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  • Join Ashley and Fallon as they reconnect after a break, catching us up on life’s latest ups and downs—housing insecurity, mental health struggles, and some serious community love. Fallon shares news about stepping back from co-hosting, and the gals dive headfirst into the spine-chilling tale of the Amityville Horror.

    From the tragic DeFeo murders to the Lutz family’s eerie encounters, they cover paranormal scares, family drama, and the infamous investigations by Ed and Lorraine Warren. It’s a mix of personal updates, ghostly thrills, and supernatural skepticism for Spooky Season!

    Note: If you missed the initial updates (as this is sort of a follow up), check out the first one in our episode of UnFck Yourself with TSFU about accessible healthcare!
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  • Ok gang- I know this isn't a super sexy subject, but after having many listeners tell Ash that they were pretty sure they had some sort of mental health issue, or had been diagnosed with one but didn't have affordable access to doctors or medication, or are struggling with addiction but don't know where to turn, she thought this was a really important topic.

    Note from Ash: Since getting my ADHD diagnosis, and being medicated, my life has greatly improved in so many areas that I struggled with and had no idea were connected to ADHD.

    Fallon works in health care and in this episode we talk about how your or your loved ones may be able to access all sorts of resources for free or a reduced price. Like I said, not super sexy, but a very important episode!


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  • Fallon tells Ash about the infamous unsolved quadruple homicide in Keddie, California in 1981. Four people were brutally murdered in Cabin 28 and over 40 years later, the Keddie Cabin Murders remain unsolved and full of eerie twists and turns. The gals dig into the disturbing details, the weird clues, and the frustrating lack of answers that still haunt this case. What really happened in that cabin? And why haven’t the killers been caught?

    Note: This episode was recorded quite awhile ago, the episode that Ash references to on Serial Killer Allan Legere and Family Annihilators Frank & Herald Alexander can be found here!

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  • Mondays can have the tendency to suck. Here's a little surprise to brighten yours up!

    Previously Ash and Cam had the pleasure of speaking with ex-employee of cult leader Doc Antle, Barbara Fisher. Barbara worked for Antle at his Mytle Beach "safari" for eight years and was prominently featured in Tiger King and Tiger King: The Doc Antle Story. Breast augmentations and name changes under duress, the breaking of the spirits of both humans and animals, and so much more!

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  • If you watched Tiger King on Netflix in 2020, you probably remember the a**hole with a long ponytail who constantly dresses like he's on safari and surrounds himself with skinny women who like like Jane from Tarzan, constantly toting tigers on leashes. That man was Doc Antle, owner of Myrtle Beach Safari, the "zoo" that inspired Joe Exotic to open The Greater Wynnewood Exotic Animal Park. Antle started off as a magician who got real tight with famous Guru Swami Satchidananda Saraswati, and became somewhat of a celebrity at Swami's Yogaville compound in Virginia. He began claiming to be a doctor and enlightened being, amassing followers and abusing teenage girls, and things only got crazier from there. Antle is a notorious abuser of big cats, but today's story more focuses on Antle himself and the cult that he runs, but calls a "wildlife preserve".

    TW: Animal abuse and severe maiming

    SPOILERS:
    Ash and Fallon also discuss Max's new docuseries Chimp Crazy and one of the most insane stories Ash has ever heard. "Former nurse-turned-exotic-animal-broker Tonia Haddix spends her days caring for animals in captivity, referring to herself as the "Dolly Parton of chimps." However, her limitless love for one chimpanzee spins into a wild cat-and-mouse game with authorities and an animal rights group. Through the experiences of Tonia and other "chimp moms," "Chimp Crazy" is a series that reveals the bonds between owners and their highly intelligent great ape pets, as well as the risks to the welfare of the animals themselves."- Wikipedia


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  • If you're not new here, or even if you are, you're probably well aware of our passion behind the TTI (the Troubled (Tortured) Teen Industry). Ash had the incredible opportunity to speak with Katherine Kubler, executive producer and director of Netflix's hit docu-series "The Program: Cons, Cults and Kidnapping", this year at the True Crime and Paranormal Podcast Festival!


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  • Can y'all believe it's almost October?!? As a little taste of spooky season, we're pulling this extra creepy, extra horrific episode from the vaults. Ash and Cam talk about some of the most fucked up murders that they've ever heard of- listener discretion is advised for this one y'all! Yowzers!

    Cam uncovers the shocking murders committed by Canadian serial killer Allan Legere, AKA The Monster of the Miramichi, who stalked, prowled, and terrorized this area of the remote Canadian countryside for more than a decade.

    Ashley goes over the horrific Alexander Family murders, in which 16 year old Frank AKA "the Prophet" kills his mother and three sisters when "the Hour of the Great Killing was upon them", while his father played the organ and read hymns. Yep.

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  • Welcome back lovelies! We have another unsolved case that's sure to suck you in!!

    Today Ash and Fallon are talking about the disappearance of the Beaumont children - one of the most famous unsolved cases in Australia.On a sunny day in 1966, Jane, Arnna, and Grant Beaumont went to the beach to play and were never seen again. The missing children sparked a massive search, but no trace of them was ever found. Despite numerous suspects, no one was ever definitively linked to the case. Grant and Nancy Beaumont lived the rest of their lives with the heartbreak of never having an answer to their biggest question - what happened to the Beaumont children?

    The case remains unsolved to this day.

    If you have any information about this case, or any unsolved crime, then you can share what you know with Crime Stoppers without saying who you are or getting involved. Rewards are available. Call 1800 333 000 or go to www.crimestoppers.com.au



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    Audio editing by Ryan TrubyResearch by Elizabeth VandenboschSources:Disappearance of the Beaumont children - WikipediaInside The Baffling Story Of The Beaumont Children's Disappearance (allthatsinteresting.com)Disappearance of the Beaumont Children - Historic Mysterieshttps://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-australia-42913171Inside the Haunting Unsolved Disappearance of the Beaumont Children (eonline.com)Boy's diary puts paedophile near beach when Beaumont children disappeared (smh.com.au)The Beaumont Children: New lead in infamous Australia Day abduction | news.com.au — Australia’s leading news sitehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWN3cHKeuCw - The Beaumont Children: What really happened? January 2018, News Channel 7https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6GGV6EIZCo&list=PLeaNwagz_kRWC3MISLStltvDcVd_n2dKlhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NxIum8nWGU&list=PLeaNwagz_kRWC3MISLStltvDcVd_n2dKl&index=2https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bevan_Spencer_von_Einemhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arthur_Stanley_Brownhttps://www.findagrave.com/memorial/97435529/arnna-kathleen-beaumont

  • TW: SA, Domestic Violence

    We are back with Part 2 of the chilling Pike County Massacre.

    April 21, 2016; Pike County, Ohio. Eight family members are brutally murdered in their homes—shocking, calculated, and still shrouded in mystery. A quiet Ohio town turned upside down by one of the most gruesome crimes in recent history. Today, Fallon is telling Ash about the sinister motives, hidden secrets, and dark twists that has become known as the Pike County Massacre.

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    Audio editing by Gaytrice PerdueResearch by Kristen JonesSources:https://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-rhoden-family-billy-wagner-trial/60130831https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pike_County_shootingshttps://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-george-billy-wagner-court-wednesday/60126288https://www.fox19.com/2024/04/22/april-22-2016-8-years-since-bodies-discovered-pike-county-massacre/https://www.wcpo.com/news/pike-county-massacre/pike-county-murder-trial-patriarch-of-the-wagner-family-wont-see-trial-until-2025https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/crime/2023/11/27/what-happened-to-the-kids-after-the-pike-county-murders/71719001007/https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/2016/05/11/pike-county-not-leaving-those-babies-there/84194756/Pike County murders: What happened during the Pike County massacre? (wcpo.com)


  • This was originally released as a Patreon exclusive and now we're sharing with everyone!
    Don't forget, you can access episodes 1-15 of Ash Learns The Bible on Patreon RIGHT NOW!

    In our third episode, Kristal continues our journey with Exodus. Plagues and Passover and the Desert, Oh My! Kristal also makes some compelling arguments about how God is sort of like Cardi B.

    Kristal Adams is a Black woman who was raised Christian on the West Coast. She is a hilarious, well-respected and award winning comedian, writer and more... she's kind of a big deal. Find Kristal on her Linktree, check her out on TheGram, and find more info about and tickets to for her live stand-up shows here.

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  • TW: SA, Domestic Violence

    April 21, 2016; Pike County, Ohio. Eight family members are brutally murdered in their homes—shocking, calculated, and still shrouded in mystery. A quiet Ohio town turned upside down by one of the most gruesome crimes in recent history. Today, Fallon is telling Ash about the sinister motives, hidden secrets, and dark twists that has become known as the Pike County Massacre.

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    Audio editing by Gaytrice PerdueResearch by Kristen JonesSources:https://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-rhoden-family-billy-wagner-trial/60130831https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pike_County_shootingshttps://www.wlwt.com/article/pike-county-massacre-george-billy-wagner-court-wednesday/60126288https://www.fox19.com/2024/04/22/april-22-2016-8-years-since-bodies-discovered-pike-county-massacre/https://www.wcpo.com/news/pike-county-massacre/pike-county-murder-trial-patriarch-of-the-wagner-family-wont-see-trial-until-2025https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/crime/2023/11/27/what-happened-to-the-kids-after-the-pike-county-murders/71719001007/https://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/2016/05/11/pike-county-not-leaving-those-babies-there/84194756/Pike County murders: What happened during the Pike County massacre? (wcpo.com)



  • This week for our Summer Fun Faves series, we go back to Ash and former co-host Michelle for their take on the dumpster fire called the Fyre Festival.

    Models on yachts sipping champaign on what was once Pablo Escobar's island... influencers, delicious food, luxury accommodations, beautiful art and amazing music in the Bahamas. That's what was promised if you bought a ticket to 2017's Fyre Festival, tickets that went for well into the thousands to tens of thousands of dollars. What festival goers got was the opposite of the experience that they had dreamed of and been promised- basically 24 hours in hell.

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  • Ashley and former co-host Cam team up to tell the story of the infamous Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (AKA the sex guru, aka the Rolls-Royce guru, aka Osho), his advisor Sheela, and their unimaginably intricate Oregonian scandal.

    Ashley covers Bhagwan's background and how he earned his nickname, the "sex guru", as well as what eventually happened to the commune and its wild, wild leaders. Cam talks about Bhagwan's laughing gas addiction, Sheela's attempt to poison an entire Oregon County, and the rest of the crazy shenanigans that these hoodlums got up to!



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  • This episode was originally released as a Patreon-only episode, but it was so good we had to share with everyone!

    Today, Ash teams up with friend of TSFU, Trevin from the podcast Live, Laugh, Larceny. Ash dives into the dark side of Kundalini Yoga - from the shady beginnings with Yogi Bhajan to the drama following the death of its second leader, Guru Jagat (aka Katie Griggs from Colorado).

    Once again, "it's not just yoga you guys!"
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    -Research by Kim Glick.
    -Audio Editing by Gaytrice Perdue.
    -Sources:
    - https://www.vanityfair.com/style/2021/11/the-second-coming-of-guru-jagat
    - https://ramayogainstitute.com/guru-jagat-home/ramayogainstitute.comhttps://ramayogainstitute.com/guru-jagat-home/
    - https://ramayogainstitute.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Guru-Jagat-Obituary-Press-Release-8.21.pdf
    -ramayogainstitute.com
    -https://ramayogainstitute.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Guru-Jagat-Obituary-Press-Release-8.21.pdf
    - https://laist.com/news/kundalini-yoga-guru-jagat-ra-ma-qanon-conspiracy-wellness
    - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kundalini_yoga
    - https://www.womenshealthmag.com/uk/fitness/yoga/a706780/kundalini-yoga/womenshealthmag.comhttps://www.womenshealthmag.com/uk/fitness/yoga/a706780/kundalini-yoga/
    -https://escholarship.org/uc/item/6r63q6qnescholarship.orghttps://escholarship.org/uc/item/6r63q6qn
    - https://ramayogainstitute.com/ramayogainstitute.comhttps://ramayogainstitute.com/
    - https://www.npr.org/2023/01/02/1146318331/yoga-guru-qanon-conspiracy-theories
    - https://matthewremski.medium.com/guru-jagat-dies-a-saint-is-born-29e6102d9289
    - https://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-10273589/Kundalini-yoga-guru-accused-running-cult-focus-new-docuseries.html
    - https://www.womenshealthmag.com/fitness/a19920959/kundalini-yoga-with-guru-jagat/womenshealthmag.comhttps://www.womenshealthmag.com/fitness/a19920959/kundalini-yoga-with-guru-jagat/
    - https://lamag.com/featured/yogi-bhajan
    - https://www.vice.com/en/article/v7ey5b/inside-the-dubious-world-of-ra-ma-yoga-and-its-girl-boss-guru-jagatvice.comhttps://www.vice.com/en/article/v7ey5b/inside-the-dubious-world-of-ra-ma-yoga-and-its-girl-boss-guru-jagat
    - https://www.gurumag.com/master-of-deceit-how-yogi-bhajan-used-kundalini-yoga-for-money-sex-and-power/gurumag.comhttps://www.gurumag.com/master-of-deceit-how-yogi-bhajan-used-kundalini-yoga-for-money-sex-and-power/
    - https://thechalkboardmag.com/in-memoriam-guru-jagat/thechalkboardmag.comhttps://thechalkboardmag.com/in-memoriam-guru-jagat/
    - https://wwd.com/feature/kundalini-yoga-teacher-guru-jagat-branches-out-into-fashion-kate-hudson-alicia-keys-1203235419/wwd.comhttps://wwd.com/feature/kundalini-yoga-teacher-guru-jagat-branches-out-into-fashion-kate-hudson-alicia-keys-1203235419/
    - https://www.gurumag.com/yogi-bhajan-investigation-finds-rape-group-sex-abuse/?ref=gurumag.comgurumag.comhttps://www.gurumag.com/yogi-bhajan-investigation-finds-rape-group-sex-abuse/?ref=gurumag.com
    - https://www.vogue.com/article/kundalini-yoga-guru-jagat-book-invincible-living-meditation-stress-anxiety
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    - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWUZnYCe0QA
    - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkfC-BHsqOE
    - https://freedomofmind.com/unmasking-the-kundalini-yoga-cult-of-yogi-bhajan-with-els-coenen/
    - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/unmasking-the-kundalini-yoga-cult-of-yogi-bhajan/id1603773245?i=1000621371383
    - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghm3WUpdh0c
    - https://freedomofmind.com/the-disturbing-mainstream-connections-of-yogi-bhajan-09272011/

  • Welcome to the PREMIER episode of Unfcking Yourself with TSFU!!

    Over the years we have told you about a lot of fcked up stuff, and we know that's why you're here. But we also want to give our wonderful listeners a little positive energy for balance.

    In our first episode, Ash is joined by Nikki Salt, fashion content creator and personal stylist. Their conversation covers a wide range of topics - creating and creativity, talking to people, mental health, and cults (you really didn't think we could stray that far, did you?!?) - all working toward the end result of being your best self.

    You can find Nikki Salt (@nikkiesu) and all of her socials here.

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  • In this blast from the past, former podcast co-host, Michelle Mosher, tells Ash a story about summer fun gone wrong.

    Michelle takes us to Kentucky's biggest and most famous party, the Redneck Rave (yes, we know that term is derogatory but we didn't name the festival)! The rave promises "mud, music and mayhem" and boy does it deliver! In June 2021 the rave resulted in a man having his throat slit, a woman being choked in a fight over a blanket and another man being impaled by a log, along with multiple lost appendages. No age restrictions and lots of Confederate flags, wooooo!


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    -Audio editing by Nicole Peek.
    -Sources:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aN8iMOIX-_khttps://consequence.net/2021/06/redneck-rave-kentucky/https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9716847/Redneck-Rave-Kentucky-descends-chaos-48-people-charged.htmlhttps://nypost.com/2021/06/22/mans-throat-slit-woman-choked-48-charged-at-kentucky-redneck-rave/ https://www.avclub.com/kentuckys-latest-redneck-rave-went-exactly-how-one-mi-1847164937 https://nypost.com/2021/06/22/mans-throat-slit-woman-choked-48-charged-at-kentucky-redneck-rave/https://www.nme.com/news/music/kentucky-redneck-rave-festival-descends-into-violence-2977543https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redneckhttps://redneckrave.com/https://eu.indystar.com/story/news/2018/08/03/redneck-rave-provides-city-boy-country-life/881336002/https://www.instagram.com/p/Ci3Dy4oJFLM/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_linkChaos & Moonshine: The Redneck Rave | Fringes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aN8iMOIX-_khttps://www.vice.com/en/article/88g4ex/i-survived-the-redneck-rave-in-kentuckyhttps://www.instagram.com/p/CjYJscnLjrf/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_linkhttps://www.instagram.com/p/CK7BLjGDRQ1/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_linkhttps://www.instagram.com/tv/CdHiufxIpAZ/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

  • This week Fallon tells Ash about David McMillan, the notorious drug smuggler who made headlines with his daring escape from a Thai prison in 1996, where he was facing the death penalty for drug trafficking. Known for his passion for smuggling and his multimillion-dollar operation with partner Michael Sullivan, McMillan slipped past guards, made crucial calls, and arranged a flight out of Thailand...


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    -Audio editing by River Innes.
    -Sources:
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_McMillan_(smuggler)#Media https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12728931/Drug-smuggler-David-McMillan-Thailand-prison.html https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtYww_ZKUcE&t=183s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyZyHHexx7shttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weUPEjQtXvghttps://web.archive.org/web/20090402145001/http://www.thisislondon.co.uk/standard/article-23412205-details/Drug+dealer+who+escaped+Bangkok+jail+is+on+the+run+in+London/article.dohttps://web.archive.org/web/20110720171643/http://www.metro.co.uk/news/862906-david-mcmillan-how-i-made-my-jailbreak-from-klong-prem-prison#ixzz1gVCpeYCdhttp://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/7915137.stmhttps://davidmcmillan.net/index.php/about/https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-12728931/Drug-smuggler-David-McMillan-Thailand-prison.htmlhttps://web.archive.org/web/20120616104312/http://aww.ninemsn.com.au/news/inthemag/8204592/why-i-married-a-wanted-man

  • This was originally released as a Patreon exclusive and now we're sharing with everyone!
    Don't forget, you can access episodes 1-14 of Ash Learns The Bible on Patreon RIGHT NOW!

    The Bible is back, babies! Ash still knows very little about the #1 best-selling book in the world, of all time... and this time she is joined by friends Kristal and Ryan, who come from very different religious backgrounds (see below).

    In our second episode, Kristal dives into the second book of the Old Testament, Exodus. She talks about the plagues brought upon Egypt by God, who seemed to be on both Joseph and Pharaoh's side, it's very confusing. Then, the Israelites finally make it out of Egypt only to wander around the desert for years, following God, who generally took the shape of a pillar of smoke. The "chosen people" are not stoked.

    Kristal Adams is a Black woman who was raised Christian on the West Coast. She is a hilarious, well-respected and award winning comedian, writer and more... she's kind of a big deal. Find Kristal on her Linktree, check her out on TheGram, and find more info about and tickets to for her live stand-up shows here.

    Ryan Pregent is a Caucasian man who grew up Catholic on the East Coast, and is a former TSFU team member.

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    -Research and storytelling by Kristal Adams.
    -Audio editing by Ryan Pregent.
    -Sources:
    King James BibleCatholic Bible

  • For this season of TSFU Presents, we are highlighting some of the worst of the worst of Yucky Yogis. This episode is a throwback from way back when in Season 2, in 2020... we were such babies!!

    Ash and Cam dive into two different cults for your listening pleasure! Ash talks about the Buddhafield cult and its leader Jaime Gomez aka Michel aka Andreas aka Reyji (or God King), who started off as a small time gay porn actor. And Cam covers Order of the Solar Temple, a super secret society whose founders drew inspiration from different UFO, Doomsday and New Age cults, making sure they hit all the bases.

    The gals also discuss some of the very relatable reasons that people join cults, and how the leaders control members.

    TW: sexual assault

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    -Sources:
    CULTS Podcast Episode 43CULTS Podcast Episode 44Encyclopedia Britannica “Order of the Solar Temple\“Our terrestrial journey is coming to an end: the last voyage of the Solar Temple” by Jean-Franćois MayerThe Ancient and Mystical Order Rosæ Crucis websiteTIMESUCK Podcast Episode 132“Witness; Order Of The Solar Temple” documentary"Holy Hell Documentary Shows How Cult Leader Raped Followers for Years" by Steven HassanHoly Hell wikipediaHoly Hell documentary of NetflixThe Search for a Speedo-wearing Guru by Ann O'NiellNational Sexual Violence Resource Center

  • The erratic behavior, public antics, allegations of trafficking and sexual abuse; grooming and cults, and generally abhorrent personal conduct continue. Make sure to listen to part I first!


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    -Audio editing by Kim Shockley
    -Research by Erin Collins
    -Sources:
    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ezra_Millerhttps://www.rollingstone.com/tv-movies/tv-movie-features/ezra-miller-the-flash-timeline-arrests-controversies-abuse-1234765089/https://www.vanityfair.com/hollywood/2022/09/inside-ezra-millers-dark-spiral-messiah-delusionshttps://www.businessinsider.com/ezra-miller-airbnb-iceland-woman-hypnotized-cult-allegations-2022-8https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-13007471/Flash-star-Ezra-Miller-rare-public-appearance-controversies.htmlTrue Crimecast pod- Grooming EzraBeyond the Blinds pod- Catch Them if You CanAfter Dark YouTube- Ezra Miller: Child Star to Serial Criminal