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  • Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map.

    — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200— (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal— (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9— (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture— (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s— (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment— (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within— (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking— (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment— (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social

    Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • — (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast— (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone)— (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod— (16:31) The great disillusionment — (19:51) Trump and elon dork— (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts— (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4

    Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

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  • — (1:27) the john stream from the void— (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go— (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood— (18:10) a zone is always happening— (22:08) energy around male connection— (35:10) self-pres nerd out— (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing— (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs

    Donate to support the show:https://paypal.me/bighormonevenmo - @bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • what it do babyyy:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk— (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout— (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship— (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems— (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish— (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’— (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about?— (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems— (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1

    Donate to support the show:venmo - @bighormonehttps://paypal.me/bighormone

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons haven’t gotten John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • Spilling more instinct zone insights:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (1:27) souuuunddd check— (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game— (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth— (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias— (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish— (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones— (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1

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    John and Alexandra sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones

    — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems?— (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake— (13:48) The Social Zones— (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations— (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 group container— (31:15) Alexandra’s SO2-1 sensitivity to social chemistry— (34:05) Emeka’s impractical SP1-2— (38:10) The Self-pres Zones— (41:26) DG and Alexandra’s SP3-2 cozey uniform — (54:45) Sexual zones / Jealousy and competition in Zone 2— (1:02:16) Big hormone consummation in SX Zone 3 / DG’s Zone 2 Himbo proclivities — (1:11:27) Your zone stem is the order you do the cycle in that instinct— (1:19:39) Sex drive and SX3-2

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    John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class

    The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandrahttps://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • Valeria, our akashic channel, is here to talk about channeling.To get your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian

    — (7:55) Welcome Valeria— (12:34) What is channeling?— (17:22) Importance of channels being clean vessels / perceiving things with neutrality and no judgement— (32:59) The enneagram was channeled by Ichazo / the enneagram symbol is sacred geometery— (35:32) How does the openness of the recipient affect the channeling session?— (40:29) Groups and couples akashic readings— (50:55) What does channeling feel like? Paranormal experiences— (1:00:31) The energetic resonance of holy sites— (1:07:18) The rays of light— (1:19:35) Canceling contracts

    Sign up for The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra July 14https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot

    John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class

    Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

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  • Full on mystical woo.To book your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG:https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian

    — (3:29) What are the akashic records? and what’s a reading like?— (11:49) DG’s a russian doll earth man— (20:35) Alexandra’s a forest fairy warrior— (37:45) John’s a player of dark entities— (53:45) Emeka’s a grounding fusion of raw instinct— (1:08:54) Ikram’s a golden angel channeler

    John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via theenneagramschool.com

    Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

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    Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

  • Got your head on a swivel.

    — (1:27) How major the Bermuda Overlays are — (4:23) No Diddy and creepy 3w2s— (8:16) Why do people hate Teal Swan so much? / BHE Suicide Hotline— (16:46) DG’s metallurgy analogy for how a wing transforms a fix— (23:22) Are the attachment wings harder to see?— (25:47) What if 9w8 is the most common 9?— (29:36) Gut is king / 8 chaos vs 1 order— (43:52) Bermuda hiddenness and discovering their particular specificities — (52:32) The sensitivity of the human nervous system is the starting point— (55:01) Bermudas ‘going fuzzy’ is a wide cast net as a platform to show up in

    Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • Psychedelic 7 frustration with Ikram.

    — (4:00) The overwhelming depths of 7 disappointment and self-hatred / giving yourself what you didn’t get in childhood— (9:50) The psychic aural fixation of 7 — (13:35) Frustration as the engine to go out into the world / constant bust-boom cycle— (17:03) 7s walking a tight wire with lines to competency and reactive types on either side— (20:10) 7 is fighting for creative imagination / the addiction to movement— (25:25) 4 vs 7 frustration — (31:08) The unconditional positive self-regard of 7 has a shadow of deep self-hatred— (36:33) Releasing importance and savoring the moment takes the edge off endless disappointment / offering something at 5— (48:55) The imaginative aesthetic of 7 in the head center / scam harder— (56:12) Patience with slow movies— (1:01:54) 7s have to become the nipple

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, the 3w4 exodus, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • Continuing our series on frustration and type 4.

    — (2:23) 3w2 interpersonal availability / we’re reacting to 3w2 not bashing it— (9:17) Aesthetic preferences for 4 as an expression of hidden personal selfhood— (14:40) 4 staying in the realm where things can only be seen in the dark— (18:12) The role of 4 for the collective heart in giving voice to personal brokenness and hell— (21:48) Rejection types setting the scene before getting personal— (25:21) The vast differences of Bermuda overlays — (29:45) To lead with frustration risks pain and disappointment— (33:45) What shame really means / why people start thinking they’re a 4 / beauty and art in 4ness— (45:55) 3 upholding beauty more functionally than 4 can— (49:42) Imageyness of 4w3 vs 4w5— (54:58) 4w3 is the fussy aesthete— (1:03:10) The role of 2 in collective generosity

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on the 3w4 exodus, Beksiński, Jojo Siwa, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • it’s the spice of life.

    — (1:25) Frustration is the aesthetic of each center— (6:10) Frustration as the basis of human suffering and expression of personality — (7:56) Bermuda Overlays and frustration as personalized flavor / rejection as the elemental substrate of each center— (14:25) Frustration doesn’t give up on their needs but unwilling to work with how to get its needs met / the knot of not having— (16:58) Rejection cut off vs frustration in relationships— (24:13) Everyone’s shitting on the thing they most want— (31:57) Rejection and attachment both have a self-erasing quality / ‘attachment as exposition, frustration as rising action, rejection as conclusion’— (39:27) The social engagement of the world is low on frustration / you’re not a person if you don’t hate something— (42:16) 2 vs 4 love is not the same / frustration is essential to seeing someone’s personhood— (52:57) Attachment-rejection vs attachment-frustration strategies— (55:13) To be aesthetic means prioritizing your preferences over maintaining connection / 4 seeing people as aesthetic holograms— (1:00:50) Universal bread people attraction vs personal specific attraction

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Princess Diana, 8w7 vs 8w9, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • Alejohndra are back with tales of their Egypt trip.

    — (1:25) John and Alexandra recap their retreat to Egypt— (9:05) What about the aliens? / the construction of the pyramids had to be an exercise in presence and intention — (16:23) The femininity of Egypt— (21:04) Egypt peaked early and then fell off hard— (31:06) Special John the mystical guide / the inner quality of the group— (37:50) The descent down into the deep chambers — (45:22) The acoustics of the pyramids— (52:55) A sacred culture that honors the divine and human animal nature— (58:48) Egypt activates something in you that values the sacred— (1:13:05) Hexad conversion therapy

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Princess Diana, P-Diddy, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • In this episode of WILTBY Josh interviews Louis.

    — (4:50) Josh processing his 2-wing and meeting Louis at the zone / the team love vs team truth confrontation— (11:45) 3w2 facilitating and orchestrating connection vs 3w4 distant excellence— (16:35) The philosophy of truth vs love in psychotherapy— (20:49) Carl Rogers unconditional positive regard— (29:30) What Josh finds annoying about 4 skepticism of love and connection— (33:39) Louis’ identification with predator swag — (42:24) 3w2 vs 3w4 in a team scenario / team vs self orientation — (48:31) How Josh realized he had a 2-wing / Louis’ social mode of separateness and why he became a therapist— (57:41) Differences in processing negativity and aesthetic frustration— (1:09:51) The 3w2 tenet of always having something to appreciate about anything — (1:24:08) The ideal ego fantasy for 3w2 vs 3w4

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Jennifer Lopez, P-Diddy, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • We watched Poor things right before recording our impressions and thoughts. Call the nota4 hotline at (323) 696-0647.

    — (2:40) Overview of Poor Things and its ode to the head center— (8:40) The surgeon is a 5— (13:22) 6 reactivity leveling the playing field with negativity— (16:30) hexad vs attachment response to suffering in the world— (23:45) The artifice of polite adulthood as a hindrance to growth— (30:52) The necessity of conveying complex ideas and orientation through symbol— (36:31) Bella developed so quickly because of her hunger for experiences like a child who views enjoyment as a necessity — (49:34) Social hexad vs attachment orientation with parents and formative attachment figures— (56:35) Bermuda adjacent hexad types seeming more hexad by pushing off attachment

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Josh Brolin, Frank Herbert, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • They don’t want you to know.

    — (3:10) Nines are everyone’s least favorite mud cattle— (6:38) Sixes are annoying cult maintainers— (11:13) Sevens are the slutty surprise suicide

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Josh Brolin, Frank Herbert, and the Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • A must-watch for every 9 and 9-fixer. Watch Dogville and then come back to this.

    — (8:42) Why we’re talking about Dogville / Plot overview— (19:53) The hope of attachment vs the leverage of rejection— (24:30) How things went from bad to worse— (30:04) The arrogance of 9— (37:32) Grace confronted by the Dogville principle— (47:14) Grace representing the unprotected innocence of the body center— (53:00) The 8 tenet of first protecting your self and life force— (1:03:39) Why Dogville is a must watch for 9s and 9-fixers

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Toni Morrison, Osho, and The 145 Bermuda Overlay and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

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  • Live from Harlem tunneling thru the catacombs of the heart.Watch here: https://youtu.be/tnkHm0LCX_c

    — (2:18) Alright.. the heart center live— (6:45) The value of shame / heart-2nd impresisons— (13:15) Josh’s core 3 image and sensitivity to self-abandonment — (16:07) Decoupling emotion from the feeling of the heart center— (20:40) Shame shame shame— (30:05) The developmental view of the centers / the moment to moment self vs the fixed self— (35:25) “I’m this type of person now” / your identity is what you pay attention to and care about— (43:37) 3 image adaptability vs 4 image rigidity / the freedom and fluidity of identity— (55:12) The social instinct bridging to the heart center — (1:00:27) The passion and creativity of identity

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    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on David Blaine, Yorgos Lanthimos, and Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

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  • New insights emerging on having your heart center last.

    — (4:22) Alexandra’s new insights about heart-last and image being a cultivated sense of identity — (12:27) Being a social-blind image type / reinforcing who you are to yourself— (16:28) Painting your self-portrait and updating how things reflect on you — (23:18) Aesthetic of personality and unearthing an ocean of values— (26:08) What does neglecting the heart center cost you?— (33:02) Heart last and 4 fix reflex to wince away from being seen— (39:00) Heart lasts underestimate how what they’re doing will cause them to feel shame— (44:33) Events of the world as heart-last phenomenons— (56:20) Heart last and what’s valuable about me

    To sign up for John’s 2024 Egypt Trip visit:https://www.egyptretreats.com/

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Katt Williams, Yorgos Lanthimos, and Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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  • We’re back at it looking at reactive harmonics.

    — (3:22) Reactive vs frustration / harmonics is how we resolve a situation— (7:16) ‘Hopeful’ better describes what positive outlook is up to / reactive aims to uncover where the other is located under duress — (9:51) Katt Williams and 6 exposing the worst case scenario — (12:34) 4/6/8 testing to see if you can hang with negative realness— (19:54) Reactive types are provoking the authenticity of each center— (26:09) 4 vs 8 purging poison and creating space— (32:35) The audacity of hope for positive types— (40:35) Do we need a better name for reactive?— (48:56) 6 is the most psycho reactive type / Katt and reactive 6 comics— (1:03:39) M6GA

    To sign up for John’s 2024 Egypt Trip visit:https://www.egyptretreats.com/

    Enneagrammer — Become dangerously perceptive and skilled at seeing types clearly. Watch recent classes on Katt Williams, Charles Bukowski, and Bermuda Overlays and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/

    Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com

    Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers

    Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble:https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

    Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here:https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray

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    Call the Loveline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email [email protected] or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message