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  • As Contestant 243, Sam dives deep into his journey through the intense and often unseen aspects of the competition. From grueling physical challenges to the psychological games played behind the scenes, Sam shares exclusive details about the strategies, camaraderie, and tensions among contestants.00:00:00 Inside the Beast Games: Competing for $5 Million 00:05:31 Entering the Beast Games: First Impressions and Challenges00:10:55 Meeting Mr. Beast: A Surreal Experience 00:16:32 The Challenges and Waiting Times 00:22:39 Chaos During the Contest00:27:40 Unusual Stadium Flooring 00:33:15 Team Dynamics and Competition Strategy 00:38:51 The Reality of Being "Trapped" for Money 00:45:19 The Temptation of a Million-Dollar Bribe 00:50:53 Conclusion and Community EngagementJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0#mrbeast #beastgames #primevideo #like #comment #post #share#subscribe to the channel.

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  • Join us as we delve into a pivotal moment from the latest episode of Sister Wives. This time, Kody and Robyn are exploring new spiritual horizons as they consider finding a new church. Amidst the turmoil of past religious experiences, this episode raises critical questions about the future of their faith and family dynamics. How will Kody's historical frustrations with religion influence their choices? And what does this mean for Robyn, who has held onto her beliefs through it all? Tune in as we unpack the motivations, challenges, and implications of their search for a new faith community.

    Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy

    00:00:00 Sister Wives: Robyn and Kody's Faith Transition

    00:03:20 Christine's Engagement Journey

    00:06:35 Insight into Robyn and Kody's Backstory

    00:10:14 Unequal Relationships and Favoritism

    00:13:32 Exploring Faith and Community After Leaving Mormonism

    00:16:52 Navigating Religious Identity and Community

    00:20:12 Polygamy and Love at First Sight in Religious Contexts

    00:23:54 Robyn's Struggle with Religious Beliefs

    00:27:14 Church and Cult Controversy

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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  • Imagine living your entire childhood without Christmas—no tree, no lights, no presents, and no holiday magic. In this video, I share my personal journey of experiencing Christmas for the very first time at the age of 18. From growing up in a strict environment where celebrating holidays was forbidden to finally stepping into a world filled with festive cheer, this is a story of discovery, joy, and the power of new beginnings.

    🎄 Share your thoughts in the comments: How has Christmas impacted your life?

    👍 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more personal stories and reflections!

    #FirstChristmas #HolidayStory #PersonalJourney

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Growing Up in the FLDS Without Christmas

    00:02:23 Why We Didn't Celebrate Christmas

    00:05:03 Childhood Memories of Christmas and Rebellion in St George

    00:07:27 Embracing New Christmas Traditions

    00:10:04 Embracing Christmas Traditions Together

    00:12:33 Embracing Christmas Traditions: Celebrating Jesus Christ and Family

    00:15:03 Navigating Traditions and Santa Claus Beliefs

    00:17:32 Cherished Christmas Traditions and Memories

    00:20:05 Embracing the Spirit of Christmas Without Religious Belief

    00:22:41 Wishing You a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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  • In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa dive into Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 13, exploring the emotional reunion between Meri and her friends who left the AUB religion. They discuss the debate over whether happiness is possible in a polygamous marriage, Christine’s symbolic choice of her wedding dress as a step toward freedom, and Robyn’s daughters’ search for religious community as they navigate young adulthood and dating. Join us for an insightful discussion on faith, freedom, and the complexities of polygamous life.

    Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Seeking Happiness in Polygamy

    00:03:16 The Significance of Sealing Ceremonies in Mormon Weddings

    00:06:42 Modifying a Wedding Dress for Modesty Requirements

    00:09:53 Wedding Photography Outside the Temple

    00:13:00 Exploring Faith and Community Choices in Flagstaff

    00:16:28 Deconstructing Faith and Identity Loss

    00:19:56 Mary's Candid Conversation with Friends

    00:23:25 Struggles with Worthiness in Marriage

    00:27:20 Monogamy vs. Polygamy: Exploring Relationship Dynamics

    00:31:00 Balancing Duty, Love, and Happiness

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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  • Leaving the Mormon church was the hardest decision we’ve ever made. After months of study, prayer, temple visits, and conversations with church leaders, we tried everything to stay faithful. But ultimately, we realized we couldn’t continue raising our children in the church.

    If you’ve ever felt torn between your faith and your true self, or if you’re curious about what it’s like to leave such a deeply rooted community, we hope our story will resonate with you.

    Join us as we share the hardest, yet most rewarding, decision of our lives.

    You can find the YouTube video that Sam and Melissa Watched about the different churches here: 👉https://youtu.be/UJMSU8Qj6Go?si=DNL-HqUR5e4ez_Yc

    Check out this song that has become one of our favorites during our faith journey:

    👉https://youtu.be/mNenYhTNzus?si=ZAKAKEJMyT9zu0cG

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Leaving the Mormon Church: Our Journey

    00:09:51 Exploring Faith and Doubt Within the Church

    00:20:14 Changing Doctrine and Temple Covenants

    00:31:57 Questioning Spiritual Experiences and Truth

    00:40:54 Navigating Religious Practices and Uncomfortable Experiences

    00:51:09 Navigating Faith Transitions

    01:01:47 Breaking Stereotypes: Leaving the Church and Staying True

    01:12:17 Reevaluating Child Education in Faith

    01:23:08 Questioning Religion and Finding Spiritual Freedom

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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  • In this episode, Sam and Melissa delve into the ongoing drama surrounding Coyote Pass and its future now that the Brown family has fractured. Kody's intentions to sell the land and how he plans to divide it amongst his ex-wives is explored, raising questions about fairness and control. The hosts discuss family dynamics, Kody's relationships with his children, and the tensions between his public persona and private actions. With Janelle and Meri seeking independence, their respective stances on Coyote Pass are highlighted. Additionally, the episode touches on Meri's newfound freedom, her trip to Europe, and the emotional complexities faced by the Brown children.

    Learn more about Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy

    Chapters:

    00:00 The Shattered Dream of Coyote Pass

    00:45 Meet Sam and Melissa

    01:35 Sister Wives Episode 12 Recap

    01:57 Kody's Emotional Breakdown

    05:35 The Cul-de-Sac Memories

    07:42 Kody's Struggle with Polygamy

    12:40 Savannah's Graduation Party Drama

    17:31 Meri's European Adventure

    23:01 The Coyote Pass Conflict

    29:56 Is Kody Going to Play Nice?

    Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

    Insta: @growingupinpolygamy

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    ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • Join us as we share the incredible story of how we met, fell in love, and started our journey together. It all began in a Mormon church meeting, where a chance encounter sparked something truly special. Just six weeks later, Sam proposed to Melissa at Disneyland, and only a few months after that, we were married in the Mormon Temple.

    In this video, we dive into the details of our whirlwind romance, how the church shaped our relationship in those early days, and the lengths we went to in trying to follow the rules perfectly. It's a love story filled with faith, adventure, and some unexpected twists!

    Grab a cozy seat and join us as we reflect on the beginning of our journey together. 💕

    #lovestory #MormonTempleWedding #WhirlwindRomance

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 How Sam and Melissa Met at Church

    00:07:43 Our Unplanned Reunion

    00:15:12 Our Long First Date: From Bowling to a Power Outage

    00:22:53 Struggling with Faith and Church Teachings

    00:30:54 A Tale of Falling in Love

    00:38:45 Becoming "Official"

    00:46:15 Engagement Bliss and Wedding Plans

    00:54:27 Marriage Ceremonies and Church Policies

    01:02:16 Celestial Room: A Sacred Place for Prayer

    01:10:21 Farewell and Conclusion

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

    Insta: @growingupinpolygamy

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    ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

    #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this episode, Sam and Melissa dive into the emotional rollercoaster of Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 11. Kody is in tears as he says goodbye to Meri, but let’s be real—he played a huge role in the breakdown of their relationship. Was this farewell genuine or just another attempt to deflect blame? Join us as we break down the drama, share insights from our personal experiences, and discuss the deeper dynamics of polygamous relationships. Don’t miss this thought-provoking reaction!

    Check out Descript HERE: https://get.descript.com/lx1ja60o20yy

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Kody and Meri's Emotional Goodbye

    00:02:50 Realization of Family Dynamics

    00:05:42 Christine's New Life and Unique Preferences

    00:08:50 Janelle Reveals Kody's Secret to Christine

    00:11:32 Relationship Conflicts and Realizations

    00:14:32 Meri's Journey to Freedom and Self-Discovery

    00:17:37 Robyn's Emotional Manipulation Revealed

    00:20:33 The Frustration of Unrequited Love and Friendship

    00:23:35 Emotional Conflict in Kody and Meri's Relationship

    00:26:52 Engage with Us in the Comments

    Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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    Theme Song created by @artcowles

    Please feel free to reach out to us!

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    ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE

    ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

    #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this video, Melissa opens up about her experience growing up in the Mormon faith. She shares the joys, traditions, and sense of community she found, as well as the challenges and pressures that came with it. From the teachings she was raised with to the personal struggles she faced, Melissa provides an honest look at how her faith shaped her life and identity. Whether you're curious about Mormonism or can relate to navigating faith and culture, this heartfelt discussion offers valuable insight.

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Growing Up in the Mormon Faith

    00:10:52 Growing Up in St. George Utah

    00:21:35 Childhood Memories of Baptism and Blessings

    00:32:28 Navigating Church Pressure and Community

    00:43:25 The Role of Bishops in Repentance

    00:54:49 Considering a Mission: Career and Faith Decisions

    01:05:28 Disparities in Confession Consequences

    01:16:19 Questioning the Importance of Temple Marriage

    Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

    Insta: @growingupinpolygamy

    New website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.com

    Theme Song created by @artcowles

    Please feel free to reach out to us!

    [email protected]

    ✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE

    ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

    #like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this episode of Sister Wives, Mary comments on Cody helping her move being his severance package since they aren't legally married. Sam and Melissa dive into the vulnerabilities and challenges women face in polygamous relationships when marriages end. They also discuss Christine's new life with David, including their move-in plans and engagement, and emotional moments involving Isabel. The episode further explores Robin's contradictory actions towards Mary and delves into the complicated dynamics of plural marriages.Chapters:00:00 Mary's Unexpected Comment and Polygamy Realities00:31 Meet Your Hosts: Sam and Melissa01:44 Christine's New Journey with David02:18 Isabel's Emotional Struggles03:59 Christine's Transition to Monogamy10:30 Mary's Relationship with Robin's Kids10:46 Cody and Robin's Manipulations19:48 Legal Vulnerabilities in Polygamous Marriages23:06 Question of the Week: Legalizing Polygamy23:50 Closing Thoughts and Future EpisodesJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this video, Melissa interviews Sam about his incredible journey from growing up in a polygamous FLDS community to serving as a Mormon missionary in Chile. Sam opens up about the challenges of leaving behind his polygamist roots, adapting to a new culture, and sharing his faith in a foreign country. This candid conversation reveals the highs and lows of his mission, the impact it had on his beliefs, and how it shaped the person he is today. Whether you're curious about the FLDS, Mormon missions, or Sam’s personal journey, this interview offers a unique and eye-opening perspective. Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more engaging stories and interviews!

    00:00:00 Transition from FLDS to Mormon Missionary

    00:07:49 Life at the Missionary Training Center

    00:15:49 Overcoming Language Learning Challenges

    00:23:44 Navigating Missionary Rules and Expectations

    00:31:43 Language Immersion Experience in Chile

    00:39:26 Experiences as a Tall Missionary in Chile

    00:47:07 Reflections on Missionary Work

    00:55:21 Life as a Missionary in Chile

    01:03:13 Support and New Beginnings with the Wyson Family Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa break down Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 9, how the Brown family's journey has taken unexpected turns. As the family grapples with unplanned twists and new realities, Sam, an ex-FLDS member, offers a unique perspective on how families in polygamous relationships can find themselves on paths they never anticipated.

    Join us as we explore the breaking points, the hard decisions, and the emotional shifts that come with these surprising changes. With insider insights from Sam's own experiences, this deep dive provides a fresh perspective on the struggles and surprises within plural families.

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    00:00:00 The Brown Family Breakdown: Was Polygamy the Culprit?

    00:02:49 Navigating Polygamy: Challenges and Dynamics in the Family

    00:08:44 Christine's Journey to Divorce

    00:11:40 The Struggle with Faith and Polygamy

    00:14:39 Cody's Spiritual Revelation

    00:17:40 Tattoos and Acceptance in FLDS and Mormon Culture

    00:20:28 The Complex Relationships in Polygamy

    00:23:38 Navigating Family Dynamics and New Relationships

    00:26:50 Conclusion and Farewell Message

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    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

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  • In this video, Sam shares the incredible story of leaving the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) community, where he was raised with four mothers and Warren Jeffs as the prophet. At just 18 years old, Sam made the life-changing decision to walk away from everything he knew, waking up on a stranger's couch with no plan for what was next.Join us as Melissa interviews Sam about his journey from a strict polygamous upbringing to discovering the mainstream LDS (Mormon) Church. From the challenges of navigating the outside world to reconnecting with family members who viewed him as "wicked" for leaving, Sam reveals the ups and downs of transitioning between two very different religious worlds.00:00:00 Transitioning from FLDS to LDS: A Personal Journey00:08:07 Experiencing a New Church Community 00:16:52 Leaving the FLDS Church: An Unplanned Farewell 00:25:30 Experiencing Freedom and Financial Struggles 00:33:57 FDLS Church and Missionary Discussions00:42:01 Differences Between FLDS and LDS Churches 00:50:41 A Memorable 18th Birthday and Meeting Sam00:59:01 Preparing for the Mission: Financial Challenges and Community Support01:07:17 Embracing a New Life for Purpose01:16:31 Closing Remarks and Call to ActionJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In our latest reaction to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 8, we dig into Janelle’s eye-opening comment, calling Robyn Kody’s “sacred cow.” 🐄 With Kody’s faith shaken and his relationships with the other wives strained, Janelle’s statement has us wondering just how much Robyn has influenced Kody’s choices.

    We explore what this bold reference means for Kody’s priorities and how his shifting beliefs are impacting his family. Join us as we break down the drama, family dynamics, and faith struggles at the center of the Brown family’s journey!

    👀 Watch now and let us know your thoughts in the comments!

    00:00:00 Janelle's Revelation About Kody and Robyn

    00:02:15 Adjusting to a Parent's New Relationship

    00:04:21 Christine's Journey to Tradition

    00:06:40 Empowering Change: Breaking Free from Patriarchal Tradition

    00:08:59 Janelle Stands Firm for Her Kids

    00:11:20 Family Dynamics and Loyalty Conflicts

    00:15:56 Symbolism of the Golden Calf and Sacred Cow

    00:18:20 The Impact of Idolatry in Relationships

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  • In this video, Sam opens up about his unique and complex journey growing up in the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) community. With Warren Jeffs as the prophet and four mothers all married to his father, Sam’s childhood was filled with both cherished memories and challenging experiences. Sam shares what life was really like inside a polygamous household, from the daily routines with his large family to interactions with the influential Jeffs family, including visits to their home. He dives into the good parts of his upbringing, like working together in the family garden, but also reveals the darker realities of life within the FLDS church. Join us as Melissa asks Sam the tough questions about growing up in a tightly controlled religious environment—and his eventual decision to leave it all behind at just 18 years old.

    00:00:00 Leaving the FLDS: A Life-Altering Decision

    00:09:33 Memories of a Blissful Childhood

    00:18:47 Childhood Adventures: Building Forts and DIY Bows

    00:28:16 Transition to Homeschooling in FLDS

    00:38:18 Childhood Memories and Family Dynamics

    00:48:03 Moving into a New Home

    00:57:18 The Risks of Rebelling in a Strict Community

    01:07:21 Fear of Leaving the Community

    01:17:10 Leaving the FLDS: A Life-Altering Decision

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  • In this video, Sam (an ex-FLDS member) and Melissa dive into the latest drama from Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 7! We break down the unique pressures that come with weddings in a polygamous setting, comparing the cultural and religious expectations placed on marriages like Kody’s with his wives. Meri makes a bold move by leaving Arizona—and Kody—for good, and Christine’s journey takes an exciting turn as she searches for a wedding venue with her new love, David. Join us as we explore the emotional and complex layers of marriage, faith, and independence within polygamous communities!

    00:00:00 Pressure of Social and Religious Expectations in Marriage

    00:03:12 Quick Engagement and Wedding Planning

    00:06:39 Temple Marriage Ceremony Challenges

    00:10:00 Exclusion from Weddings in Different Religions

    00:13:35 Christine's Anticipated Wedding and FLDS Expectations

    00:17:12 Cody and Mary's Changing Relationship Dynamics

    00:20:52 Cody and Christine's Complex Marriage Journey

    00:24:18 Religious and Cultural Pressures in Marriage

    00:27:41 Eternal Commitments in Marriage

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this video, Sam (Ex-FLDS) and his wife Melissa react to "Winston Blackmore in Polygamy: The Bishop of Bountiful, Canada." Together, they dive into the realities of the FLDS branch in Bountiful, shedding light on the secrets of this closed-off polygamous community. As they explore Winston Blackmore's role as the Bishop, Sam shares insights from his own experience growing up in polygamy, while Melissa offers her perspective as a former mainstream Mormon. Don't miss this revealing discussion on the control, power dynamics, and hidden world of Canadian polygamy.

    00:00:00 Exploring the Controversy of Winston Blackmore

    00:06:04 Mainstream and Fundamentalist Mormonism on Divinity and Polygamy

    00:12:25 Exclusive Interview with Winston Blackmore

    00:18:39 Life in a Polygamist Family

    00:25:21 The Dynamics of Polygamous Communities

    00:31:25 Life in the Bountiful Community

    00:38:15 Teenage Pregnancy and Community Dynamics

    00:44:27 Winston Blackmore's Business Empire

    00:50:56 The Controversy of Winston Blackmore and Child Labor

    00:57:27 Discussion on Winston Blackmore and the Canadian GroupJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this episode, Sam, who grew up in the FLDS community, and his wife Melissa sit down to share their reaction to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 6. They dive into the complex dynamics of polygamous marriage, exploring whether "duty" is enough to sustain a relationship in a polygamous religion, and if love even matters. Drawing from their personal experiences—Sam’s upbringing in a polygamous household and Melissa’s mainstream Mormon background—they provide unique insights into the challenges faced by Kody, his wives, and their family. Join us as we break down the episode’s key moments and discuss the real-life implications of "doing your duty" in a plural marriage.

    #SisterWives #FLDS #Polygamy #ExMormon #Reaction #SisterWivesSeason19 #Marriage #DutyAndLove

    00:00:00 Exploring the Balance Between Duty and Love in Polygamous Marriages

    00:03:15 Nostalgia for Large Family Gatherings

    00:06:50 Emotional Reflections on Family Changes

    00:10:27 David Woolly's Family Background and LDS Connection

    00:13:50 Jealousy and Inequality in Polygamous Relationships

    00:18:35 Christine's Swift Journey to Finding Her Soulmate

    00:20:45 Discussion on Christmas Plans and Family Dynamics

    00:24:13 The Role of Spiritual Beliefs in Marriage

    00:27:56 Understanding Loyalty and Duty in Relationships

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  • In this exclusive interview, Sam (Ex-FLDS) and Melissa (raised LDS) sit down with Melanie and Cory, two former members of the AUB (Apostolic United Brethren) church—the same polygamous group the Brown family from Sister Wives came from. Melanie, the daughter of the current AUB prophet, and her husband Cory share their personal experiences and unique insights into Kody Brown and his four wives. Having known the family personally, Melanie and Cory provide an inside look into the real dynamics behind the show and the polygamous lifestyle portrayed on Sister Wives.

    🔔 Don’t forget to subscribe for more interviews and reactions about polygamous communities, fundamentalist religions, and Sister Wives!

    00:00:00 Did Cody Really Love Mary?

    00:06:14 Discussion on Cody's Relationships and Choices

    00:13:23 The Complexities of Legal Adoption in Polygamous Families

    00:19:49 Mary's Journey in the Brown Family

    00:26:00 Navigating Plural Relationships and Favoritism

    00:32:11 The Challenges of Self-Governance in Restrictive Religions

    00:38:40 Christine's Journey to Finding Love Again

    00:44:48 Misalignment in Relationships

    00:51:10 Community Secrets and Liberation

    00:57:28 Conclusion and Thanks

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  • In this episode, Sam, an ex-member of the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) and Melissa react to the latest drama from Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 5. Titled "Kid's Side of the Story," this reaction video dives deep into the ongoing tension between Kody Brown, his wives, and their children. Sam and Melissa break down the emotional struggles, family dynamics, and the impact Kody’s decisions have on his relationships with both the wives and the kids. As they share their unique perspectives, Sam draws from his upbringing in a polygamous community, while Melissa adds insights from her mainstream Mormon background. Watch as they offer a fresh take on the unfolding family drama and the complex relationships that are central to Sister Wives.

    00:00:00 Cody's Shocking Admission

    00:03:29 Cody's Dream of a Big Family

    00:07:03 Eating Placenta: A St. George Midwife Trend?

    00:10:38 Breastfeeding Practices in FLDS Communities

    00:14:12 Family Dynamics and Shared Breastfeeding

    00:17:56 The Emotional Impact of Divorce and Spirituality

    00:21:29 Cody's Accountability and Abandonment Issues

    00:25:15 Janelle and Gabriel's Emotional Conversation

    00:28:58 Importance of Genuine Apologies and Accountability

    00:32:41 Outro and Upcoming Topics

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