goals for Such FFun, emphasizing the significance of audience engagement. This episode offers listeners a thought-provoking look at the creative and personal experiences of two influential voices in the fisting podcasting world.
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In this episode, HungerFF explores the concept of fisting as a sport, discussing its physicality, the community surrounding it, and the unique sensations it offers. The conversation delves into the differences between intimacy and physical connection in fisting, the camaraderie among participants, and the diverse backgrounds of those involved. He emphasizes the importance of personal training and growth in the practice of fisting, highlighting that it can be a shared experience that fosters deep connections among individuals.
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In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with CagedJock, exploring their shared experiences in the adult industry, the evolution of kinks like fisting and chastity, and the challenges of balancing personal and professional lives. They discuss memorable scenes, the rise of fisting popularity, and the importance of community building through events. The conversation also touches on misconceptions about performers and the journey towards happiness and mental health.
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In this episode of Brolapse, host HungerFF engages in a candid conversation with Argendana, or simply Dana, a prominent figure in the adult entertainment industry. They discuss Dana's journey into the world of fisting and anal play, the stigma faced by women in the industry, and the importance of safety and best practices in anal play. Dana shares her insights on the challenges of being a woman in a male-dominated space, her extensive collection of toys, and her future plans to innovate within the adult industry. The conversation is filled with humor, personal anecdotes, and a shared passion for their craft.
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