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  • In this video, Melissa interviews Sam about his incredible journey from growing up in a polygamous FLDS community to serving as a Mormon missionary in Chile. Sam opens up about the challenges of leaving behind his polygamist roots, adapting to a new culture, and sharing his faith in a foreign country. This candid conversation reveals the highs and lows of his mission, the impact it had on his beliefs, and how it shaped the person he is today. Whether you're curious about the FLDS, Mormon missions, or Sam’s personal journey, this interview offers a unique and eye-opening perspective. Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more engaging stories and interviews!

    00:00:00 Transition from FLDS to Mormon Missionary

    00:07:49 Life at the Missionary Training Center

    00:15:49 Overcoming Language Learning Challenges

    00:23:44 Navigating Missionary Rules and Expectations

    00:31:43 Language Immersion Experience in Chile

    00:39:26 Experiences as a Tall Missionary in Chile

    00:47:07 Reflections on Missionary Work

    00:55:21 Life as a Missionary in Chile

    01:03:13 Support and New Beginnings with the Wyson Family Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this reaction video, Sam and Melissa break down Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 9, how the Brown family's journey has taken unexpected turns. As the family grapples with unplanned twists and new realities, Sam, an ex-FLDS member, offers a unique perspective on how families in polygamous relationships can find themselves on paths they never anticipated.

    Join us as we explore the breaking points, the hard decisions, and the emotional shifts that come with these surprising changes. With insider insights from Sam's own experiences, this deep dive provides a fresh perspective on the struggles and surprises within plural families.

    👉 Like, comment, and subscribe for more reactions and discussions on the complexities of polygamy and family dynamics!

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    00:00:00 The Brown Family Breakdown: Was Polygamy the Culprit?

    00:02:49 Navigating Polygamy: Challenges and Dynamics in the Family

    00:08:44 Christine's Journey to Divorce

    00:11:40 The Struggle with Faith and Polygamy

    00:14:39 Cody's Spiritual Revelation

    00:17:40 Tattoos and Acceptance in FLDS and Mormon Culture

    00:20:28 The Complex Relationships in Polygamy

    00:23:38 Navigating Family Dynamics and New Relationships

    00:26:50 Conclusion and Farewell Message

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this video, Sam shares the incredible story of leaving the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) community, where he was raised with four mothers and Warren Jeffs as the prophet. At just 18 years old, Sam made the life-changing decision to walk away from everything he knew, waking up on a stranger's couch with no plan for what was next.Join us as Melissa interviews Sam about his journey from a strict polygamous upbringing to discovering the mainstream LDS (Mormon) Church. From the challenges of navigating the outside world to reconnecting with family members who viewed him as "wicked" for leaving, Sam reveals the ups and downs of transitioning between two very different religious worlds.00:00:00 Transitioning from FLDS to LDS: A Personal Journey00:08:07 Experiencing a New Church Community 00:16:52 Leaving the FLDS Church: An Unplanned Farewell 00:25:30 Experiencing Freedom and Financial Struggles 00:33:57 FDLS Church and Missionary Discussions00:42:01 Differences Between FLDS and LDS Churches 00:50:41 A Memorable 18th Birthday and Meeting Sam00:59:01 Preparing for the Mission: Financial Challenges and Community Support01:07:17 Embracing a New Life for Purpose01:16:31 Closing Remarks and Call to ActionJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In our latest reaction to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 8, we dig into Janelle’s eye-opening comment, calling Robyn Kody’s “sacred cow.” 🐄 With Kody’s faith shaken and his relationships with the other wives strained, Janelle’s statement has us wondering just how much Robyn has influenced Kody’s choices.

    We explore what this bold reference means for Kody’s priorities and how his shifting beliefs are impacting his family. Join us as we break down the drama, family dynamics, and faith struggles at the center of the Brown family’s journey!

    👀 Watch now and let us know your thoughts in the comments!

    00:00:00 Janelle's Revelation About Kody and Robyn

    00:02:15 Adjusting to a Parent's New Relationship

    00:04:21 Christine's Journey to Tradition

    00:06:40 Empowering Change: Breaking Free from Patriarchal Tradition

    00:08:59 Janelle Stands Firm for Her Kids

    00:11:20 Family Dynamics and Loyalty Conflicts

    00:15:56 Symbolism of the Golden Calf and Sacred Cow

    00:18:20 The Impact of Idolatry in Relationships

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  • In this video, Sam opens up about his unique and complex journey growing up in the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) community. With Warren Jeffs as the prophet and four mothers all married to his father, Sam’s childhood was filled with both cherished memories and challenging experiences. Sam shares what life was really like inside a polygamous household, from the daily routines with his large family to interactions with the influential Jeffs family, including visits to their home. He dives into the good parts of his upbringing, like working together in the family garden, but also reveals the darker realities of life within the FLDS church. Join us as Melissa asks Sam the tough questions about growing up in a tightly controlled religious environment—and his eventual decision to leave it all behind at just 18 years old.

    00:00:00 Leaving the FLDS: A Life-Altering Decision

    00:09:33 Memories of a Blissful Childhood

    00:18:47 Childhood Adventures: Building Forts and DIY Bows

    00:28:16 Transition to Homeschooling in FLDS

    00:38:18 Childhood Memories and Family Dynamics

    00:48:03 Moving into a New Home

    00:57:18 The Risks of Rebelling in a Strict Community

    01:07:21 Fear of Leaving the Community

    01:17:10 Leaving the FLDS: A Life-Altering Decision

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  • In this video, Sam (an ex-FLDS member) and Melissa dive into the latest drama from Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 7! We break down the unique pressures that come with weddings in a polygamous setting, comparing the cultural and religious expectations placed on marriages like Kody’s with his wives. Meri makes a bold move by leaving Arizona—and Kody—for good, and Christine’s journey takes an exciting turn as she searches for a wedding venue with her new love, David. Join us as we explore the emotional and complex layers of marriage, faith, and independence within polygamous communities!

    00:00:00 Pressure of Social and Religious Expectations in Marriage

    00:03:12 Quick Engagement and Wedding Planning

    00:06:39 Temple Marriage Ceremony Challenges

    00:10:00 Exclusion from Weddings in Different Religions

    00:13:35 Christine's Anticipated Wedding and FLDS Expectations

    00:17:12 Cody and Mary's Changing Relationship Dynamics

    00:20:52 Cody and Christine's Complex Marriage Journey

    00:24:18 Religious and Cultural Pressures in Marriage

    00:27:41 Eternal Commitments in Marriage

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

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    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this video, Sam (Ex-FLDS) and his wife Melissa react to "Winston Blackmore in Polygamy: The Bishop of Bountiful, Canada." Together, they dive into the realities of the FLDS branch in Bountiful, shedding light on the secrets of this closed-off polygamous community. As they explore Winston Blackmore's role as the Bishop, Sam shares insights from his own experience growing up in polygamy, while Melissa offers her perspective as a former mainstream Mormon. Don't miss this revealing discussion on the control, power dynamics, and hidden world of Canadian polygamy.

    00:00:00 Exploring the Controversy of Winston Blackmore

    00:06:04 Mainstream and Fundamentalist Mormonism on Divinity and Polygamy

    00:12:25 Exclusive Interview with Winston Blackmore

    00:18:39 Life in a Polygamist Family

    00:25:21 The Dynamics of Polygamous Communities

    00:31:25 Life in the Bountiful Community

    00:38:15 Teenage Pregnancy and Community Dynamics

    00:44:27 Winston Blackmore's Business Empire

    00:50:56 The Controversy of Winston Blackmore and Child Labor

    00:57:27 Discussion on Winston Blackmore and the Canadian GroupJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this episode, Sam, who grew up in the FLDS community, and his wife Melissa sit down to share their reaction to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 6. They dive into the complex dynamics of polygamous marriage, exploring whether "duty" is enough to sustain a relationship in a polygamous religion, and if love even matters. Drawing from their personal experiences—Sam’s upbringing in a polygamous household and Melissa’s mainstream Mormon background—they provide unique insights into the challenges faced by Kody, his wives, and their family. Join us as we break down the episode’s key moments and discuss the real-life implications of "doing your duty" in a plural marriage.

    #SisterWives #FLDS #Polygamy #ExMormon #Reaction #SisterWivesSeason19 #Marriage #DutyAndLove

    00:00:00 Exploring the Balance Between Duty and Love in Polygamous Marriages

    00:03:15 Nostalgia for Large Family Gatherings

    00:06:50 Emotional Reflections on Family Changes

    00:10:27 David Woolly's Family Background and LDS Connection

    00:13:50 Jealousy and Inequality in Polygamous Relationships

    00:18:35 Christine's Swift Journey to Finding Her Soulmate

    00:20:45 Discussion on Christmas Plans and Family Dynamics

    00:24:13 The Role of Spiritual Beliefs in Marriage

    00:27:56 Understanding Loyalty and Duty in Relationships

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  • In this exclusive interview, Sam (Ex-FLDS) and Melissa (raised LDS) sit down with Melanie and Cory, two former members of the AUB (Apostolic United Brethren) church—the same polygamous group the Brown family from Sister Wives came from. Melanie, the daughter of the current AUB prophet, and her husband Cory share their personal experiences and unique insights into Kody Brown and his four wives. Having known the family personally, Melanie and Cory provide an inside look into the real dynamics behind the show and the polygamous lifestyle portrayed on Sister Wives.

    🔔 Don’t forget to subscribe for more interviews and reactions about polygamous communities, fundamentalist religions, and Sister Wives!

    00:00:00 Did Cody Really Love Mary?

    00:06:14 Discussion on Cody's Relationships and Choices

    00:13:23 The Complexities of Legal Adoption in Polygamous Families

    00:19:49 Mary's Journey in the Brown Family

    00:26:00 Navigating Plural Relationships and Favoritism

    00:32:11 The Challenges of Self-Governance in Restrictive Religions

    00:38:40 Christine's Journey to Finding Love Again

    00:44:48 Misalignment in Relationships

    00:51:10 Community Secrets and Liberation

    00:57:28 Conclusion and Thanks

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  • In this episode, Sam, an ex-member of the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) and Melissa react to the latest drama from Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 5. Titled "Kid's Side of the Story," this reaction video dives deep into the ongoing tension between Kody Brown, his wives, and their children. Sam and Melissa break down the emotional struggles, family dynamics, and the impact Kody’s decisions have on his relationships with both the wives and the kids. As they share their unique perspectives, Sam draws from his upbringing in a polygamous community, while Melissa adds insights from her mainstream Mormon background. Watch as they offer a fresh take on the unfolding family drama and the complex relationships that are central to Sister Wives.

    00:00:00 Cody's Shocking Admission

    00:03:29 Cody's Dream of a Big Family

    00:07:03 Eating Placenta: A St. George Midwife Trend?

    00:10:38 Breastfeeding Practices in FLDS Communities

    00:14:12 Family Dynamics and Shared Breastfeeding

    00:17:56 The Emotional Impact of Divorce and Spirituality

    00:21:29 Cody's Accountability and Abandonment Issues

    00:25:15 Janelle and Gabriel's Emotional Conversation

    00:28:58 Importance of Genuine Apologies and Accountability

    00:32:41 Outro and Upcoming Topics

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  • In this powerful interview, Sam and Melissa sit down with Melanie and Cory, a couple who bravely left the polygamous AUB (Apostolic United Brethren) church. Melanie, the daughter of the current prophet of the AUB, shares her harrowing experience of being married as a child bride within the church, and how she found the courage to escape in adulthood.

    In this emotional conversation, Melanie opens up about the pressure of growing up under her father's leadership, the challenges of living in a polygamous community, and the pain of breaking free from a coerced marriage. Cory shares his own perspectives and how they've built a new life after leaving the AUB.

    #Polygamy #AUB #ExclusiveInterview #EscapingTheAUB #ExPolygamist #ChildBride

    00:00:00 Early Marriage and Abuse in FLDS

    00:06:48 The Belief of the 144,000 and Its Impact

    00:14:02 The Beginnings of Endowment Houses

    00:20:31 Preparing for a Unique Wedding Ceremony

    00:26:41 Seeking Approval and Spiritual Validation

    00:33:58 Facing a Crisis of Faith and Polygamy

    00:40:51 Unconventional Relationship Beginnings

    00:47:22 Legal Battle for Child Custody

    00:53:52 Living Without Organized Religion

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  • In this episode, Sam (an ex-FLDS polygamous community member) and Melissa dive into Season 19, Episode 4 of Sister Wives. They break down the tension between Kody and his adult children, exploring how his ego and pride are preventing him from mending these important relationships. Sam and Melissa provide their unique insights, drawing from their own experiences growing up in polygamous and LDS communities, and discuss the emotional struggles that come with family separation, pride, and broken communication.

    Join us for an honest reaction and deep discussion on the complexities of family dynamics in plural marriage!

    00:00:00 Sister Wives Season 19 Episode 4: Family Tensions Explode

    00:02:42 Cody's Family Dynamics and Ego Struggles

    00:05:37 Tensions Rise at Thanksgiving with Cody and Robin

    00:08:25 The Expectations of Polygamous Marriage in Fundamentalist Mormon Communities

    00:11:21 Understanding First Love vs. True Love

    00:14:02 Authenticity vs. Performance in Family Dynamics

    00:16:54 Family Struggles and Emotional Boundaries

    00:19:31 The Impact of Justifying Actions on Relationships

    00:22:14 Cody's Struggles with Accountability and Relationships

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  • Join us as we sit down with Hannah Stauber, who bravely shares her journey from being a child bride at the age of 14 to finding the strength to escape the oppressive world she was raised in. Now a passionate advocate for personal freedom and healing, Hannah tells her powerful story and discusses her inspiring book, Give Yourself Permission. This eye-opening conversation delves into the challenges she faced, her path to reclaiming her life, and the message of hope she wants to share with others. Don't miss this compelling interview!

    Hannah's book:👉 https://amzn.to/3BAXcFeHannah's Website: https://hannahstauber.com/

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 Teenage Marriage and Control

    00:03:38 The Life of Tom Green and Polygamy

    00:07:20 The Experience of an Arranged Childhood Marriage

    00:11:05 Early Grooming in Fundamentalist Groups

    00:14:55 Early Life and Family Background

    00:18:56 Struggle with Leaving a Religious Community

    00:23:06 Overcoming Control and Finding Strength Through Faith

    00:26:54 Overcoming Oppression and Self-Discovery

    00:31:19 Writing and Healing: Collaborating on a Book

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  • In this episode, Sam, an ex-polygamist, reacts to Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 3, where the Browns face an awkward wedding reunion that brings their fractured relationships to the forefront. Kody seems more connected with Robyn than ever, while Christine and Janelle appear distant and uncomfortable. We dive into the tensions, Kody's divide with the family, and Mykelti’s birth, which temporarily brought Christine and Robyn together despite their differences.

    Let us know in the comments if you think the family can heal, or if the damage is permanent!

    🔔 Don’t forget to subscribe for more reactions, insights, and behind-the-scenes stories from the world of polygamy.

    00:00:00 Sister Wives' Heartbreaking Episode

    00:02:47 Awkward Family Wedding Post-Split

    00:05:46 The Challenges of Ending a Polygamous Relationship

    00:08:45 Challenges of a Plural Relationship and Family Dynamics

    00:11:47 Robin's Children's Expectations and Family Dynamics

    00:14:44 Family Dynamics and Sacrifice

    00:17:44 Impact of Family Tensions on Children

    00:20:30 Navigating Family Dynamics with New Arrivals

    00:23:37 The Impact of Reality TV on Children’s Lives

    00:26:44 Can Family Wounds Ever Truly Heal?

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  • In this video, Sam and Melissa dive deep into the topic of Mormon temple garments as portrayed in the TV show The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. As people who once wore these sacred garments, they answer common questions about their purpose, why they are so important in Mormonism, and how they’ve fostered a culture of judgment based on whether or not someone is wearing them.

    00:00:00 The Significance of Mormon Garments in Faith and Judgment

    00:04:21 Understanding LDS Temple Garments

    00:08:39 Understanding LDS Garment Practices

    00:12:52 The Significance of Temple Garments in Mormon Faith

    00:17:20 Evolution of Garment Wear in LDS and Fundamentalist Groups

    00:21:48 Navigating Garment Wear in Everyday Life

    00:25:45 Secret Lives of Mormon Wives: Controversy and Perception

    00:30:00 Transitioning from FLDS Garments to Modern Clothing

    00:34:54 Navigating Identity and Clothing in Faith Transitions

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    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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  • In this video, Sam (Ex-FLDS) and Melissa (Ex-Mormon) react to the latest drama in Sister Wives Season 19, Episode 2. They dive into Kody’s faith crisis, his strained relationship with Janelle, and the tension surrounding plural marriage. Watch as they break down key moments, including Kody's doubts about his beliefs, Janelle's struggle with Christine's encouragement to leave Kody, and more from their unique perspectives as former members of Mormon and polygamist communities. Don’t miss their insightful take on the emotional and religious dynamics at play!

    00:00:00 Polygamy, Faith, and Control: The Brown Family Dynamics

    00:02:52 Perspectives on Divorce and Faith in Plural Marriage

    00:05:51 Cody's Perspective on Marrying Young

    00:08:41 Fast Love and Marriage Realities

    00:11:54 Cody's Struggle with Ego and Image of Family

    00:14:53 Understanding Cody's Perspective

    00:17:47 Janelle's Perspective on Patriarchy and Marriage Expectations

    00:20:50 The Challenges of Polygamy and Family Dynamics

    00:23:48 The Impact of Moving from the Cul-de-sac

    Join our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamy

    If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org

    At Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."

    If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamy

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    ➡️ Checkout our other Videos:

    🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2

    ✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0

    🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU

    🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control

    ✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0

    🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo

    🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families

    ✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY

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  • In this video, Sam, an ex-member of the FLDS Church, and Melissa, who grew up in the mainstream LDS Church, break down the "Word of Wisdom" as seen in the new hit TV show The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives.We dive deep into the origins and significance of this health code, explaining its rules around coffee, tea, alcohol, and tobacco, and explore the cultural contradictions, like why soda is okay but coffee isn't. Sam and Melissa share their personal experiences with the "Word of Wisdom" from their unique perspectives, highlighting the challenges and hypocrisies they've seen in both fundamentalist and mainstream Mormon communities.Join us as we react to the show and shed light on what the "Word of Wisdom" really means for Mormons today!

    Chapters:
    00:00:00 - The Word of Wisdom in Mormon Culture
    00:01:22 - The Word of Wisdom in the LDS Church
    00:02:37 - The Word of Wisdom within LDS Culture
    00:04:01 - Cultural Pressure and Religious Rules in Mormonism
    00:05:19 - Dispelling the Caffeine Myth in Mormonism
    00:06:42 - The Role of Caffeine in Church Culture
    00:08:02 - Plastic Surgery in Utah
    00:09:25 - Cultural Pressure and Beauty Ideals in Utah
    00:10:39 - Loopholes in Mormon Culture: Letter vs. Spirit of the LawJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]

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  • In this video, ex-polygamist Sam offers a unique and personal perspective as he reacts to Season 19, Episode 1 of Sister Wives. Having grown up in a polygamous community, Sam shares his thoughts on the dynamics within the Brown family, compares his own experiences with polygamy to what’s portrayed on screen, and gives insight into the emotional challenges of plural marriage.If you enjoyed the video, be sure to like, subscribe, and hit the notification bell for more content like this!#SisterWives #Polygamy #ExPolygamist #Season19 #RealityTVReactionChapters:00:00:00 - Polygamous Family Drama unraveling00:02:18 - Season 2024 Expectations00:04:35 - Loss of Control in Polygamous Families00:06:58 - Different Paths After Leaving Polygamy00:09:19 - Janelle and Cody's Struggles00:11:33 - Neglect and Perpetrators in Relationships00:13:46 - Relationship Dynamics and Marital Decisions00:16:00 - The Struggle of Leaving High Control Environment00:18:24 - Redefining Life and Finding Freedom00:20:38 - Grasping at Straws with CodyJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE➡️ Checkout our other Videos:🔷Ex-Polygamist Reacts to Sister Wives: Season 18 Ep. 1-2✅https://youtu.be/R9u4wAzUjK0🔷Exclusive Interview with an Insider: Exposing FLDS Secrets✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIjlLejkETU🔷Breaking Free: One Girl's Journey from Warren Jeffs' Control✅ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-bH4fLMZX0🔷Behind FLDS Doors: The Tragic Tale of a Family Torn Apart by Warren Jeffs✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFFQ_j_RJCo🔷Tour Of The Dream Center, A Refuge Home For Ex-Polygamous Families✅https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbqR1UJFJBY#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

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  • In this exclusive interview, Sam and Melissa sit down with Brady Williams from the hit TV show My Five Wives. Brady shares where he and his family are now, giving viewers a personal update on their lives since the show. He opens up about their journey, the changes they've faced, and what the future holds for them. This in-depth conversation offers a unique look into the lives of the Williams family today.

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 - Living in Polygamy

    00:06:20 - Overcoming Trauma and Injury

    00:12:57 - The Challenges of Polygamy and Sacrifice

    00:19:26 - Fundamentalism in Religious Sects

    00:25:33 - Diversity in Fundamentalist Groups

    00:31:38 - Transition to Mainstream LDS Church

    00:37:26 - Memories of Growing Up in the Mainstream Church

    00:43:36 - Family Memories and Bigfoot Adventures

    00:49:49 - New Business Venture in Construction Industry

    00:55:46 - Thanks for Watching!

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  • In this video, Melissa and Sam share their thoughts and reactions to the new hit TV show The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. With Melissa's personal experience growing up in the mainstream Mormon Church, she provides unique insights into how the show portrays the lives of Mormon women. Together, Sam and Melissa offer thoughtful commentary, discussing how closely the series aligns with reality and sharing their perspectives on the complexities of Mormon culture and family life.

    Chapters:

    00:00:00 - Introduction to our Family Background and Channel Goal

    00:03:32 - Controversy surrounding Mormon representation on TV

    00:07:01 - Modern Interpretations of Church Doctrine

    00:10:17 - Effects of Leaving the LDS Church

    00:13:47 - Acceptance and Belief in the Church

    00:17:15 - Misalignment with Church Teachings and Gender Equality

    00:20:43 - Equality in the Church

    00:24:19 - The Evolution of Mormonism's Standards

    00:27:42 - Membership in the Mormon Church

    00:30:59 - Thank You For Watching!

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