Episodes

  • Can I live in peace?! Recently, I’ve been allowing too many distractions get in my way. While involving myself with these individuals I’ve realized that not everyone is gonna appreciate you and value who you are. In this episode, I speak on a few obstacles I’ve been through, how it affected me and what I’m doing to gain back my mental peace. Ain’t nothing wrong with mental healing. Your mental is very important and one thing I’m not gonna tolerate is someone messing with mines. Don’t allow anyone especially someone who has been in your life be a priority over you when their actions clearly shows you where you are to them. Let’s focus on moving forward! Work on being better rather than consistently talking about the pain which is why you feel people feel they can get away with moving the way you do. Life is too short and I want to be happy. All I want is healing and positive energy. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is.... Angel Numbers/Ten Toes Down- Chris Brown. Follow me on my Instagram… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/ and my Apple Music profile is https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva Lastly, for any of your financial needs please feel free to check my business website out. I will continue to deliver and assist my people to accomplish any goals they have in life. http://resourcefirmllc.com/

  • In this episode, I discuss more about what I’m challenging with the home I currently reside in. With sharing this experience I’m hoping that those out there will know the pros and cons when it comes to living out here in the real world. Regardless of the decision you make in life be prepared for the outcome. I want others to be aware of the terminology used when signing anything legal. I’m a fighter so I won’t give up until victory is reached. Throughout any situation I need for y’all to stay strong. Continue to stay firm in what you believe especially when you know what’s taking place is wrong. Love y’all and remember in the words of Kill Wayne “you can’t break down what can’t be broken”. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is.... Can’t Be Broken- Lil Wayne. Follow me on my Instagram… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/ and my Apple Music profile is https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva Lastly, for any of your financial needs please feel free to check my business website out. I will continue to deliver and assist my people to accomplish any goals they have in life. http://resourcefirmllc.com/

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  • You know the saying “No storm lasts forever. After the storm the sun will shine again.” That’s the truth! I know I’m not the only one that have felt like giving up during these painful and dark times. We all HAVE at one point in our lives, where then came Faith. Life can be an emotional rollercoaster. I know! From death and betrayal from family or those who I thought were my friends. It’s about trusting that everything is possible. Also, listening to those messages you may get that you seem to ignore. You will see how things will transform in your life. Believe me!. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is.... Alright- Gunna. Follow me on my Instagram… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/ and my Apple Music profile is https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva 💯 Let me leave you with this…. “Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later.”
    ‭‭Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭18‬ ‭NLT‬‬ https://bible.com/bible/116/rom.8.18.NLT Peace ❤️🕊️

  • I’m asked alot how do I stay positive even with what I’ve been through. In this episode, I answer that! Acceptance and boundary setting. I’m no way or form perfect but I can say that throughout life I’ve acquired a liken to separating myself from those who may not understand or just refuse. That’s when you start to realize what needs to be done for your happiness. Especially when your growing. You don’t want to leave anyone behind especially when their blood but your want to surround yourselves around those who you manifest to want to become. Again, I’m still working on myself but the answer all lies within you. What will make you happy?? This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Changing- Rod Wave. Follow me on my social media platforms…. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= and my Apple Music profile https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva Remember who a person is to you doesn’t define your relationship nor require you to engage in anything especially when it comes to your peace and growth. Until next time Fam!!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • In this episode, I express how sicken and sadden I am with the sinful behaviors we’re surrounded around. From Jezebel female officer committing sin with married man or mentally unstable mass shooters from children to elders. It’s getting out of hand. We have time to make for all the worldly things we want as we allow our greed to control us but can’t seem to make time to thank the all mighty for everything we have in our lives. Once we learn to take action by praying for guidance, protection and for wisdom things will only get worst. These times we’re living in requires abilities we will only be able to touch once we’ve started to pray and ask the lord for understanding. Whether you closed for Sunday like Chick-fil-A or decide to wanna give him time everyday the time must be made. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Closed on Sundays- Kanye West. Let’s work on praying more so we can all learn how to control and defeat the negativity and evil. Follow me on my social media platforms…. https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= and my Apple Music profile https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva The apps I use mentioned in this episode are…. The Bible app https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bible/id282935706 The Bible Project https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bibleproject/id1523687027

  • With the new year here, we’re still faced with everyday life and what hurdles we go through to survive here on earth. It’s been a while so in this episode I touch a few topics while trying to get to the conclusion. That’s the Facts!!! I find more and more people are drawn to me not just because of my beauty but because of the message I deliver. Moving forward, I want to continue sharing my spiritual growth as I battle my way through life while trying to be an example for those who may need guidance. Please continue to share as I’m working on trying to get as many of my messages out into the universe. I need for people to focus and listen. You’ll be surprised how much easier life may be. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. Featured podcast track is…. Real Spill- Lil Baby. This new year let’s work on becoming at peace with ourselves in order to defeat the negativity out here. ❤️ Follow me on my social media platform Instagram… https://www.instagram.com/p/CkEQt1ouv9u/?igshid=MWI4MTIyMDE= And my Apple Music Profile… https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva

  • As I continue my growth process, I touch more on my observation of my mother, her plea and struggle with Depression. This episode is not intended to hurt anyone but to help others be aware that Depression don’t discriminate on age, race or even gender. I’m sharing this story in hopes that anyone that may see signs or that may be going through it will take the advice of getting professional help. Featured Track…. Free Mind- Tems. Let’s help each other in any way we can even if it’s an ear, a shoulder or an hug. Be blessed!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Follow me on social media platform Instagram.. https://www.instagram.com/p/CXTZOKXr3s5/?igshid=NDc0ODY0MjQ= And my Apple Music Profile…. https://music.apple.com/profile/Bxmami4eva

  • In this episode, I speak about my experiences with CREDIT. I discuss what I was taught back in the day, a little about what I’ve encountered and what I’ve gained since establishing and fixing my credit. Tough situations come at any time. Believe I Know!! Let’s give our loyalty to something that will help benefit you and your family when these times come. Now that’s something we all can benefit from for the better. This episode and other episode feature songs I have no rights to at all. The song played in this episode were… Kendrick Lamar- Alright. Featured Pages are Building Credit (Let’s Talk) & Road To 750 both group pages on Facebook. When you send an invite let them know Bxmami sent you! Let’s continue to help, build and support our community. Remember: We can live the life we've always wanted just trust the process. Be Blessed Fam!!! ❤️

  • With a fresh new start☀️… They ask where ya girl been at?! Well I’ve been trying to work on forgiving and healing myself as I live life everyday. I’m just giving y’all a glimpse of what I’ve been striving towards in hopes one day my dreams may come true with the help of the ones who truly love me. I’m also working on my consistency with podcasting so I can continuously keep it real with y’all. As I’m manifesting, I had to feature the one and only Big Sean as he’s known for his growth and speaking on his beliefs. From Overtime to Blessings 🙏🏾 each track featured I’ve related to. It’s just the start so thank y’all for the continued support and stay tuned as your girl stay keeping it real! 💯💯💯 Make sure to follow me. Let me know what you think and more on my Instagram also keep in mind 1 Corinthians 10:13. Let’s continue to spread the love!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link

  • In this episode, I discuss the acts of senseless gun violence among us in our community. RIP Young Dolph!!! As the community still mourn the death we are still trying to piece together what led to that day. I speak on how we feel we should get justice for what’s right but is hurting one another setting an example of how powerful we are?? When are we finally gonna band together and put the hate and envy to the side and work on uplifting and motivating each other as we should?? Hopefully this episode helps you better understand what it is we are really setting as a whole and how we can come better before it may be to late. Being envious isn’t something I can say I know but being surrounded by envious people who portray wanting the better but really wanting the worst is something I’m sure I’m not the only one to have encountered. Whether it’s associates, friends or even family ENVIOUS PEOPLE are real! As always, real talk with a playlist with two real n***as. Key Glock and Young Dolph ❤️ Just touching what I feel as I stay keeping it real 💯💯 Make sure to follow me and let me know what you think and more on my Instagram and y’all remember Luke 6:27. Let’s continue to spread the love!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link

  • In this episode, I express what led me to go from being all up in the video to being down in the dumps after watching people of all ages past out including mines. The measures that we’re took and other measures we could’ve taken to make sure the event was not just lit but safe. I speak on how security hired has a big roll in large events and my attempt to reach out to set an example for the community which completely failed. Here’s a glimpse in our Dr Evil vs. Rich Shooter Tour experience and the feeling of if given an opportunity maybe Nudy and the organizers could have possibly set an example for the world. I included music from my youngest son Jeremiah’s playlist available on Apple. Tracks from Slimeball, Slimeball 2-3 and Rich Shooter. Please make sure to check me out on my Instagram page. Thank y’all for your support as always ❤️❤️ Bxmami4eva https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link

  • In this episode, I speak about the tragic event that happened during the Astroworld Festival and how decisions made in your life can effect others whether it’s for the good or bad. This unfortunate situation is just one of many examples of what this society has came too. Rather than using the butterfly effect positively look how it has spiraled out of control with how easy it is to be negative. Sickening is just one word on the list. Hopefully this episode will help you understand better about the effects we have on each other and how we can all live better when we try to be positive and think about others rather than just ourselves. I included music from Travis Scott’s AstroWorld (my favorite) and also a scripture from Matthew 7:12 ❤️❤️❤️ Feel free to follow me on Instagram and let me know what other topics y’all would love to hear me cover. https://www.instagram.com/p/CQZID07hvTV/?utm_medium=copy_link

  • In this episode, I talk about how I perceive mental health. I mention how everyone have or may suffer and how those issues can lead to abuse. Speaking on real life events and my thoughts on what I think of this society and what we can do to change it for the better. I included tracks like Sleepy Hallow, Derez Deshon, Morray, J. Cole and Rich The Kid ft. Quavo & Takeoff. All Love ❤️ ❤️

  • In this episode, I speak about the unfortunate event that has came to light before the passing of an ICON. This tribute music consist of all DMX tracks. I talk about how DMX expressed how he trusted someone that lead him to his struggle. Pointing out what trusting others can do and how we should think about our actions before asking or willing to ask or give our trust. As always thank everyone for supporting my journey of real conversations and music. ❤️❤️

  • In this episode, I thank everyone for tuning in again and allowing me to speak about my feelings towards fake people and how encountering fakes makes anyone with a genuine and real heart feels plus how just keeping it real and being honest will get you a lot further than being fake for your own selfishness. This episode features songs from Moneybagg Yo- Time Today, Fakebitcheshero- Fake, Styles P- Hundred and Fabolous- Nightmares ain’t as bad. Each song relates in some way as to how we are affected by the actions of others. As always thanks for allowing me to keep it real ❤️

  • In this episode I thank everyone for tuning in and talk about the positive people who encouraged me to get over my fear of failing. I also speak about those who have impacted me as well as shout out a woman who has been an saint since I’ve moved here and a black owned business in the GA area you should definitely support. ❤️