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  • [On this episode: Zoë Roff, Amy Alderman, Joey Svendsen]

    *Special song tribute by Riggy Roc (Stoy Prioleau)


    Listeners,
    This is Joey. On this episode, my co-host and friend Amy Alderman join Zoë Roff in paying tribute to her brother Zeth and reflecting on his passing away by suicide. We all four went to the same high school, know the same people; so for us, it was a meaningful glimpse back into an era of time we all shared, living in the same town at our most impressionable ages. That means something special to me, especially as I get older.

    Zeth's story, although uniquely beautiful and horrific, also represents the narrative of all humans; and most specifically the many who just like me, have experienced the havoc caused by the darkness of mental illness.

    So, cheers to one of the brightest and kindest out there, Zeth Davis.

    Special thanks to Stoy Prioleau (aka Riggy Rock) for the beautiful musical tribute)

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    Closing song by Mechanical River


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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [appearing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Amy Alderman and guest, David Schirduan]

    David Schirduan grew up with a very similar faith-background as Joey's, but the biggest difference? David spent a part of his "youth group, high school days" in the youth group that Joey led almost 20 years ago.

    David creates literature for folks who enjoy role-playing games, many of these games along the same lines of Dungeons and Dragons. Growing up, both Joey and David were taught that these types of games belonged in the same category as tarot cards, ouija boards and other satanic tools that should be avoided due to the sorts of evil spirits they are likely connected to. David is still a practicing Christian and comes on the show to shed some light on Dungeons and Dragons and walk us through how role-playing games work, hoping to lessen the stigma and eliminate some unwarranted fears amongst the christian community.

    With co-host Amy Alderman providing staunch pushback, these two alongside Joey Svendsen, talk through the morals of dabbling in things that are seen by most Christians as evil that needs to be avoided. David walks Joey through a role-playing game scenario and explains how role-playing games can be used for beauty, connection and healthy creativity.

    Technical Grimoire - find all of David's stuff!

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    Theme Song and Intro Music: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Closing and intro music by Derek Minor.
    Other music by: Joel Hamilton

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


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  • [Contributors to this Episode: Matt Oxley, Hayne Griffen, Joey Svendsen,]

    Co-hosts Matt Oxley and Hayne Griffen share their stories of deconstruction, Matt all the way to unbelief and Hayne, into "belief territory" that most evangelicals would deem heresy. The two dig deep into Hayne's story including his upbringing and how he now parents his own kids. Matt laments on the lack of appreciation for the pain experienced by former Christians who have deconstructed out of the faith. They both share how seasons of anger was a part of their journeys.

    This podcast episode is courtesy of Matt Oxley's, The Great Deconstruction Podcast

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    Theme Song and Intro Music: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Closing and intro music by Derek Minor.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [Contributors to this Episode: Joey Svendsen, Liz Miller, Stoy Prioleau, Matt Oxley]

    Stoy's cultural upbringing and mentoring (or lack of) instilled various perspectives about sex, marriage and success, that he'd later have to grow out of. Joey and Liz lament over inappropriate hip-hop lyrics, having sons who love hip-hop, and Matt exhorts Christians to repent from capitalism.

    Stoy also reminisces on middle school lingo amongst him and his black peers, throwing Joey into gleeful middle school nostalgia, remembering as kids hanging with Stoy and other black peers of Joey's.

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    Theme Song and Intro Music: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Closing music by Derek Minor.
    Other music by Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [Contributors to this Episode: Joey Svendsen, Hayne Griffen, Jack Hoey, Derek Kubilus]

    In EP10 of the Podcast, 4 months or so ago, Derek Kubilus introduced us to his perspective on a Universal salvation plan carried out by Jesus, captured in his new book, Holy Hell. Regular guest, Jack Hoey, read the book and didn't have a positive reaction, even felt like it was contemptuous. Hosts Joey Svendsen and Hayne Griffen beg to differ, and the four discuss.

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    Theme Song and Intro Music: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Closing music by Derek Minor.
    Other music by Mechanical River




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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [in this episode: Dr. Tiffany Yecke Brooks and host, Joey Svendsen]

    Dr. Tiffany Yecke Brooks joins to talk her newest book, Holy Ghosted: Spiritual Anxiety, Religious Trauma, and the Language of Abuse, which is a follow-up to her previous book Gaslighted by God. Together, her and Joey discuss spiritual anxiety (including scrupulosity), the important difference between deconstructing faith and deconstructing God, and how spiritual questions are a sign of closeness rather than separation from God, the damaging characteristics of toxic religious communities, and many other themes found in Holy Ghosted.

    More about "Holy Ghosted": Equipping readers to understand and name tactics of spiritual abuse and manipulation, each chapter covers a different method of control found in toxic religious communities--including legalism, indoctrination, praise, and fear--and how to identify and respond to it healthily. Brooks also reframes scriptural passages commonly weaponized by those in power. Weaving together interviews with diverse Christians and her own experience, Brooks empowers readers to trust their intuition, seek truth fearlessly, and love God and neighbor without restraint or fear.

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    Theme Song and Intro Music: the rhyme slayer himself, Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music

    Closing music by Derek Minor.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [on this episode: Jed Payne, Joey Svendsen, and Jared Svendsen]

    "Fam of the podcast," Jed Payne and literally family, Joey's big brother, Jared Svendsen join to talk conspiracies; touching on 911 and the moon landing, but focussing on the possibility of aliens. They also discuss skepticism, media biases, biblical implications of all of it and whether or not they'd enter a UFO if they got the invite from one of those little green homies.

    Jed is a co-host of this show and also has his own podcast, called Church and Other Drugs.

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other music by Derek Minor.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [on this episode: Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler and Joey Svendsen]

    Dr. Brian Boxer Wachler, MD started a TikTok account, began to acquire a very large following and literally became hooked. After he started to ignore his family because of the "TikTok addiction," his wife and daughters took matters into their own hands, pointed out to him the severity of his issue and pleaded for him to get help. Now clean from his addiction, he decided to do his own research on social media addiction and his findings are captured in his book, "Influenced: The Impact of Social Media on Our Perception."

    Telling his story on media outlets such as Fox News, Dr. Brian educates others from a place of humility. Discovering firsthand the allure of being "followed," "liked," and the ensuing Dopamine hits each exposure elicits, if it wasn't for his caring and persistent family, the doctor may still be locked in for more Dopamine, constantly obsessing and coming back for more.

    His book outlines the dangers of social media, sometimes (as he claims) just as deadly as a gun, but it also highlights the good coming from this 21st Century invention that has changed the world, producing many out-of-control addictions like the one Dr. Brian overcame. Dr. Brian shares his story and his findings.

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other music by Jejune and Derek Minor.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [on this episode: Josh Porter and Joey Svendsen]

    Did you have to destroy your secular CDs to keep the devil out when you were a kid? Then, you'll enjoy this episode with Josh [Dies] Porter (Showbread) who is also an author with a new release, "With All Its Teeth: Sex, Violence, Profanity, and the Death of Christian Art." With his book as the context, Joey and Josh manage to fit into one conversation the punk rock culture of Christian music they grew up with, both of their introductions into "secular music," a more rounded approach for Christians to consume art, the honesty of the bible, how far is too far when it comes to art, a debate on the best MxPx album, the phrase, "it must be a God thing," and more.

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    All other Music from the album "Showbread is Showdead," by Showbread.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen]

    What if all Christian Youth Group Ministries could be turned into Youth Centers that were instrumental in supporting youth of all faiths, backgrounds, and sexualities?

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    Music: Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Stoy Prioleau, Amy Alderman, Robbie Madison, Matt Oxley, Jed Payne]

    Joey opens up about what he feels may be too much personal apathy about politics and voting. After sharing with a handful of the show's co-hosts on this one, he's met with more cynicism than he can handle. Four of the five present are convinced that the USA "political machine" doesn't care about people; only getting more votes for their team and acquiring more money and power. And the guilt that many Christians try to push onto those who aren't more involved in political activism isn't merited, nor fair, according to some of the Christians on this one.

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen]

    Corey Nathan, host of the Talkin‘ Politics & Religion Without Killin‘ Each Other Podcast, joins the show to discuss a weakness of his. He has a very hard time keeping composure when it comes to difficult discussions about politics and religion. But deep in his heart, as a former Jewish man, now Christian, he knows that love is the goal. And thus, the birth of his podcast.

    Joey and Corey talk how much of society sees people with bad beliefs as bad people who should be scorned; and there's certainly no aiming to humanize them. Joey admits to sentiments about some one who he fears will anger people, but is finally learning what may be the true meaning of following Christ. Corey believes that most people are in the "exhausted majority," people who truly are "done with" the hatred and polarity, but their exhaustion breeds silence. There's some political talk as Corey is a fan of what Biden has done so far, and the two discuss the backwardness of believing deeply in a conviction and trying to spread that zeal by yelling and belittling others.

    On this Episode, we welcome:
    Corey Nathan / Instagram / Podcast

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen and Matt Oxley]

    Jack Hoey (the father) and Jack Hoey (the son) join Joey and Matt to discuss the likelihood of God's existence, why God doesn't make things more obvious, whether or not people can condition themselves to believe, how dependable the bible is to base meaning of life on, and what stock should be placed on spiritual experiences. While Joey and "the Jacks" consider themselves believers in the Christian faith, Matt is a former fundamentalist Christian now atheist, very familiar with the tenants of faith and traditional beliefs in the Bible. His departure from faith was a very painful season of deconstruction.

    Jack Hoey x 2 / Substack
    Matt Oxley / Substack

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • Hayne tells a beautiful story of redemption and love winning over evil.

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    Music: Joe Guevara [Jejune]

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [PRE-ORDER NOW "Deconstructing Without Losing Yourself" by Angela Herrington]

    host contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen

    The author of "Deconstructing Without Losing Yourself," by Angela Herrington, joins Joey to talk about her new book (releasing this month). Together they discuss their personal journeys of deconstruction, including the obstacle of fear and how to have compassion for those who cause harm in the name of religion.

    Angie describes to listeners how to maintain a heart that is bold against injustice while maintaining a posture of love. She highlights here the many blindspots that the church is deeply rooted in, much of them resulting from the same sort of corruption that has affected the rest of the world: a quest for power, control and gain.

    Book description: Lively and empathetic, Angela J. Herrington shows you how to begin healing religious trauma through deconstructing your faith. This concise and actionable handbook will guide you in vulnerable exploration and help you release unhealthy beliefs that harm you and others. Begin your healing journey with Deconstructing Your Faith without Losing Yourself.

    Angela Herrington / Website



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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Mechanical River

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Robbie Madison, Stoy Prioleau]

    Joey's been saving up questions revolving around black people and racism, these aren't the sort of questions you ask a stranger in the check-out line. He also shares some stories of being the recipient of racism at the hands of black people, for his two friends (and co-hosts of the show) Robbie and Stoy (both black males) to have the opportunity to shed some extra light and possibly give deeper insight on what was going on at a heart level.

    Previous episode mentioned on this one, in which Joey hurt Stoy with a racial joke can be listened to RIGHT HERE.

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    Theme Song: Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Derek Minor Music

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Robbie Madison, Amy Alderman, Hayne Griffen]

    Stories of old prank calls that almost landed Joey in jail, a disgusting fecal matter prank story, people who want Pat Robertson to burn in jail and whether Satan deserves mercy.

    Oh, and when the telemarketer calls, WWJD?

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    Music (including theme song): Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Joel Hamilton (The Mechanical River), Joel Hamilton+Friends (Embassyfreqs)

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Robbie Madison, Hayne Griffen]

    Favorite Christmas Movies, sexist Christmas Movies from the 1940s, what to expose kids to and whether people will ever see the harm in cell phones similarly to the way society looks at smoking cigarettes. And while we're at it, should "Baby It's Cold Outside," be cancelled?

    Merry Christmas from the PWNA Fam.

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    Music (including theme song): Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Joel Hamilton (The Mechanical River), Joel Hamilton+Friends (Embassyfreqs)

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • Please listen at your own risk, as the content on this one is very heavy.

    [hosts contributing on this episode: Joey Svendsen, Ellen Mauro, Hayne Griffen]

    Joey had a seizure a couple of weeks ago and his friends' security camera captured it all. With "firefighter Hayne" present, we learn a bit more about seizures but we also hear some horror stories he's seen on the job as a rescue worker. Oh, and Ellen thought her son was dead for a few seconds.

    Along the way, the conversation expands to the usual chit chat about everything, from how the younger generation talks about TikTok like it's the creator of all entertainment, how Ellen is still happily sober, when complementing a woman turns into hitting on her, why true crime entertainment is so alluring, and why Ellen feels compelled to subject herself to footage of the horrors going on in the war around Palestine.

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    Music (including theme song): Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Joel Hamilton (The Mechanical River), Joel Hamilton+Friends (Embassyfreqs)



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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction


  • [Hosts Contributing in this episode: Joey Svendsen / Liz Miller / Stoy Prioleau / Hayne Griffen / Amy Alderman / Matt Oxley]

    When one co-host asks another co-host if she thinks he's going to hell, due to his lack of belief in God. Here's that conversation.

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    Music (including theme song): Stoy Prioleau (aka: Riggy Rock): Apple Music
    Other Music: Joel Hamilton (The Mechanical River), Joel Hamilton+Friends (Embassyfreqs), Jejune.

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    Host and producer, Joey Svendsen also hosts and produces two other podcasts, coming more from the church world:

    Seacoast Church's Things You Won't Hear on Sunday Podcast
    &
    The Endurance Factor Podcast

    Other podcasts affiliated with co-hosts of PWNA:
    Jed's Church & Other Drugs
    Matt's The Great Deconstruction