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  • Teaser for a Patreon exclusive episode available at patreon.com/thecultnextdoorpodcast

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  • In the Season 2 finale of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Survivors," Ashleigh and Mattie take a moment to reflect on the impact of their podcast. They read heartfelt letters and reviews from listeners who share how the stories and discussions have affected their lives. This episode serves as a powerful reminder of the podcast's mission and the community it has built, bringing Season 2 to a meaningful close.

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  • In Episode 43 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Guardians of Purity," Jessica Lasiter concludes her story for Season 2. She recounts her difficult exit from Crusade Church, her return after 5.5 years, and the alarming red flags she began to notice. Jessica describes the troubling new dynamics between the Pastor and certain members, which only grew more intense as "The Love Move" took hold. This episode offers a powerful reflection on Jessica's journey and the unsettling changes within the church that led to her final departure.

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  • In Episode 42 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Den of Wolves," Jessica Lasiter continues her gripping story, detailing the events leading up to her decision to leave Crusade Church in 2013. Jessica shares the growing realization of the toxic environment she was in, describing how the church, once her sanctuary, had become a "den of wolves." This episode delves into the final moments that pushed her to break free from the cult and reclaim her life.

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  • In Episode 41 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "On an Island," Jessica Lasiter recounts the intense 40 Days & 40 Nights involving Chelsie and Mattie, and the turbulent aftermath. As Chelsie ultimately decides to leave Crusade Church, Jessica reflects on the isolation she felt, describing how she was left to fend for herself, feeling like she was "on an island" alone. This episode offers a poignant look at the emotional fallout and the challenges of standing alone in a fractured community.

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  • In Episode 40 of The Cult Next Door Podcast Mattie and Ashleigh are joined by their sister-in-law Jessica Lasiter. Jessica shares her unique perspective on growing up within the Crusade Church cult, offering an intimate look at the challenges and experiences of living under the influence of the group's teachings from a young age. Her story provides a compelling exploration of the impact of the cult on her childhood and development, shedding light on the complexities of life within Crusade Church.

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  • In Episode 39 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Limitless," Liz returns to share pivotal moments that marked the decline of Crusade Church and her eventual departure. She recounts the unraveling of the cult, highlighting the critical events and revelations that exposed the group's true nature. As Liz reflects on the end of the church and its disintegration, she provides a compelling narrative of liberation and the courage it took to leave behind a life of control and manipulation.

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  • In Episode 38 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "End Time Training," Mattie's wife, Liz, joins the podcast to share her insights and experiences with "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. As a previous guest, Liz delves into the intense indoctrination and manipulative tactics disguised as spiritual preparation for the end times. Her perspective sheds light on the personal impact of "The Love Move" and the challenges of navigating life within the cult. This episode offers a compelling and personal look into the unsettling practices of Crusade Church.

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  • In Episode 37 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Spilling The Tea" hosts Ashleigh and Mattie take a break from storytelling to answer listener-submitted questions about the podcast and the captivating narratives shared so far. They provide insights, behind-the-scenes details, and personal reflections, offering a deeper understanding of the experiences and revelations discussed throughout Season 2. This engaging Q&A session gives listeners an opportunity to connect with the hosts and gain a richer perspective on the stories that have unfolded.

  • In the final installment of Blake Moorer's harrowing journey, Episode 36 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "The Immature Bride," Blake delves into the decisive events that ultimately led to his departure from Crusade Church. Blake recounts how the increasingly graphic Song of Solomon-based language used to describe "The Love Move" pushed the movement to new extremes.

    The episode also highlights the escalating intensity of the Pastor's relationship with an unmarried younger woman, whom he claimed embodied the "immature bride." This disturbing development, combined with the growing discomfort and alarm within Blake's family, spurred them to break free from the cult's grip.

    Blake shares the pivotal moments of clarity and courage that empowered him and his family to escape the manipulative control of the Pastor and reclaim their lives. "The Immature Bride" offers a powerful conclusion to Blake's story, highlighting the strength and resilience required to leave a life of indoctrination and find freedom.

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  • In Episode 35 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Intense Gaze," Blake Moorer continues his gripping account of life within Crusade Church in this second installment of a three-part series. As "The Love Move" gained momentum, Blake details the Pastor's ever watchful eye and intense gaze, which grew more unsettling as the movement progressed.

    Initially, the cult leader assured members that they need not worry because the "fiery arrow" from the Lord would strike them with God's pure love. However, as "The Love Move" began to falter, the leader's demeanor shifted dramatically. Blake recounts how the Pastor turned on congregants, blaming them for the movement's failure and intensifying the atmosphere of fear and control.

    This episode offers a compelling and chilling exploration of the cult leader's manipulative tactics and the increasing pressure placed on church members as the dream of "The Love Move" unraveled.

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  • In Episode 34 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "All Of The Magic," former member Blake Moorer returns to discuss the harrowing intensity of "The Love Move" within Crusade Church. Blake reveals how "The Love Move" was becoming increasingly physical in nature, with the leader introducing new revelations from God that starkly contradicted the Bible and the church's long-standing teachings.

    Blake shares the pivotal moments and revelations that led him and his family to ultimately break free from the church and its manipulative leader. This episode provides an eye-opening account of their journey to escape, shedding light on the profound impact of "The Love Move" and the courageous steps taken to reclaim their lives.

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  • In episode 33 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, "When Religion Hurts You: with Dr. Laura E. Anderson", hosts Mattie and Ashleigh welcome first time guest Dr. Laura Anderson to the CND conversation. Dr. Anderson is a psychotherapist, trauma resolution and recovery coach, educator, and creator who specializes in complex trauma with a focus on domestic violence, sexualized violence and religious trauma.

    She is the founder and director of the Center for Trauma Resolution and Recovery, an online coaching company where she and the other practitioners work with clients who have experienced high demand/high control religions, adverse religious experiences, cults, and religious trauma. And, she is co-founder of the Religious Trauma Institute and the author of the book When Religion Hurts You: Healing from Religious Trauma and the Impact of High Control Religion, a book we cannot recommend enough!

    In this episode, Dr. Anderson shares her own story of growing up in fundamentalism and what eventually led to her exit. We discuss high control religion, Adverse Religious Experiences, and the impact trauma has on the nervous system. Dr. Anderson also gives listeners some tips on ways to regulate the nervous system and begin to heal.

    Resources:
    You can find Dr. Anderson on Instagram @drlauraeanderson where she provides daily content offering wisdom and encouragement for those healing from religious trauma.

    You can also schedule an appointment with a counselor who specializes in high demand/high control religions, adverse religious experiences, cults, and religious trauma through the Center for Trauma Resolution and Recovery:https://www.traumaresolutionandrecovery.com/

    Listen to Dr. Anderson’s podcast, Sunday School Dropouts on Spotify, Apple, or wherever you listen to podcasts.

    For more information about the Religious Trauma Institute, check out the website. https://www.religioustraumainstitute.com/

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  • In Episode 32 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "A Demon Named Pretense," Michael "Sandy" Sandow concludes his harrowing account of life within Crusade Church. Sandy describes the escalating paranoia of the leader, who began sharing increasingly frequent and bizarre visions and prophecies he claimed were from God. The leader insisted that high-ranking demons, and even Satan himself, were trying to kill him, revealing the depths of his delusions.

    Sandy also speaks about the shifting attitudes within the group following their separation during the COVID-19 pandemic, which further exposed the leader's instability. As Sandy pieces together these experiences, he shares his profound realization that the Pastor of Crusade Church was more of a charlatan than a spiritual guide. This episode offers a gripping and revealing conclusion to Sandy's journey, highlighting the final events that led to his departure from the cult.

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  • In Episode 31 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Cloaks of Humility," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh are joined once again by former Crusade Church member Michael "Sandy" Sandow. Sandy recounts the early days of "The Love Move" and the increasingly uncomfortable positions that members found themselves in as the movement gained momentum.

    The episode delves into the cult leader's insistent push for "The Love Move," urging members to disregard appearances and embrace a new level of physical intimacy that the church had previously condemned. Claiming to receive divine visions, the leader implored members to take up their spiritual "Cloaks of Humility" and suppress their intuition and any growing doubts about the true nature of The Love Move.

    Through riveting excerpts from the leader's written messages to the church and his family, the episode vividly illustrates the depths of conditioning and control exerted over the congregation."Cloaks of Humility" sheds light on the manipulative tactics used to disguise control as selfless devotion, providing a compelling and eye-opening account of life within Crusade Church.

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  • In the concluding chapter of Chelsie's Crusade Church saga, Ep.30 "Let Us Love On You" of The Cult Next Door Podcast, Chelsie recounts a chilling encounter with Pastor Larry. In a final attempt to lure her back to the church, Larry invites Chelsie to meet in his home, cloaking his manipulation in a guise of concern, love and affection.

    As Chelsie describes the unsettling meeting & the seeminly new direction the church has taken, listeners are drawn into her growing sense of unease and the profound realization that something is deeply wrong.

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  • In a gripping continuation of Chelsie's journey, Ep.29: "Never Good Enough delves deeper into the events leading up to her eventual exit and the aftermath of her departure from Crusade Church and the painful repercussions that followed. As Chelsie confronts the harsh reality of being ostracized by friends and family, listeners are invited to witness her resilience and determination to forge a new path forward.

    Chelsie shares the emotional toll of losing her support network and grappling with feelings of abandonment and betrayal. As she navigates the complexities of rebuilding her life outside the confines of the church, Chelsie confronts the pervasive sense of inadequacy instilled by years of manipulation and control.

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  • In "The Devil's Playground," listeners are drawn into the harrowing tale of teenage romance turned catastrophic within the confines of Crusade Church and the Lasiter Family. This installment serves as a companion piece to Episode 8, "Forty Days & Forty Nights," offering a new perspective on the events previously recounted by co-host Mattie.

    Chelsie Ryan, the teenage girl at the center of the storm, steps forward to share her firsthand account of the enduring impact these events have had on her life. With raw honesty and vulnerability, Chelsie delves deep into the emotional aftermath of the cataclysmic events, exploring the lasting scars and ongoing journey to mental & emotional health & recovery. Her story serves as a powerful testament to the human spirit's capacity to endure and overcome, even in the darkest of circumstances.

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  • In episode 27 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled "Embracing the Self: Enneagram Insights," hosts Mattie and Ashleigh continue their eye opening conversation with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, in Part 2 of this enlightening 2 part series. This episode delves into the themes of self-awareness and emotional health within the context of high control groups.

    The discussion begins with Lindsay explaining the importance of recognizing and expressing our emotions, particularly anger, as a healthy part of understanding who we are. She highlights how suppressing feelings can often exacerbate the core wounds experienced by individuals in controlling environments.

    Throughout the episode, Lindsay discusses how the Enneagram can be a powerful tool in uncovering our true selves and healing from past traumas. She provides insights into how each Enneagram type deals with suppression and the impact it has on their behavior and relationships.

    The conversation also explores why it's crucial to acknowledge these core wounds, especially for those who have been part of high control groups. Lindsay shares practical advice on how listeners can begin to work through their suppressed emotions and embrace a more authentic life.

    Listeners will come away with a deeper understanding of how the Enneagram can aid in personal growth and recovery, and how embracing our full range of emotions can lead to a healthier, more fulfilled life.

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  • In episode 26 of The Cult Next Door Podcast, titled “Inside the Enneagram: Understanding Cult Influence”, hosts Mattie and Ashleigh dive into the world of cults and undue influence with Lindsay Taylor, LMFT, who brings her expertise in utilizing the Enneagram within her counseling practice. In Part 1 of this two part series, Lindsay sheds light on how susceptibility to high control groups intersects with Enneagram types, highlighting the connections between personality traits and vulnerability to manipulation.

    The episode opens with an introduction to Lindsay and her unique approach to therapy through the lens of the Enneagram. She explains the basic principles of this personality typing system and its applications in understanding human behavior, motivations, and fears. In describing each type, Lindsay notes the circumstances by which each type could fall prey to undue influence.

    Lindsay skillfully navigates through the complexities of personality dynamics, discussing how certain types may be drawn to charismatic leaders and ideologies that promise belonging and purpose. She also touches upon the role of trauma and past experiences in shaping an individual's susceptibility to manipulation.

    The discussion culminates in an examination of which Enneagram types might be more likely to emerge as cult leaders themselves. Lindsay's expertise and compassionate approach provide listeners with a deeper understanding of the intricate interplay between personality, influence, and group dynamics.

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