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We welcome 30-something Sarah from Arizona today. She has a schizoaffective - bipolar type diagnosis. We discuss her mental health journey with a particular focus on the importance of prioritising sanity and the dangers of medication.
#schizoaffective #sanity #medication
Music: 6th Third Eye Chakra Kundalini Breathing - 369
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00:00:27: Introduction to the episode
00:00:38: Introducing Sarah, the guest
00:00:58: Discussing the weather in Arizona and Scotland
00:01:44: Starting the interview with Sarah
00:02:04: Sarah's earliest symptoms and childhood experiences
00:03:27: Symptoms subside during adolescence
00:05:03: Psychotic break and delusions in adulthood
00:06:17: Researching symptoms and delusions
00:07:11: Pursuing a career in tarot reading
00:10:41: Realising psychosis and medication discussion
00:14:19: Struggles with balancing spirituality and sanity
00:17:18: Managing mental health with medication
00:19:05: Personal beliefs and thought processes
00:20:18: Introduction and initial discussion
00:20:47: Struggles with delusions and intrusive thoughts
00:21:20: The role of antipsychotics and accountability
00:21:56: Side effects of antipsychotic medication
00:22:22: Experience with Metformin
00:23:54: Weight gain and its impact
00:25:03: Considering new medication
00:26:35: Challenges with weight loss on antipsychotics
00:27:07: Long-term acceptance and common struggles
00:27:41: Conclusion and plans to catch up
00:27:56: Binaural beats for soothing the mind
00:28:19: Final thoughts and goodbyes
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Welcome to another solo episode. Duncan talks about Season 3, his books and his new therapy of pure high frequency binaural beats.
Wisdom of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/4cCwOYR
Way of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/3S4Nnoa
Weight gain of a schizophrenic: https://bit.ly/3xS1Vkh
Show notes Vol 1: https://bit.ly/3WljYsq
Show notes Vol 2: https://bit.ly/4dib1WH
Patreon: https://bit.ly/3zCVPVf
Binaural Beats: https://bit.ly/3zDLLeX
#schizophrenia #awareness #activism
Music: Blue Asparagus - TAGE
00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:00:43: Season three overview
00:01:30: Format of season three and its focus
00:03:20: Previous guest: Ben Benjamin
00:04:28: Personal beliefs and perspectives on life
00:05:17: Preference for calm and honest conversations
00:05:31: Discussion of published books
00:07:01: First book: Wisdom of Schizophrenic
00:07:25: Second book: Way of a Schizophrenic
00:08:02: Third book: Weight Gain of a Schizophrenic
00:09:24: Impact of medication and daily life
00:11:01: Importance of understanding schizophrenia
00:12:58: Upcoming book: War of the Schizophrenic
00:13:52: Additional published works
00:15:12: Use of binaural beats for mental health
00:16:46: Medication for diabetes
00:17:26: Future guest interviews and feedback
00:18:28: Use of AI tool for transcripts
00:19:00: Closing remarks and future plans
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Ben has returned for another episode. We discuss medication and the effects of schizophrenia as a child. We touch on the wider aspects of humanity including life on Mars.
#medication #schizoaffective #projectstargate
Music: Gamma Sines - Rocket Noise
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** Duncan's links:
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** Homepage: https://iwasme.co.uk
** Youtube : https://bit.ly/460OkUl
** Patreon: https://bit.ly/3zCVPVf
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00:00:01: Introduction to the episode
00:00:12: Welcoming Benjamin back to the show
00:00:22: Discussing Benjamin's diagnosis and previous episodes
00:00:49: Brief update about Benjamin's current life and work
00:03:31: Talking about recovery and dealing with schizophrenia
00:04:08: Stigma of schizophrenia and media portrayal
00:05:12: Starting conversation regarding medication
00:08:44: Talking about medication adjustment and working with psychiatrist
00:09:41: Discussing patient-doctor relationship and the importance of being vocal
00:11:30: Discussing physical side effects of medication
00:13:16: Conversation about body weight and eating habits
00:15:17: Sharing about pre-diagnosis experiences as a child suffering from schizophrenia
00:17:16: Discussing how schizophrenia manifested during Benjamin's childhood
00:19:44: Challenges of diagnosing schizophrenia in children
00:20:27: Recalling possible hallucinations and psychosis episodes from childhood
00:21:44: Comparing childhood and current-day hallucinations.
00:22:08: Discussing the diagnosis of Schizophrenia
00:23:04: Role of triggering events in the onset of Schizophrenia
00:24:16: Discussion on the concept of triggering events in Schizophrenia
00:26:23: Living with Schizophrenia
00:27:05: Coping mechanisms for Schizophrenia
00:28:02: Spiritual contributions of those with Schizophrenia
00:29:40: Discussing theories about human origins and evolution
00:31:01: The connection between Schizophrenia and other energies
00:32:00: Exploring Schizophrenia from a perspective of nature and Shamanism
00:33:00: Conversations around ancient civilization on Mars
00:34:23: Exploring the possibility of humans being from another planet
00:36:19: The connection between spirituality and mental health
00:39:20: Understanding enlightenment
00:42:23: Realizations of mortality and the importance of making the world a better place
00:43:06: Closing the conversation and choosing binaural beats.
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We welcome back Frank today. He was my first ever Guest, and is always interesting. We talk about his Paranormal Tour of America. Frank is creating a Youtube channel journalling his experiences.
Frank's Website:
https://bit.ly/4aXXHWh
#schizophrenia #paranormal #psychosis
Music: Binaural Alpha - Syntropy
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** Duncan's links:
** Amazon: https://amzn.to/4cX9UeI
** Homepage: https://iwasme.co.uk
** Youtube : https://bit.ly/460OkUl
** Patreon: https://bit.ly/3zCVPVf
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00:00:30: Introduction
00:01:16: Frank's Background & Arrival
00:01:36: Discussing Frank's Mental Health
00:02:45: Coping Mechanisms & Tools
00:03:23: Importance of Artwork for Frank
00:04:17: Embarking on New Projects & Travel Adventures
00:05:12: Frank's New YouTube Channel
00:06:07: Discussing Paranormal Activities at Bobby Mackey's Music World
00:08:12: Relation Between Paranormal & Schizophrenia
00:10:55: Visit to Bobby Mackey's Music World: Discoveries & Interpretations
00:13:49: Discussion on Protection from Negative Energies
00:19:22: Frank's Understanding of Synchronicities in Psychosis
00:22:57: Impact of Locality on Mindset & Energy
00:24:10: Explanation of Energy Vibrations
00:25:19: Discussion on low vibrational energy and near death experiences
00:26:19: Howard Storm's near death experience
00:27:13: Encountering spirits and concept of low vibrational spirit planes
00:28:06: Stories of encountering trapped spirits
00:29:19: Discussion on current low vibration and importance of caring for our energetic bodies
00:30:43: Importance of clarity and understanding when dealing with lower vibrational frequencies
00:31:33: Observations on ancient high vibrational creations like standing stones and pyramids
00:33:18: Significance of the internet in exploring and understanding paranormal phenomena
00:35:55: Closure of current discussion with an invitation for further exploration on UFOs and NDEs
00:36:36: Closing remarks and reference to Frank's YouTube channel
00:37:54: Mention of binaural beats in the podcast outro.
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We welcome back Georgie for a second episode. Today we talk more deeply about her experiences with hallucinations. Hearing voices is a common symptom for people with schizophrenia, and it is still very much misunderstood.
#hallucinations #rehab #schizophrenia
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00:00:00: Introduction and Welcome
00:01:51: Georgie starts to share her backstory
00:02:22: Understanding misconceptions about hallucinations
00:03:14: Emergence of voices and feeling a spiritual connection
00:04:07: The impact of voices on Georgie's life
00:06:29: Georgie's addiction and rehab experience
00:09:48: Shift to isolation and implications on mental health
00:11:13: Delving into Georgie's Schizophrenic Delusions
00:12:05: Hospitalization, Diagnosis, and Medication.
00:16:27: Struggle with diagnosis and returning to shared reality
00:18:36: Importance of diet and exercise in mental health
00:20:27: Embarrassment Georgie feels towards her hallucinations
00:24:57: Looking into the future, moving away from a spiritual path.
26:34: Personal Reflections and Overcoming Challenges
27:00: Discussion on Exercise and Care for Elderly Mother
27:56: Sharing Personal Stories and Hallucinations Experience
28:30: Closing Remarks and Future Plans
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We welcome Ben back today. Ben is from the USA, and has had an interesting history and is currently working as a counsellor. Today we had a freestyle wide ranging discussion about life, which is a new aspect for Season 3.
#schizoaffective #education #gaza
Music : Koan I (Theta 5 Hz) - Syntropy
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:00:36: Welcoming the guest, Benjamin
00:01:11: Background details of Benjamin
00:01:33: Start of the discussion about psychosis
00:02:08: Benjamin's life updates
00:02:23: Benjamin's new internship experience
00:03:04: Reminders of addiction and struggles
00:03:24: The importance of giving back to the community
00:04:31: The impact of Podcasting for schizophrenia
00:06:13: Starting off with Questions for Benjamin
00:06:44: Discussing paranormal experiences
00:08:01: Exploring the idea of precognition
00:08:27: The concept of a third consciousness
00:09:47: Talking about influencing spirit
00:10:08: Benjamin's views on good and bad spirits
00:13:40: Criticizing the western education system
00:14:30: Discussing ancient history and its comparison to modern life
00:16:04: Talking about the importance of teaching emotions
00:18:03: Importance of feeling the situation
00:18:58: Discussing the benefits of mathematics and logical thinking
00:20:03: Importance of conquering fear
00:21:46: Discussing the necessity of soft skills over hard subjects like calculus
00:22:30: The struggles of teenage years and benefits of psychology.
00:23:05: Discussing bullying and societal norms
00:24:33: Discussing the Israeli-Palestinian conflict
00:25:20: Discussing the Russia-Ukraine situation
00:26:41: Discussing the disappearance of Kate Middleton
00:30:25: Discussing the dependency on technology and the internet
00:33:03: Discussing the decline of quality on Reddit
00:34:39: Discussing the uniqueness of schizophrenic thinking
00:35:48: Conclusion and plans for next episode
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We welcome Generation X Georgie today. From Australia, Georgie gives her background to her psychosis. From battling substance misuse to the metaphysical and nature of death and reality, we hear a valuable story.
#neardeathexperience #substancemisuse #chakras
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00:00:05: Introduction and welcoming Georgie
00:00:44: Georgie's mental health journey begins
00:02:26: Georgie's battle with anorexia
00:03:01: Substance abuse and recovery
00:03:54: Georgie's life in the
00:07:11: Georgie's struggle with depression and anxiety
00:08:37: Beginning of psychosis
00:10:08: Attempted suicide and near-death experience
00:13:56: Georgie starts to meditate and opens her chakras
00:18:04: Georgie begins hearing voices
00:20:35: Belief in reincarnation and dealing with life events
00:23:04: Belief in communication with beings in another dimension
00:26:23: Wrapping up part one and planning for part two.
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We welcome back JK. In this episode Joshua talks more deeply about his psychosis & hallucinations. We hear details of the chronic trauma he goes through, a malaise common to schizophrenics, and a reminder why we need to keep raising awareness.
#schizophrenia #hallucinations #trauma
Music: Lafayette Blues - Will Harrison
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode.
00:00:37: Welcoming Joshua.
00:01:03: Discussing Joshua's Psychotic Symptoms.
00:01:29: Interview Starts with Joshua.
00:02:57: Joshua begins sharing his journey and his psychosis.
00:06:00: Joshua's experiences with his changing psychosis.
00:07:48: Examining the effects of Joshua's psychosis on his behavior.
00:08:34: Joshua's struggles with social situations and public discourse.
00:10:05: Joshua’s perspective on the evolution of mental health for people with severe conditions.
00:14:00: Joshua's recent experiences with hallucinations and commands.
00:15:07: Tactile hallucinations and the perceived presence of bugs in Joshua's body.
00:16:57: Discussion about Joshua's hallucinations and experiences.
00:19:34: Lighter commentary on Joshua's hallucinations.
00:20:27: Acknowledgment of the chronic torture of living with psychosis.
00:21:30: Discussing the genetic nature and impacts of the condition
00:22:19: Struggling with acceptance and denial of the condition
00:23:46: Commentary on the medical system in America
00:25:03: Process of applying for disability and its challenges
00:26:13: Final thoughts, seeking empathy and understanding for schizophrenia
00:27:58: Reasons to be hopeful despite mental health challenges
00:28:39: Closing remarks and plans for the future episodes
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We welcome back Benjamin for further discussion today. Ben, talks more about his mental journey from his 20s to the present day. We touch on the aspect of pre-cognition, a characteristic feature of psychotic experiences.
#precognition #energies #loss
Music: House of Cards - Wellmess feat. Divity
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00:00:30: Welcome to the Interview
00:00:41: Introducing Guest - Benjamin
00:01:27: Start of Benjamin's story
00:17:07: The Ineffectiveness of the Modern-Day Schooling System
00:18:19: Losing Things in His
00:20:45: Benjamin's Struggle with the Law
00:22:14: Moment of Realization and Self-Acceptance
00:23:08: Benjamin Checking Himself into Rehab
00:23:14: Checking into rehab at
00:24:09: The turning point leading to rehab at
00:26:02: Entering final rehab and maintaining sobriety
00:27:15: Discussing psychotic experiences
00:30:20: Closing and thank you message
00:30:54: Outro Song
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Benjamin is our guest today. He has been diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar & ADHD. 35 from Connecticut, Ben has spent a lifetime fighting addictions, and the trauma of institutions. It was my pleasure to hear his story.
WWASP Survivors:
https://bit.ly/46IfZc0
#schizoaffective #wwasps #addiction
Music : Papa Funk - spring gang
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** Homepage: https://iwasme.co.uk
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00:00:30: Episode Introduction
00:00:52: Greetings and updates
00:01:56: Ben's mental health journey
00:02:27: Childhood episodes and struggles
00:04:44: Middle school experiences
00:05:53: Family conflicts and leaving home
00:07:32: Living on the street
00:08:03: Arrest and transport to behavior modification school
00:10:26: Life under behavior modification school
00:12:29: Release from behavior modification school and aftermath
00:14:09: Life after TBI diagnoses
00:16:59: Coping without medication
00:18:57: Trust issues and paranoia
00:20:57: Increased psychosis after TBI
00:21:38: Paranoid schizophrenia onset
00:22:05: Memory from behavior modification school
00:23:18: Spiritual reflections and impact on life
00:24:31: Individual journey with religion and spirituality
00:25:28: Life challenges in twenties: Jails, rehabs and alcoholism
00:26:08: A path to recovery: Revisiting religion and therapy
00:28:05: Struggle with schizophrenia, bipolar and ADHD
00:29:34: Rehab success: Finding effective medications
00:30:15: Relapse after rehab, experience with a psychotic episode
00:31:14: Music preferences shared
00:31:27: Introduction to follow-up episode and discussion around mental health
00:32:12: Conclusion of the episode, potential for a follow-up conversation
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We have the pleasure of speaking with JK today. In his mid-twenties, JK has an adventurous, laid back cool demeanour. In this episode we touch on his Mental Health history, which leads on to a gentle chat about topics which are not often discussed. JK has both schizophrenia & DID diagnoses.
#schizophrenia #dissociative #aliens
Music: Close Talker - Ritchie Everett.
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:03:17: Joshua's mental health journey begins
00:09:40: On hallucinations and considering them as ghosts
00:13:34: The link between psychosis and drug use
00:15:44: The friction between personal freedom and the world's regimentations
00:17:15: Changes in life and coping with mental illness
00:18:33: Discussion on the UFO conspiracy
00:19:03: Impact of the technology revolution on humans
00:22:50: The loss of decency in society
00:24:33: Importance of honesty and personal growth
00:28:22: Insights on reincarnation
00:29:02: Speculations about aliens
00:31:00: Thoughts on how aliens might look
00:36:10: Conclusion and plans for next episode.
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Sebastian whilst introverted - has a joie de vivre for life. In his mid twenties from Chicago, he is training to work in Radiology. Diagnosis: Schizophrenia
#schizophrenia #Introversion #sexuality
Music : Jet Set Jivin' - Jos
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:00:40: Introduction of guest - Sebastian from Chicago
00:02:43: Beginning of discussion about schizophrenia
00:03:28: Sebastian's mental health journey and early life
00:04:57: Discussion about the importance of openness and sharing experiences
00:06:21: Sebastian's first psychotic break
00:08:01: Sebastian's delusions about the world ending
00:13:10: Sebastian's hospitalization and treatment experience
00:17:59: Discussion about side effects of medication
00:18:57: Current living situation and feeling safe
00:19:44: Sebastian's second psychotic break
00:20:54: Personal Struggles and Hospitalization
00:21:55: Discussing Medication Side Effects
00:22:46: Impact of Stopping Medication
00:24:12: The Importance of Observation and Self-Assessment
00:26:26: Exploring Art as an Outlet and Avoiding Online Presence
00:28:45: Reflecting on Past Personality Traits
00:29:47: Using Humor as a Coping Skill
00:30:17: Emphasizing Importance in Self-Expression
00:30:38: Planning Future Conversation and Reflecting on Progress
00:31:19: Exploring Personal Interests
00:32:07: Discovering Authentic Self and Living Openly
00:33:10: Planning for Future Conversation and Deciding Music Track for Episode
00:34:01: Closing Remarks and Appreciation
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Esoteric & illuminating, George is paranoid schizophrenic from Yorkshire. 58, his psychotic journey began late in life, George gives his views and insight on his beliefs and experiences.
Website:
bit.ly/42xpPLp
Music: Em Baxio - Clara Mendes
#schizophrenia #selfactualisation #chrisitianity
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** Homepage: https://iwasme.co.uk
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:01:08: Background of George's mental health journey
00:01:47: Realization and self-identity
00:03:01: Introduction to his voices
00:03:19: Discovery of different characters within him
00:04:24: Journey to reintegrate aspects of self
00:06:34: Struggle with demons
00:09:08: Medication and side-effects
00:10:34: A shift in his mental state (June last year)
00:11:55: Reintegration and self-actualization
00:13:56: Current mental state
00:14:42: View on schizophrenia
00:17:58: Theological perspectives
00:22:28: Belief and its relation to society
00:23:26: Personal beliefs versus societal beliefs
00:24:55: Encouragement to others
00:25:14: Reflection on the predisposition for schizophrenia
00:26:06: Early life spiritual experiences
00:26:41: Living a "normal" life.
00:27:31: Perspectives on self-awareness in society.
27:41: Society and self-esteem discussion
30:30: Reflection on spirituality and self-love
33:57: Exploration of consciousness and spirit
36:16: George's self-actualization journey
38:59: Connection and disconnection from self
41:08: George's medication tapering
43:32: George quitting weed
45:04: Closing of the interview
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We welcome back Frank in this episode. Frank was the guest in Episode 1 of this series. A former drug addict, developed schizophrenia, Frank has undergone a journey of recovery and spiritual discovery. Now a practicing Reiki Healer. He has recently been on a Paranormal Tour, following the healing of one of his friends.
His website is https://bit.ly/368ilCz and his Instagram is @pswinepresents
#schizophrenia #healer #paranormal
Music : Fragile Whispers - Gavin Luke
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00:00:30: Introduction and welcoming back Frank
00:01:05: Understanding Frank's past and diagnosis
00:01:39: Discussing spirituality
00:01:47: Catching up with Frank, post trip
00:02:21: Frank's explanation of his recent trip and motivation
00:03:53: Interconnection of Paranormal and Schizophrenia
00:04:27: Discussion about the nature of reality
00:05:29: Delving into the concept of Paranormal in multiple levels
00:07:04: Debate on Paranormal entities causing interference
00:08:14: Frank's introspection about his schizophrenia journey
00:10:07: Frank's healing with spiritual experiences
00:10:36: Frank advocating for open-mindedness
00:11:12: Synchronicities and spiritual experiences
00:13:27: The Journey of Spiritual Awakening and its challenges
00:14:17: Frank seeing his Schizophrenia as an asset
00:16:04: Discussing the importance of helping the vulnerable in spiritual path
00:17:58: Understanding Schizophrenia's connectivity with the spiritual realm
00:20:10: Discussion about the conditions of support in the Schizophrenia community
00:22:34: Frank's personal experience with family's understanding of his Schizophrenia
00:23:10: Wrapping up the interview.
00:23:42: Optimistic Thinking and Higher Vibrational Emotions
00:24:06: How Sickness Can Affect Vibrations
00:24:33: Experiences with Negative Voices and Delusions
00:25:01: Dealing with Entities in Haunted Places
00:25:29: Future Discussions and Connection Issues
00:26:00: Talking About Non-Mainstream Spirituality
00:26:24: The 'Great Shift' Towards Greater Spirituality
00:26:46: Optimism About the Future
00:26:54: Closing and Thank You
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We welcome back Jasper in this episode. We talk about his second visit to hospital. Jasper has good recall of his thoughts and feelings, in this lighthearted discussion involving traumatic experiences.
Jasper is a graphic artist:
https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9
#schizoaffective #hospitalisation #catatonia
music: Flashes from the Red Sun - Carvings
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00:00:30: Introduction of the episode
00:01:04: Backstory and previous episodes with Jasper
00:01:31: Jasper begins his story
00:01:49: Discussion of American healthcare system
00:03:20: Description of conditions made worse by antipsychotics
00:04:17: Jasper's experience during car ride to hospital
00:07:06: Arrival at the Nashville hospital
00:08:55: Meeting the on-staff Buddhist
00:11:00: The influence of Buddhism and eastern philosophy on treatment
00:14:12: Explanation of the rooms and security at the hospital
00:15:34: Experiences during manic and psychotic state in the hospital
00:18:31: Interaction with other patients and staff
00:20:16: Concerns about Jasper's food allergies
00:21:10: Jasper's coping mechanisms for anger and loss of control
00:22:28: Discussion of psychosis and medication effects
00:22:54: Explanation of Jasper's delusions
00:23:21: Reflection on Societal Perception and Mental State
00:24:06: Delusions and Misinterpretations
00:27:02: Group Sessions & Shared Experiences in the Hospital
00:29:40: Interactions and Relationships in the Hospital
00:31:20: Opinion on Society's Effect on Mental Health
00:32:24: Ethical Overcorrection in Hospital Security
00:33:23: Delusion about Psychiatric Hospitals as a place of Mental Regrowth
00:34:51: Shared Delusions with Dorothea
00:36:50: Recollections of the Hospital
00:37:30: Self-reflection and Blame
00:38:56: Types of Schizophrenia and their effects on society
00:39:34: Closing Remarks
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Welcoming Sable this episode. In her early twenties from Florida, Sable has been dealing with Schizophrenia symptoms for half her life.
Particularly interesting is her visual hallucinations. She has a stable loving home now, with a reflective mature outlook on this condition.
Sable's Blog:
http://bit.ly/3IEKK8t
Music: Quiet before the Tempest: Across the Great Valley
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#schizophrenia #visualhallucinations #academia
00:00:30: Introduction
00:00:34: Host introduces the guest, Sable
00:01:34: Mental health journey begins
00:02:14: Sable starts experiencing her symptoms
00:04:18: Realization of hallucinations
00:06:48: Discussion about the movie, Sucker Punch
00:13:44: People start noticing Sable's condition
00:18:07: First hints of PTSD in Sable
00:18:35: PTSD in combination with schizophrenia
00:23:18: Sable's father's reaction to her condition
00:23:35: Discussing Mental Health Misconceptions
00:24:23: Experience with Family and Illness
00:25:03: Coping with Schizophrenia
00:26:02: Emotional Support and Coping Mechanisms
00:26:42: Medical Support and Challenges
00:27:06: Getting Diagnosed
00:28:00: Current Mental Health Status
00:31:06: Unique Abilities and Challenges
00:32:33: Self Stigma
00:33:02: Family Troubles
00:34:24: Experience with Medications
00:36:03: Improvement After Changing Environment
00:39:41: Self Managed Symptoms
00:42:41: Future Conversation and Closing
00:43:38: Music Preferences
00:45:17: Discussion on music rights
00:45:51: Music preferences
00:46:08: Time check and wrap up
00:46:33: Closing the episode
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Duncan talks to us about his current projects:
wisdom of a schizophrenic
https://amzn.eu/d/21IgS7R
schizosquare
https://schizosquare.com/
#wisdom #stigma #keeptalking
music : Martin Landström - Turtleneck
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00:00:30: Intro and updates from the host
00:01:30: Discussing the importance of talking about schizophrenia
00:03:00: Wisdom of a Schizophrenic book presentation
00:05:22: Introduction to Schizo Square comic
00:09:45: Host's mental health update
00:10:45: Futures plans for the podcast
00:11:44: Outro and thank you
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We welcome CJ (he/him) in this episode. He has a schizoaffective and ADHD diagnosis, but spent many years psychotic and undiagnosed. CJ lives in the USA with his partner, and has support of his parents.
#schizoaffective #christianity #gender
Music: Too Dusty - Blood Red Sun
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00:00:30: Introduction to the Episode
00:01:24: Mental Health History of CJ
00:01:59: Growing up in a Paranoid Christian Community
00:02:35: Early Symptoms of Mental Illness
00:04:13: Discovering Trans Identity
00:04:42: Transitioning Belief System
00:05:06: Delving into Philosophy and Solipsism
00:06:36: Suicidal Thoughts Begin
00:08:16: First Encounter with Therapy
00:09:26: Academic Probation due to Mental Health Issues
00:10:00: Struggles with Health Insurance and Suicidal Attempts
00:10:41: Moving and Starting College
00:12:33: Diagnosed with ADHD
00:14:38: Moving with Partner
00:15:22: Experiencing Severe Paranoid Delusions
00:16:58: Coming Out to Parents
00:17:21: Severe Hallucinations and Prophecies
00:18:05: Partner's Support and First Hospital Visit
00:18:31: Experience in the Hospital
00:19:43: Prescribed Antidepressants and Adderall
00:20:08: Decision to Seek Professional Help
00:20:28: Switching Medications for Better Mental Health
00:21:16: Struggles with Reading during Psychosis
00:27:03: Spiritual Aspect of Mental Health
00:28:33: Current Health Status and Lifestyle
00:29:38: Sharing Music Preference
00:30:24: Importance of Sharing Personal Stories
00:32:02: Song Lyric Recitation
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Suffering from childhood depression, Andrew developed schizophrenia as a young man. We talk about his history and then recovery and subsequent personal success.
Music: Bozz - William Benkert
Andrew's computer game:
https://bit.ly/3T63scd
#schizoaffective #depression #programming
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:01:03: Andrew's mental health journey begins
00:01:24: Andrew's childhood experiences.
00:02:11: Andrew's encounter with toxoplasmosis.
00:03:13: Adolescence and personal hardships.
00:04:20: Andrew's breakdown at
00:05:42: Life changes in
00:07:41: Falling in love in
00:08:39: Andrew's diagnosis with bipolar and lifestyle changes.
00:09:01: Academic success with Chemistry and programming.
00:09:36: Relapse and dropping out of school.
00:10:08: Andrew's journey with game creation starts.
00:13:35: Role of nutrition and dietary changes in Andrew's life.
00:16:02: Andrew's recent struggles and progress in game creation.
00:18:01: Importance of problem-solving for Andrew.
00:22:56: Managing psychosis and maintaining a healthy lifestyle.
00:24:17: Discussion on Medication
00:25:36: Wrap up and Expressing Gratitude
00:25:53: Music Preferences
00:26:18: Invitation to Return to Podcast
00:26:40: Talks about Computer Science
00:26:59: End of Conversation
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Brilliant episode with incredible detail of the initial psychotic breakdown, Jasper bravely leads us through his experience.
Music: Safeword - Torii Wolf
Jasper is a graphic artist:
https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9
#schizoaffective #breakdown #institutions
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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode
00:00:49: Discussing part one of Jasper's story
00:02:03: Discussing Jasper's personal experiences and starting part two of his story
00:03:08: Discussing Jasper's mental health struggles
00:04:26: Discussing Jasper's comfort in his neighborhood as a coping mechanism
00:05:09: Discussing clarity of Jasper's recollections and his unusual behavior
00:06:37: Discussing Jasper's struggle to communicate his emotions
00:07:08: Discussing Jasper's continuing struggles and delusions
00:09:45: Discussing Jasper's interaction with his mom
00:11:55: Continuing Jasper's story and his frustrations
00:14:04: Discussing Jasper's political frustrations and their impact on his mental health
00:16:09: Discussing Jasper's hospitalization and misunderstandings around his condition.
00:17:16: Discussing delusions Jasper experienced while in hospital
00:20:03: Discussion on the tests Jasper had to go through in the hospital
00:23:32: Discussing Jasper's reaction to medical procedures in the hospital and his love for a video game "psychonauts".
00:23:52: Psychonautic trip and impressions of reality
00:29:55: Encounters with law enforcement
00:35:15: Admitted into a mental health unit
00:40:33: Experiencing visual hallucinations
00:43:23: Transition into deep psychosis
00:44:12: Administrated medication
00:46:06: Struggling with the present moment.
00:46:40: Fear and Door Incident
00:49:09: Misdiagnosis and Hyperthyroid Medication
00:50:11: Seeing a Woman's Face and Calmness
00:53:08: Discussing Pronouns
00:54:25: Moving to Acute Ward
00:55:46: Consideration of a Follow-Up Episode
00:57:02: Choosing Music for the Episode
00:58:39: Conclusion & Thanks
01:00:46: Music Plays Out
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