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Head over to our Patreon Exclusive where we get into the details you won't hear anywhere else. Chloe is our first guest to talk openly about getting an orchiectomy, and she shares everything about that experience. We also dive into her dating life, what it's like dating men for the first time at 47, how her sexual attraction completely changed after transitioning, and the shocking ways men treat her differently once they know she's trans. You won't want to miss this spicy and uncensored bonus content!
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In this incredibly moving new episode of Trans Crush, Pavie sits down with Chloe, who shares her inspiring story of transitioning later in life at the age of 47. Chloe opens up about the decades of suppressed femininity, the deep shame she felt, and the ultimate relief of finally living her truth.
We explore critical topics including:
•Chloe's lifelong struggle with gender identity, from wishing she could wake up as a girl in the '90s to the profound grief of missing out on her 20s and 30s.
•The pivotal moment her "egg cracked" in 2023 and the emotional process of coming out to her parents via a heartfelt letter.
•The story behind choosing her name, Chloe, and why she still goes by Lucy on socials.
•The differences between moving through the world as a man versus a woman, including the loss of male privilege and the joy of finally feeling connected to her body.
•Her bold decision to leave a 25-year corporate career to travel, write a romance novel (Transatlantic), and pursue trans femme coaching.
•A powerful message to transphobes about the painful reality of transition (like electrolysis) and why it is absolutely not a "choice."
Join Pavie and Chloe for a conversation that proves it is never too late to find happiness and live authentically. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!
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In this powerful episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah sits down with Ronni, a 21-year-old trans masc individual. Ronni shares his deeply personal journey of knowing he was "born trans" from a very young age, navigating a childhood of feeling misunderstood, and his path through self-discovery and medical transition.We explore critical topics including:
•Ronni's early realization of his trans identity and the impact of his older brother on his self-perception.
•His coming out journey, from identifying as a lesbian to non-binary, and finally embracing his transmasc identity.
•The challenges and triumphs of medical transition, including experiences with hormones (Testogel), top surgery, and the decision-making around body masculinization and hysterectomy.
•The unexpected physical changes on testosterone, such as altered smell and cravings.
•The vital role of trans community and representation, particularly in places like Brighton Trans Pride.
•Ronni's powerful message to transphobes and his advice for younger queer trans mascs on finding community and staying true to themselves.Join Zelah and Ronni for an honest and inspiring conversation about living authentically, finding your chosen family, and the ongoing fight for trans rights. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!
For an even deeper dive, head over to our Patreon Exclusive. Ronni gets candid about his dating experiences since transitioning, the challenges of intimacy and dysphoria in the cis gay male community, and offers crucial advice for younger transmascs navigating their relationships. We discuss the struggle for validation, the fetishization of trans bodies, and the importance of finding partners who truly understand. You won't want to miss this raw and unfiltered conversation!
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In this deeply personal episode of Trans Crush, host Pavie sits down with the Chanel. Chanel shares her journey from a traumatic childhood and early realization of her trans identity to becoming a confident woman who embraces self-expression through fashion, art, and her vibrant personality.
We delve into:
•Chanel's childhood experiences, including bullying and feeling misunderstood, and how these shaped her resilience.
•Her early awareness of being trans at just 7 years old, and the lack of trans representation that made her feel alone.
•The pivotal moment she saw a trans woman on Big Brother, realizing transition was possible.
•Her family's reaction to her coming out, navigating cultural expectations (Romani heritage), and the evolving relationship with her mother and grandmother.
•The importance of self-expression and how it contributes to her happiness and mental well-being.
•Chanel's advice for trans women starting their transition, especially those balancing it with education.
Join Pavie and Chanel for an honest and inspiring conversation about identity, family, and the power of living authentically. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!
Head over to our Patreon Exclusive where we dive deep into Chanel's dating life and experiences with intimacy. We're talking about dating men, women, and trans people, navigating reluctance around intimacy, and the biggest misconceptions people have about her. Plus, we get into some spicy details about a 'sex shed' and other uncensored stories! You won't want to miss this raw and unfiltered bonus content!"
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In this episode of Trans Crush, Pavie sits down with the incredible Dani St James. Dani shares her journey from becoming one of the first trans women to appear on a British dating show to founding Not A Phase, a charity dedicated to supporting and uplifting trans adults across the UK. She also talks about building ZOAH and creating products designed with the trans community in mind.
We talk about:
• The work Not A Phase is doing across the UK, from support groups and community events to fitness programmes like Misfits.
• What trans representation looked like when Dani first stepped into the public eye and how things have changed over the years.
• Her appearance on First Dates and the unexpected full circle moment that came with it.
• The impact recent legal developments have had on the trans community and how she stays grounded through difficult times.
• Why visibility matters and the importance of creating spaces where people feel seen, supported, and celebrated.
• Her approach to self care, confidence, and showing up as herself every day.
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Dani and Pavie continue the conversation over on Patreon, where they get into dating, relationships, attraction, building ZOAH, and whether men who exclusively date trans women are a red flag or not. It's funny, spicy, and as always, real. 🌶️ http://patreon.com/transcrush
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In this episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah sits down with author and sex educator Max Hovey to dismantle the harmful "No Fats, No Fems" culture within the LGBTQ+ community. Max shares his journey from a toxic all-boys school in Kent to becoming a leading voice in body image advocacy and queer advocacy.
We dive deep into:
•The reality of internalized homophobia and the "queer toxicity phase."
•Unpacking the "it's just a preference" defense on dating apps.
•The history of tribe culture, the hanky code, and the creation of the Bear tribe.
•Cis white gay privilege and the importance of community unity.
•How representation (or lack thereof) shapes our desires.
This is not everything! We’re heading over to our Patreon Exclusive channel where we lose the filter. We’re talking to Max as a sex educator about the boom in transmasc porn, the psychology of sexual arousal vs. attraction, and the truth about aftercare in queer spaces. You don't want to miss this spicy bonus part!
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Pavie sits down with the amazing LouLou to discuss her journey as a trans woman, offering a candid look into her experiences with gender transition, medical transition, and navigating life as a transgender individual.
LouLou shares her personal story, from realizing her trans identity at a young age to the pivotal role of supportive parents in her HRT and breast augmentation journey. She opens up about the complexities of gender dysphoria, emphasizing that it’s a lifelong process of learning to cope, and the importance of patience during transition.
This episode goes deep into crucial topics like mental health within the LGBTQ+ community, particularly for trans women dealing with depression and societal pressures. LouLou offers powerful advice on finding interests outside of one’s trans identity and giving oneself grace during difficult times. We also tackle the challenging landscape of trans rights and the current political climate, highlighting the need for respect and education.
LouLou gets real about dating as a trans woman, sharing both the struggles of being kept a secret and the joys of finding genuine connection. She discusses the unique dynamics of TFT relationships (Trans-Femme Trans-Masc) and her personal desire for a bi-awakening.
This is an unfiltered conversation that exposes everything they never told you about being trans. Don’t miss this discussion on transgender experiences, gender identity, LGBTQ+ advocacy, and dating as a trans woman.
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In this powerful episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah Glasson sits down with the iconic Oscar (Hotboiyo) to discuss his 13-year transition journey. From growing up in a conservative area of Brisbane, Australia, to becoming a reality TV star on "Slag Wars" and a successful adult content creator, Oscar shares the raw truth about trans masculinity, medical transition, gay community and finding love. We dive deep into:
The differences between transitioning in Australia vs. the UK. Oscar’s experience with Testosterone (HRT) over the last decade. Reality TV behind-the-scenes: Life on "Slag Wars." Navigating sexuality, sex work, and relationships as a trans man. Advice for the trans community on staying true to yourself.If you're looking for inspiration, real talk, and a bit of "saucy" gossip, this is the episode for you! Subscribe for more trans-masc stories and turn on notifications!
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On Patreon, we answer:
🔞 Sex Work Secrets: How Oscar got into the industry and his OnlyFans demographics.
🫦 Saucier Stories: Uncensored details from the set of "Slag Wars."
👫 Relationship Dynamics: How Oscar and Angel navigate an open relationship and polyamory.
👅 The "Boy Pussy" Debate: Oscar’s take on the most controversial questions in the community.
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Today on Trans Crush, I sit down with Steven for a very honest conversation about attraction, shame, and finally admitting to yourself what you feel.
We talk about the first time he realised he was attracted to trans women, why he kept it hidden for so long, and how social pressure and anxiety shaped that silence. He opens up about what it means to stop hiding and start being honest with yourself.
Steven also shares how he sees relationships, what he is really drawn to, and why happiness comes from accepting who you are attracted to. Later in the conversation, he talks about his autism diagnosis and how it helped him understand himself more clearly.
A conversation about honesty, self acceptance, and saying things out loud for the first time.
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Today’s episode is a deeply powerful conversation with Daisy, a trans woman who has just turned 60 and is finally living as herself.
Daisy shares her journey on hormone replacement therapy, and opens up about a painful childhood, including being bullied and surviving a rape at knife point at the age of 13. She talks about how those experiences shaped her, and the long road to finally choosing herself.
We also talk about her life right now, preparing to come out to her wife, her three children and three grandchildren, and how she paused her transition for years to be there for her family before finally stepping into her truth.
This is a story about courage, healing, and what it means to live authentically later in life. Daisy is an inspiration for anyone who feels it might be too late.
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Today on Trans Crush Cheza talks about something we do not hear enough about, what it is actually like transitioning as a teenager.
She shares her journey starting puberty blockers at 13, going on hormones at 16, and having surgery at 21, and how having a supportive family and safe environment completely changed the outcome of her life.
We also talk about why puberty blockers matter so much for trans teens. How they can give young people time, space and safety while they figure themselves out, and why for many they are life saving gender affirming care.
And of course we get into the politics around it, why it is so heavily debated right now, and what it means that access has been restricted for under 18s in the UK.
It is an honest, important conversation about growing up trans young, and what support can actually do when it is given at the right time.
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In this powerful episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah Glasson sits down with Kai, a 25-year-old model from Liverpool, to explore the complexities of the trans experience in the UK today. Kai opens up about his journey from realizing his identity as a "masc lesbian" to transitioning into the man he is today.
He shares the raw realities of top surgery, including the unexpected "winky face" nipple loss, the challenges of dating as a trans person, and the vital importance of family support. From the high-pressure world of modeling to the deeply personal process of medical transition, Kai’s story is one of resilience, humor, and radical self-acceptance.
Main Topics Discussed
- The "Stealth" Experience: What it means to navigate the world when people don't perceive you as trans.
- Medical Transition Realities: The difficult choices between starting testosterone and fertility preservation (IVF).
- Top Surgery Deep Dive: A candid look at recovery, "dog ears," scar care, and the emotional freedom of being top-less.
- Modeling as a Trans Man: Finding a safe haven in creative spaces versus the anxieties of traditional workplaces like construction.
- The Power of a Supportive Mother: How Kai's mom became his "rock" throughout his entire journey.
- Dating and Safety: The fears and precautions trans people face in the modern dating world.
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- Future Family Planning: Kai's thoughts on ideal methods for having children.
- Sex Life & Sensitivity: A candid discussion on changes in sensitivity after top surgery and his sex life pre and post-transition.
- The complexities of dating as a trans man, including the importance of disclosing biological status.
- Phalloplasty Insights: A detailed look into the phalloplasty process, including wrist to thigh grafts, sensitivity, and laser hair removal.
- Online Persona vs. Reality: The difference between public confidence and private anxieties. Don't miss out on these crucial conversations!
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Phoebe joins Trans Crush to share her extraordinary story of growing up deaf, becoming an international male model, and eventually transitioning after years of hiding her identity. Born in New Zealand and later traveling the world through modeling in cities like Sydney, New York, Los Angeles, and Tokyo, Phoebe spent over a decade performing masculinity on camera while privately struggling with identity, addiction, and self-acceptance.
After getting sober and finding the courage to transition, she left everything behind and moved to London to start a completely new life. In this episode, Phoebe opens up about transitioning at 25, navigating the queer nightlife scene, DIY hormones, surviving family rejection, and rebuilding her life with the support of the trans community.
She also shares the emotional reality of growing up deaf, being bullied for femininity, and learning to trust herself after years of being told who she should be.
This is an honest conversation about identity, resilience, community, trauma, and what it means to finally live as your authentic self as a trans woman.
In This Episode We Discuss:
◼️ Growing up deaf and learning to lip-read before getting hearing aids
◼️ Being bullied for femininity as a child
◼️ Traveling the world as a male model while hiding her identity
◼️ Addiction, sex parties, and the darker side of nightlife
◼️ The moment sobriety led to her transition epiphany
◼️ Moving alone to London to begin her transition
◼️ Starting HRT and navigating DIY hormones
◼️ Finding support in London’s trans community
◼️ Family rejection and discovering relatives supporting anti-trans politics
◼️ Dating, safety, and traumatic experiences with men
◼️ Why Phoebe believes being trans can be a superpower
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Morgana joins Trans Crush to share her story of starting HRT, undergoing sex reassignment surgery at 22, and navigating identity, recovery, relationships, and unexpected medical drama in Thailand.
From growing up as an androgynous teen in London to facing long NHS waiting lists, going private for hormones, and ultimately flying to Bangkok for surgery, Morgana opens up about what transition really looked like for her, emotionally, physically, and socially.
She talks about going through SRS alongside her ex-partner, the complications that followed, the guilt she felt when her recovery went smoothly, and how she feels now, three months post-op.
This is a conversation about autonomy, timing, risk, resilience, and what it means to choose yourself as a trans woman in UK.
In This Episode We Discuss:
◼️ Realising she was trans and starting HRT at 19
◼️ Growing up queer in London
◼️ NHS waiting lists and going private for hormones
◼️ Her relationship with her parents
◼️ Choosing surgery at 22 despite people saying she was “too young”
◼️ The emotional lead-up to sex reassignment surgery
◼️ Recovering in Thailand
◼️ Her ex-partner’s serious surgical complication
◼️ Survivor’s guilt and breakup aftermath
◼️ Life now, three months post-op
◼️ Hormones, testosterone blockers, and what changes after surgery
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Today on Trans Crush our guest is Maria, a 60 year old trans woman who transitioned at 58.
She opens up about growing up as a transvestite, dressing in secret, the people who shaped her journey, and revisiting the long hidden part of her life she kept to herself for years. We talk about her 20 year marriage, moving from the UK to France, how her sexuality evolved, whether she has any regrets about not transitioning earlier, and what message she has for people transitioning later in life.
This is a beautiful conversation about self love, self acceptance, and what real happiness actually looks like.
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Welcome to a new episode of Trans Crush, hosted by Zelah Glasson.
His first trans masc guest is Kenya, and they talk about Kenya’s childhood, his journey as a trans masc person, and what the difference is for him between being trans masc and being a trans man. They also dive into politics, the stereotypes of Black men in society, and Kenya’s experience being fetishised as a Black person.
Kenya opens up about his top surgery, how much it costs, and his life on hormones and how they’ve affected him.
This episode is real, funny, and full of honest conversation about identity, race, and dating.
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Kenya, who is trans masc, talks about kink in the trans community, one interesting Grindr story, being fetishised, and what it is really like dating as a trans man.
They also get into how people react when Kenya tells them he is not a cis man, what he loves about being on hormones, and whether it changed his sexuality and sex life.
Kenya also shares his experience with other trans men and trans women, and answers all the questions people are afraid to ask, or questions you’ve always wanted to know about trans masc people.
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Today on Trans Crush, we have our first ever trans man on the podcast!
Zelah, who you might know from Big Brother UK 2025, joins us to talk about his journey from childhood, through his teenage years, dating girls as a masc lesbian, and slowly understanding himself as a trans man.
We get into hormones, masculinity, identity, his time in the Big Brother house, and one very uncomfortable moment with another guest in the house.
Zelah also shares what he wishes cis people understood, and what he thinks about the whole debate around where trans men belong.
This episode is first of its kind, very real, and long overdue.
And we have a big surprise waiting for you at the end of the episode!!!!
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On Trans Crush Exclusive, we have our first ever trans man as a guest. Me and Zelah talk in detail about the effects of hormones on his body, gender-affirming care for trans men, and the differences between medical care for trans women and trans men.
Zelah also opens up about how he felt after top surgery, what options exist for bottom surgery, and his personal perspective on them. We dive into the dynamics of his relationship, intimacy, communication, and how transitioning shaped the way he experiences love and partnership. This episode is honest, spicy, real, and as always, without the filter.
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In today’s episode, our guest Sophie opens up about growing up Catholic, being labelled problematic at school, leaving at 13, getting married, having three kids, and coming out at 48 to her wife. She also talks about not being able to see her daughter, going through four surgeries in one year, and how she’s finally living her best life right now.
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🌶️ On Trans Crush Exclusive, me and Sophie go deep into her medical transition and how hormones really changed her body and mind. We talk in detail about the difference between SRS1 and SRS2, her sex life, a shocking experience she had with a lesbian, and all her dating stories and romances so far. It’s honest, spicy, fun, and as always without the filter. WATCH NOW! http://patreon.com/transcrush ___
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We’re opening Season 2 with our first French guest, Shayna.
We talk about being trans in France, family rejection, and why she had to move to Portugal and Spain before coming back to France to begin her transition.
Shayna opens up about everyday transphobia, her experience in the French film industry, her medical transition and surgeries, and she shares a beautiful, uplifting message for her trans siblings in France.
It’s a grounded conversation about identity, resilience, and navigating life in a country that still has a long way to go.
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In the last episode of Trans Crush season 1 Thalia opens up in a way that really pulls you in.
She talks about growing up without any support or without anyone who’d understand her. She shares the abuse she went through, the moments she disconnected just to cope, and how she slowly found her way back to herself.
The whole conversation feels close and personal. It is soft, then heavy, then hopeful and, as always, real.
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On Trans Crush Exclusive on Patreon, me and Thalia talk about her sexuality and why s*x work was her only option, as for many other trans women. This conversation answers so many of the questions you might have about s*x work and trans women. WATCH NOW!
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Today on Trans Crush, Saskia opens up about her journey growing up with deaf parents, navigating a chaotic childhood, and finding herself as a trans woman.
She shares her experiences with gender dysphoria, transitioning at 24, relationships, dating challenges, and the complexities of self-love and confidence.
From surviving abuse to building a career in the music industry and advocating for trans and non-binary inclusion, Saskia’s story is truly inspiring.
So much realness it will make you blush every Thursday on Trans Crush.
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On Trans Crush Exclusive, me and Saskia talk about her sexuality and bedroom dynamic before sex reassignment surgery. She opens up about her blood clot drama after surgery and goes into all of her surgeries in full detail, including the very dangerous silicone implant that almost killed her. This conversation answers so many of the questions you might have about surgeries for trans women. Educational, spicy, raw, and real.http://patreon.com/transcrush
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