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Today on the show, Caitlin shares another story about a pivotal life moment while at a concert on mushrooms. It was almost as if the universe perfectly curated this experience for her, even though she had no idea it was coming. She details the eveningâs events, all the emotions that came with it, and how the mushrooms helped her gain such clarity about her life at the time. This is yet another example of how psychedelics help us quickly come to clear, peaceful conclusions to create mindful shifts in our lives. Yes, we may be able to make sound decisions without using psychedelics, but psilocybin helps streamline the process and makes it a lot more fun.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
What happens when we rely on others for solidityWhy music and psychedelics are the best way to access deeper parts of our psycheThe mushroom trip that helped Caitlin close the chapter of her life in LAPlant medicineâs seemingly never-ending benefitsResources:
Not So Black Friday SaleThis show is supported by:
Psychedelic WaterÂź | Use this link for 10% off!Connect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for GuideSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Letâs talk about mushrooms! In todayâs solo, Caitlin talks about how casual doses of mushrooms impact our social interactions. She tells a story about a recent interaction that has her pondering an idea: Those dedicated to self-work and shadow work can integrate things more easily than those who enter the psychedelic experience with less intentionality. We all know that psychedelics help us approach others with unconditional love, but some of us have a harder time maintaining an open heart once the mushrooms wear off.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Feeling peoplesâ literal souls through touch cognitionThat time Caitlinâs unconditional love was stonewalled Do the work sober to get the most out of psychedelicsWTF â Caitlin canât even pick a damn hair colorResources:
Not So Black Friday SaleThis show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for GuideSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Whether it be alcohol, marijuana, or even something âhealthyâ, like work or exercise, we all have our thing we turn to when we need to unplug. But whenâs the last time youâve reflected on your relationship with whatever it is youâre using to escape? In todayâs solo, Caitlin opens up about how her relationship with alcohol has evolved over the years and shares some of the things that she now prefers in its place. By being honest about her experience, Caitlin invites us all to reflect on our relationships with our numbing device of choice: Could a healthier option achieve the same or better results?
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Stop normalizing post-drinking sadnessHow Ahai energy training forever changed Caitlinâs drinking habitsFood for thought: Weâre all just a little depressedBecoming aware ofâand uplevelingâyour setpoint WTF - Driving on emptyâŠJust get the gas!Resources:
Not So Black Friday SaleThis show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for GuideSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Caitlinâs bringing the fire in todayâs solo, unpacking her experience existing in the mainstream vs. spiritual spaces â and what itâs like feeling like you fit into neither. As sheâs witnessed this desire to homogenize the spirituality space, along with this p*ssing contest of who can present as âthe mostâ spiritual, sheâs on a mission to spread acceptance and curiosity around the uniqueness of our spiritual paths.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Creating your own place within existing spacesFeeling resistance to the label of âspiritualâSpiritual p*ssing contests: presenting as âthe mostâ spiritualNormalizing spirituality as the connection to self & SpiritThe lack of acceptance & curiosity in societyThis show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderReferenced Episodes:
30. Spiritual Bullsh*t: The Power of Discernment with Kelli Moore2. WTF It Actually Means to Be SpiritualConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for GuideSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Tiffany Gaines blends astrology and human design to help clients understand their shopping tendencies and personal style, helping connect them to their true essence. Todayâs conversation unpacks the energetics of style and the nuanced layers of emotion that come with letting go of the old to step into a new energy. Tiffany and Caitlin also talk about breaking out of societyâs standards and the boxes we put ourselves in to explore whatâs the most authentic expression of you.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Energetics of style & understanding your authentic expressionTapping into different sides of yourself through styleLetting go of emotionally heavy items & releasing guiltHealing after substance use & using clothing as a manipulative toolReconnecting with your inner child through styleThis show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderConnect with Tiffany:
Instagram: @epiphanywithtiffanyPodcast: Epiphany with TiffanyWebsite: www.epiphanywithtiffany.comTiffanyâs Life & Style Coaching ServicesEmail: [email protected]Connect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for GuideSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by the CEO and co-founder of SoulFire productions, Kelli Moore. Caitlin confides that sheâs been questioning why she self-identifies as a spiritual person, and having trouble finding the middle ground between the woo and normalcy. This leads the two to honestly critique the spiritual, personal development community, highlighting both the benefits and the darker truths and offering some tips for discerning which leaders are truly in integrity.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Caitlinâs revolt against being labeled a âspiritualâ personCalling out the Cult of Spirituality Spotting manipulation within the spiritual communityWTF - That time Kelli threw up on Conner's dickThis show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderConnect with Kelli:
Instagram: @kellitmoorePodcast: Okay, BabeConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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It can be hard to notice when certain friends and family members are not capable of showing up for you in the way that you need and deserve, but there are people out there that can show up for you in that way. In this solo episode, Caitlin talks about giving the people who actually do show up for you priority over those you feel obligated to. Because, in reality, youâre really only obligated to yourselfâŠand if youâre not going to show up for yourself, no one else will either.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Plot twist: Caitlinâs really been moonlighting as âcorporate CaitlinâThat time work spontaneously scheduled a mandatory in-person meeting while Caitlin was out of stateHow to show up for yourself when your workload triggers a stress response Do hummingbirds actually have a sixth sense?This show is supported by:
Cured NutritionÂź | Use Code âNTCâ to Get 10% off first orderConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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This idea that you need to âre-becomeâ whole is bullshit. You are already whole, and you always have been. It really is that simple, but that doesnât mean itâs easy to embody. In todayâs solo, Caitlin reminds you that your power is truly always there for you and that you get to be the leading energy of your life, not the overwhelming sensations that you feel some of the time. If youâre struggling with any of this, remember that, at any moment, you can plug back into your power source. At any moment, you can start living from your authority. Itâs not something you need to take back.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Why Caitlin can't even with "taking your power back"Why we canât just stop battling our own âmental fuckeryâThe reel that was really a mirror for the way Caitlin has been triggering herself latelyWe may always carry our wounds, but we've had something way better for even longerWTF am I doing? Rock photography on mushrooms in SedonaConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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In this episode, Caitlin chats with holistic nutritionist, business coach, author and fellow self-projected projector podcaster, Samantha Gladish. Samantha helps health and wellness coaches and online service providers find their soul-aligned clients to grow their online businesses and up-level their bank accounts.
Caitlin and Samantha bond over the similarities within their human design charts, the sometimes awkward life of a podcaster and psychedelics. They also open up about overcoming their people-pleasing tendencies and how making big life changes guided by your own inner voices is the best way to take care of your soul.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Why Samanthaâs not really new to the âwooâThat moment when Samantha knew she had to focus on business coachingHow weâre really just constantly evolving into truer versions of ourselvesWhy podcasting is so hard when youâre a self projected projectorDelving into the magic of âgene keysâDonât even with your scarcity mindsetIs LSD really that scary?Connect with Samantha:
Podcast: Wellness WitchInstagram: @holisticwellnessfoodieWebsite: holisticwellness.caYouTube: Samantha GladishFacebook: Holistic Wellness FoodieConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Define - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Your biggest insecurity probably isnât what you think. Itâs not about how smart you are, how pretty you are, or whatever it is that you believe you are. Thereâs something deeper at play. You can play the game and try to hide it from yourself and the world or you can find out what it is, meet it, and learn to love the shit out of it. Once you learn to love your real insecurity, then you can start to truly be free.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Caitlinâs same same but different insecurities over the yearsThe sneaky thing Caitlin was actually insecure aboutWTF am I doing? Why doesnât teleportation exist yet?Connect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Intro - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Immerse (60 min Human Design Reading)Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Kerry Ferber is a Grief Guide, Energy Healer, and Certified Spiritual Life Coach whoâs specialized in energetic alchemy and vibrational transmutation. She assists people moving through layers of grief and anxiety through her Grounded Grieving offering and loves helping create space for our new stories to emerge.
Inspired by the energies of the "1" in numerology, Caitlin and Kerry discuss WTF it really feels like to rebuild yourself - or your life - after a period of destruction. They connect over a wide range of topics including trusting yourself, identifying and advocating for your needs and embracing constant rebirth, change and expansionâeven when you have no idea where it's leading.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
A fresh start doesnât equal sunshine & rainbowsIs it a Phoenix Rising or really just a Foolâs Journey?Who even cares if you have no idea where youâre going? The universe does!Being one with yourself and everything elseWhy are we so afraid of expansion and change?Embracing your inner chameleon - Styling your life to fit the current version of yourselfConnect with Kerry:
Website: kerryferber.comInstagram: @kerry.ferberKerryâs Grounded Grieving Journey: Grounded Grieving JourneyâKerry FerberEmail: [email protected]Connect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Nowadays, weâre always hearing the word âhealingâ within the spirituality and personal development space. But healing should only be used when discussing wounds and diseases, not inner work. Healing implies that something needs to change in order for us to become whole again, but, the truth is, weâre actually already whole. So, instead of talking about âhealing ourselvesâ, we should be talking about reintegrating the parts of us that weâve been trying to shed. When we can fully accept, love and appreciate all aspects of ourselves, our experience of walking through the world changes for the better.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Why the idea of âhealing,â as it relates to inner work, is bullshitWTF âhealâ and âintegrateâ actually meanHow youâre actually kind of like an eggWTF am I doing? Who closes at 5:45 on a Saturday?!Connect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Every now and again, our minds have a hard time staying present. Instead, we focus on the past or future, often creating false realities that leave us feeling super anxious. Weâve all heard that âstaying presentâ, or focusing on âright nowâ, is the way out, but are we ever given the tools for how to do this? In todayâs solo, Caitlin talks about some of her recent anxieties and the techniques she uses to help her anchor into âright nowâ.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
How Caitlin has been managing her anxiety as of lateWhy you canât wish your way out of discomfortTips to let right now be perfect, even when it isnâtConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by spiritual business coach, podcast host and fellow Human Design lover, Jess Bubbico. Caitlin and Jess bond over their shared goal of making the âwooâ less taboo and talk about how to integrate Human Design in your personal, dating and work life.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Human Design and datingEmbracing Human Design as an experiment and leaning into what works for youHow spirituality, coaching, and entrepreneurship have evolved and where they might be headedThe tangible benefits of Human Design in business and beyondThe importance of understanding the basics of Human Design before diving too deepConnect with Jess:
Website: loveyourwoo.comInstagram: @loveyourwooPodcast: Love Your WooConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Have you ever thought about the difference between spirituality and personal development? In todayâs solo, Caitlin ponders why it seems like things that fall under spirituality are often met with a bit more resistance than things labeled personal development, and whether or not this is fair. Could they be more similar than they are different?
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Whereâs the line between spirituality and personal development?Different types of resistance (to change) and skepticismCan meditation be viewed as a form of personal development?How spirituality and personal development are connectedWhy some degree of spiritual connection is essentialConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Whether we like to admit it or not, we all carry deeply rooted shame. Thereâs no getting around it. And yes, even those of us who claim we âhave no shameâ still have shame. On todayâs episode, Caitlin explains how human design can be used as a tool to help us uncover and get to know our shame. Once we spend time with these aspects of ourselves, we can begin to truly love and accept every part of usâeven the ugly ones. Being honest with ourselves in this way is a big step that propels us forward on our journey of growth and self-love.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Making friends with your own shameThe importance of shadow workHow being open to feedback can lead to more self-growthThe power of human design in helping us accept and love all parts of ourselvesLeveraging the lines for deeper integrationConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)Sign up link for Human Design ReadingWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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In todayâs world, so many of us are constantly seeking to numb ourselves. We consider anxiety, depression and a general lack of enthusiasm to be a normal part of life. But itâs not. If youâre not feeling vibrant, energetic and excited for life, this is a sign that you have gotten off track and your intuition may be the missing piece. In todayâs solo, Caitlin shares some personal stories about being both in and out of tune with her own intuition, and explains why you must tune into, and follow, yours if you truly want to thrive.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
How intuition and alignment go hand and handThe different ways that intuition manifests itselfSome signs that you may already be following your intuitionIntuition from the human design perspectiveHow committed we are to our patternsConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlinâs Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Emily Fitz is a former waitress turned multiple six-figure entrepreneur. Sheâs super passionate about serving others and has managed to make a career out of it. On todayâs episode, Caitlin and Emily talk about morning routines, embracing resistance, connecting with abundance and take a deep dive into what it truly means to be a conscious entrepreneur. Caitlin and Emily agree: There is magic in the unknown. Are you ready to explore?
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Embracing resistance in order to growHow Emily discovered her lifeâs workThe concept of Conscious EntrepreneurshipWhy you should always step into âthe moreâ How abundance is more mental than physicalConnect with Emily:
Instagram: @the.emilyfitzWebsite: The Content GoddessConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlinâs Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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In today's solo, Caitlin explores the idea of interconnectedness and how it relates to us as humans. She also discusses our propensity to just "manage" symptoms, why we tend to only look for solutions in one area rather than broadening our lens, and where we may have picked these behaviors up from.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
The interconnectedness of the various aspects of selfWhat happens when we stop "managing" symptoms & actually move through themDifferent approaches to medicine & how they may have influenced the way we approach self careEnsuring we have tools in the toolbox to support all aspects of ourselvesI am everything - âWTF am I doing?âConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlinâs Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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Today, Caitlin chats with Jess Esfandiary about her experience with non-monogamy and polyamory. Jess shares how an accidental threesome was the catalyst for her and her husbandsâ journey as an open couple, and how being open ensures consistent growth within romantic relationships.
In this episode of Not That Crazy:
Navigating non-monogamy/polyamory Trust and communication within relationships Jessâs experience after coming out as polyLife lessons learned from non-monogamyAdvice for those interested in exploring non-monogamyConnect with Jess:
Instagram: @journey.with.jessicaOpen Late the Podcast on InstagramOpen Late Podcast on Tik TokConnect with Caitlin:
Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrickSign up link for Caitlinâs Human Design CourseWebsite: caitlinkirkpatrick.comThis show is produced by Soulfire Productions
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