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How indeed!
It's election day in Sweden and I just voted for the first ever time in my life! I have a lot of things to rant about this election and politics in general...
Also I mentioned SD without introducing them, it's currently the third largest party in Sweden, believed soon to be the second largest, their main agenda is immigrants bad, and they are Nazis.
How fun!
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A midsommar update :)
Also talked about my recent realization on not pretending to be your peer anymore.
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I try to build connections with others just to make it less likely that I end up falling into a void. Because every link, strong or not so strong, would help holding me in place, like a spider web without a spider waiting to eat you, which is nice.
Mentioned in the episode:
Outcry and Whisper: https://www.chinaindiefilm.org/films/outcry-and-whisper/
Strangers I know: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/59043356-strangers-i-know
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My brain was only 50% capacity while recording, turns out it's one of those meh days before I get my period.
It's hilariously noticeable, please enjoy an authentic recording of me navigating through my brain fog.
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Sorry for disappearing for three weeks! I'm super excited to tell you about why :)
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I encourage everyone to seek professional mental health support if possible, but I also believe there's something more to be done.
At a point, it stops being about mental health, but about politics.
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Painkillers don't really kill the pain, they just make it easier for us to stay ignorant and avoid addressing the problem.
This can't last forever, maybe next time we choose to take the pain, instead of painkillers.
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And here's what I learned.
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This week has been good enough and we now have this happy bubbly episode :)
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I got kicked out of "normalcy" and I find it nice out here.
And if you have the means and won't mind helping me stay warm, here's my Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/humar
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...this one is still in English tho.
I speak baby Uyghurche, heavily self censored Mandarin, functional English and barely started Swedish. They all work differently in my brain, and I often lose one or two of them when I'm low.
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In this episode, I check on my mental health vital signs as usual, and then talk about being a refugee in Sweden, while walking around looking like an exchange student.
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I left China in 2017, almost the latest possible time for an Uighur person to do so.
I am, unfortunately, lucky, and let's talk about it.
CW: Nothing specific but painfully emotional.
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How does one survive all these? By being a human, I believe.
CW: Mentioning of body image issues.
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