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# 8 Se’reality: AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE FROM THE AFTERLIFE AGAIN
Stay tuned. It’s not over. We have just begun.
And how do we manifest the things we want or long for? And what stays in our way?
In this episode I still mention the vagina because she is the portal to our insights, to wisdom and to guidance. Nobody ever taught us that but it’s never too late to learn.
I will inspire you with my words and inspiration from the afterlife. A message for at man I met in a hot yoga studio, where I was the worst student, one could wish for as a teacher – did get his life lesson and message from the afterlife. A game changer!
But the message was also for YOU. For ME.
Let’s wake up as the beautiful sexual beings we are. Listen closely and feel if it resonates with you and your vagina…
Thanks for listening.
//ASH
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#7 Sex’reality: THE DEAD GIRL PROVES US WRONG
Now it’s time to be authentic. It’s our chance – as women – queer women or not – to look inward and harvest our sexual power back. But it doesn’t come without a cost.
To be authentic and powerful, we must embrace our sexuality totally. And that can also go hand in hand with the paranormal story I am sharing in this episode.
In this episode I will inspire you to connect to your divine, soft, living, and fantastic vagina. Through touch and connection to her, you can get your power back and explore other dimensions. But do we dare to sit in our own power, and do we dare to touch ourselves and allow us self to multiorgasm?
No more shame. One of the big secrets is that it doesn’t belong to us. Shame is not ours to keep and hold on to. It was given to us, but it is not ours.
Our vagina and our sexuality is the opposite of the negative emotions connected to shame. Our living and joyful vagina is not shameful by nature. She is divine. Nothing less!
I also share a divine story in this episode about a dead little girl who gives us an important message to open our minds and sense there is more to the eye than we can see or understand. If we don’t believe in an afterlife, she proves us wrong…
Thanks for listening.
//ASH
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#6 Introduction: THE DEAD STRIPPER GIRL
Do you also often feel that you are not understood? That people around quite don’t get you?
Many of us walk through life often feeling disconnected, lonely, misunderstood or by ourselves. We question our place in the universe, wonder why understanding seems just out of reach and we reach out for outside stimuli instead of looking inward.
We have created habits that don’t really fit us any longer.
But what if this loneliness is simply a reminder to look within? What if these moments of disconnect are invitations to discover our true essence? Can we live from our hearts?
Life presents us with an extraordinary opportunity – not just to exist, but to truly awaken.
The truth is, we're never truly alone and creating this podcast and launching it on December 2024 gave me the last courage not to care any longer if I am understood or not…
In the feeling of separation, I know now, there is always an opportunity to reconnect – with ourselves, with the universe, with the infinite potential that lies within. And the aim is to be authentic in my episodes – nothing less.
In this episode the meeting with the deceased stripper - in my healing session with a man I first thought was a murderer – I realize that our power lies in choosing consciousness over pain, growth over being victims of life. Seeing that girl as an apparition was an invitation to wake up, to remember who I truly am.
So can you. Beyond the stories of loneliness, abandonment, pain, or misunderstanding lies a deeper truth: you are a powerful being capable of profound connection.
The journey begins within. My hope is that my story can transform a feeling of separation into connection.
Thanks for listening.
//ASH
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#5 Introduction: THE MURDERER ERIC AND THE LIGHT BEING
Is earth a school? Do you really have to love yourself to be able to love others?
ASH: “It makes me smile and at the same time I must tell you another truth… a better one than the two statements and believe systems that does not make any sense, and keeps us stranded.
In our essence. In our soul – the place within where the spirit is walking hand in hand with the soul. Where the soul is living in the spirit – we already know EVERYTHING. But when we are incarnated as a human being – we get amnesia.
In my story in this episode – with the scary and paranormal experience at the assumed murderer Eric’s place – I want to inspire you to recollect your memory that you ARE already love.
We don’t have to be victims of our reality – being queer or not. We are so powerful, and we are not alone.
The light being was solid as a rock and had a message and someone special hidden behind him. My whole perception of life and my reality changed.
Yours can change too.
Let’s wake up together.
//ASH
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#4 Introduction: THE LEGO WATCH AS AN APPORT
This episode is about the unfamiliar and paranormal again, but I do also want to talk about the word QUEER as I also see it. I am a queer, but I don’t like labels and therefore I like to open it up and put it in another context too beside the definition connected to the LGBT+ understanding.
The paranormal experience “The LEGO watch as an *apport” shows us that there IS more to life than the eye can see, because it was an unexplainable experience and it made me smile.
It did broaden my mind and made me ponder. It gave me the sensation as I earlier with other paranormal experiences, that we are NOT alone and when we send out a thought and this time it was attached to a feeling of needing help, - help will come.
And it often comes from another place and from another realm than we have an understanding of or belief in… but regardless it does come and we recognize it when we keep our eyes open and our mind open.
In this episode I speak about the loneliness again, but not as something negative. More as something existential and normal. There is always a message in the sensation loneliness… if we dare to look behind the emotions and thoughts that comes along with that sensation and we reach out and ask for help to the unseen world, there is so much help to get and so much more happy moments for us to live and experience.
My message for you in this episode is only for inspiration and a tiny hope, that you will open up your belief system just a little bit and sense – even if it makes you feel lonely – that there IS more to life than the eye can see. There is not death. Let’s celebrate life.
Thanks for listening.
// ASH
*An apport is a paranormal transference of an article from one place to another and in this episode a device (the watch) which is being brought to you through time and space.
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#3 Introduction: THE DEAD MAN IN THE CORNER
This episode shows us that there IS more to life than the eye can see, because I saw him and he did give me evidential words and sentences to tell his grieving girlfriend, who suffered a great deal after he passed away…
The loneliness always come sneaking… The difference in my life today from back then is, that it’s not a treat or something bad. There is always a message in the sensation loneliness… if we dare to look behind the emotions and thoughts that comes along with that sensation.
But when I experience myself being ‘un-normal’ and I go along and pass on a message from a deceased loved one to a very upset and unhappy patient – as I do in this episode - I do feel the loneliness after. Not her grief but myself being disconnected from other ‘normal’ people who do not understand (I don’t even understand the mechanism behind, so I don’t blame anybody for not understanding) OR believing that it can happen.
It DOES happen because it happen to me with all the beautiful evidence from the afterlife, and I know that it – regardless my sensation after of feeling lonely – did give that sad sad woman healing and more to live for after I passed on the messages from the deceased boyfriend.
My message for you in this episode - with the man in the corner from another realm - is only for inspiration and a tiny hope, that you will open up your belief system just a little bit and sense – even if it makes you feel lonely – that there IS more to life than the eye can see. There is not death. Let’s celebrate life.
Thanks for listening.
// ASH
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#2 Introduction: THE POLTERGEIST TABLE
Do you know the feeling of not being a part of a group? A sensation of loneliness?
Even if they are good friends, great colleges, or dear family? It sneaks up upon you? As something fundamental…
My life experience shows me that it happens when we are disconnected to other people. When we don’t feel included or if we have excluded ourselves from one reason or another... then the loneliness shows up. For a moment, - or perhaps even for a short or longer period.
When I started to see deceased people and suddenly started to experience things and see things about other people, 'normal' people did not experience, I was so traumatized. I was much in chock. I was terrified and I felt so alone. I did not ask for that. I did not ask to be a spiritual medium. I did not even believe in anything spiritual prior to that… I did not believe in anything.
In this episode - with the poltergeist table - I am telling you a crazy story about a ‘poltergeist’ phenomenon that made me very alone for quite some time. Very lonely too. And afraid because everything 'normal' was pushed aside for something bigger.
But it ended with at lifestyle and an understanding way more colorful, fullfilled and intriguing than prior to this crazy event.
I hope the story can inspire you to open up your mind and understanding of life just a tiny tiny bit…
There is so much to life than the eye can see and the mind comprehend.
Thanks for listening.
// ASH
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#1 Introduction: MY TRAGEDY
How did it all start? What happened?
I woke up the day I lost you. My little boy. I suddenly realized that there was more to life than the eye could see, and the mind understand. I became a spiritual person, and I would never have imagined the rabbit hole life led me into after the dark night of my soul.
But in darkness the brightest lights do shine. They will be found if we dare to wake up and follow our heart and intuition. A tragedy doesn't always come alone. It can come with light even if we don't see and acknowledge it in the beginning.
A tragedy as this where I lost my baby boy gave me an opportunity to grow personally and spiritually – even though it kept me in the darkness for a very long time.
I was not a victim of the event. I found my power and it was like I did get a second chance to live life in a more fulfilled and colorful, vibrant and meaningful way.
And I did find life again. I survived the tragedy, and my hope is that my podcast 'The lonely queers' will inspire you to really see the lights yourself and be empowered by my stories, life experiences and words.
Thanks for listening.
//ASH
This podcast is made for inspiration and entertainment only.
