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"I'm talking to those people who are struggling, who've not gotten your questions answered, who when they've asked questions have been told to be quiet, who have suffered mistreatment, abuse, and all other kinds of horrible things in the name of church and the bible and god and gotten no relief. And I'm also talking to those of us who felt like they had to slice pieces of ourselves off to fit in a baptismal pool, but still feel broken, feeling rejected, feeling lost."
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We speak with Tai Goodwin about being raised in the church, but finding her way "out" later in life. And just what it meant during meditation to hear the question, "What if we never saw you as anything other than whole?"
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Nate delivers a brief state of the channel, including the departure of host, Mason. Stay tuned, because good things are ahead, even in the midst of change!
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Did you know?? The pagan order of worship includes 'greeters', prayer, song service, announcements, offering, sermon, post sermon activities (pastor-led prayer, altar call, more singing, the Lord's Supper, prayer for the sick, benediction). Sound familiar??
Pagan Christianity by Frank Viola 13 month calendar
"Christianity did not destroy paganism...it adopted it." Will Durant, prominent historian
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"It doesn't bother me when people practice their faith. It's only when their practice negatively affects someone else that it's a problem."
We wrap up our interview with Robert, and discuss healing from trauma, anxiety, and periodic breakdowns.
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We discuss how many passages in scripture aren't original and were copied from older texts, and how many seem to be out of alignment with what's considered right/wrong today by modern religion.
Tribes, by Seth GodinMessy Spirituality, by Mike Yaconelli
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We continue the conversation with Robert and discuss fundamentalism and the fact that it's found everywhere: work, home, politics, etc.
Tribes, by Seth Godin
It draws a line in the sand that leads to division and violence, and a sense of "I'm better than you", and "I'm right and you're wrong".
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We interview Robert Williams, who shares his long time experiences within the Apostolic church, and what ultimately led to his exodus.
Later, with the help of a therapist, he was able to identify the unrealized spiritual abuse that had occurred, and work to heal those traumas.Our producer, Duke, lends his voice to this commercial of a chain-smoking granny :D
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We discuss chapters 1 & 2 of Pagan Christianity by Frank Viola.
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Have you ever wondered why Christians do what they do for church every Sunday morning? Why do they “dress up” for church? Why does the pastor preach a sermon each week? Why do they have pews, steeples, and choirs?
Most of what Christians do in present-day churches is rooted, not in the New Testament, but in pagan culture and rituals developed long after the death of the apostles.
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In this first RP date night episode, Nate and Celeste introduce an impactful book they read around 15-20 years ago when they first exited the UPC Church.
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Pagan Christianity by Frank Viola examines a multitude of Christian church practices that have been accepted as 'gospel' or 'from the bible', when in reality, they were adopted from paganism.
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We wrap up our discussion with Kali J Banks regarding awareness, and how once you broaden your awareness, then your interpretation of scripture is beyond just surface level. When you go within yourself, you unlock the keys to the 'mystery' of the bible.
So often we give power and reverence to a church building, but God is within the most sacred 'church' = our body. God is within us, within our form. We are a tool for divine work, and as such, we need to know our power.
Check out his book, Awareness is Evolution.Our producer, Duke, lends his voice to this commercial of a chain-smoking granny :D
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What does it mean to forgive? What does it mean to love yourself?
Awareness is Evolution, by Kali J Banks
We speak with Kali J Banks about his book and what started him on the path to awareness.
As within, so without.
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We wrap up our interview with Ron in this 3rd episode by talking politics, the 'biggest religion on the planet'.
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In this episode, Ron talks about growing up with feelings of not being accepted, or measuring up, and then refusing to tolerate those same feelings within the confines of religion. Nate shares that he believes true peace is found when you're able to just be who you are, and that begins with accepting yourself.
As Ron says, "I'm a little bit enlightenment, and a little bit 'go f*ck yourself.'"Our producer, Duke, lends his voice to this commercial of a chain-smoking granny :D
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Ron talks about being raised Methodist as a kid, and also going to Catholic mass with his grandmother. He became spiritually curious as he grew older, and found out one of his buddy's father was a born-again Christian. They invited him to their church where he attended for a while. From there, he attended a trinitarian 'holiness' full gospel church until he was in his early 20s and decided to leave the church for a period of time.
Java Jolt - created by Ron. Ron's version:1 shot bourbon (McFarland's Reserve from Total Wine)1 shot coffee liqueur (Javagave from Leanderthal Distilling from Total Wine)4 oz strong coffee1/2 oz dark amber maple syrup1 oz heavy creamiceAdd bourbon, coffee liqueur, coffee, maple syrup & ice to cocktail shaker and shake vigorously. Add ice to a rocks glass and pour mixture over the top. Top w/heavy cream but don't stir.Nate's substitutions to the above:1 shot bourbon (Bonfire Bourbon from College Station)1 shot coffee liqueur (Cayman Reef Premium Cold Brew Horchata Cream)4 oz Snickers flavored coffee from Keurig
After he relocated from NY to TX, he met a former Pentecostal woman in Austin and they started attending a UPC church in the area. He stayed there about 7 years, and while there, met a Hebraic/messianic teacher. They became good friends, and then left the UPC to start a small group meeting. But that wasn't all it was cracked up to be either....
Ron's cigar: JFR Lunatic 8"x80 ring
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Nate and Mason wrap up the last of this series by finishing the last of the 9 satanic statements written in the 1960s by Anton LeVey, while weaving in politics and (ex)evangelicalism.
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Mason finishes reading the list of sins found on the church of satan's website. Nate shares more about attending the local pagan market. And then they move on to the 9 satanic statements written in the 1960s by Anton LeVey.
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Nate shares how he recently visited a local pagan market with various vendor booths set up - and for clarification, pagan doesn't mean blood sacrifices, but a rather broad spectrum of non-christians.
Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand
There were many craftsmen present - wood workers, jewelry makers, bakers, food trucks and various other booths. There was also a booth with members from the Houston church of satan (followers of the satanic bible by Anton LeVey).
After reading the outrage on social media by christians who wandered in and discovered this, Nate decided to look into this church's belief beyond what the name would suggest. Pretty interesting and not what you'd think. Listen as Mason reads their bylaws...and sins.
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Modelo EspecialPinnacle Whipped Vodka + Big Dan's Hemporium 50mg Shot of Pineapple ExpressShout out to Brian & Ryan with Big Dan's Hemporium! It was great to meet you at the Polk County Pagan Market :)Some of the other vendors we met at the Polk County Pagan Market:
Nae's Pink MarketFragrant FormulasThe Bee's Knee's ApothecaryKut up KnivesCrystal Moon Crystals & GemsOutlaw DesignsOur producer, Duke, lends his voice to this commercial of a chain-smoking granny :D
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Happy 1st Birthday to Rettals' Pub! Join us as we talk about the past year plus plans for the next. We also manage to weave a bit of spirituality in and around laughs.
Mason shares about a recent road trip he and his wife just took to New Mexico. And just like in life, while the mountains were beautiful, sometimes the valleys were more desirable.
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Birthday Cocktail Recipe:
1 oz Pinnacle Vodka Cake
1 oz Pinnacle Vodka Whipped
1.5 oz half & half
Pillsbury Funfetti Bold Purple Vanilla frosting
Dip cocktail glass in softened frosting, then in sprinkles. Add a dollop of frosting & some sprinkles to bottom of glass. Combine both vodka flavors + half & half in an ice-filled shaker and shake well. Strain into cocktail glass.
*Inspiration for this cocktail found at dailydishrecipes.com/birthday-cake-cocktails/
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We wrap up part 4 of listener questions by discussing that attachment brings suffering & pain, so your ego must 'die daily', as Paul said. If you've followed our podcast for a while, you'll find this is not a new topic, as many things circle back to this concept.
The Zen Experience by Thomas HooverBuckland's Complete Book of Witchcraft by Raymond BucklandPaths to God: Living the Bhagavad Gita by Ram DassThe Complete Introduction to Magic by Julius EvolaThe Doctrine of Awakening: The Attainment of Self-Mastery According to the Earliest Buddhist Texts by Julius EvolaDiscovering Christian Witchcraft: A Beginner's Guide for Everyday Practice by Sara Raztresen
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We dive into part 3 of listener questions:
"Do souls actually choose a plan to incarnate and live a life of pure evil? To torture and rape and murder the innocent, to wreak unspeakable horrors and take delight in these things? Is this a sick, twisted version of "ordered steps"?
Or could it be the human spirit was rotten and overrode the soul's plan? Or maybe evil humans operate without a soul like NPCs?"Our producer, Duke, lends his voice to this commercial of a chain-smoking granny :D
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